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And Sam being happy about it, basically. I'd prefer there not to be a Jess in the equation, or if there is, to have S/J as friends only.

As happy as you can make it.

16 September 2015 @ 04:46 pm

Are there ants fics where Cas ends up in a wheelchair or is paralyzed that aren't AU?
16 September 2015 @ 07:55 am
I've lost a fic and I'm hoping y'all can help me. I started reading an fic called The Night Before Christmas by bumblee_fic but their fic journal has been deleted and I'd really like to finish the story. Does someone out there have a copy of the fic to share? I prefer a .Doc copy rather than a PDF
16 September 2015 @ 09:39 am
I encountered this fic via Watchmen fandom many moons ago, so this is probably a bit of a long shot, but here's what I remember:

- It was a one-shot, and I don't think it was very long.
- Posted on LJ.
- It was a crossover where John Winchester and Eddie Blake were the same person, and somehow Dean and Laurie found out, met up, and were talking about him and the ways he'd messed them up.
- At one point they were in a gym.
- I think it was implied that Laurie was going to take up hunting at the end.

Unfortunately I'm a bit hazy on the details, because I didn't know SPN at the time, but I'd like to re-read it with the benefit of knowing both canons. Any help would be appreciated!
15 September 2015 @ 07:25 pm
Sam and Gabriel both go to the same coffee place/diner, and Sam always hears Gabriel tell different stories about why he has a limp and walks with a cane, all of them funny or exciting. Eventually they start dating, and Sam finds out that the true reason is because Gabriel comes from a family of cops, and when Michael and Lucifer were fighting, Lucifer ended up shooting Gabriel in the leg on accident.

I remember when they started kissing, Sam shifts his weight wrong and jostles Gabriel's leg, and Gabriel hisses in pain and almost calls the whole thing off because 'you can't be careless with me, sam' or something similar. I read it years ago and it was angsty but had a happy ending.
15 September 2015 @ 01:14 pm

I'm looking for a Destiel au fic. The scene I remember was when Dean and Cas meet. It is a complete au with no hunting. Sam and Jess were together and Jessica thought that her and Sam should be vegetarians so they go to a vegetarian restaurant with Dean. Cas works there. In the end, Cas and Dean gets together and Dean is (at least mostly, can't remember) a vegetarian but Sam and Jessica are not. I can't remember anything else, yoga may be involved? Any help would be appreciated! Thank you.
14 September 2015 @ 11:47 pm
Would love to read more Jared/Jensen or Jensen/Jared (I'm not picky) Reality TV fic. Something where one or both of them is a contestant on a reality TV show. The TV show can be real or made up for the fic. I've only ever been able to find a handful of nice, long, plotty ones (see below) and am hoping someone out there has some I haven't heard of yet!

In It for Love (dragonspell)
A Complicated Love and Affection Between Two Men (aleia)
Talk, Dark, and Not Bad Looking (chash)
You're the World to Med (joan23)
Rejecting Reality (brokenhighways)
Hopeless Places (ttank)
Making Choices (brutti_ma_buoni)

14 September 2015 @ 10:51 pm
All I remember about this story is Sam pushing slivers of the colt into his hands? Possibly had him exorcising a demon from a little Mexican/Spanish girl. Possibly mixing 2 stories. Sound familiar?

Found: One King and a Colt http://spnflashfic.livejournal.com/11603.html

Thank you morgana_st!
This a specific fic that I read years ago and now cannot for the life of me track down, really hoping someone here might recognize it! It's about Sam as a teenager, he has some kind of powers and I think he's borrowing books on magic from Pastor Jim before he goes to live with a witch (I'm pretty sure it's Missouri). She teaches him how to cast spells, make hex bags and set up protection wards and there's a bit about making symbols on his skin. I think at one point he's sat outside and he's drawn symbols all around himself and made circles of crystals and whatnot and then paints symbols on his skin that become protective tattoos or something similar. I can't remember if it's gen or wincest or how it ends, but I'm absolutely dying to read that bit about Sam living with Missouri and learning magic again. So if this rings a bell with anyone, let me know! Thanks!

Edit: Found! Turned out to be rei-c's Bloodlines (demonic threesomes man, how did i not remember that part), thanks zanoranna!
Hey! I recently started reading Sam/Dean story where Sam experiences a sub-drop and realized that I really really need more of that. So I'd be very glad if you could help me find some:
1)fics where Sam or Jared experiences a sub-drop
2)fics where Sam or Jared needs to safeword during a scene

AND I'd ber extra happy if somebody would share same Sam or Jared nesting fics because I find those very nice but unfortunately have read like one with either Sam or Jared in the role...

