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There was a fic a million years ago that had Sam and Dean travelling the country, but they were actually the serial killers Henriksen thought they were. I think they eventually got caught and put in a maximum security prison, which they broke out of. Now, I'm not actually looking for THAT fic, because I'm pretty sure the author deleted it and left LJ long ago, along with telling people she didn't want it shared (shame, 'cause I want to reread it. Sigh.). Edit: I didn't think it was possible for anyone to find it, but I'm pretty sure the one I was thinking of here is Darker Shade of Black. by sardonicsmiley.

But I'm looking for similar fics now.

I just read Blood in Your Mouth by saltandbyrne on AO3 and that's what made me crave more. There's just something so sexy about the boys actually being evil, but not supernatural evil, just human evil. (Yes, there is something wrong with me, I will be over there -->) There are bonus points for the more fucked up the boys are (like the fic I referenced, with implied necrophilia).

(Uh... I thought there was a serial killers tag, but I can't find it. Crap. I hope I tagged this right!)

p.s. this is actually annabeth posting from a new, going-to-be-mostly-public journal, and I'm mentioning it because I know sometimes I get searched and my regular journal is locked.
Specific searches, all of these are Gen:

1. A multichapter vampire!Dean fic I'm almost positive is on FFN where, after Sam has convinced Dean not to kill himself, Dean's understandably upset about the whole situation and starts acting out. Sam meets Bobby in a restaurant and Dean comes in, possibly in sunglasses, and starts trying to get a rise of out them by talking about how he wants a steak, nice and bloody, etc.

2. Another vampire!Dean fic (possibly the same one???) where Sam, Dean and Bobby go on a hunt with Jo and Ellen without the latter two knowing he's a vampire now. They mistake Dean holding an unconscious Sam with his fangs out for unrelated reasons as Dean trying to attack Sam.

3. An S4 fic where Dean misses Hell, and takes to locking himself in the bathroom with a heat lamp and a little tin of sulphur.

General searches, still Gen please:

4. Any Gen vampire!Dean or unusual creature!Dean you know of from LJ. I'm pretty sure I've picked Ao3 clean at this point ;)

5. As an extra tragic twist, does Gen creature!John fic even exist...?

6. Would love to see a fic where, after the big S9 argument, Dean leaves. Would be supercool to see one in S8 where Dean runs off to be best buds with Benny- haven't seen one that isn't just slash yet!
These fics have been FOUND:
Above and Below by vailkagami
The Games We Play

The first one I remember really clearly, except for the title (of course).

  • Cas was God, Dean was a demon, and Sam was the king of Hell

  • Cas was looking for the weapons Balthazar stole, and had kidnapped Sam to make Dean look for them. Sam was hurt just by being in Heaven due to his demon nature. At one point, Dean did something wrong, so an angel was allowed to torture Sam as punishment.

  • Jimmy Novak was a major character; he befriended & helped out Sam because he felt sorry for him.

  • Sam had a little faction in Hell; Andy Gallagher was part of it, and he had renamed himself Asmodeus because it sounded more badass. With Sam & Dean gone it became kind of vulnerable, and I believe Meg got in and kidnapped Dean after Sam came back from Heaven?

The second one was a/b/o, Omega Sam, Alpha Dean, but
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Thank you so much to whoever can help me find these!
Mods, this is my first time posting--I think I got all the tags, couldn't find a godstiel one though? Help me out if I missed any please.
20 October 2016 @ 04:44 am
I'm looking for any J2 stories where Jared is secretly rich or secretly Jensen's boss and Jensen doesn't find out until later after they've gone out for awhile or fallen for each other.

19 October 2016 @ 03:55 pm
Any recs for stories with spot-on Sam emo or internal dialogue? Writing that's true to voice and grounded in the character depicted on the show.

Sam overthinks, over-analyzes, expresses (most of) his emotions. (And then there's that whole Caged in Hell thing.) But often in the fanfic I read, his internal dialogue is either painfully over the top, way too long/frequent, or circular in pattern. So I'd like to read some your recs where Sam's internal reactions (impressions, memories) serve the purpose of the story and are true to his character.

I may not be explaining it well. Any input is much appreciated.

Gen, Wincest, self-recs all fine.
19 October 2016 @ 01:07 pm
This is basically a request and a question. First of all, does anyone have any good watersports recs? I know I'll probably get a bunch I've read, but it's been awhile since I was active in SPN fandom so I'm hoping there's even more now. :P Sam/Dean, please.

