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09 July 2016 @ 01:13 am
In this series of stories Sam is actually working with Azazel, he's not exactly evil but not good either, He has Dean with him, willingly I think. I remember that there are about 3-5 parts, one is called "Penny Lane" and "The Prodigal Son" and "Yellow Brick Road". Sam and Dean at in a large house with Azazel and some of his special children, Dean is the only human. When Sam leaves him there, to go on a mission things go badly for Dean. I had this on a flash drive but it was lost, please does anyone recognise it.
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Sam was recruited as a spy/assassin while at Stanford by one of the secret alphabet agencies. The agency is aware of the supernatural and what his family does. He was recruited because of his intelligence and ability to learn foreign languages. His family is unaware of what he is doing, at least at the beginning of the story. I'm unsure if they find out.

I'm looking for stories that feature an 'in character Charlie' - I know this is subjective, so let me add brave, beautiful, proud, unapologetically lesbian, unapologetically geeky, smart, and yes, cool. ;) - who interacts with the guys on a personal level, (but not sexual, unless it's understood to be just banter, especially with Dean, like in 'LARP and the Real Girl'.) I'm looking for one-on-one conversations, or interactions (especially with Dean). However, if Dean and Sam are together, I prefer them to be "together," but that's not set in stone if you have a good Charlie rec.

I hope I haven't made too many constraints. I'm a slasher at heart, but I love the interactions between Charlie and the boys.

ETA: Fics involving hunts and/or the Bunker and/or post-Oz would be great.

Thanks in advance!
08 July 2016 @ 03:40 pm

I've desperately been searching for some stories. Maybe they don't exist, but some scenarios just won't leave my mind and I'd be endlessly grateful if anyone could recommend me something that entails one of the following:

1. Anything that focuses on Sam's hair. Getting it cut, buying special hair care products, simply brushing it, tying it up... The possibilities are endless and even if is only mentioned in the passing I'd be happy. Don't care about genre/pairings/timeline.

2. Dean 'disciplining' Sam in a non-sexual manner? Anything from giving him a speech to actually grounding him, even corporal punishment - I'm open for anything. Timeline doesn't matter but no wincest in that one please.

No AUs please, but self-recs are very welcome!
I'm at the end of my wits here and if I don't find any of those stories, I'll have to take matters into my own hands and write one myself, it's that bad.

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08 July 2016 @ 12:17 am
Hey all, Im looking for a couple stories and so far I havent been able to find them, so Im hoping someone here knows them.

1. Jareds parents died when he was younger and he went to live with his aunt, his aunt is a very busy woman and after a while decides that Jared is going to go stay with his uncle JDM up in the mountains, he goes and has a great summer, but then his aunt comes back and says that for the school year Jared will be going to live with Jensen and his family, Jensen does not go outside at all. So Jared goes and starts a great friendship with Jensen. Im unsure if they become a couple in the end.

2. Jared was raised by very absentee parents, by his nanny, he lives now in a monastary, and starts working at a homeless shelter where he meets Jensen who I believe is homeless, maybe in the business, I remember it was long, I think. Jareds parents are in the public eye and I think his dad gets busted for something, maybe hiring a hooker, Im not sure.

3. Pretty much the only thing I remember about this one is that Jensen and Misha (could be Dean and Cas) are angels they have been brought to a sanctuary because one of them has badly damaged wings, Jared/Sam adopts them and takes them home. I might have it mixed up, it might be that Sam and Dean are the angels and Cas adopts them. Which ever way Id love to read any stories like that

If anyone can help that would be great.

EDIT: one and two found by rose_the_hat and phoenix1966 thank you so much!
To those who do not know this (apparently I'm in the minority), Lylithj2 will soon be closing her journal out and deleting it. Just thought I would give the community a heads up, as some of the links to her stories are still up and working. I'm looking for two of her stories (she doesn't have them saved, I asked her for them). They are "Paint It Black" and "Black Tears". I cannot give you any hint as to what they are about, as I haven't read them...only her synopsis of the stories. Does anyone have them in pdf form?


06 July 2016 @ 09:32 pm
Ok, I'm afraid I only have the vaguest recollection of the story, which is why I'd like to read it again.

What I remember:

I read it on LiveJournal. It was complete. Everything from here on out is prefaced with an "I think".

