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Heya,

1) I'm looking for fics about Dean discovering and/or exploring his (bi)sexuality. :)

- Specific pairings, pairings with an original male character, or gen are all great.
- Emphasis on character study rather than just romance, if possible?
- Dean's, a family member's, or an outsider's POV are all cool beans.
- No incest, please.

2) Any fic about post-revival Mary Winchester interacting with/thinking about her boys would be great, but -

- Specifically any fic where Dean comes out to her in some capacity?
- A specific pairing or gen are both cool.
- No incest, please.

3) Fic about Dean growing up Way Too Pretty in the super-masculine hunter culture? >.>;

- Preferably gen, and nothing with hardcore abuse or rape?
- And no incest, please.

Thank you so much! \o/
 
 
15 November 2016 @ 08:10 pm
I am looking for a story that I thought I saved but can't find anymore. I am afraid it was deleted or removed.

The story is about Sam making a deal with an Angel to get Dean into heaven. As a payment he must help other incarnations of Dean and John at critical moments. Always moving on to the next crisis in another universe to help save the world.

Then suddenly he stops at the Roadhouse in this post apocalyptic universe where most humans died and the borders with heaven and hell are very thin. Sam finds a Dean there who lost his brother at a very young age and has named his dog Sammy. They travel to Bobby to find out what is going on.


Does anyone know this story? Is there still a link available or was it deleted? Does anyone have a PDF for me?

Thanks in advance

mrs F


Found the story! Its Tabaqui's 'The Song of the Threadmill'
 
 
14 November 2016 @ 11:12 pm
Okay, so a while ago I remembered two Sam/Gabriel fics, and wanted to reread them and looked everywere for both with no luck!

1) One of them was a completely human au, and had Gabriel as a nurse or doctor. He met Sam when Sam was hit by car, lost all of his memories, and was basically a child again. With no known family and Sam unable to tell them anything Gabriel takes him home to take care of them.

2)The second one was a short fic, and included Sam as a dying incubus. He was still a virgin in the fic and was coming to the point where he need to have sex or die, but was with Gabriel who just told Sam he was asexual, but they end up having a little bit of fun anyway.

I'm almost 99.9% sure both these fics were on Archiveofourown, and any help would be extremely welcome!

Also,if you have any short Sam/Gabriel, feel free to drop some links to those as well!
 
 
15 November 2016 @ 04:17 am
I'm trying to find a fic from quite early on (pre-Cas/Apocalypse/etc):

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Anybody recognise this?
 
 
14 November 2016 @ 10:51 pm
Hey all,
I'm just looking for any fics involving Dean going to college, but not a college au. I just really want to read a story where Dean enrolls into college as an adult in the show. So hell happened an maybe even the mark of cain and now he wants to expand his mind or even wants to settle down and needs more education that what he has for what he wants to do.

Also as a side note, are there any fics where Dean has a job that isn't a mechanic? Like Dean as a nurse or something?
 
 
 
14 November 2016 @ 08:14 pm
I'm looking for something that would fill the hole that the abandoned Unexpected Destinies left. Does anyone have something similar that has Dean never stopping hunting, without Sam letting him know that he's topside. Douchiness perferred on Sam's part.

Thanks :)
 
 
14 November 2016 @ 04:22 pm
Looking for the "Whipping Boy" by Vambrace. It was a SPN BB submission for 2012 and when I click on the link it says access denied. The last post on the journal was 2014. I checked on the deleted journals just in case and the author is not there.

Does anyone know if it's posted somewhere else or if someone might have a copy?
 
 
Hope the tags are right! Anyway, shortly after being sent to purgatory, Dean and Castiel escapes, but somehow Asmodeus is with them. Asmodeus helps Lucifer escape from the cage. Sorry can'r remember much else except maybe Asmodeus was either a fallen angel or nephilim?
 
 
14 November 2016 @ 07:30 pm
Hi!

Please help me find some fics where Dean/Jensen gets drugged!!
And Sam/Jared comes to the rescue!! =)

Holding out for an hero! ;)
 
 
14 November 2016 @ 02:11 pm

So Im Looking For Fics Where Sam Is The Older Brother Originally Not From(de Aged Dean) And Bonus If Dean Is Innocent And Sam Is SUPER Protective of Him ...dean Can Be A Kid Or Just Younger Than Sam In General another bonus if john and bobby are in it.....thanks in advance😊

 
 
 
13 November 2016 @ 11:51 am
I'm looking for a fic where Dean finds a HUGE dildo in Sam's bag. It was possibly a Bad Dragon toy. At the future date, he goes looking for it again, but it's not in Sam's bag. At one point he sees a bulge in Sam's stomach and realizes that Sam's had it inside of him all day. Dean tries to keep cool about it but fails. I may be remembering it wrong, but I think Sam fucks Dean with it at the end.

