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08 August 2016 @ 06:54 pm
I'm looking for a fic with Sam/Dean, where Dean pretends to be into Sam "that way" for Sam's sake (at first), when Sam finds out he feels sick and they stop being together, Sam tries to have a one-night-stand with another guy but Dean gets jealous and in the end Sam and Dean end up together but this time because they both want it.
08 August 2016 @ 08:55 pm
Hi all.

I am looking for a fic I KNOW I have red and maybe even recc'd before. In it Becky, Madison & Charlie? I think? Are all flatmates who know about Supernatural but don't know that they all know the boys... I'm pretty sure... Well its been a while since I read it! You can't hold my crappy memory accountable!

Anyway, yeah - Becky plus two other Women of Supernatural flatting together.

Thanks for all your help. Kisses.

Mods; Since I remember so very very little, I just tagged as best I could. Hope your having a good day anyway. You're awesome people!  
07 August 2016 @ 09:41 pm

i once read one with dean and john pairing it was called rough trade and really liked it and i would like to read others like it please

Hello everybody!

I've been searching for this fic but I've got no lucky so far.
This is fic inspired in the show "8 simple rules". Jared and Jensen are really good friends (I think they live together in this one) and Jared has always this rules for the guys to date 'his' Jensen. None of them measures up to Jensen and after some event (maybe their friends or Jensen confronting Jared about - Im a lil' bit fuzzy on this) Jared realizes that he's in love with Jared! Any help would be nice! :)

EDIT: It was found by the awesome rose_the_hat!
07 August 2016 @ 12:53 am
Hey all,

I'm looking for a j2 fic (maybe a verse?) where human Jared is turned as a teenager in a random attack. His recovery his handled poorly, and he's put on a bunch of suppressants. Fast forward several years and Jared decides to leave his old life behind and go off the meds.

Of course, Jensen comes through town and scents Jared and then there's this whole dance where Jensen tries to track Jared down and Jared is hiding because he has no idea what's going on. There's angst and comfort and bonding, etc.

06 August 2016 @ 10:32 pm
1) Looking for fics where Dean is abused by John (or Sam) and saved by other people (Bobby, Pastor Jim, random people). Any kind of abuse is welcome.

2) This may be one fic or several fics that had the same theme. Dean dies in the main universe. John and/or Sam somehow enter an alternate universe. The Dean in that universe is being abused by its John and Sam. So original John and/or Sam rescue alt!Dean and bring him back to their universe to save.
Hey y'all,
I was hoping you might be able to point me in the direction of some fics.

I'm looking for fics where either Jared/Sam or Jensen/Dean are one another's mate and one of them hurts the other or rejects them in such a way that they get so heartbroken that they either get sick or are on the verge of dying...
Happy endings please and self-recs are always accepted.

A/B/O dynamics welcome, or even other creature fics too (i think I've seen dragon ones like this)

Please and thank you my friends!
06 August 2016 @ 09:11 pm
Hey there I'm looking for a fic where one of the Js has children (can't remember which), one is an actor the other isn't. They are accidentally outed by the daughter telling a school friend, who told their mother who told the press. The actor J was on a Disney show and got let go.

One of them wrote a book, and it referenced Sesame Street.

It's not Cradle verse by quasianpride.

Hoping someone can help, and that it still exists.

thanks in advance

The Natalie Verse

Thanks chellexxx
06 August 2016 @ 03:05 pm
I read this fic Team WHAT?! by Lucillia, and I'm looking for any fics with the same subject "Dean is Michael and Sam is Lucifer". I prefer the genre of the fic is humor, but others are okay too.
05 August 2016 @ 11:41 pm
Looking for any AUs that fit into these requests

1.) Any fics where when Dean asks Sam to join him for looking for the father he says no. I've already read a Long and Lonesome Highway and is why I'm looking for more like that it doesn't specifically have to be Dean/Cas or Wincest any pairing is fine.

2.) Looking for fics where Sam after he leaves for Stanford cuts Dean off and when he finally goes looking for him later and finds Dean happily living a life all happy doing who knows what or he has a family and stuff. Any pairing or gen.

