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01 October 2016 @ 08:45 pm
I'm in the mood to read some J2 Western themed stories. Can any one recommend some.

I would prefer they to be historical, and not just stories where the boys are just Cowboys/Ranchers in a modern day setting. Bottom!Jensen is also prefered, but warn me if not.

I'm looking for an old fic where Jared is the president's son and Jensen saves him from getting kidnapped and breaks his arm. I think they are high school age, Jensen lives at home. I think maybe they were outside art class when the attempted kidnapping takes place? Does this ring a bell with anyone?
thanks :-)
01 October 2016 @ 04:37 pm

I am searching for a story that I read on ao3, I think.All I remember is that somehow the Winchesters are lured to some cabin, where there was a trap and it was set in Season 5 i think. The trap showed the truth of a person. I think angels did it because they wanted Dean to see how Sam was evil or something. Instead, the trap affected Dean who got wings.It turns out that Dean was an angel who forgot his past and was born as a human. i don't remember exactly why...maybe he wanted to protect Sam? Anyway, Cas was there in the Cabin too, after Dean got wings and got really shocked. That's all. And, oh, it's Wincest.
Please! I have been searching so many wing!fics but they always turn out to be different so maybe the author didn't tag the fic as that. I don't know. I will be forever grateful to any one who could find it.

P.S Since i don't remember much, the tags mayn't be exactly right.Sorry for that.
01 October 2016 @ 01:05 am
I just read this story that featured awesome sarcastic Jensen and now I'm craving more of that? Anyone know of and J2's with that? Preferably AU, but non-AU is good too.
30 September 2016 @ 11:10 pm
I am looking for some first time together wincest, when boys are living in the bunker. If you know some good established relationship fics, bring them on too. The longer fic is the better, i am talking about epic lenghts, i would love to read some very slow relationship development stories. Case fics are fine too, basically everything during the bunker era is a yes.
Thank you!
Hello folks, I am looking for a story that I believe was werewolf dynamics (or at least A/B/O). What I remember is as follows: Jensen is the alpha and both J's are in a courtroom or Council chamber and at the end of the trial/meeting the bad guy had a sniper shoot Jensen with a silver bullet.

Unfortunately, that is all I remember. I have spent the past couple of days looking for it but no luck.

Thank you in advance for any and all assistance in locating this story.
29 September 2016 @ 11:22 pm
Hey guys, I was wondering if you could help me find the following:

1)pagan!sam- i've read two or three fics where sam is pagan, but do you guys have any recs?

2)preseries!wincest- it's a first time story where sam and dean are camping but discover they're being watched by a supernatural creature that they have to hunt

Thanks for any help!
30 September 2016 @ 12:23 am

I'm in tears! Actual tears! My computer crashed and I lost so many files, including my favorite "The Radio Wedding Verse" by tinalia. I went to the journal, to replace it, only to find the journal deleted! Please, please, please, does someone have a PDF? I can't imagine the rest of my life without this fic...😢

29 September 2016 @ 11:53 pm
Then Believe That We Have Lost Our Eyes

To deal with the halucinations he harms himself

I'm searching for a J2 story I read on AO3 not too long ago. In this AU, Jared and Jensen have children, but were freshly separated due to Jared cheating. It's implied that they had been having issues ever since the birth of their second child: Jensen's work schedule being a big part of the problem.

Jensen is bitter and wants a divorce, and although Jared breaks things off with his lover, he doesn't want the divorce he's doing his best to reconcile without forcing the issue.

Jared returns to school to become a baker and eventually opens a shop. A couple memorable scenes:
1. Jared's lover is injured in an accident of some kind, and Jensen has the misfortune of having to stitch him up. The guy (who is shown to have feelings for Jared) tries to bait Jensen into fighting him, but Jensen resists the urge to punch his face in.
2. At some point Jensen brings their kids to Jared's new bakery and meets a classmate of Jared's. He becomes sullen and jealous, forcing Jared to confront Jensen about his double-standards.
3. Jensen starts dating again, but it's not serious. At some point their son wants to go to a cabin for his birthday, and the new bf suggests to come with, but Jensen vetoes it based on Jared's negative reaction.
4. When one of kid complains that Jensen doesn't make peanut butter sandwiches "right", he calls Jared who shares his secret and it turns into a touching moment.