Not sure if this was on AO3 or LJ, but I'm fairly certain it's rather old.
 
 
13 November 2016 @ 10:14 am
Hey There! Looking for a specific Jensen/Jeff AU. Jensen's an over-worked grad student who works part-time as a model and (I think) a waiter and is room if with Jared when he meets Jeff who I believe recently got out of a long relationship.

I think Jeff and Samantha end up having a kid together in the epilogue (as friends).

Ring any bells?

Found but locked:
http://jdm-rpf.livejournal.com/67145.html

Looking for Somewhere to Stand and Stay, by embroiderama
 
 
Hi, so I'm looking for a specific fic. I'm pretty sure it's only 1000-2000 words.

It starts with either Sam or Cas closing the gates of hell, and Cas gets stuck in hell where he's captured. It cuts between Cas getting tortured and Dean looking for a way back into hell. Sam gets back into a normal life (I think?) and tells Dean that he should go search for Cas, coz he'd never be happy not doing so. Dean looks for and eventually finds Death, who tells Dean that he can't help him get to hell, but he can help him find God. He gives Dean back his amulet.

Cas is on the Rack downstairs, and he's not broken. From what I recall, he's described as flayed, and mising an eye. I recall a new demon gets his turn, and Cas fixes his one eye on the demon, and calls him by name, and describes the deal the demon made (I think it was removing her cancer). The demon is unerved, and recalls what they say about Castiel. They can break angels, who have faith only in their Father, but Castiel, he has faith in a human, still after all these years, and he is not broken.

The title, I am sure, is either a comment on Cas's faith or on his eye. It's a really dark peice, and very visual in terms of torture. I thought I had it bookmarked on AO3, but it's not there, so I'm desperately hoping it's not been deleted.

It's not romantic Dean/Cas, but the faith and depth of their relations is certainly above that of a romantic relationship, so...
 
 
12 November 2016 @ 10:37 pm
Hi! :) I'm looking for the stories that may be described as "cute" or I "schmoop". Stuff like:
1. secret Santa
2. secret admirers
3. anniversaries, surprise birthday parties, valentine's Day
4. meeting the parents
5. blind dates
6. love from first sight
7. humor
8. domestic fics
9. schmoopy h/c
10. roommates stories
11. Mpreg
12. COFFEE SHOP AU (although I'm pretty sure I've read every single one there is :( but if you know some less known one let me know)
13. shy boys
14. waiters/customers
Etc.

Only J2 unless there's some awesome Wincest fic that falls into one of the categories :)
I'd prefer it if they wouldn't be longer than 20k but it's not a deal breaker, au or non au, rating doesn't matter, but the quality does (I don't want them to be ridiculous). Self-recs totally and completely YES :)

Thank you!
 
 
12 November 2016 @ 04:04 pm
Hello ,
  I dont know if this is a certian  story  but i love reading anything where Sam knowns he always love Dean more than he should have but tries to hide it because he dosent think Dean would ever return his feeligns.. so he tries to date other people and makes Dean jealous without realizing it. This happens  until Dean can't take it anymore and finally breaks down and admitts to Sam his feelings.. love lots of fuff and some smutt ...
 
 
 
I love all the J2 organized crime fics but am looking for a specific one. It features mob boss!jensen and there is a scene on a yacht where there is a party for all the criminal heads to talk business. I can't remember if Jared was kidnapped (or was a hooker stuck in a situation he wanted to get out of, either way he wants to leave). Making me crazy I can't find this one.
 
 
You'd think I'd be able to find this since I know the author and everything, but no :(

It's an untitled, unfinished snippet/short story by Roque_Classique in her Long Drive 'verse. It is not listed on her LJ under that section either.

In it, after the series is completed and in the future, Dean is living in an apartment in a midwestern city and he meets his neighbor and her daughter. One of them is named Rachel IIRC (I think the neighbor and the daughter is Molly maybe?). He works in a hair salon part time and the neighbor is a single mom and a waitress. There is no Sam or John or anyone else in the fic.