3.) AU where Dean is the one infected with demon blood and how that changes everything basically a retelling hopefully with Sam as the righteous man and Dean as the boyking. Any pairing or gen.

4.) Firefighter Dean fics please or Jensen

5.) Fics where Dean dies in my time of dying and stays dead.

6.) Fics where Sam dies at Cold Oak and stays dead

Please and thank you in advance.
05 August 2016 @ 05:41 pm
Sam has to complete tasks to become the king of hell; Sam had a bunch of demon followers.

I remember specifically a part where Sam and Ruby go into a bar and then into a room where the devil shows up and makes him pick a consort - where he picks Dean, not knowing that means they will have to have sex. There was also a part where Sam leveled a city to get rid of some monster.
05 August 2016 @ 04:41 pm
Hey all!

I just finished reading the Regrets series by Jassy on the Sam/Dean Slash archive and was wondering if there were any stories like that (i.e. Dean ditches Sam for a girl then wants him back a while later).

Also, any stories where Sam is hurt by all the times Dean has cheated on him and leaves him (I don't care if they end up back together in the end or not)

im looking for a story i read awhile back. here is what i remeber.

Jared and Jensen are together
Jensen gets a job at a club owned by JDM
JDM threaten Jensen with harming Jared if Jensen does not do what Jeffrey say
JDM forces Jensen to have sex with him and his friends.
Jared somehow finds out and pays JDM a visit
Jared used to work for the mob as a Hitman
Christian is also in story he is Jensen friend and also know Jared
as they are both hitman.

I know it pretty vague.

i hope this is okay if not please let me know and i will do my best to fix anything that needs fixing.

thank you for all your help
If it's not technically an ABO fic, it uses a similar set up.

Jensen starts off married to an OMC alpha who neglects him, and leaves him while he's pregnant. Jared is an alpha neighbor who starts helping him out, and eventually takes him in. At one point the ex comes back and trashes Jensen's apartment, including peeing on all the baby things. It turns out that the ex was also stealing Jensen's money and they take legal action against him later in the fic. Jensen and Jared end up happily together of course :).

Hope this sounds familiar to someone, thanks!
02 August 2016 @ 08:33 pm
Dean is/was mute due to abuse maybe(?). He then meets Castiel and I believe they begin dating and he says his first words (again) to Cas. Cas possibly encourages Dean to speak at his own pace. Sam and Jess do not know that Dean has began speaking.
Sam does not know that Dean has began speaking.
Dean spills coffee on himself and then says the first words Sam ever hears from him.
Fuck. Sam is grows angry and starts yelling at Dean because it is the first word he says. Dean begins to have a flashback and then speaks multiple words seeing John instead of Sam. Cas grows angry. Sam feels guilty and explains himself.
I don't remember much more though. :/ Just that specific passage.
01 August 2016 @ 07:33 pm
I read this Fanfic sometime last year and have been searching for it for about 3 months now!

Dean and Sam return back to a cabin (in a swamp possibly) where they stayed a summer as children. During the duration of that summer Dean is molested. In one of the chapters (a telling of he events) it is described as being hot and sticky as Dean is wrapped in a blanket sleeping on the floor while Sam sleeps on the bed. Dean is only abused when Sam is sleep. Dean begins acting peculiar and distraught.
Sam does not know about any of this until he peers through the Cabin door and sees that the man is going to rape Dean again. Sam is enraged and shocked. He then knocks the door down and attacks the man. Dean is now catatonic or acting like nothing happened. Sam tells Dean that they need to talk about (I believe they are in a kayak-boat now). Dean dismisses/objects/declines Sam at first but then tells him what happened. The narration alternates between NOW (current events) to THEN (Sometime in the 80's/90's.)
John is not involved as he left them there while he was on a hunt. John is friends with the man who is possibly a hunter.
01 August 2016 @ 08:39 pm
Hi all
Just saw a commercial for the movie "Lake Placid" and I remember a story based on the movie. I believe it was J2 w Jensen as the town sherriff. I'd love to read it again and any other sam/dean or J2 stories based on the movie or anything similar.
01 August 2016 @ 07:39 am
Hello All,
I was led to a wonderful link call SPN_Spanking where there are alot of fics.
But there is one that is either been deleted or lock?