Thanks ;)
14 September 2015 @ 05:07 pm
I'm for looking for stories with similar plots to Come Home by Corri-Khun or the Freak Camp series by Brosedshield and LaviniaLavender or the Devil's Advocate by UThinkUrFunny IThinkImAdorabe. Basically the part that's similar in all these stories is that Sam is thought to be, or is, some kind of supernatural creature and is abused for it. Anyone know or any other stories with that subject matter? Thanks!
14 September 2015 @ 07:32 am
I'm looking for

1 a specific fic - Dean is de-aged, mentally and physically, but grows up each hour. Sam asks him questions to learn more Dean's childhood.

2. Any fic where Sam discovers stuff he didn't know about Dean's childhood

Thanks everyone :)
13 September 2015 @ 01:50 pm
It's an older story that I don't think was ever finished but I can't seem to find it anywhere. I vaguely remember it was about John believing that Sam was evil and abusing him for it. Does anyone know where I can find it? Thanks!
12 September 2015 @ 04:44 pm
I cant find a specific story. I remember reading it a while ago. Sam gets kidnapped, it's when he is a teenager. Now he either gets kidnapped by humans or vamps. But the one thing I know for certain is that his kidnappers cut or do some serious damage to his hamstring. Please help me out.
Hi everyone,

There are a few Fanfics that I have been wracking my brains to find for a while, but they are not coming up under any Google searches. :(

1. Pre-Relationship Sam/Castiel: Sam and Dean are staying outside somewhere and Dean gets a trailer to sleep in, I think, and Sam a tent. Sam is really cold and suddenly he feels someone drop onto him. It's Castiel, who has winged into his sleeping bag. Queue hot sex.

2. Pre-Relationship Dean/Sam, Stanford years: Sam strikes up a conversation via chat on a site with a guy and they arrange to meet at a bar at Stanford. Sam and Dean meet there and he is surprised to see his brother at his College. The two quickly figure out that they are each other's hook up. Dean, however, says fuck it, and that he wants to have sex with Sam anyway, even if he's his Brother. They go back to his motel room then and have sex.

3. Pre-Relationship Castiel/Dean, Alternate Reality: Dean has injured his leg and he finds a Fairy Castiel in a shoebox and takes him home with him. Castiel came through water from another realm and got stuck there. They end up failing in love and Cas seals the rift and stays with Dean, becoming larger at the end for the two to have sex.

If anyone could help me with these Fanfics, I'd be very grateful!
12 September 2015 @ 04:06 pm
Hi Everyone!
Got an sudden urge to read stories with Dean or Jensen with a broken wrist!

Please help!!


13 September 2015 @ 01:49 am
Hi all, I'm looking for a specific J2 fic. I'm not sure if it belongs under a cut or not, so I'll put it under one just in case....

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If you find it for me you get 100 awesome points.
12 September 2015 @ 09:29 pm
Hi, I'm looking for a fic where one of the Js was pregnant but something happened where he down and wasn't the same, or aware of what was happening around him. He later woke up while giving birth, by memory the birth trigered something. Sorry this is all I can remember. Hope someone recognises it.
Thanks heaps
12 September 2015 @ 03:31 pm
I'm looking for stories where The Campbells, especially Christian (because I dislike that guy of being douche on Dean), realized that the most feared of the Winchester brothers is not Sam, but Dean. Either because of the creatures they interogated said that they didn't hurt or kill Sam because they didn't want to have the firstborn Winchester hunting them, or the Campbells witnessed firsthand how he hunt.
12 September 2015 @ 03:32 pm
Anything with the boys as vamps, werewolves, nephilim or dragons. Or both say Yes, both have psychic powers (telepathy or empathy not included), both have wings, ANYTHING THAT THEY CAN USE TO BEAT BAD GUYS UP, while being something more than human. Get, het, shlash, give them all, as long as the romance and sex is in the background. Just want the action. 
11 September 2015 @ 09:04 pm
Hi! I'm looking for a specific fic that I read years ago, so I’m guessing it was probably on ff.net. All I can really remember was that it was wincest, and the brothers acknowledged their feelings and were giving the relationship a try. But every time they kissed they just thought it was too awkward, and there was a long scene in a motel room with them repeatedly making out, backing off, and repeating until it wasn't weird anymore.