FOUND! here!
 
 
11 November 2016 @ 06:55 pm
Hey Everyone!

I am hoping that someone can help me out, I am franctically searching for a smesson fic I read ages ago! I dont remember where I read the fic but it could have been between livejournal, archive of our own, or samdean archive. I dont have a great grasp of the details but I have some that maybe SOMEONE can recognize (at least that is what I am hoping lol).

So,here it goes:

1. I don't believe it was a finished fic
2. Both sam/dean topped at different points
3. There was an elevator scene where sam tied Dean to the security camera by his belt or tie and fucked him unconcious.
4. One or both of them had periodic headaches where their true identities would peak thru or angels would step in?
5. All the sex scenes were pretty intense and would usually end with one of them passed out.
6. I think there was fanart with the fic, I remember an anime version of sam/dean entangled on the office couch. I think sam was wearing his yellow shirt?

That's all I got, I know it's a long shot but any help would be greatly appreciated!

Thanks ahead of time!
 
 
11 November 2016 @ 05:02 pm
Hopefully someone can lead me to this story.

Jensen was the omega son of Head Alpha. When he was 16, he was kidnapped and brought to a omega service house so that he could be defiled to hurt his father. Jared was an alpha who had dropped out of medical school for a bit and was working at the omega service house usually drunk or high. He did not realize that Jensen had been kidnapped or was so young and not yet in heat. Jensen escaped before the rape, but was hit by a car while escaping in wolf form which caused a permanent disability. Six years later, Jensen recognizes Jared as his almost rapist and forces a marriage between them to punish Jared. There is a great deal of hate and pain that they cause each other, before the story turns to romance.

Does anyone else remember this story? I would love to read it again. Thank you.
 
 
11 November 2016 @ 01:53 pm
Hey ya'll

Ok, This is not a story request or anything like that. I just wanted to know if anybody in the fandom knows where Candle_Beck...the actual person is? A lot of the sites have been purged and a lot of the podfics deleted. The last actual post from the author I can find anywhere on the internet is from 2011. I'm not only asking because I miss the fics but also because I'm concerned. Usually when an author decides to take a break from the fandom they let everybody know but it's like Candle_Beck just vanished from the face of the Earth. I am really hoping that I am just computer illiterate and just overlooked something. Your help is greatly appreciated.
 
 
 
12 November 2016 @ 01:18 am
Hi, I'm looking for a fic that has:
- Jensen out on a date with a guy/making out with a stranger
- Jared getting jealous and pulling them apart
- J2 have an argument at home
- Jared trying to apologize the next morning while sitting outside the door of Jensen's room
- Jensen, thinking that Jared had left, tripped over his legs when he left the room
- J2 making up and Jared commenting that Jensen didn't even get the guy's name last night. Jensen replied with the guy's name and Jared got jealous again

Any idea? Thanks!
 
 
11 November 2016 @ 07:37 am
I am looking for stories where Sam's desire for atonement is a major theme. It can be atonement for releasing Lucifer, or for anything else, really. Further, I want stories where whatever Sam is thinking or doing is not immediately apparent to Dean (So, no stories where Sam outright asks Dean to punish him). Self-harm is always welcome, but really I am thinking of more subtle things, like Sam denying himself food or comfort or medical care, and Dean taking a while to catch on. I suppose there is a lot of overlap here with guilty!sam, but if you've ever read either When It Was Over by Faye Dartmouth or Atonement by ameliacareful, hopefully you'll know what I mean.

Any length (the longer the better), any season, gen or slash.
 
 
11 November 2016 @ 12:04 am
Hi im looking for a story about Jared and Jensen are vampire's. I really would love long stories but any story will do.
 
 
11 November 2016 @ 02:47 pm
Are there any stories where Bobby (or someone else) succeeds in wresting custody of Dean & Sam from John because they don't agree with how he's (not) raising them while hunting full time?