Jensen and JDM are a couple. Jared becomes a part of their life. They do not become a polyamorous threesome and live happily ever after. Jensen falls for Jared and eventually Jensen and JDM end their relationship. Jared was a blue collar type worker, while Jensen and JDM are professionals. After Jensen and JDM break up, Jensen starts/finishes a book that is about all of them and their relationship. He eventually reunites with Jared after giving him a copy of the book/Jared reads it for himself and they are together in the end.

Additional details provided by kaligrrrl: Jared's the mail room guy at Jensen's workplace, which is how they become friends, Jensen has a younger brother who is developmentally disabled (which is a source of tension for JDM/Jensen and but whom Jared adores), Jared leaves town immediately after the threesome to go care for his mother who's dying of cancer, Misha lives in the same apt. building as Jared and they hook up casually.

Any help would be extremely appreciated.

Found by a wonderful anon - Take the Hit by madame_meretrix on Ao3.
07 July 2016 @ 04:26 am
Hi, I'm looking for a certain flavor of Wincest. Quite a few of the fics I've run across the boys are already together or are very accepting of their taboo feelings for one another.

I was wondering if anybody has some recc's for angsty Dean/Sam, where one or both of them struggle to deal with the lust/love they have for each other?

Open to any length, hurt/comfort is also acceptable and happy endings are always a plus.
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06 July 2016 @ 01:51 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam is an addict.

I remember that it takes place in pre-series and up until about season 2. Sam gets addicted to the strong pain pills they use for hunts. He keeps it very well hidden from everyone, and I remember he keeps a stash of pills he stole from the med kit, but I think he's high on a hunt at one point and Dean notices. There's another part where another hunter (possibly Bobby) shows up at where the Winchesters are staying, John and Dean aren't there, and Sam took an overdose (I think it was an accident). Bobby helps him vomit the pills up and tells Sam to stop, I think he leaves and doesn't tell anyone. I'm not sure if this part happened before or after Dean noticed. At some point, Sam recovers from his addiction for a while, maybe while he was at Stanford, but he relapses again. I remember a part, right after the crash and Dean is dying in hospital, and Sam steals pills from the hospital's medicine cabinet.

My memory of the fic is a little rusty but I've been looking for it for a while and I can't find it anywhere. Hopefully one of you knows which fic I'm talking about, I'm sorry about the vague description.

If you dont know which fic I mean then I'd be grateful for any addict!sam recs. I've already read the three kings 'verse but I'm not sure if I've read any more than that. Other recs I'd appreciate is anything with hurt!sam or sam suffering from mental health issues, and pre-series if my favourite era, so anything from there.

Thank you! :)
05 July 2016 @ 06:27 pm
I'm pretty sure I have these buried somewhere in my massive pile of bookmarks but I CAN'T FIND THEM.

1) The boys are investigating what I believe was an Western town (maybe one currently being used as a tourist attraction?) and at some point they are in some old tunnels that collapse on them, I believe.

2) Stanford Sam is housesitting for someone. It could be that the pilot happened but then Sam didn't leave with Dean, I'm not sure. All I definitely know is that Sam is in a house and Dean comes to hide out, because he's wanted by the FBI. There's some interaction with the neighbors as well, I believe.

Thank you so much for the help. I've been looking for WEEKS and I can't find these two. It's driving me crazy.

Hey guys it's that time of the month! I was hoping y'all knew where to find any of the following:

1) sam+benny - sam makes a deal with benny to save dean from purgatory. in exchange, he lets benny drink his blood. benny gets addicted and starts draining sam too much. dean eventually catches them. [FOUND]

2) suicidal!sam - it's a season 5 fic where sam is trying to kill himself in an attempt to keep lucifer from using him as a vessel. it never works but the damage he causes in his attempts starts to come back with him when he's resurrected.

3) wincest - any first time wincest/weecest that is super fluffy/sweet/romantic. as long as there's no angst, it's good.

Thanks for any help!

What I remember from the story was that Jared (omega) was forced to go live with Jensen (alpha) by his stepmother IIRC, in exchange for money or business or something. Jared was given his own room, with an attached sort of bdsm playroom/heat room. Jared was an artist and kept painting scenes of Jensen being killed. Misha was Jensen's butler I believe. Jensen promised not to touch Jared till he asked for it, then waited till he went into heat.