I know this is super vague and since it’s been so long ago, it’s a long shot, but it’s driving me crazy trying to find it! (Honestly, I'd love reading any other fics along these lines too. The idea that they both want each other but have to actually work past the "weird wrong" of it is interesting, but sadly uncommon in fics!)

Thanks for any help!
I had bookmarked this one and was going to read it and found it had been taken off dreamwidth. It was about Sam and Dean being somewhat different. It was a WIP and rather long. By chance, did anyone save it? I would be most appreciative. I know this isn't much to go on, but I hadn't read it, so I can't tell you much.
11 September 2015 @ 03:06 pm
Hey ya'll! I'm looking for a couple of types of stories.

#1: Any stories where Jared is hurt/kidnapped etc..by some Destiel fans (no offense Destiel fans, I'm just not into that). Bottom Jared preferred but I'll take bottom Jensen if needed, and Gen is also okay

#2: Any stories where Dean cheats on Sam with Benny? I've never actually seen a story like this, but I think the idea has some merit. Again, bottom Sam preferred but, I'll take Bottom Dean. I'll take Happy ending or not

Thanks ya'll!
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Hi everybody!

I am looking for a specific fic. It is really old. One of the brothers, I think it was Sam is looking for a way to bring Dean back from death. Sam succeeds (I think he made a deal), but for a long time Dean is just a dead body. I remember Sam moving the body into a house, it was winter time. After a long time Dean's heart starts beating, later he starts breathing. Then he even starts moving.Sam goes jogging with him to keep Dean active even if his mind is still missing. This process of coming back to life was really long, months or even years. I remember Sam was really scared to leave Dean's body alone. I might have listened to it as a podfic. It was truly amazing and now I can't seem to find it. Please help!
1. Two of my favorite things are tragic backstories and secret reveals, so let's combine them! Rec me fics where Sam (or Jared) discovers something new about Dean (or Jensen). I'm looking for themes like past child abuse (physical or sexual), rape or prostitution (but lighter themes, like super power reveals, are welcome too). Happy endings are preferred, so please warn if you rec something that'll leave me crying my heart out!

2. I'd love to read some J2 fics that heavily feature Sadie and/or Hurley, and in which they are completely enamored with Jensen. No bestiality, but more like they really, really adore him and adopt him as their own (and maybe Jensen spoils/dotes on them in return as Jared watches with hearts in his eyes?).

3. I'm in love with the Muffins' verse and desperately want more, so: J2 or gen fics where Jensen has cancer. Protective/caretaker!Jared would be amazing, but please no deathfics!

For all requests: only bottom!Jensen/Dean please, and no hardcore BDSM or D/s.
11 September 2015 @ 03:30 pm
I am currently obsessing over slave fics, and I'm looking for some in which the "master" and "slave" knew each other before becoming such, whether they were family, friends, or just acquaitances. I'm very interested in reading about the dynamics of that.
All pairings are fine, both SPN and RPF.
Hi! I'm looking for a a couple of specific fics. One is a pwp that I read a while back, in which Dean gets a little bit frustrated by Castiel's reticence during sex and decides to lead by example. Dean and Cas are already in an established relationship, if I recall correctly. Dean tries to explain why he would like it if Cas let himself be more noisy in bed, and Cas doesn't really get it. So Dean decides to dispense with explanations and simply be as noisy as possible, getting Cas to do the same in reaction to him. It's pretty sexy and sweet!

Number two is set in high school, but not an AU. Dean ends up in a Home Economics class somehow, I'm pretty sure he didn't sign up for it purposefully. He starts out bored and spends all class ignoring the teacher and checking out the cute girls, but gets frustrated with them when they bitch about what Dean considers a simple sewing project (he's used to altering Sam's clothes already). They're pretty much classic mean girls. So instead of hooking up with one of them, Dean makes friends with the one not-so-pretty girl in the class who actually knows what she's doing when it comes to cooking and sewing, just like Dean, and they do a project together and totally show up everyone else in the class. Dean even learns some new things and applies them to Sammy's benefit at home.

Any help would be appreciated!
10 September 2015 @ 11:15 pm
I am looking for a specific fic possibly on AO3 that had Jared had an ability to become pregnant and carry to term no matter the alien species.

Jared makes a living of doing this and gets contracted to mate with Jensen who is like a bat like creature to become pregnant, but Jared is relucant at first since Jensen's species is known to eat humans.