Secondly, I thought there used to be a watersports tag on the community, and I was going to use it to see if anyone else has searched this, but I can't find it anymore? (Do I need to ask for that tag to be added?)

Thank you!
19 October 2016 @ 06:21 am
Hey, everyone. I'm really just looking for any fics you know of that contain alcoholic (or drug addict) Dean going to rehab. I like angst but also happy endings. I'm not too picky, the longer the better! I like AUs but if you have any that aren't so AU that's good too. Prefer no Wincest, but I'll take it if you have it :)
18 October 2016 @ 07:28 am
God, it's been awhile since I've been here. Hey guys!

I'm on my phone, so forgive me if this has been requested before. But I'm looking for a fic from the early days, and all I remember is Dean got in a bar fight and Sam bet on him, and then Dean said something about "I'm tired of fighting with you," to Sam later. And the last scene is another bar fight, but both boys fight this time, and the bartender is like "oh, fuck" basically. And the last line is something like "they spat blood and smiled".

Help, please? Thanks, guys!

ETA: found it! Yay!
I jsut checked the deleted stories list, but this is either not on the list, or Im not seeing it for some reason D:

I have a hard copy of this printed out (from 2011 or so D: ), but I keep losing it, and I want to be able to have a digital copy of it (preferebly in ePub format, but PDF is ok too)

I think I have the 'big' tags picked out.. The Alcoholism/being drunk is on John's part, not Dean/Cas/Sam/Gabriel's
17 October 2016 @ 08:09 pm
Hey y'all!

I'm looking for a specific fic, where Sam and Dean went their separate ways after Lucifer is released. Sam finds out he's pregnant, but can't tell Dean. Sam ends up attempting suicide in his motel bathroom, where his boss (from the local bar) finds him.
17 October 2016 @ 12:56 am
Do you guys know any fics where teachers/coaches (or anyone else who knew the boys as children) see news reports years later saying Sam and Dean are mass murderers and wonder what ever happened to those little boys and/or feel partially responsible for not intervening when they had the chance? I read this one story like that and I thought it was a really cool idea, but I haven't come across any others like it. Preferably gen please. I just want people who met them as kids wondering how they could grow into something so seemingly evil and trying to speculate what could have done that.

Thank you.
17 October 2016 @ 12:43 am
Recs for your favorite J2 or Sam/Dean fics that feature a well-written, fleshed-out child (or children) as an essential character? Not a cute kid used as window dressing or a plot device, but a child who adds something vital to the story.

The child could belong to one (or both) of the boys, or be an orphan or a kid they're trying to save, etc. Even a Bad Seed. Fic can be dark or light or in-between. Happy Ending is fine but not necessary.

Thanks as always for your generosity and good taste!
16 October 2016 @ 11:02 pm
Does anyone know of any fics where one J or the other have trouble *coughs* rising to the occasion?

I know of one called Adjustments and another, longer fic, where Jensen is having trouble with ED (can't remember the title ring now). Are there others, for whatever reason, they can't get an erection?

J2 only pairings only. No castration or anything like that, please.
Current Music: The Walking Dead
16 October 2016 @ 10:34 pm
I was wondering if there are any fics out there where Dean takes the role of Mozes (like in a "the prince of Egypt" kind of way). I just watched the movie and I'm craving that kind of interaction. Especially if the angels and demons end up getting pretty involved as well.
Secondly, do you guys have any Holy!dean recommendations? Or where he gets stigmata or something similar? (I've read http://archiveofourown.org/works/2093235?view_full_work=true, Lazarus needs a rope of scarlet thread)
I'm ok with any pairing except for Dean/OFC or Sam/OFC.
16 October 2016 @ 08:18 pm
Hi, so I'm looking for any fics that are centered around Dean and John, where John is an abusive/neglectful father and doesn't treat Dean the way he treats Sam. I'm open to any and all kind of abuse, whether it be sexual or psychological. Preferably no wincest, but that doesn't really bother me too much.
14 October 2016 @ 03:03 pm
Yeah forgot to bookmark. They have to kiss in front of an audience? And takes several attempts?
14 October 2016 @ 01:41 pm
Hi is there any fics where Dean abuses Cas or the other way around whilst in a relationship?

I don't mind if it is emotional, mental, sexual, financial or physical but would prefer physical.