Found! Never Say Never by tipsy_kitty :D

Any recs along these lines would also be appreciated: J2, A/B/O, forced/arranged mating/marriage.
i'm looking for abo fics (aka alpha beta omega fics), with Jensen as the Omega. Please nothing with Jared as the Omega, or the bottom of the pairing;

Extra points for abo fics where
1. Dean or Jensen starts out as an Alpha but is turned into an Omega (preferably dub- to non con, but consentual is ok as well)
2. Dean or Jensen has been hiding that they are an Omega and are found out
3. abo fics with lots of world building (once again, I prefer Jensen as the bottom in the pairing, or the one who's feelings are central to the fic
04 July 2016 @ 09:42 am
So I can't find this fic I've been looking around a lot and it's just no where. So Sam instead of being a lawyer he becomes a FBI agent cause I think Jessica got murdered or something. He works with Herksen and they start to look into Dean and follow him and try to arest him. Sam does at too first but at the end he's like, "screw this he's my brother" and goes to find him himself. When he does Dean is all hardend by hunting, alone and John is dead, when he sees him Dean just like, "so your here to arest me". It ends with them hunting together again.

Please help me find it :) Thank you
I've read this fanfic a few months ago but although I can remember a few details, I still couldn't find it on google. Hope someone can help me! :D

------ Sam was raised as a hunter by Mary and Bobby, and Dean has a normal life with John, and likes to help him on his auto shop while he dedicates himself on school -----

2sd november 1983
Mary ran away with a 6 months old Sam and faked their death by putting her car in a river. Their bodies were never found.

Around 12 years later, john was coming back from his work at the auto shop and needed dean (who as coming from school) to grab a few thing for him in a new client named Robert Singer, in Sioux Falls.
On his way, Dean has a little car accident. I don’t remember exactly how, but Sam sees him and helps dean. As dean still has a headache and isn’t really trust worthy behind the wheel, Sam takes him home – currently Bobby’s home – where his mommy is still at work on the hospital, and Bobby’s on the garage.

Mary works as a nurse at the hospital, and John has an auto shop, raised Dean well, is overprotective over him, and calls him to know if he’s alright because it was a long drive to get to his destiny.

Meanwhile, Sam talks a lot about his “family” and so does Dean, and they have a feeling that something isn’t adding up. Later, Mary gets home and kind angry at Sam because she doesn’t like he takes strangers to their home (she raised him as a hunter like her and Bobby) until she recognizes Dean.

Sam gives Dean his number before Dean leaves.

When Dean gets home, he starts to do research about his and Sam’s past, and starts to think they’re brothers, while Sam does the same thing and come to the same conclusion. Dean calls Sam and tells him about his suspicions, and they decide to meet again.

This time Dean confronts Mary and I think that at this point she tells him and Sam the truth. Dean gets angry at her and doesn’t accept her excuses for separating him and Sam.

At some point he tells John everything, but john doesn’t stay angry at Mary as much as Dean to his dismay, and they kind stay together as a family, although Dean doesn’t forgive Mary completely.

FANFIC FOUND: https://m.fanfiction.net/s/9782513/1/
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03 July 2016 @ 04:14 pm
As the subject says, I'm looking for Casefics. Multi-chapter preferred but they don't have to be epic. Post season fics can concentrate on either aspect of the cliffhanger. Also, gen preferred, only canon pairings.

I know I'm not giving many details, but...

The crossovers?

Houdini and Doyle (it can be done somehow)
Super girl
NCIS (original or NOLA)
Criminal Minds
Doctor Who
White Color
Stargate (SG1 or Atlantis)
Dark Angel
Harry Potter

Or anything else you think is *really* good
03 July 2016 @ 01:48 pm
Hi! So the first fic is an AU set during season 9 after Sam discovers Dean "tricked" him into saying yes to Gadreel. In the fic, Dean and Sam are mates but once Sam finds out about everything, he begins to unintentionally sever the bond between himself and Dean causing Dean to become sick. Dean eventually decides to kill himself to allow Sam to mate with someone else but Castiel intervenes before it is too late.

The second fic takes place earlier in the Supernatural timeline. I remember Dean named his teddy bear FUBAR after he mentally regresses to the mind frame of a child after a traumatic event. There's also a firefighter that Dean becomes close to during the story.

