So, I read these two stories a long time ago and now I can't find them. Any help is appreciated!
1. Sam was sexually abused by a fellow hunter as a minor. Dean didn't know but I'm pretty sure Bobby did. Anyway, the Hunter comes back around asking for help on a case and Sam tries to act normal so that Dean doesn't find out. I think the ending involved Sam telling Dean that he needed to tell him something. (I'm pretty sure I read it on FF)
2. Adam grew up with the Winchester's and at one school his teacher makes him stay after school for tutoring but Adam ends up getting repeatedly sexually assaulted by the teacher instead. Adam then developed an eating disorder to cope. I specifically remember a scene when Sam catches Adam bingeing and purging late at night. They try to put Adam in counseling but he refuses and purposefully scratches the impala. Adam eventually confesses to the assault. (I read this on FF as well)
Thanks so much! :-)
I adore this story and really want to read it again! I know I know the author but can't remember who it is, for the life of me. :(
Found in comments!
No wincest or angel/Sam of any sort unless it's with Lucifer please.
I think Jared, at the start of the fic, is living with Misha as a roommate.
Does this ring a bell with anyone? My Googlefu is failing me.
I'm good with mpreg, would love bottom!Jared, self recs are welcome!
Thanks in advance!
Basically most of the story is them traveling across country saving people, hunting things, and performing miracles, for Winchester values of 'performing miracles' (blessing a pub so their beer never runs out, healing a woman of uterine cancer/scarring by having marathon threesome sex with her, etc). Later on in the series it becomes a crossover with Dark Angel - their DNA was used to create the X series, Normal is their son, etc.
I'm pretty sure it was on livejournal, at some point there are illustration elements (a drawing one of the kids they saved did of the two of them, a picture of dean's famous blueberry pie, etc)
I read a story the other day that I forgot to bookmark and couldn't find. I forget the actual plot of it but there's a scene where Castiel(?) is told that every time Sam has died, his soul has gone to Heaven and been tortured there.
Found: Here We Still Remain by vail-kagami
In a more general search, does anyone have any recs about Sam and his faith in God/Heaven/angels?? Something where he prays a lot or goes to church or something.
Any pairing that includes Sam is acceptable.
Thanks for any help!
(Mods: this is my first post on this comm and I wasn't really sure which tags to use. I hope I got close.)
so I read this fic a long time ago and the memories are pretty fuzzy. But here's what I remember:
- High school AU
- Js don't get along at first
- are paired up to do some kind of training/run/scavenger hunt in the woods
- reconcile/become friends during that thing in the woods stuff and make out (still in the woods)
This is all pretty vague I know but it's all I remember. Anyone know this story?
Thanks in advance^^
1) Sam and Dean get together but Dean keeps going out and sleeping with girls
2) Slutty! Jensen - maybe Jared pines, maybe Jensen is cheating on Jared, I'm not fussy what the plot is as long as it's slutty!Jensen
Thanks guys, you rule!
I'm a slut for pain so the angstier, the better.
(And if you can find a fic very similar to this I will give you my first born)
Recently I have fallen in love more and more with the JohnxMary pairings and I wish to read more of them. Length wise, time wise, it doesn't really matter so long as the focus is on JohnxMary.
Second request, fics where Sam didn't end up going to Stanford for whatever reason. I've already looked through the ones that had already been requested and brought up on the tag here, as well as the amazing Beneath The Trees verse, I am looking for more if there are any.
Thank you very much!
I'm looking for a specific story that starts with John working a case with another hunter and his two sons. They may have been around Dean's age, if not older, and they were kind of mean to Sam. Sam, Dean, and the two guys end up hunting on their own.
They end up losing Sam and through the panic of trying to find him, Sam runs into the ghost of a boy his age who was killed by a serial killer. This ghost ends up attaching himself to Sam and he wrecks havoc on poor Sam.
I remember Sam getting hurt pretty badly. His throst was almost crushed and there is a point where John gets fed up with Sam not talking or eating and pretty much force feeds Sam hot soup. He realizes his mistake and is instantly guilty about causing his son more pain.
That's all I can remember lol!