Thank you.
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14 October 2016 @ 12:03 am
Okay, I read this years ago and I tried looking for it and it has never been found, I gave up, and now I'm remembering it again. It's a Sam/Dean fic when they're in their teens, I don't really read them anymore but this is the only story stuck in my brain.
Teen Sam/Dean are on a hunt (pretty sure) and they end up under/in a mountain and become trapped there. Sam and Dean, Dean especially actually, are hurt from the ordeal of falling, crawling through small spaces, and being trapped for so long. I remember their relationship developing as they're trapped and they finally admit their feelings for one another and have to take care of each other. John and a team of people finally find them after a while and they get out and are put in the hospital where they refuse to separate from each other.
I'm quite sure it's multi-chaptered and I'm 95% sure it's on Ff.net. If anyone knows this fic, please please tell me. Because it's actually been driving me crazy for years. Thank you!
13 October 2016 @ 11:34 am
Yeah forgot to bookmark it. Jensen and Jared are signing autographs and a crazy lady thinks they are really Sam and Dean and shoots Dean.
13 October 2016 @ 10:43 am
Hello wonderful people. I would like to request your assistance in locating NCIS crossover stories where Team Gibbs meet the Winchester boys when they are kids or teenagers. I'll even take stories in Season 1 of SPN. Would like stories where Gibbs is impressed with the way Dean takes care of Sam but feels bad that he doesn't get taken care of himself. Stories with hurt Dean are a plus.

Ive searched a lot of the stories on this comm but havent found many when the boys were young/little.

Please no WIPs and self recs are always welcomed.

Thank you! :)
12 October 2016 @ 05:06 pm
I'm looking for a story that I read a while back. I remember that it was Sam being mentally deaged to five years old. Dean took him to the hospital and was told that there is nothing wrong with him, and Sam is 'choosing' to be five years old. The doctors and a social worker were so interested in his case that they were trying to get 'custody' of him saying that Dean was unfit to take care of Sam. At the end the social worker tried to take him from Dean and Bobby, but couldn't because Sam was back to normal and had no recollection of what happened.
11 October 2016 @ 08:50 pm
I'm looking for a fic I read ages ago, but I can't find it now. It was Sam/Dean, non-AU, and I feel like it was early years. The main thing I remember is the boys spoke latin to each other, almost like a secret language. I *think* they also got matching tattoos of a latin phrase, which bound them somehow, although Sam didn't realize that until later. I might be blending two fics though. I'm pretty sure it was on sinful-desire. Sound familiar to anyone?
I need something along the lines of

1) Sam and Dean are fighting and during a hunt, Dean takes out all of his frustrations out on a creature and Sam or Bobby or whoever are sort of freaked out/surprised

2) Dean is pissed at Cas because they're arguing or because Cas is hurt and he goes nuts in a fight

3) Everyone knows Dean is scarily talented at fighting and killing creatures, but one day he really shows what he's capable of- love stories that include Jim and Bobby and John and Sam and everyone else- Cas too of course.

4) Dean outwits a creature/Demon and everyone just stares at him except maybe Bobby who knew Dean was smart

5) and one of my favorites- John comes back to life and is surprised at how different his children are, but more specifically I want one where Dean is with Sam and Cas and (maybe Kevin...if one even exists like that) and Dean doesn't trust John, or is pissed that John isn't okay with Cas (or Kevin). He's scarily protective and John is super surprised.

Or, you know...anything like those. Thank you!! (gen, slash- either one works)
11 October 2016 @ 09:40 pm
Hi there,

I'm looking for a story I've read  a few years ago. Unfortunatly I don't remember much from it except that I liked it very much and I want to read it again.

I think it was a one part story (maybe two part) with J2 working in a team together.
I think Jared was the newbie and Jensen was some kind of psychic? On a very high level? His powers prevent him from living a "real" life and in the team he needs someone to anchor him? Or something like that? I'm not sure with everything but I know that nobody expected Jared to care for Jensen.

Does something of this familiar?

Thanks in advance!
I'm looking for stories where Sam and Dean have sex because of the Mark of Cain. In particular I'm looking for stories where Sam is doing it to keep Dean close, away from Crowley and/or helping Dean control the impulses of the mark. But any stories that fit this criteria are fine, i.e. if Dean does it as a form of punishment or revenge against Sam, etc.

I also wonder if there are any stories out there where Amara offers Sam to Dean if Dean will stop trying to stop her.

10 October 2016 @ 09:45 pm
Hey all. Just wondering if there are any fics out there where Amara takes (eats?) Sams or Deans soul in season 11.

10 October 2016 @ 10:25 am


In anticipation of Season 12, I am re-watching season 11.

It's got me wondering if there are any fics out there that show Sam being claustrophobic after his time in the cage.