1. Specific Fic:
This is a destiel, sabriel fic, post Season 5. Sam comes back to life (after jumping into the Pit) and so do Gabriel and Castiel (as humans/without powers.) He decides Dean will be better off and so won't go to him to tell him he's alive. They go on a semi-road trip to figure out what's going on with the now human angels. Early on there's a scene of him training them to be hunters by teaching them to fight; Cas gets tired quickly and makes a comment about how Dean said 'he should've walked or he'd be flabby' and Gabriel also quickly gets tired and decides hunters are crazy. As Gabriel and Sam get closer together, there's a scene where Cas - as he does - goes off to be by himself and Sam realizes he's missing drugs and freaks out, pointing out - when Gabriel asks/shrugs it off - 'he has a history'; they go out to the car where Cas is sitting and Cas offers the bottle and says he wasn't going to do anything with it. Cas goes back inside and Gabriel points out Cas never wanted to be human, and not to put too fine a point on it but the biggest thing that would make him happy is Dean and Sam said he can't have that. Sam - either in this scene or soon after - agrees to go to Bobby's for help, which Gabriel acknowledges is his way of wanting to let Dean know without being the one to break up Dean's 'apple pie life.' They get there and discover Dean there working on a car. He immediately points a gun at them, but can't pull the trigger right away because they look like his loved ones (while adding that Gabriel was kind of a weird addition/hanger on.) He mentions Cas isn't wearing his usual clothes and someone (Gabe?) makes a comment about dying because of that. One of them adds that they're human and Dean says something with faith and Cas ("looks triumphant") and says 'that's your problem, you have no faith' and Dean hugs Sam and hangs onto Cas. Also when Sam asks Dean what he's doing there it turned out Lisa kicked him out for hunting and/or drinking, and Bobby mentions what a pain he's been. And then Dean yells at Sam for not coming to him (I believe Gabriel and Cas watch them fight from a window.) Later I believe Dean/Cas declarations finally happen on the roof.

>>Found: For Love is Strong as Death by Sakuri

2. General Request:
Also a general (if detailed) request for S8 destiel fics: I'm not really looking for small codas, but more long fics that are semi-AU or touch on a lot of the season. (Or if they complete the trials, I'll take those in a heartbeat too.) I'd love if they include Benny, Kevin, Linda, Charlie, and/or Jody to some degree. I also love Meg - though I'm not really looking for any Megstiel (or Meanstiel) at the moment - and Naomi, and I'd rather those two don't die if they are in it. However if the fic kills off Crowley you get huge bonus points. ;)  Things that also focus on fallen angels are cool, but no-s9 stuff (unless massively AU) please. Fic that's more domestic!bunker is cool, but I'm really looking for fic tied more into the later half season arc, though I'll take early/mid stuff too.

3. General Request:
Sam/Sarah fics with heavy Dean. I'd prefer destiel but I'll take Dean/OC too. (Like The Salvation Futureverse by B. Stearns.) This can be an AU from S2 or S8, or non-canon based, or whatever. I'm more interested in the Dean-Sarah aspect, but not them together (though I can live with Sam/Sarah/Dean in part or whole.) Not just episode codas, but where Sam and Sarah are end game. (I've also seen Sam/Sarah/Jess fics, which I'm ok with.)

Anyway huge thanks!!
03 July 2016 @ 04:05 pm
I'm looking for Supernatural/Game of Thrones crossover fics, but not fusion fics. I want fics where the characters from SPN are actually transported to the GoT universe. Does anyone know any fics like this?
02 July 2016 @ 09:35 pm
Hey everyone,

I'm looking for a specific fic about J2.

One of the J's (Jared?) has been treated badly in the past by his family. Now, for a reason I can't remember (some kind of party?) he has to go back to his parents' house, and Jensen goes with him.
Jared (?) freaks out during the event and hides in the bathroom where Jensen finds him and comforts him. Then he defends Jared to his family and they leave...
At least part of it was written in Jared's POV, I don't remember if Jensen's POV was in there as well..!

I hope someone remembers this story and can tell me what it's called!
Thank you!
02 July 2016 @ 08:10 pm
As the subject line says, I'm looking for gen fics with platonic kisses between Sam and Dean!