Ta
 
 
10 November 2016 @ 05:03 am
I am looking for a story about Jared, who is getting abused by his husband. I think his family made him marry the man because of money. They basically sold Jared to this man. I'm not sure what the husbands name is. The husband is very controlling and abusive. Jared gets sent to a ranch while his husband is away on business or something like that. He is sent there to be watched because the husband is paranoid and doesn't trust Jared. He hires people to keep an eye out for Jared. Jared is an artist, he loves to draw, but he is always told by his husband that he is horrible and should stop wasting time on something that will never amount to anything. Jensen tells Jared that he's an amazing artist. The ranch turns out to be the best place for Jared because he gets more confidence in himself. And he is surrounded by people who care about him. He meets Jensen at the ranch either the first day or the second and later on they start a friendship,but it becomes an affair overtime.The friendship takes time because Jared is very timid and doesn't trust easily anymore. Chad shows up at the ranch with help from Jensen. Chad and Jared haven't seen each other in a long time because Chad and Jared are not allowed to hang out. Jared has been forbidden to see Chad, so they keep it a secret from Jared's husband as long as they can. The husband eventually finds out. At the very end of the story Jared shows up at his house to get stuff. He gets raped and ends up in a fight for his life. Jared either kills his husband or almost kills him, by bashing his head with a lamp or something like that. Jared ends up at the hospital. Jared and Jensen end up together in the end.
Here are some tidbits I remember from the story.
The husband parades Jared in front of his friends. The husband may share Jared I forget. The friends are also are mob related. There's evidence against the husband relating to his shady deals. The man had been grooming Jared for a long time and the minute he turned 18 he asked to marry Jared. The dad said yes and forced Jared to sign papers. Jared's mom is either a drug addict or an alcoholic so she is no help at all. During his stay at the ranch he is made to make multiple calls to his husband. He must tell his husband everything about his day. I think Jensenis the one to find Jared in the house after the attack and blames himself for Jared getting hurt. That's all I remember.

I hope that helps and I hope it wasn't to confusing.
 
 
 
10 November 2016 @ 11:00 am

Hi Again!😊....so Here Is What I Remember From This Fic .....jensen And Chris were Together Once But Now They're With Jared And Steve Respectivley And They Remained Best Friends However their Boyfriends Dont Know About Their Past Relationship But Then Jensen Told Jared And He Was Kinda Okay With It But Then Steve Found Out And He Didnt Take It Well....if Anyone Recognize it Please Comment

 
 
 
09 November 2016 @ 08:40 pm
Hi! I'm looking for a story I can across awhile ago. The boys were younger (not sure how old) and they were on a hunt. I want to say that bobby and Caleb were included on the hunt. Anyways john got the monster wrong, and Sam figured out it was a wendigo and had to more or less sacrifice himself because everyone else has been trapped. Sorry it's not the best explanation, but I've been wanting to re-read it lately! Thanks!
 
 
09 November 2016 @ 06:32 pm
Hi!

I'm looking for stories like Into Your Hideaway and A Whole in the World where Dean (who is an omega) was abused or has a rough past.
 
 
09 November 2016 @ 01:53 pm
Jensen is a werecat and Jared is a werewolf. Jensen was lost in the woods and unintentionally came across alpha Jared's territory who thought Jensen was trying to challenge him. Jensen was scared of Jared and in protecting himself shift into his cat form that is actually kind of a house cat and hide under his car.

Jared was living alone in the woods because he was kicked out of his pack because he was gay. Ring any bell?
 
 
 
09 November 2016 @ 08:20 pm
Hi! I'm looking for non-specific stories involving John being accused of neglecting his boys. I don't really care whether those assumption are true or not, I just want the conflict with law and the boys panicking at the thought of being separated from their father or each other. So, any stories involving CPS welcome, though I prefer longer fics, if you have some in handy.

Thanks in advance, you guys always rock!
 
 
I can't remember the name of the Fic i'm looking for but i know most of the details, and i have tried so many different ways to find it but i couldn't ,this is my last resort. The story is a Jared/Jensen fic and it revolves around Jensen who is a genius and invented a machine or something that really helps with the environment.He's rich ,and well known, but he was in an accident that caused him to somehow have something mentally wrong with him and a friend of his is always taking care of him. He meets Jared when he is in a car and he calls out for Tristan which Jared responds to because its his middle name. He ends up taking Jared home with him and Jared stays. Later in the story i think we find out that he called Jared Tristan because their was a jewelry store that had a slogan of Tristan giving love to people and Jensen would always make a joke of who would give love to Tristan but after the accident he thought Tristan was a real person.Later in the story Jensen's sister comes and meets Jared and she causes a lot of drama she makes a case and they go to court. She is fighting to have control over Jensen because she thinks that Jared is taking advantage of Jensen. I know that close to the end during the court scene Jensen gets to speak in front of everyone and defend himself stating facts of why he is no different than anybody else and he can take care of himself. Please i would really love to read this story again. I'm really sorry to everybody this is the second time i do this and i hope i don't cause much trouble.I did read the instructions.