Maybe he winds up IN a cage, trapped, and panics?

I'm just looking for any claustrophobic!Sam due to his time in the cage.


p.s.  I'm not sure what to tag this...I'm sorry!

Hey everybody !! I remember reading a Wincest story a long time ago, in which Dean isn't really into the whole thing in the beginning and just goes along with it. Sam begins to feel guilty, and then Dean reciprocates his feelings towards the end.

I've been looking for this story like crazy, any pointers would be greatly appreciated !! Thank you so much !!
10 October 2016 @ 12:38 am
I'm looking for a story I've gotten stuck in my head for a while now, but can't find. In the beginning of the story Jared is temporarily blind (something to do with Chad) and is trying to find someone to read the audio version of his book. Turns out that they are neighbors & Jensen has some hate for Jared over a tree (Jared's boyfriend wanted a better view) and I think that someone was stalking Jensen? Hope someone can find this for me!
Hi everyone. I'm looking for 8ne specific fic and then a sort of general type of fic.

The specific fic was Sam/Dean. They were together. Sam liked rough sex, always bending Dean over something or slamming him into walls, but Dean preffered gentler sex,he just wasn't able to tell Sam. I think they work it out. I'd like to find that story or anything like it.

I've recently read a couple of post-hell ptsd stories, one of them dealing with sex and Dean's (lack of) recovery from what he suffered in hell. I would love to read more, especially ones about his recovery and sex, but really any stories dealing with the aftermath.

I appreciate any help you can give ☺

Edit: the first one has been found, link in comments.
09 October 2016 @ 01:14 am
I read this fic not so long ago but yes, happyly forgot to keep it.
That is den+cas au about real life where they are businessmen and business partners and good friends at the beginning.
It starts when they were flying back to Sam's wedding and having a big quarrel about common business on the plane that was caught and tweeted all way long to LA by Charly who sat next to them and who thought that thay were cute and a real couple but then she heard their talkings and... Spoiler free zone here. But they do good. And I lost it, and if you remember it or read it recently, please, help me to find it (please-please already).
08 October 2016 @ 09:29 pm
I'm looking fo a fic I read a few months ago on fanfiction.net. Dean was deaged when Castiel saved him from hell, he was 8 I think and was found by some sort of social service, they called Bobby and was the one taking care of Dean.
Dean was kind of afraid of Sam because of his demon-blood addiction.
I think was also something about some plush toy with magical protections and soothing runes on it.
07 October 2016 @ 09:27 pm
I would appreciate recs for Sam/Dean or J2 fics which use poetry in some way as part of the story - poems by established poets (not song lyrics).  Examples (but not limited to): Shakespeare, ee cummings, Richard Siken, Emily Dickinson, Pablo Neruda, Dylan Thomas, Rita Dove, Elizabeth Bishop, etc.

The poem(s) - could just be one - should be part of the story, critical to it in some way or used to highlight specific characters or scenes. Epigraphs alone are not what I'm looking for.

One example I can think of is compo67's PUNZEL, where Jensen quotes a poem to Jared during their sex scenes - each poem illuminates some change in Jensen's thinking or their relationship. (Not a flowery, romantic thing - he gasps out poetry during sex; setting the rhythm toward climax, and Jared becomes addicted to it!)

Is this even a Thing? I appreciate your help!
Fic was "Sweet Sacrifice" (sequel was "A Sweeter Sacrifice") by LJ user denazia, whose journal has unfortunately been deleted and purged. I'm just hoping someone saved either of these fics before the journal went the way of the dodo.

In case they were reposted elsewhere on the internet with different titles, I remember "Sweet Sacrifice" involved Sam researching a bunch of herbs and being surrounded by them all day, and when Gabriel shows up he goes all pagan (and then the fic earns its NC-17 rating). It wasn't exactly a sex pollen fic, but there was a definite pagan ritual sort of vibe.

It's been too long since I read the sequel to give any sort of summary, I'm afraid.

I can find links via delicious and the spnnewsletter, but they all just link back to the deleted journal, and the Wayback Machine has failed me. I could have sworn I read it at one point on tumblr, but no such luck.
Hi Every one: Looking for a fairly long crossover fic. I'm pretty sure it was a case fic, but for the life of me I can't recall the main plot. All that I remember is that in the epilogue a police officer knocks on David Rossi's door with teen-aged girl versions of Dean and Sam in tow.

Might have been a series of short fics and not one long one.