I believe it is a slowburn story in which they get to relearn each other. They date again, and eventually end together again after some major revelations are made (about a miscarried third kid)

I hope this rings a bell to someone. I've been searching for it for too long.

FOUND: Thank you!
29 September 2016 @ 12:48 pm
I'm looking for a weechester car accident fic I read awhile ago on ff.net. I remember in the beginning sam seemed fine, but at the end he was the one that had more damage done. He also called pastor Jim I believe??? and then the paramedics came and I believe sam, by then, was already passed out.

Also John was in it as well.

Anyone know what fic I'm talking about?
I'm looking for a story I read several years back. The boys were from the same hometown and had been a couple since 'forever'. They came to LA to chase their acting dream. The story opens with Jensen and Jared in bed getting a call from their agent about landing Supernatural.

Trouble starts when Jared feels that he should hide his sexuality and play it straight. Jensen doesn't want to hide who he is and who he loves. They end up breaking up and Jensen starts dating Jeffrey Dean Morgan and Jared starts to date a beard. Much angst ensues and Jared realizes what he lost and all ends up happy. I believe this all took place during season one and is a pretty long story, but it's been a while since I've read it so I may be wrong.

The elements I'm sure on are Jared and Jensen being together before moving to LA, living together when they get the gig, Jensen dating JDM and Jared trying to play it straight.

Does this sound familiar to anyone?
29 September 2016 @ 11:20 am
Hey everyone!

This is oddly specific but I'm a sucker for hurt / comfort and guilt so I guess that's what I'm looking for! Anything with hurt/comfort and guilt would make my week!

One example of something I'd like to read more of is a situation where J1 smokes and J2 has asthma.

I read a fic that has this and I'd love more if they exist!
(The Ones that Swallow you Whole - Summary: A near-drowning has left Jared deeply afraid of water--a big problem considering he lives in a beach town. Jensen's a sailboat-builder who's survived a few things himself. )

Anything where one of them is accidentally hurting the other and they feel badly about it. I know, that's kinda messed up! But I don't care. ;)

I only read gen, J2 and wincest, but self recs are great!
I went to reread one of my fave J2s - tinalia's And Heartbreak Ensues - and the journal has been deleted. Does anyone have a pdf they can share? I love this story so much, and I'm so sad now!
29 September 2016 @ 11:20 pm
Please please please rec me some Long/Epic SPN AU fics... (AU as in completely different kind of world/universe, whether Hunter exist or not is fine)

as long as it's GEN and has Sam&Dean being brothers and all BAMF, I'll take anything
crossover & self-rec are ok
the longer the better ;)

Fairy tales, medieval, sci-fi, military, anything are fine.
(I've found a really nice Kingdom Hearts xover, so game world definitely are ok too)
I've been reading plenty of them, but it's difficult to find anything Gen AND long AND focused on the boys

thankthankthankthankyou before
I'm in the middle of mountains of repetitive-and-boring-yet-has-to-be-finished job and in need of fresh story to escape a bit ;)
29 September 2016 @ 11:56 am
Hi there. Hope someone can help me.

I read this one awhile back, and I can't for the life of me find it again. It's a short fic. Dean plays the guitar and sings to Cas. The song is either Bruno Mars' "Just The Way You Are" or One Direction's "What Makes You Beautiful". I'm pretty sure it's the former. I think they're out in the woods somewhere when this happens. Maybe Cas wandered off depressed, and Dean followed? idk (I may be crossing stories). Sorry I can't be more specific.
It was set in the future, in space on a ship or space station, some sort of long-term study or mission and J2 were the only ones on board. Whatever their main mission, Jared (alpha) had a secret secondary mission, to get Jensen (omega) pregnant.