Can be any genre; h/c like The Wound or crack/humor like Black White Red. Sam kissing Dean would be awesome but I'll take it the other way around too.

No slash, please!
02 July 2016 @ 08:21 pm
Hello, everyone,

so I just read the amzing story Best Served Cold by Fatebigins and would love to read some story similar to this one. Any stories where one of the J2 is bullied by the other and then years later they fall in love or ugly duckling kind of stories in general.

Thanks in advance
02 July 2016 @ 10:48 am
Anybody have a copy? here's the summary

Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 76,500
Summary: Dean’s life at twenty-four makes him feel like he’s forty–he works two jobs to help pay bills for his house and put his genius little brother through private school, and has spent six years (on and off, let’s be honest) working on his mechanical engineering degree at KU. With so much of his life devoted to his family, Dean has little time in his schedule for class and no time for social interaction. Then, while getting his classes together for the fall, he finds himself in a do-or-die situation: He must take his last literature class now, his spring already filled with those left for his major…except that none of the English classes will fit his schedule.
30 June 2016 @ 09:34 pm
Hey all,

I have a couple requests for ya;)

1: I'm looking for any J2 stories that are sorta like the movie "Mr. and Mrs. Smith". Bottom Jared only please!

2: Your really liked AU fics with Bottom Jared. Self-recs are so welcome!

3: Any where the J's (one or both) are superheroes and the other doesn't know

4: Stories where Jared is a stripper/hooker. Bottom Jared please

Thanks guys!
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30 June 2016 @ 10:52 am
Hi everyone! Happy Summer! Hoping you can help me find a specific story and then a general request as well.

For the first/specific request my Googlefu let me down.

1. After Supernatural Jensen does a film and in it he stars as a famous long distance race car driver and ever since he was really into it and ends up racing professionally. He and Jared had lost touch but then connected again and Jared travels with Jensen and his team during one of his races. Eventual J2. There is a subplot about someone sabotaging the race and Jensen is forced off the road and the killer almost gets him. I can just remember really liking the way that Jensen was written in this. Thank you in advance if you know this story.

2. The second request is for general recommendations for similar stories where Jensen goes on after Supernatural finishes and is successful in anything, doesn't have to be acting but he remains very humble and sweet. That he and Jared reconnect and then eventually become J2. No WIPs please and self recs are always welcomed!

Thank you so much in advance! I hope there are other stories out there with the same theme.
Hey, I was wondering if anyone knew where I could find the mp3 podfic file of The Incestuous Courtship of the Antichrist's Bride by fleshflutter. Or maybe if you have the file downloaded email it to me..? I tried here -- www.audiofic.jinjurly.com/incestuous-courtship-of-antichrists-bride -- but it looks like the site is having issues and the file link is broken.

Please help!
I'm looking for fics where Dean is an omega but people just assume he isn't for whatever reason. I'd prefer Dean be fine with being an omega, though I don't care if he tries to hide his gender for certain reasons. Just about any pairing is fine.

30 June 2016 @ 12:36 am
Does anyone know any stories with Castiel and Gabriel, where:

1. Castiel leaves heaven with Gabriel when Gabriel first leaves

2. Castiel and Gabriel were close in Heaven, which affects their meeting in Changing Channels (e.g. Castiel is hurt by what Gabriel has done, the two talk about it, ect.)

3. Gabriel is really protective of Castiel, and isn't happy about him helping the Winchesters.
29 June 2016 @ 05:10 pm
Can you please recommend some fics that are mainly focused on Castiel? I'd like it if the Winchesters were included in the fic, but not the main focus. Long fics would be great :)
29 June 2016 @ 02:08 am
Hi!  I'm looking for a fic where Dean was kidnapped and kept in a prison with a group of other people.  The group is physically and psychologically tortured until only two are left, Dean and Jess.  They are then pitted against eachother and Dean wins.  It turns out this was all orchestrated by demons to find (or create) the perfect mate for Sam.  If anyone recognizes this fic, thanks!
27 June 2016 @ 11:53 pm
So I read this fic ages ago and it's driving me crazy that I can't find it. It involved Dean somehow losing his memory and being taken in by a church where he becomes a priest (or at least the church allowing him to remain there until he regained his memory). Enter Sam who was trying to track his brother down and finds him in the church. I'm not sure about the exact details about what happens next, but I'm pretty sure it involves Sam trying to jog Dean's memory (wincest ensues?), and the fic ends with Dean finally regaining his memories and him and Sam reuniting properly again (I think). I'm pretty sure the entire fic was from Dean's pov. Does this sound familiar to anyone?