Author name is AtlantaJ, does anyone know her or how can i get a message to her to view all her Dean and Sam spanking fics? Does anyone has them downloaded if so hopefully with her permission can share with me?

Thank you for your help!
01 August 2016 @ 09:06 am
Hi :) I read a fic quite a while ago and I can't seem to find it? I think Dean was blaming Cas for something with Sam (I can't quite remember what), and he starts to abuse Cas? Like not letting him sleep on a bed or something. At the end I remember Sam finding out about it somehow? I'm not entirely sure how to tag these things, so I'm really sorry if I've done something wrong. Thank you :)
31 July 2016 @ 10:04 pm
so today I am looking for fics where

* Jared has an abusive past, could be scared of touch, i don't care, just as long as Jensen is there and is sweet and comforting. Really anything involving Jared being shy and Jensen helping him out of his bubble

* Hurt non-Au Jared fics. or any non-Au fics where Jared bottoms

* Fics taking place before Dean goes to hell and shows how Sam is dealing

* Dean hurting sam unintentionally and feeling guilty afterwards

* any underage fics where sam is coming to terms with his sexuality

* Fics where sam gets hurt and John is protective

Self recs are more than welcome :)

please only bottom!sam or Jared

Thank you all so much.
Hi! I hope I am doing this properly. I am looking for a story I read on ff.net. Sam brings Dean back to the bunker after Metatron kills him. He does a ritual where Dean is brought back to life but it isn't the same Dean. This Dean is basically from the ep Faith where he dies during the night before Sam can bring him to LeGrange so Dean has no memory of anything basically from mid season 2 on. Sam is very emotional in the fic and Dean is extremely protective of him. Garth and Kevin are also in it. I cannot remember the title or author at all. Any help would be great, I've been searching for such a long time. Thanks!
01 August 2016 @ 01:46 am

Im Looking For Any Kind Of Fic that Has shy/Innocent Jensen/dean where his friends and family are overprotective of him.it can be any pairing.it can be au or non au and the alpha/beta/omega thing is fine too and just in case death fics are okay...thanks 😊

31 July 2016 @ 10:25 pm
Hey all,

I'm looking for any fics where Dean or Jensen suffers from some sort of speech problem, be it a stutter, mute or whatever!

No wincest please.

30 July 2016 @ 07:46 pm
I'm looking for a fic that I'm pretty sure is deleted? I don't remember the name but Jared was in foster care and Jensen cut people's hair. Jared goes to Jensen all the time and tells him about all the different foster families he has been with. One night Jared gets hurt by a foster parent and runs to Jensens barber shop and he's all bruised and I don't remember after that but I'm pretty sure Jensen takes him in ?

Also this story was, I believe posted on livejounrnal and was fairly short.

I hope someone knows this story because I've been wanting to read it for quite some time.

Thanks a bunch !x
Yeah I forgot to bookmark it and can't find it now. Dean is a Vampire, Sam is a hunter and makes a deal where Dean feeds from him like every couple weeks? I remember it's long. And in the second story Dean turns Sam
So my friend recently got into the fandom and asked me to share my favorite stories with her . . . except my computer recently crashed and I've lost ALL of my bookmarked stories (wahhh!). I've already googled and re-found my ultimate favorites, but I still wish I had more to share with her.

So I'm asking you to share with me your favorite stories so that I can pass them along. She loves hurt Sam with protective Dean. Gen is ok but wincest is better. No other pairings for the boys please. No short stories or one shots either. The longer/wumpier/angstier the better, really, though happy endings are ideal. =)

She's not completely caught up with the show, so any stories that don't spoil anything after season six would be fantastic (though feel free to share favorites from later seasons as well; she'll just have to wait to read them lol).

AU/cannon/whatever, it's all cool, but she really really loves stories set in high school. Either pre-series or high school AU, whichever. (feel absolutely free to share non high school faves as well, though!)