I don't recall if they were weres or not.

Found! Fuck Me to the Moon by thursdaysisters
28 September 2016 @ 05:38 pm
I'm trying to find a series of stories from when Dean was living with Lisa & Ben. Specifically, they were about him taking care of the neighborhood kids and ultimately becoming the best daycare provider ever because he's ferociously protective of them, and basically a big kid himself. He ended up helping some kids in really bad situations: children missing, dealing with parents divorcing, suffering parental abuse, and even one genuine hunting case. I think it was called the "Adventures in Babysitting" series, but I cannot remember the author.

Thanks for any help you can offer.

EDIT: Found in comments. Thanks, everyone!
28 September 2016 @ 12:58 pm
I am looking for a specific a/b/o story featuring alpha!Jensen and omega!Jared. Since, from what I can recall, Jared (but not Jensen) is underage, I will put what I remember under the cut. I have tagged the story as dub-con only because of a/b/o dynamics.

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28 September 2016 @ 11:32 am
I read a fic a while back in which one of the guys (and I'm sorry, I can't recall which one was which!) would casually kiss all his friends and the other one was bothered by it. This is so little to go on that I feel like a jerk for asking, but does anyone know which story this is?
28 September 2016 @ 10:58 am
I'm looking for this fic but I don't remember the title or the author are, I hope you can help me find it. And oh, it's bottom!Dean.

In the fic, Sam and Dean (though brothers) become lovers recently, but something happen and Sam woke up with amnesia, didn't remember anything at all, even his own name. When he saw Dean, he instantly got weird and horrible feelings and it hurt him. Because these feelings, he thinks he actually hate Dean, and didn't believe at all when someone (I think it's the doctor) introduce Dean as his brother. And so begin their new life that full of hurting and sadness (on Dean's part). Dean didn't tell Sam that they're also lovers, and no one knows that they're lovers. But someday, he got revelation from someone (I think it's Catiel) and he recognize that the feelings he have around Dean is love, but not love for a brother but for a lover. He got confused and insecure, because he know that Dean loves Sam (as brother) but he didn't know if Dean love him now. He then talk to Dean about his amnesia and if Dean want Sam's memories back. After pressured, Dean admitted that he wanted Sam's memories to come back, and Sam got jelaous of the old Sam and felt hurt because he think that Dean wanted them become just brothers and Sam didn't want Deam become his brother but his lover. And cue the love confession with bitterment and possessiveness and obsessiveness, followed by Sam raped Dean. After that Dean said that Sam didn't have to do that, that they're already lovers. Because his shock, Sam got his memories back and blamed himself and fell into despair (I don't remember the continuation, though I think the fic got happy ending).
26 September 2016 @ 10:40 pm
I am hopping someone recognizes this one; again searching for someone else this is what the person remembers:

Cas is omega or mpreg.. Castiel is in an abusive relationship with Dean.. they have a baby daughter, and Cas is pregnant with second child. When Cas was finished with the doctor appointment he was waiting for Dean to pick him up but Dean wasn't there so a pregnant Castiel had to walk home carrying their baby girl through the rain.

Thank you!
27 September 2016 @ 12:19 am
Hello, I would like to find stories where Dean gets CPR. It may have been performed by any one, preferably Sam or John Bobby.

Please prefer stories without pairing. In Destiel in Wincest (but if there is recommendation of these I'll read too).

Sorry mistakes, but English is not my first language and the translator does not always help.
26 September 2016 @ 09:27 pm
I'm looking for two types of fics:

1) Boy 1 only does one night stands or casual sex, and Boy 2 wants more. Bonus if Boy 1 is sleeping with other people.
2) Boy 1 emotionally hurts Boy 2 a lot.