On a side note, what are the best wincest/j2 priest!fics you can recommend? (Not priest!kink, but fics where one of the boys are actually priests).

Thank you!

27 June 2016 @ 03:39 pm
Can someone remember a fic where Jensen or Dean (I think) is a vampire or werewolf and meets Jared.

They fall in love but Jared doesn´t want to be turned.

Help please.
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Hi all!

Hope y'all can help me with this. I read this fic not too long ago, but forgot to bookmark it and now can't find it to save my life. It has Jared as a workaholic lawyer trying to make partner and Jensen as the happy homemaker. Jared asked for a trial separation so that Jensen can find something he can be happy with. Jared doesn't realize that Jensen is happy with what he is doing.

All of Jared's co-workers are demanding that Jared fix things with Jensen because Jensen always makes goodies for the co-workers (I love that part) and wants the goodies to keep coming. Jared tries to fix things, but Jensen is trying to get Jared to understand that his ambitions aren't the same as Jared's. The only other thing I can remember is that there is an intern that Jensen takes under his wing and changes how she dresses and get her hooked on Martha Stewart as well.

I know this fic was put online recently, but I can't remember a single word in the title or the author.

Thanks in advance!

Thanks for the quick reply!!!

Found in comments!
Yeah if anybody has a list of what I'm looking for I'd appreciate it :)
26 June 2016 @ 01:43 pm
I remember reading a story on Fanfiction.net, but can't remember the title. All I can remember is that Sam winds up falling into a (river?) while on a hunt trying to figure out a series of missing persons and coming out younger. As a side note, I believe Sam still had his wits about him and knew what was going on.

I thought maybe someone on here might know what I'm looking for and if it's still up as many people are leaving and taking down their stories.

26 June 2016 @ 06:10 pm
Do you know any good fics where outsiders find out about Castiel, and are shocked/amazed by the existence of angels? Or even fics focused on other angels, and having people find out about them. I'd especially love it if it were a really large group of people, but I'm not overly fussed about that.
25 June 2016 @ 10:02 pm
Hi guys!

Going crazy trying to find a specific fic (possibly 'verse) where the boys are cursed with wings by a trickster (not Gabriel). It's a little gross at parts to I'm going to put some details under a cut...under a cut...Collapse )

There is a second fic where they go to Bobby's and Bobby has a bird specialist come because Sam becomes quite sick.

Any help appriciated!
25 June 2016 @ 08:04 pm
Hi! As I've pretty much combed through the entire AO3 tags and spn pinboard I wanted to ask here as well and see if anyone can point me in the right direction: I'm looking for recs or links to any and all fics that deal specifically with self harm/self injury in ADULT characters (20+) as the main focus of the story. Any genre, any characters, any pairing. I am not looking for highschool AUs or storys depicting teens or younger self injuring. But if it starts with them being younger and then goes on into adulthood, that would work!

What would be amazingly ideal would be non-AU fics involving Dean, Sam, Castiel, or their actor counterparts (Jensen, Jared, or Misha) and involve them being helped or taken care of but again I will take absolutely anything you know of. Thank you!
26 June 2016 @ 12:57 am
Hi guys, maybe I'm imagining it or merging several stories I've read over the years but I could have sworn I'd read something like this at some point: Dean doesn't have a brother, he's a solo hunter and is working a case where he finds Sam chained up or locked away by said monster (maybe it was the YED or a vampire feeding from him) and rescues him and takes him in. Or any story along those lines? I may be losing the plot though because the more I think about it the less I'm convinced this exists. 
26 June 2016 @ 01:52 am
Hi! I'm looking for stories where Sam meets (or doesn't meet, but communicates in some way with) Jared. Gen is totally fine; if there's any paring, please no destiel or cockles. Thanks a lot! :)
24 June 2016 @ 08:58 am
I'm looking for stories where Jensen is really nice or generous without even thinking about. Preferably J2 and AU.