Thanks bunches!
29 July 2016 @ 10:28 pm
Hi guys! Hope this request finds you in a good place tonight. Didn't realize I had a thing for chubby!Dean until I read compo67's latest, Slipped Inside Your Right Back Pocket. Now I want more. Any recs for chubby!Dean or chubby!Jensen? Preferably not just PWP - although food porn would be a plus! :-D Also, I prefer a Dean/Jensen who's comfortable in his own skin, or learns to be in the story.

Thanks for your help.
29 July 2016 @ 10:15 pm
Hoping someone can help, have been looking for this fic for days and just can't find it!
I do not recall much. The boys were younger, maybe 16 and 20? Sam gets snatched and interrogated by a group of hunters as part of a training/hazing thing, but he thinks it is for real. The hunters had no idea Sam was clueless until they are congratulating him at the end and he is freaked out asking if his dad is dead.
I do believe Dean is pissed at John for arranging this, and takes Sam and runs away with him.

Pretty sure it was gen.

Any help is appreciated!

ETA: Found in comments, thanks!
29 July 2016 @ 08:40 pm
Hey y'all!
Looking for a specific fic where Dean is blinded after a hunt and John wants to drop him off and leave him behind. However Sam takes Dean and they run away together. I think they live near and get help from Pastor Jim. I vaguely remember Sam and Dean ice skating on a frozen pond and their father had tracked them down. He confronts them about their intimate relationship.
Im looking for a specific story where Dean discovers some kind of partially supernatural Hunters heritage, and goes on to steal a lot of books and artefacts.
Sam is at Stanford.
John is hit with some kind of rage curse and puts Dean in the hospital, then has to leave him at the Roadhouse.
Dean and Sam go on a cruise.
I think Sams friend Brady gets posessed, and his friends are introduced to the hunting world.
Sam qnd Dean encounter 'wolf' super hunters while hunting the wendigo.
I think it was time travel and an oracle helped dean, and satan cursed him to become the purest version of himself, but because hes actually a decent person it helps him instead of turning him evil.
Subtle slow-burn Dean/OMC, where the OMC is a rich, borderline immortal leader of a group of 'wolves' who arent actually werewolves exactly, but hunt all kinds of thjngs. However, they dont know about demons, so OMC has Dean explain them to him. They dont take it well, but the OMC is siding with Dean, and hes the leader, so the rest have to fall in line.
Dean has a lot of scars from when John attacked him, so he feels self-concious.
Sam is kind of a brat sometimes.
John is a jerk but Dean still loves him.
Dean makes a huge amount of money, betting online I think it was.
Dean is also a cardshark and cleans out even the wolves at poker in Vegas.
Anyway, I cant find it anywhere and its my absolute favorite story, so please, please let me know if you have a copy or know its name or author.

FOUND:Return to Go, on Fanfiction.net
28 July 2016 @ 11:42 pm
I am hoping you all can help me find a fic I think may or may not have been deleted (I am hoping it wasn't and I just can't find it). It was on LJ and I think the title included the word Menagerie. It was a WIP last I saw and I should have bookmarked it because now I can't find it :( It started with Jared being an alpha wolf kept as a pet by some rich guy. The rich guy is talking with another guy who wants to sell Jensen who is an omega. It's a big deal because getting a captive werewolf is almost impossible and omegas are pretty much uncatchable or something. Jared's owner wants to breed Jared and Jensen if he can buy Jensen. If you know this fic and could point me in the right direction or tell me if it's been deleted I would be a very happy person. Thanks for the help.
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29 July 2016 @ 08:57 am
I'm looking for any fic where the Winchester brothers in Hogwart as students or teachers. And no, not AU story like they're already really wizards/witches of Hogwart, but stories where they're hunters who got send to Hogwarts for something. Gen or slash are okay, but if slash and there's nswf, I want it bottom!Dean only.
I read a story, not sure if it was finished where Eve got both Sam and Dean and changed them into her children, Sam I think was a vampire, I think Dean was a phoenix or something. Not sure what happened after, were they saved, returned to being human?? Thx to anyone who can help.
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I am looking for a story where Jared and Jensen are together and it comes out that Jensen and Christian were once together.  Jared and Steve break up with them.  Jensen is hurt in a car wreck and he is very hurt by the reaction by Jared, Christian and Steve.  The last time I read the story it was not complete.  I know the word "Music" is in the title.
Hi, I'm looking for a story where Jensen is a bouncer with a problem with his short-term memory, Jared is a stripper with an abusive father. Jensen offers to help Jared and his family escape, Jensen's mother is a lawyer who helps out as well. Thanks in advance!