Can you please help? I don't care what the pairing is. Long, hurty and angsty is great! Thanks!
Hey y'all!!

I'm looking for a specific story. What I remember is that the Earth has been invaded and taken over by aliens. Jensen was part of the resistance fighting the aliens and he gets taken. Every year they parade him out and (I can't remember for sure) either torture him or force him to say something about how good the aliens are.

Jared was a teenager when Jensen was kidnapped, and had a crush on him. He secretly works for years to get into a position where the aliens trust him. When he finally gets useful information he gives it to the resistance to get Jensen freed.

Does anyone remember this story???


They free Jensen, but he is very traumatized by his time with the aliens. Eventually it is J2.
25 September 2016 @ 11:16 pm
Hi all. Today I'm looking for fics in which Dean is Sams dad, one way or another. I don't mean stories where in canon ages and Dean was raising him, I mean ones where biologically or through adoption or whatever, Dean is Sams dad.

25 September 2016 @ 07:31 pm
Hi everyone,

I read this fic a while ago and would like to read it again. What I remember is that Jared is a graphic novel writer and Jensen is his new neighbor. If I remember correctly Jensen didn't know at first that Jared was the one to write the books that he was a big fan of. I think misha was in the fic as well. Jensen may have had a dog. I think there might have been a moment were Jensen was on the phone with Jared and he jerked off to Jared reading a passage from one of his books.

Sorry for the lack of details.

Thanks in advance

Hi guys,

I'm looking for a fic, relatively short, I think, that features famous Jared and his husband/boyfriend Jensen.

The gist of the story is that people wonder what Jared is doing with Jensen as he is conservative and shy. Then a homemade sex tape of the boys surfaces online and suddenly everyone sees how hot Jensen is and the penny drops.

I think there was at least one sequel and I think it turns out that Jared leaked the video because he wanted everyone to see just how amazing Jensen was.

I'd love to read this again as it was sweet and fluffy and yet hot as f**k.

*fingers crossed*
25 September 2016 @ 05:02 pm
I'm looking for any J2-fic, where the boys are participants of a fire show - fire performers or fire dancers, I'm not picky))
I hope, someone can help me. Thanks in advance!
24 September 2016 @ 05:48 pm
Hi guys!

Can you please help me find "Working out the Tension?" I saw it recommended here: http://del.icio.us/somersault1509/jock!Jared.

There's a link to a website called Journal Fen by a user called highon_life. When I clicked on the link, it said Not Found.

The description says that Jared has been watching cheerleader!Jensen ever since Jensen had his first day of cheerleading practice. I'd love to read it.

Thank you!
25 September 2016 @ 12:32 am
John is Dean and Sam's commanding officer in this story, and he sends Dean off on a mission alone and Dean gets caught and tortured, and John is just going to leave him there. Sam tracks his brother down and saves Dean, they figure out that John did it on purpose. The two of them leave John but he tracks them down and Sam believed John hates him. In the end they are in a cabin and John finds them, but the boys have rigged the place to blow up and let John believe they are dead. Can anyone give me the title for this story, Thx in advance.

(sometimes I find it really hard to find the right tags for the story)
24 September 2016 @ 02:38 am
Does anyone know what happen to One More Shot by sammyndeansgrl1? If someone has a copy I would love to have it, gomustangs2002@hotmail.com. Thanks!
24 September 2016 @ 09:59 am
Hi guys.