Edit: I mixed up two completely different stories. The soup incident did not occur in the story that I'm looking for
I am looking for a fic that I read ages ago and i can't find for the life of me! The plot is somewhat the following:
Jensen is an underage model (16-17) and he lives with his single mother who is of dubious morals and motives. He starts working with photographer Jared and they fall in love. When his mother finds out she tries to blackmail Jared for ?money ?more jobs for Jensen. That's all I remember. It had for sure a happy ending but I don't remember it. Every help will be appreciated.
I want all the stories that feature Sam with an eating disorder.
Any pairings or non-pairings welcome. Pre-series, during series, post series, whatever. The story can be about it or it could just be in the story but not the focus. Happy ending, sad ending, open ending, whatever.
Seriously... anything... as long as Sam has an eating disorder.
Reason? Therapy fics. Some people like to read (or write) about situations they go through to help deal with it.
It was an amazing story. I was wondering if anyone else knows of any other stories where Sam and Dean are pen pals. Either because they somehow been separated or are just not related at all. Gen or Wincest please! Thanks ahead of time!
It started out with Dean being exiled from his pack/family because he was different in that he was a male who could give birth. Be is picked up by Alistair who has another mercreature(I'm not sure if they actually use the word mermaid or not), who I think was Azazel. Azazel figured out that Dean had an eggsac like a female and raped him, causing him to get pregnant with two eggs I believe.
Eventually he is rescued by Castiel and his crew, who are marine biologists of some sort, and they take Dean to nurse him back to health. Merman!Sam is already there and realizes immediately that Dean is his mate. But Cas wont let him in with Dean beauase Sam fought with another Merman, Lucifer.
Anyways the last time I read it they were trying to catch Dean so they can give him an exam and he was terrified, trying to swim away from the divers and Sam breaks out of his tank and drags himself over to Dean's. He blocks the divers from getting to Dean and when they leave he goes to comfort Dean and he finds out that Dean's eggs are making him sick.
Are there any stories where Sam and Dean (or other characters) are faced with a non-supernatural dangerous situation? I'm not looking for AUs where the supernatural doesn't exist, just one where the villains/dangers have nothing to do with their usual line of work.
Gen or any pairings!
Sam becomes King of Hell, not sure how. He isn't evil but he is very dark. Naturally, Dean is with him, and Castiel too - I think because he wouldn't leave Dean with Sam (or possibly to avoid being taken by Heaven, or both). But now he's reliant on Dean for protection from Sam. (Possible Dean gets powers in this due to being Sam's brother and consort).
I do remember Castiel being scared of Sam and having to play it very carefully.
There are three scenes that have stuck in my mind:
1) Sam follows Castiel into a room and Cas wants to leave but thinks Sam won't let him pass - he does though.
2) Sam is in a relationship with Dean, but wants Cas too - a combination of actually wanting Cas for his own sake, and because he's an angel, and because he's a little jealous of how Dean still cares for Cas. I remember Cas drawing a promise from Sam not to hurt him, and having to remind him of it a few times because while Sam isn't rough he isn't gentle either. Dean's there to support Cas through it and make sure Sam reigns it in.
3)The Host show up to negotiate / deal with Sam, and it ends up with Sam, Dean and Cas on one side of the table and I think Michael and Zachariah on the other. They want to take Castiel back, and claim that Sam is holding him against his will. Sam disputes this, and says Cas is free to go anytime, but I think he gets a few barbs in about how he's treated Castiel better than they ever did. Michael and Zachariah tell Cas his place is in Heaven with them, not in Hell with the Winchesters, but Cas says he'd prefer to stay. (I think he says something like he'd rather serve in Hell than in Heaven). Which pisses them off and I think they threaten to take Cas, but Sam tells them Cas has made his choice and if they try to grab him Sam will just turn them and their armies back at the gates. I remember Cas being quite stunned at Sam being so protective of him.
Thanks in advance!
1. Any short fics (100 - 1,000 words there abouts t start) featuring the characters Sam, Dean, Castiel, Crowey, Bobby, Meg, Bell, Jody, Ellen, John, or any characters with long speakig parts in the show and are in the tone/gene/continuation of/missing scene of Supernatural.