If anyone can help me find this fic, I would greatly appreciate it.
Hi guys,

I'm hoping someone out there can put a name to this story or provide a link to it, there's what I remember of the story.

The story was set post Supernatural and the boys have kinda lost touch. Jared is filming all over the world, possibly making/promoting his movies. The boys start out calling and emailing regularly, but then end up playing phone tag with each other and then things just slide. Anyway, Jared eventually decides to go see Jensen on L.A. and when he shows up at Jensen's door he is met by Christian Kane. I think Jensen had been attacked in his own home and badly injured, he may have had facial scarring even been missing and eye and he had not told Jared about what had happened to him. I remember Jared being sweet and understanding with Jensen and eventually the guys got together.

Does anyone remember this story, I'd love to read it again.

Many thanks.
Okay, so I believe that these are two separate specific fics that I am looking for, but I could be wrong. Both are set pre-series, after Sam leaves for Stanford and are more or less from John's POV focusing on Dean and how he's handling his brother leaving (hint: not well). Both are Wincest, maybe only in implication, I can't 100% remember. I think both are oneshots/under 10k. The details I remember are below:

1. Dean is really not handling Sam leaving well and John is kind of refusing to acknowledge it, with kind of an attitude of "he's doing pretty okay" but then they hunt something that they both KNOW has been throwing people off cliffs and he sees Dean follow it up onto a clifface anyway and nearly get himself killed and then he's like "holy shit I think he just tried to commit suicide by hunting." Dean, of course, doesn't cop to it, but I think things get moderately better after they talk about it a little.

2. I remember even less detail about the second fic, but what stands out in my memory is a scene where Dean has just drunk himself dumb and is just sitting on the floor in the bathroom being intermittently sick while John witnesses. They may kind of discuss in this scene that Dean is losing it now that Sam's gone, and I think John might even draw a comparison to how he reacted to losing Mary.

I'm not quite sure that "John Finds Out" is the right genre to categorize this, but there is definitely acknowledgement from John in both of them that there was something more significant about his sons' bond than he initially realized. Take that as you will. I remember them both being subtle and very sad.

Thanks for your help!
10 September 2015 @ 02:20 pm
Hi I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam is getting beat up at school and Dean is in the hospital.

Sam tries to hide the bruises from Dean but his brother finds them and when he gets out of hospital he seeks out the kids who hurt his little brother.

Anyone know the name of the fic?

Thanks, Sarah
09 September 2015 @ 01:09 pm
Happy Wednesday Ya'll!

I am looking for some really good hurt Sammy, Comforter Dean case fics.
Something a long the lines like this? I highly recommend it.


But any good old case fic where Sammy get hurt by the monster of the week, or get sick on a case and Dean rescues and does what a good big brother does "fix it".

Or Sam has an affliction (i.e. like asthma or allergies) that causes him to get hurt on a hunt. Sam hates it cause he thinks it makes him weak and feels his not good enough to watch Dean's back. Cue in Dean comforting Sam and reassuring him he is a damn good hunter- Does not stop dean from being protective and mother-henning Sam.

So if you have any favorite H/C fics please Rec?
any wincesty fics about the episode Slumber Party? i am watching it now and it definitely has a very domestic feel what with them living in the bunker and having a guest (charlie) and all watching TV together in the bedroom. any fics that just have this episode including a sam/dean storyline.
and on that note, any domestic, wincest fics about the bunker in general would be great.
sam/dean, bottom dean only please.
10 September 2015 @ 12:43 am
Hey all. I'm looking for stories where Dean takes Sam and they get the hell away from John and don't go back. I just found & read the Different Roads series and I read Back in Black by sakurademonalchemist a while ago & I've gotten a hankering for more of this theme. If anyone could recommend any that'd be awesome.

09 September 2015 @ 04:28 pm
I'd love to read some fics where J2, due to a misunderstanding (or not), start off on the wrong foot. Mostly I'd like for Jared to be the nastier one (with maybe Jensen left wondering where the animosity stems from), but mutual dislike is totally fine. Happy ending is a must!