Just notice radiophile's fic comm lockthecolt is now closed. Anybody has a copy of their fic 'We've come a long way'? you can send me if it's OK by the author? I really love that story..
23 September 2016 @ 05:09 pm
Are there any stories regarding how Bobby favors Dean. Like we all know Dean probably had no one to look after himself and maybe Bobby realizes this and so forth. Like he always ask Dean for his opinion and what not etc....
23 September 2016 @ 07:05 pm
I'm looking for basically any fic with either J2 or Jensen/Misha as a pairing that deals with them coming out, either to family, friends, or the SPN cast/crew. Doesn't need to be the main focus of the story, but I'd like if it's not dealt with in a half-sentence on the side (though Jared just going "ah, that's not even a surprise" or sth can be fun).
I prefer long fics, but anything is good, really. I think I've pretty much read everything AO3 has to offer under the "coming out" tag. The boys' wives are welcome as part of the fic, but please nothing where they're essentially bashed as jealous witches.
Self-recommendations are welcome, of course, as are WIPs.
23 September 2016 @ 03:20 pm
Ok, so this story, as far as I'm aware, is at least a few years old because I remember it being one of the first Supernatural fics I ever read. I can remember it being about Sam having been kidnapped by a man who then used some sort of spell or witchcraft to make him do whatever he wants and he has to keep refreshing this as the spell wears off. So, basically, the man could ask him to say something and he would. I think some of the things were also sexual, though obviously non-consensual. However, Sam's not oblivious to what's happening and can see and feel it all in his head, kind of like his conscious has been trapped there.
I remember one part where Dean finds out where he is and comes to save him. He and the kidnapper start fighting and the kidnapper tells Sam to look away, to which Sam has to obey, and so he can't see what goes on.
I also know that Dean kills the kidnapper, but somehow later on in the story, Sam meets the kidnapper's ghost who has the same mind controlling power and tries to lure him into doing something.

If anyone is able to give me an idea as to what fic this is then I would be very grateful!
23 September 2016 @ 12:31 am
Hey, I'm looking for 1 specific fic plus a general rec.

1. It's a longer story, set after they've got the bunker. The bit I remember is Sam & Dean, or just Dean, go back in time & manage to save Samuel & Deanna Campbell from Azazel. They go back to their own time & find some things have changed & they get the updated memories along side the old ones. Deanna is still alive & they go & visit. I think this scene if further along in the story.

2. Any good sized mute!Dean stories. I've search the tag over at AO3, but there are more fics than just at AO3 :)


mods: I'd add more tags but there is none for just mute!dean or for Deanna C; not that I could find anyway.
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22 September 2016 @ 07:37 am
Hello! Have I mentioned lately how much I love this Com? :)

I am on a hunt for stories that have Dean doing something that surprises Sam. Something that Sam was unaware that he could do. Something like using sign language, able to "read" Braille or amazing cooking (because he learned more after Sam went to college). Something like play an instrument (guitar, piano) or he's really good at repairing electronics (he did make a homemade EMF after all). Even something as simple as speaking another language. Anything that surprises Sam.

Please no WIPs. Self recs are always welcomed. Gen or Wincest is fine too.

Thank you in advance
21 September 2016 @ 04:21 pm
Hi! I have gone through a lot of the previous recs here but was wondering if there were more recent stories where Dean interacts with children. Looking for any stories where either Dean tries to get a child reunited with their families, or possibly help children ghost cross over. I would love recommendations of Dean interacting with children especially ones where Sam realizes how great Dean is with them and remembers all the good things Dean did for him while raising him. Not looking for mpreg stories or Dean with offspring, just plain ol' Dean interacting with kids that are not related to him (like with Lucas in Dead in the Water). Bonus if Dean is hurt while protecting the kids.

Thank you in advance! (Please, no WIPs. Gen, Wincest and self recs welcomed!)

** Forgot to mention, please, no Destial. Thank you.

Mods, Wasn't sure what other tags to use.
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21 September 2016 @ 12:54 pm
hello everyone,

I am looking for some stories I hope you help me find them

1) Jensen was given the role of captain America, and I think Jared cheated on him.

2) Jensen was really hurt in his back from a stunt gone bad. and he split from Jared. I think he started an IT company and had some very protective friends for him. it was a long story with different sections and then it was gone from the web and now I don't know how to look for it.

3) any stories that have Jensen hurt in stunts in the sit, or has migraines, or any type of hurt as long its not AU. short long, gen or slash...go crazy people.