Edited: Found in comments!!
27 July 2016 @ 11:16 pm
Could anyone suggest some good spn x pacific rim
( gen / wincest only. I don't really like other pairing)
I have read everything i could find by google and ao3, so uf you could suggest some more pleaseeee and thank you :)
Self-rec are fine too.
Oh, and happy ending only please

(I tagged with connected!boys since it's basically the usual plot in pacific rim,
and i hope it's ok for me to write new tag in crossover: pacific rim since i couldn't find any)
Had this book marked and can't find it now. Preseries story involving a haunted house. When they are checking it out there is an earthquake. When the house collapses, John can only save one. He decides to save Dean. Sam escaped on his own with the help of a child ghost who shows him secret tunnels under the house. Sam is dating the sheriff's daughter . He is around or I believe. Thanks so much.

Status: FOUND
26 July 2016 @ 06:34 pm
I'm looking for fics where Sam and Dean(or just the entire species they are in general, what species they are doesn't mean much to me) are pets to others. Kinda like highermagic's Animals series, or One Alpha To Many by HazelDomain(which is honestly the reason why I'm wanting to read so many more fics with this). I'd be fine with pretty much any pairing, but I'd definitely like Wincest, and preferably with bottom!Sam. 
26 July 2016 @ 10:09 pm
Hello all!

So literally years ago I read a fic wherein Jensen and Jared spend (I think) a summer together at some kind of sport camp? If I remember correctly Jensen played lacrosse and Jared played soccer. They become friends and I think more if I remember correctly.
Also, Jared only wanted to be called JT and no one at the camp knew him as Jared.

At the end of the summer (?) one of them gives the other their number on a piece of paper and they lose it and it's a sad time.
Then they end up at the same college or something and reconnect and then proper relationship.

I'm dying to read this again so if anyone knows wtf I'm talking about please help <3
27 July 2016 @ 01:16 am
So this is probably a long shot, but I remember once reading a fic on one of the communities, either spnkink_meme or blindfold_spn where both the J's were vampires and were in an established relationship, but they were looking to turn Misha into one too, as they loved him. Before they could tell him their secret Misha ends up being stalked by some crazy fan (or something like that) and this makes the J's super protective over him, and they decide not to tell him as he is already under a lot of stress. Long story short, I'm pretty sure the fic ends with this fan actually phyisically attacking Misha and Jared and Jensen saving him, where they reveal their secret and happy sexing ensues (after Misha is turned). ... I think that's the way it ends anyway.

I know this is super long shot but I was wondering if this fic sounds vaguely familiar to anyone and if so if they could please direct me towards it, because I have been searching these two communities for ages and I haven't been able to find it and it's driving me crazy.
Thank you!
26 July 2016 @ 04:22 am
Hey guys, I have literally not been on LiveJournal in over three years, so I hope I'm doing this correctly and not making it awkward. Did I just make it awkward?

I've been binge watching SPN on Netflix as we all do and I was struck with the need to read fic coda S6:Ep5 Live Free or Twi-Hard - specifically anything to do with Dean and the vamp that turned him. The guy that played the old vamp was just so predatory, in both an animalistic and sexual way, and Dean was in my opinion very vulnerable.

Anything to do with those two would be much appreciated. Thanks again.

(once again, mods, i have been away from LJ for over three years, so if i missed something or need to hide something, forgive me.....kindly inform me of my mistake and i will fix it in haste <3)

- Toasty
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25 July 2016 @ 10:32 pm
For some reason, I'm dying for fics where Dean is sent to a universe where the canon events haven't happened, or time-travels back to when he was younger, yet he still has all his memories. Also, does anyone know of some fics where Mary finds out what the boys have been through and doesn't react well to it? Basically any fics where alternate universe or pre-series Mary/John/Sam meet canon!Dean.