2. Any J2 or Sam/Dean (or J3 even) soulmate fics that don't feature Mpreg, non-con/rape, slavery, sex with a dog (or other animal) and no death of the main pairing.
Any help in my quests would be wonderful anf I thank you.
P.s. I hoe my tags are okay....no soulmate/mate tag?
1)I absolutely adore Castiel but I also love de-aged fics and so I thought why not combine the two and ask if anyone knew any good mentally de-aged Castiel fics and so here I am. If you have any other de-aged fics to rec that'd be great too.
2) Castiel with mental disorders (such as seizures, DID or Autism - like A Postcard for Castiel by almaasi etc).
3) Cas turning creature would be pretty good too. No specifics though. Maybe some angst.
4) Any fics where Dean chose Sam over Cas to save or Cas sacrifices himself.
5) Highschool AUs where Cas is poor, has a crap family (abused?) and maybe drug taking while Dean is rich and basically has everything Cas doesn't.
6) Any angsty cursed Castiel fics. I've already read Insult to Injury by strangenessandcharm and loved it so anything like that.
7) And finally, (and thank you for staying with me) I recently read Forget-me-not blues by noangelsinthegarrison and loved it so I was wondering if anyone knew any other fics about bullied Castiel, bully Dean and reunions.
Basically pure angst and fluff.
Thanks for the help :)
Description: Everything Still Turns To Gold by nwspaprtaxis
Stanford!era, Dean gets a girl pregnant and somehow gets saddled with the kid. His daughter is only two or so when Dean gets very seriously injured (permanently, of course) -- John is AWOL, and Dean physically can't care for his daughter by himself (he's in a wheelchair, lost use of an arm, bad back, it's up to you), and he has no one else to turn to, so -- he calls Sam. He wouldn't do it for his own safety/health, but the safety of his kid is at stake, and that's the only thing that can make him want to break into Sam's new life.
Please and thank you!
UPDATE: The author has removed this story from her accounts and does not wish it shared via PDF. She is no longer active in fandom. Thanks.
Thanks in advance!
I love the ao3 writer Deadmockingbirds, particularly her "The Winchester's" series in which Dean is aged down to a baby whilst still retaining some of his personality. Sam and Cas then adopt him, the series centering on their interactions as a family.
What I'm looking for is any fics that are similar. I have already read all of SailorChibi's works (also brilliant).
Thankyou for any suggestions (:
Thank you in advance!
Fairly new to reading SPN and feeling a bit overwhelmed in combing through it all. Can anyone help by recommending their favorites featuring hurt/comfort Cas -- hurt!Cas, sick!Cas and the boys (especially Dean) being their awesome protective selves?
Destiel or gen -- but will take any era of the show, AU, de-aged, whatever.
Thank you kindly.
Somehow Dean ends up kissing Castiel (out of curiosity? Because he got over himself and realized his feelings?). However, Cas doesn't respond. At all. Like, he's just going rigid or whatever, which just leaves Dean feeling confused and embarrassed.
When Dean tries again days later, Cas still isn't kissing back. So yeah, two times he's kissed Cas with no reaction, but Dean just doesn't seem to be able to resist. I also don't think they really talk about the thing that's going on between them, it's just general confusion on Dean's side and well, I guess Cas is mostly just clueless.
I'm pretty sure the third kiss is the one that's finally going differently. Like, Cas responding and all.
So basically what I remember are these first kisses. All are initiated by Dean, out of some sort of desire for Cas he hasn't quite figured out yet. I know that all this is embedded in some interesting plot (a case?) but I can't remember what exactly.
Maybe, maybe someone knows which fic I'm talking about here. It was all quite delicious and I'd just love to reread it.
So right now I really need something to make me laugh, so can you please recommend any hillarious stories you know? J2, wincest, destiel, gen, basically anything is ok as long as it´s funny and light-hearted.
Thanks a lot:)
Can anyone recommend a fic where Sam wasn't pulled back in during season 1? Where he stayed out with Jess and told Dean to shove it, completely turning his back on him. Then, for whatever reason, he needs Dean later for help. Preferably something supernatural but I'll take anything. That he then needs to take his family and find his brother and beg him for help.
Would really love if Cas is there with Dean (together or gen).