4) any story with Jensen hurt in conventions, the longer the better, again any type is acceptable as long as Jensen is hurt.

thank you friends for any help you can provide me with :)
21 September 2016 @ 04:55 am
I spent the better part of two hours searching for one of my old favorite SPN smut fics - but can't seem to find it, and I'm hoping someone here will be able to help me.

It was a Dean/Benny smut fic.   Dean had just gotten a new sex toy (I want to say it was either a black dildo or vibrator) and was using it while home alone.  Eventually, towards the end of the fic, Benny comes into the bedroom and helps finish him off.

If anyone can help, I'd really appreciate it.  This is going to drive me nuts!
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20 September 2016 @ 07:40 pm

Im Looking For Pregnant Jensen Where The Pregnancy Or Male Pregnancy In General Is Dangerous .....i Prefer If Its Long And J2 Even If The  Baby Isnt His

19 September 2016 @ 10:28 pm
I haven't been able to find this fic I read a while ago. I don't remember much but any help is appreciated:
Jared/Jensen slow burn
Bottom Jared
Some underage
Jensen was jeffs best friend
Jared was pining after Jensen
Some big event happened between them there was freaking out Jared calls it "that night"?
Jensen moves away to college
Jensen comes back for jeffs wedding
There was a mixtape playlist for the story

Hopefully that is enough info thank you again for any help :)

Edit: found yipeeee!!! http://archiveofourown.org/works/4048531/chapters/9108706 Thank you so much!
19 September 2016 @ 10:44 pm

I am looking for a fic I read a while ago and forgot to bookmark. Some of the details I remember are:

-University AU (I think?)
-Cas/Dean pairing
-Starts with Dean going to this party or something at a graveyard, and he leaves but on the way back he falls into the university's pond/lake and Cas spots him lying face down in the water and rescues him.

I know it's not an awful lot to go on, but any help finding it would be greatly appreciated!

FOUND! Link in comments
19 September 2016 @ 12:54 pm
Do anyone have IAVBT Verse by kinkyfiction? Thanks!
19 September 2016 @ 01:59 pm
Just a general, non-specific search for stories that feature mentally ill and/or suicidal Jared or Sam. The more dark and messed up the better, I really want him to hurt (I know, I'm a terrible person). It can be AU, non-AU, gen or slash (but if it's slash please only Wincest or Jared/Jensen). I've seen a lot of mentally ill Sam fics out there but not many ones focusing on Jared. The longer the word count the better. Thanks!
18 September 2016 @ 05:53 pm
Yeah Dean is overweight and Deaf from maybe the beginning? And it is a Wincest fic
18 September 2016 @ 08:44 pm
Hey all,
I'm pretty sure this story is a J2 story. Where Jensen is the Alpha of the Dallas pack and Jared is kind of on the run from his family's pack. I think Jared was trying to register into the Dallas pack or something and I think Chad was there when Jared and Jensen first meet. It's basically an instant attraction between the two. I remember Jared's father being abusive and eventually he has Jared kidnapped and taken back, but by that time Jared is already claimed by Jensen.
Pretty sure either Jensen has to put Jared's father down or he exiles him.

Thanks in advance!
18 September 2016 @ 05:09 pm
Hi there,
I am looking for a story I read about four years ago. It's post apocalyptic. Sam rules a kingdom on earth and somehow Dean is there with him but I THINK he is mute, but maybe not and acts as Sam's hound. Not a dog, but scouts for him and fights for him. I think Meg or Ruby are there too. They are fighting a battle against the last free humans on earth.

[Spoiler for ending (click to open)]I don't remember a lot about this story, but in the end Dean betrays Sam and goes to work for the human's. Rather than lose Dean, it forces Sam to change his mind and come along side him.
I know this description is super vague, but any help finding this would be appreciated

Dare Frame thy fearfull symmetry by keerawa on LJ
Also on AO3 (link thanks to dinkwerks)