I am looking for a fic where someone turns Dean into a girl temporarily and he ends up pregnant. Gabriel extends Bobby's house to make room for nursery. Castiel and Gabriel are frequently away fighting Raphael. Claire arrives at Bobby's house when Dean goes into labor.
Please help find this fic!
24 June 2016 @ 01:17 am
I'm having kind of a bad week, so I was hoping someone could recommend some good fluffy fics of either Sastiel or Sabriel (I'm a sucker for a good Sam fic), where Sam is having a rough time for whatever reason and an angel (or angels) reassure Sam of his worth. A good example would be Wolfish_Willow's "Riding Shotgun, Going Nowhere", or red_river's The Other Guardian series.

Basically, in most of the canon of the show, people (especially angels) tell Sam that he's a monster, a freak, something that should be destroyed, and it wouldn't be surprising for that to wear a guy down. Sam's self esteem must be practically non-existent by now, and a good dose of angel affirmation of love would hopefully soothe both Sam and myself.
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23 June 2016 @ 04:32 pm
I'm looking for any really good hurt!cas or sick!cas fics, with protective!winchesters. Pairings are fine, as long as there's no wincest.
22 June 2016 @ 12:15 pm
Hey! Its my first time posting any kind of request and i hope i do it right!

Im looking for a fic that is old. I only remeber bit and pieces of it, hopefully its enough.

1)Sam and dean are young, and Dean used to talk dirty to Sam in the backseat while John was driving. Sam wanted them to have sex but Dean wanted to wait until Sam was an certin age, i think.

2)Jhon captures somekind of creatures kid and tortures him for information. And they catpture Sam and use the same torture for Sam. They send John and Dean a video of Sam being tortures where Sam in morse code tells them where he is held.

3)This other hunter also gives Sam and Dean a knife thats special and says they have a bond, or something like that.

4) And in the end they defeat Azazel by some using the same knife and John finds out about their relationship aswell, and does not really aprove, but bobby does.

Thats all i remember and i hope its enough. I will be forever gratefull if somebody is able to find this fic!!!

22 June 2016 @ 06:23 am

I remember a story from the earlier days of fandom where the case file was some how based on the Stagger Lee story, one of murder and revenge (possibly also gambling).

Sadly this is all I remember. The name Stagolee was used for the majority of the fic, until the boys realized that it was a bastardization of Stagger Lee and its lore, which iirc led to the boys discovering how to get the MOTW.

If anyone remembers it, it would make my life.
21 June 2016 @ 08:33 pm

1. So I'm im in the mood for some Stanford era fics with a lot of hurt Dean and mean Sam and neglectful John
-hurt Dean has amnesia or in a coma
-kidnapped Dean
-Depressed lonley Dean
-Neglectful Sam/John
-Mean Sam
-wincest angst

2. Sam betrays Dean some how. -Not looking for him while in purgatory
- Season 4 Sam drinking Demon blood with Ruby
- Cheating
-Sam leaving Dean behind

3. I'm also looking for a fic where there is a ghost or a curse of some kind that makes its victims commit suicide. Dean gets cursed and then is see this girl he couldn't save that happened to be Jess's best friend. Same gets mad at Dean and storms off.

4. Maybe Dean had a secret double life that Sam doesn't know about. Haha like while Sam was at Stanford Dean was hunting but also had a Wife with kids or was a firefighter or something

No DESTIEL please
Anybody have any stories where Sam or Jared get hooked on drugs? And Dean or Jensen help them overcome their addiction? Or even Dean and Jensen get so pissed that Sam or Jared hit rock bottom without them and that's how they get clean?

And then... I've recently been opening up to one of my former NOTPs... Sabriel. I'm looking for good Sabriel fics that DO NOT also have destiel in them. Everytime I do a search for Sabriel, I just get search results for Destiel with a side pairing of Sabriel just because the author didn't know what to do with Sam. That's annoying.

So... to recap.
Sam or Jared on drugs.
Sabriel without Destiel.

Please and thank you!
21 June 2016 @ 12:58 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic i read a while ago that I'm having trouble finding, I'm a little foggy on the details but what I remember is that Jared has had feelings for Jensen for a long time (i think maybe Jensen is his friend or a friend of Jared's older brother) and when he tells Jensen or Jensen finds out he rejects him (or maybe Jared thinks he will reject him) and so Jared runs away to Greece. Jensen finds out where he went and goes to Greece to get Jared back and confess his feelings for him.

thank you!