Any Ideas?
05 October 2016 @ 06:02 pm
I noticed today that sammyndeansgrl1 account has been deleted, I thought her sister was going to keep her lj going so people could have access to her fics. Does anybody have copies of her fics? I loved her fics so I will gladly read any and all you can find, be it J2, Sam/Dean, and the boys with other people.

Email - rebecca.smith22@hotmail.co.uk
05 October 2016 @ 06:46 pm
Hi, kroki_refur has written loads of fic over the years, some are still available on ff.net (author: refur), some on the ebook library, but not all that many.

Her lj seems to be completely locked, all the fics lead to "access denied".

I checked the deleted authors/stories section, but they're not deleted, just "denied".

Anyone know where the stories can be found?

Found in the comments: This Dropbox link has a good few.
04 October 2016 @ 05:30 pm
Hi guys,

I'm interested in reading any fics where the brothers are actually werewolves themselves and are part of a pack.
However, I would especially like to read ones where the boys, mainly Sam, are werewolf pups or something like that, whether there are any out there I'm not sure.

Also, I seem to remember reading a werewolf fic where the boys were part of a pack or something and there being a Grandpa wolf or something? If anyone knows about this I'd be grateful.

03 October 2016 @ 11:50 pm
I've been searching for quite a while for all three of these fics.

1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!

2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.

3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.

I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!
04 October 2016 @ 12:42 am
OK, so apparently I am on a werewolf kick. I know I recently asked for help in locating a specific story where Jensen is a werewolf and is shot with a silver bullet in a courtroom or council room (still haven't found the particular one I'm looking for but I do appreciate everyone's efforts in helping to locate it.)

Now I am just looking for any J2 werewolf stories where Jensen (alpha or omega) is affected by silver, whether he's shot with a silver bullet, given a shot of silver, or chained or collared with silver. Looking for hurt/comfort and awesome Jensen. :) 😊

Thank you in advance for any recs you have to offer.
03 October 2016 @ 11:02 pm
I believe this story is on livejournal. Jensen is a house painter (I think) in a beach town, and he also paints a mural wall in his house. Jensen and his niece are watching over a turtle's nest on the beach for hatching. Jared is a drop-out engineer student who had an affair with his professor, but he did not realize that his professor was married. Jared is now renting the little shed in Jensen's back yard. They get closer but Jared runs into his professor and falls back into a bad relationship for a weekend. Jensen gets used be Jared with rebound sex. They work through the drama and finally get things right when the turtles hatch.

Hopefully I have most of these details correct and have not confused two stories. Thank you to anyone who can help me find this wonderful story.
03 October 2016 @ 11:31 pm
I am looking for the fics by Madhatterai, like 'the littelest archangel', but there is no more AO3 profile to be found. So I was wondering whether anybody had any information about this? I checked the lists of this community on deleted/purged journals and so, but didn't find Madhatterai.

So I guess I am asking whether anyone has copies of Madhatterai's fics, but more especially if anybody knows what happend and maybe whether there is any objections to the sharing of fic copies?

03 October 2016 @ 09:05 pm
Hi Everyone!!

I'm looking for an older fic, Jensen and Jared are actors on Supernatural but Jensen is dating someone on set, who hits him and are very jealous.

Please help me find it!

Hey all! Today I'm looking for fics in which Demon!Dean possess Sam, length doesn't matter and I would prefer a Wincest but its not a necessity.

Another bit of fic that I am looking for is ones that feature on Sams soul, specifically about how bright it is or about the torture that it went through or even a manifestation of Sams soul in some way.

Thank you!
02 October 2016 @ 07:54 pm
Hello! I am looking for a specific fic and I cannot find it anywhere. Castiel (gracelss, I believe) keeps messing up on hunts or puting himself in danger, so Dean decides to spank him. Cas think he can delay the spanking like Dean used to do (as he saw in his memories)- he quickly finds that he can't. Sam I think voices concern at first, but Dean says something along the lines of "relax, I'm just going to spank him." I'm sorry in advance if I rambled a bit. Thank you in advance for any help!  Edit: story was found! Someone PMed me asking if it was Mayalaen's Tumblr askbox request fics (chapter 39) found here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/4244124/chapters/13404697
02 October 2016 @ 05:37 pm
Hi! I'm looking for non-specific stories where either Dean or Sam is hospitalised, lying in ICU. It doesn't have to be throughout the whole story, it might be just a chapter or two, I just want this to be. I don't care what the reason for being there is (though is usually a car/hunting accident). The only thing I ask for is no slash. Stories in progress welcome as well.

Thanks in advance