Have Sam slowly realize all that's happened and all.
Mod I've tried to submit this twice and you said I didn't tag correctly and I did the pairing tag the first time and then the second time I did a genre tag as well but do i need character tags or something?? I'm a little lost.
I recently stumbled upon a wonderful little fanfic that I completely forgot to bookmark! I'd like to read it again, but I have nothing to go off of except for what I remember. So here goes: It was early-season boys (season 2, I think, because it was shortly after John died). They were on their way to their next hunt when Dean got a bad migraine. Sam had to step up and take care of him. I think I remember Sam being reminded of Jess because she used to get migraines too and so he knew how to take care of Dean. Is this ringing any bells for anyone else? I've searched high and low!
I have been thinking about this fic for about two weeks with zero success in finding it. I read it along time ago and I am hoping I didn't just make it up in my head. The only part of the fic that I can remember is that Jared owns or volunteers at an animal shelter and Jensen comes in to audit for taxes or he could have been an accountant and he goes to the shelter to look over the books and all of Jared's records were a mess and it took Jensen a really long time to sort through them. I know that they weren't together in the beginning and it was a slow build. I think Jensen was apprehensive to start anything with Jared but I don't remember why. I'm sorry for the lack of details I really hope there is a story out there that matchs these details and I didn't just make it all up.
Always,thank you all in advance for your help!
A BIG thank you to aunttora and maryjo24 for finding it for me!
I am looking for fics in which someone (Sam, Bobby, Charlie, an outsider, any other character) notices how deeply Cas cares for Dean, without Dean and Cas actually being in a romantic relationship. Pre-slash, pining or gen are all fine, but I'm looking for fic mentioning or focussing primarily on their emotional bond, rather than the physical. I don't mind whether the fic is based around it, or it is just a passing observation within a fic.
Thanks in advance for any suggestions.
From what I remember, Dean dies saving the world but his body doesn't decay and smells like flowers, like a saint or god. He lies in state in some kind of large building and soon as word spreads about him, survivors start to come to be around him. He wakes up and he is changed. I think he has become a saint or a god. Castiel and Sam are in it as well. It's a great story.
Thanks in advance for any help!
Also, can anyone rec me any well written 'John adopts a crossover character' fics? Especially any that go past the first three seasons? (I'm reasonably sure I've read all thr BtVS Xovers, though!)
Good example of what I'm looking for: The Book of Darcy by lforevermore (http://archiveofourown.org/works/45999
Any thing but wincest is fine!
Please no AUs where the supernatural doesn't exist.
1. Specific fic: Sam and Dean become trapped in an endless series of rooms. Each is more horrific than the last, but there is no way to go but forward. I don't recall there being a happy ending.
2. Usually when I see Dean demonstrate his torture expertise, sadism, etc., it's after the whole roadside confession. Show me something where the big secret comes out in a decidedly less pleasant manner.
3. So..... Any good Halloween commentfic memes I missed? I'd love links to those in general but in particular I'm looking for any new creature!fics. Dean or both boys. Vampires are my favorite.
Found in comment section.
No Wincest, please.
I had been looking for this fic sooooo long. I read it once a long time ago and this how it goes:
I think it was universe where sam and dean are not hunters, and Sam was in mentally hospital(?). Dean was with Cassie (?), and i remember one scene where Sam escaped from hospital and goes to Dean. It was one-sided wincest, Sam wants Dean but Dean doesn't feel that way. Oh my gosh, i hope someone knows this if not then i dreamed it:DD
Sorry my english
And if you know some one-sided Sam/Dean where Dean doesn't feel the same, i would love to read them.
So either Gen fic that is Castiel-centric or any shipping fic with Castiel (I ship Castiel with everything). Any rating is fine but no character death!
In regards to the podficcer, please no one with a breathy voice (sort of like Marilyn Monroe [sounding like a constant sigh]). The past 3 podfics I've tried to listen to had readers like that and I just can't handle it.
I'm looking for completed Sam/Dean or J2 stories where the boys are already in an established relationship, and Sam (or Jared) is hurt, ill, attacked, kidnapped or in danger somehow. Protective Dean (or Jensen) is a must, as are happy endings.
Please? Many many thanks in advance.