(In case you want examples, some really good ones that I've read so far are:)

If I Knew Then What I Know Now:
Given an opportunity to change his family's destiny, Dean Winchester finds himself back in 1983 as his four year old self, yet with his adult memories still intact. But can he alter the events of that tragic night? And if so, will young Dean, his family, and Castiel be ready to survive all the evil that destiny has in store for them?

The Best Years of Our Lives, My Ass:
Dean goes to sleep in a motel room in Texarkana, and he wakes up 17 years old, in his childhood bedroom in Lawrence, Kansas, 1996. He has no idea how he got there, why his parents are still alive, why his brother is an adorable freshman with no memory of his adult life, and why the only ally he has in this place is the angel he left behind in Purgatory – somehow also 17 years old.
26 July 2016 @ 01:17 am
I'm looking for a specific J2 fic, I think it was non-au, but I'm not sure. It was quiet short, maybe around 5k words. All I remember is that Js were fighting at the beginning and Jensen in the heat of a moment said something to Jared that pissed the other off. One of those things was about Jared not calling his mother or something like that, generally Jensen telling Jared that he's childish. They made up at the end.

25 July 2016 @ 12:20 am
I wasn't aware that this huge and amazing novel was a podfic until recently, it was read by blackbyrdy and written by leonidaslion. A Sam/Dean story.

It appears all links are dead (here) and that the podfic archive does not have it (access denied when you click its link).

Does anyone know of a place it is still online to download or can anyone upload it? I really want to listen to it. I need all 38 hours of it in my life! It is my favourite fan fiction ever.
Hi everyone!

I want to find a specific pre-series story. In this story, Sam is abused (possibly by John) and Dean takes him away. They live together with Bobby, but Sam grows increasingly clingy and possessive of Dean, and Dean feels obligated to make up for Sam.

I remember a section where Sam cuts his hands because he doesn't like that Dean goes out. Dean later relents under Sam's pressure (so that Sam doesn't hurt himself) but later likes it too. It's wincest.

The story is about 10 chapters long and I remember reading it on livejournal. I am sorry it's vague, but it has been a while since I read it. Thank you!

EDIT: Found it. Should have searched harder before asking but yeaaah.

For those who are also interested: Daddy, Please, No by Hunter King

25 July 2016 @ 02:30 am
Hi does anyone have a pdf of Some Pieces The Adjoin by goingtoqueens? The link to the story says Access Denied but since the podfic is still available on A03 I was hoping the author wouldn't mind it being shared. Thanks in advance!

Edited; Found, link in comments!
24 July 2016 @ 06:03 pm
Hi there!

I'm searching for a specific non-AU J2 fic. Jared has a manager who convinces him he doesn't have enough talent to get jobs so that he often gives blow jobs to the people that might hire him resulting in a very low self esteem!Jared.Jensen somehow knows about this, and if I am not completely wrong, he doesn't like Jared at first because of that, but he realizes later on that Jared doesn't like doing it and helps him to get away from his manager.

I hope someone remembers this fic, I honestly crave to read it.
Thankss guys!
24 July 2016 @ 04:34 pm
Hey guys I have two specific fics that I'll like to read again after a looong time. I don't remember the names or the subject, but I do remember one scene from each fic.

1) Jensen was abused by his uncle when he was a kid. Jared blurts it out in rage in Jensen's family gathering. Jared was the only one Jensen has ever trusted with this. He felt betrayed that Jared would do this. I think it was a longish fic and very emotional.

2)Jensen was tutoring Jared in high school. I don't remember if Jared was a jock or not but, in one scene I remember Jensen's father coming home during a tutoring session and Jensen getting scared (he might have gotten scared when he hears footsteps on the stairs). I am sorry I don't remember if his father actually hits Jensen in front of Jared or not. But I believe Jared learns about the abuse then.

I know I didn't give much, but I trust you guys' talent :) thank you in advance.