AU or not doesn't matter, but I strongly prefer bottom!Jensen (please warn if there's switching or bottom!Jared) and don't really like hard BDSM or D/s.
09 September 2015 @ 11:41 pm
Hey guys. Recently I've got a penchant for reading those au stories where one character is a demon and the other character is an angel and they are on opposite ends of the spectrum but still fall in love....
So I was wondering if you could link me to fics like that :p I'm not fussed about the pairing, anything goes. And it also doesn't necessarily have to be a romantic cliché, because I know there are fics where the demon kidnaps or seduces the angel and...yeah. Wing!kink would be highly appreciated (although not necessary). Thanks in advance! :)
09 September 2015 @ 08:26 am
Read this years ago - long, plotty. Jared and Gen new to small town. Meet Jensen and Danneel at block party? Jensen is a photographer, gay, living kind of in the closet with Danneel (excellent relationship) to help raise their child (son?). Jared is a schoolteacher. He eventually realized his attraction to Jensen - acts on it when he and Jensen's friends go with him for his occasional foray to another town to a gay bar. They fall in love and I think Jared may be deciding to leave Gen but then Gen says she's pregnant. Also Danneel and Tom want to be married. Jensen decides he has to move away - goes to Los Angeles. He meets a man who is understanding about Jensen's love for Jared, they eventually marry. Takes a few years but there is a happy ending. I would love to read this again!

More detail: Jared discovers that Jensen is gay when he finds romantic/adult? photos of men in his rooms - he lives downstairs/separately in his house with Danneel. Turns out Jared's sister has disappeared on the streets, become a hooker taken advantage of by a photographer initially. Jared is horrified to think Jensen is that way too, Jensen eventually explains he's helping out these men by not being that way - and Jared finds out Jensen is gay. Much later, after Jensen has moved and gotten married, Jared asks Jensen to come take family pictures for the Padaleckis - something they haven't done since his sister disappeared. When Jared's brother (mother?) sees one of the photos Jensen took of Jared - just laughing, not knowing he's being photographed - they say "he really loves you."
09 September 2015 @ 10:24 pm
If anyone has any fanfictions written by fallingangelsandstars, or knows her current username please let me know
Hi! I'm looking for a fic that I remember reading a while back - it was destiel endgame, I believe, with Dean as a child in the foster care system and Castiel working to adopt him. I'm pretty sure Castiel was a professor, and at some point Dean went to watch him give a lecture. It was a dark fic, with Dean as a child/teenager and Castiel was an adult and Castiel essentially manipulating him into doing what he wants. I'm pretty sure prior to Castiel Dean lived with Ellen and Jo, and I think Gabriel was involved with the foster agency or something and was trying to help find Dean a family. I thought the fic was called Compass Antiphone, or something like that, and I'm pretty sure I read it on AO3, but I can't find anything by that name or description on there anymore. Any help would be appreciated!
08 September 2015 @ 11:21 am
Hi y'all!
I'm looking for a specific hurt!dean fic that I read some time ago. I was actually sure it was by wave obscura, but i've searched their masterlist and can't find it. I'm certain it was by an author that writes a lot of hurt dean, tho.
Anyway, the fic itself was a one-shot set sometime in season 1. It was Sam pov, and in it Dean gets clawed by some kind of nasty, but the main point of it is that Sam, who has been away at Stanford, is not used to sewing up his brother anymore, and is kind of freaking out insisting they should go to a hospital while Dean insists that it's really not that bad, just sew me up Sammy I'll be fine.
I think that Sam was freaking out so badly (or maybe was just out of practice) that they couldn't give any painkillers to Dean until they were done because he had to walk Sam through stitching him up. Oh, and one random detail I remember is that Dean is like "ok you should put a spare sheet under me so I don't mess up the bed" and Sam kind of hysterically asks "do you really think I care about the bed right now!" only to realize after he's done that he really should have used one because now he has to move a semi-conscious dean to the non-wet bed.
The main thing I remember is that it was a really intense fic, not shying away at all from the horror of the whole stitching-up-your-brother-in-a-motel-room-when-he-should-REALLY-be-in-a-hospital. It felt very emotionally real and I think ended with Sam kind of thinking that he could not believe that he used to consider this just a part of life.
I know its kind of a meandering description, but I would really like to read this fic again, so if you have any ideas please let me know!
08 September 2015 @ 06:03 am
So the story I'm looking for is specific. The boys are bored and decide to watch a movie. I think Dean ends up picking, or its the only thing on, but they come across porn and neither one realizes it's gay porn until they are both into it. Once they realize they act like there's no way any guy could be that into it. And then they try it out to see. That's about all I can remember of it. I've looked all over Google And just can not find it.
I read this story a long time ago (years I think) so what I can remember is this...

Dean is cursed and doesn't remember that Sam is his brother. The boys go back to Bobby's house to try and fix the curse. At one point Dean offers Sam some kind of meat (a burger maybe?), but Sam refuses and when Dean asks why Sam said he'd know why if he remembered Sam at all. I think this comes from when Sam was tortured by his cousins and one of them tried to literally eat him and he still has the bite marks from it.

I also think Dean didn't really want to remember he had a little brother all that much because he liked being an only child.

This may or may not be me mixing two stories together, so if any of this sounds familiar let me know. Thanks guys!
08 September 2015 @ 07:46 am
I wonder, are there stories about Dean have multiple personality disorder because of either he saw his mother killed by the demon or he couldn't stand with pressure of hunting life?
07 September 2015 @ 11:01 pm
What's the one where Sam literally drives the Impala into Hell to save (or rescue) Dean? I think he adds runes/sigils/magic to the car to boost her latent magic(?). She's the only chance Sam has because she loves Dean as much as he does; Or something like that, as you can tell it's all a little vague. I can't even say if it's after "Dean's Deal" or an AU from an earlier season.

Thnx in advance
07 September 2015 @ 02:39 am
Okay so I'm looking for a specific fic I believe it takes place in the 1920ish. There are gangs and Sam is a forced prostitute by castiel and Dean and cas were together I think. Sam had a little secret he had a vigina behind his testicles. Dean help get him out of the prostitute house that's all I can rembr if anyone can help me out that would be great it's driving me crazy.
06 September 2015 @ 09:18 pm
So I really love the idea of the boys growing up with each other and slowly falling in love. well actually. that's basically their life story but like non-hunting and non-related AU where theyre childhood friends and they grow up best friends and slowly fall in love with each other. J2 is fine but I prefer this to be wincest.

oh and if you could link me to any fics where dean slowly falls in love with sam over the years and pines after him similar to the Invisible Boy Series by dollylux just where it's dean perspective that'd be great bc I love that idea I just never find anything like it that i quiet have in mind which is a longer more developed fic.
Hello everyone,

I'm looking for a fic that I've been looking everywhere for so hopefully someone recognizes it. It featured Rich!asshole!jensen who gets with Jared (blackmail maybe?). Jensens brother was trying to take his company from him. Jared had been abused as a kid and his abuser was in the story at some point. Jensen caught him messing with Jared and put an end to it, but he went to jail for abusing Jared ( I think? At any rate Jared didn't tell the truth about what happened because he was embarrassed). He is eventually cleared but he looses the company to his brother. He eventually gets it back at the end of the story.

Also looking for General fic recs that heavily feature Christian Kane or one of his characters (especially Lindsey McDonald or Eliot Spencer) any pairing or rating!

Thank you!
05 September 2015 @ 10:04 pm
(Mods, I'm not sure if this is allowed, but thought I'd try.  If it's not, just let me know)

I'm looking for a list of Sam/Dean recs that was on someone's livejournal that I've now lost the link to.  Given the age of the stories I remember being on that list, I'm guessing it was made sometime before 2009.  The rec list was just a list of names of stories, with no descriptions or other information.  There was a lot astolat on the list.

I know it's a longshot to ask for help here, but there are a lot of stories on that list that I haven't saved the link to elsewhere, so I'm worried I'll never be able to find them again without that list.

Thank you for your help.
06 September 2015 @ 01:44 am
Hello beautiful people, how are you?

I'm looking for this fic I read a long time ago: I can't remember the title just little pieces. It goes like this: (It's non au) Jared and Jensen are in a relationship or they are friends with benefits, Jared admires Jeffrey Dean Morgan a lot, they keep things hushed but Jensen is really in love with Jared and wants more. One day something happens at the  studio (Jared was talking with his mother or something like that) Jensen gets upset because Jeffrey was there and didn't tell him what was happenning so he accuses Jeffrey of sleeping with Jared. Jeffrey gets furious and hits Jensen. Then it's all blurry, I think Jared came out to his parents and they didn't take the news so well. This is all I can remember. If you know the fic I'm looking for please link it to me. Thanks in advance :)  

PD: forgive my grammar mistakes, english is not my first language
05 September 2015 @ 04:09 pm
I saw an earlier post for one of their stories, but anyone by any chance have one (or all) of these?
Bump n Grind
Darkness of the Heart
Holiday Bliss
I Shall Believe
Pain Bleeds Freedom
Rough and Fun

I kept hoping she'd turn up somewhere, but.....