Also their is this phrase that has been in my mind and i'm sure i got it from the story i think it's. "I love you, but only just a little bit." I thought this was the title of the story but its not. I don't think it is.
 
 
08 November 2016 @ 06:11 pm
Hello friends!

You have helped me in the past, and I hope you can help again! I just got back into Supernatural after a long they-did-what?!?! post season 6 hiatus, and am rewatching via Netflix. The bits I've gleaned about season 7 on have given me major Cas feels, but I don't want to be spoiled too much from the fics I read.

So here's what I'd like: does anyone know of fics that deal directly with trauma/depression/angst/general hurt after Cas is "dragged back to bible camp?" I adore "Needle and Thread" by Misato, and really anything that deals directly with or has allusions to what Cas was undergoing in 4x20 is fantastic. Slash (destiel always preferred!) and self-recs more than welcome!

The only specific request I have is that the fic have a happy ending!

Otherwise, do your worst! The tissue box is close by.

Thank you so much!

Quill
 
 
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I haven't read much fic lately and I was wondering if anyone could rec me some first time Wincest that's set anytime after they've aquired the Men of Letters Bunker, the longer and plottier the better. Any rating is fine, and I'd prefer complete stories but WIPs are great, too if they're not abandoned. Thanks for your time!
 
 
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
 
 
08 November 2016 @ 12:25 pm
I'm sure this was posted on AO3 before but now I can't seem to be able to find it. Dean has been struggling with an attraction to his brother so one night he goes to a bar and picks up a guy thinking he can get it out of his system. But the guy (I think his name was Matt) is kind of perceptive and gets the feeling that Dean is harboring some strong feelings for someone else. Anyway they're at the hotel room and Sam walks in on them. The OMC realizes Sam is also having feelings towards Dean and talks the two of them into a threesome (he doesn't realize they are brothers, he thinks they work together). I know there are some angsty feelings between Sam and Dean thinking the other might not really want the other. Then there was either a sequel or another chapter where it turns out the OMC had made a demon deal so Sam and Dean save him. They all have sex again and Sam and Dean decide to take the hunting with them. Dean and Sam end up in a relationship with the OMC as a semi-regular 3rd.
 
 
 
08 November 2016 @ 11:04 am
Looking for fics that involve a big breakup between j2 and then an eventual happy ending!!
 
 
08 November 2016 @ 05:20 pm
Hi
I´m searching two stories:

1. was an arranged marriage between Jared and Jensen. Jared hated that he had to mary Jensen, he had an affair with JDM. In the end he fell in love with Jensen and they were both pregnant (?).

2. J2 are were wolves and Jared was "promissed" to Jensen at a verry young age. Somehow Jared was considered dead and lived among humans.

Does that ring a bell?

Thank you
 
 
Current Mood: amusedamused
 
 
08 November 2016 @ 08:59 pm
So... I have read this fic Inheritance of a Demon by WoodiestComics, and I feel mesmerized, literary. I intrigued by Dean's close relationship with Alistair in Hell (it's Stockholm Syndrome in a new level), and I want to read another fics that just like this. Is there any fics out there about Dean has very close relationship with Alistair in Hell? Please help me find it. I accept Gen (like maybe Alistair makes himself Dean's father) or slash between the two.
 
 
08 November 2016 @ 01:56 am
I've never been able to find one that interested me (even checked the tags here) so I'm going to say what I would like to find that I haven't yet. A stalker fic with a male only stalker, no women or any het scenes please! Sam can be in the fic, also wincest is cool too but I don't really want him as the stalker. Also would like a fic where the stalker actually succeeds in kidnapping Dean, that would be exciting to read. No gen fics please, I would like it if the stalker is sexually attracted to Dean. I'm evil okay? Thanks guys!
 
 

Hi (:

1. I'm looking for a fic I started reading a couple of days ago on fanfiction.net that i didn't get to finish. I forgot to bookmark it and I don't remember the title but it was about the boys when they were teens and Sam was acting kind of sick/depressed and Dean was really worried about him. Sam broke down one morning and Dean made him stay home from school... The last chapter I read had Dean stopping a robbery at a diner, but not sticking around to talk to the cops because he wanted to get Sam back to the motel. Sorry its not much to go on. Also, I dont know if the fic was finished or not - it might be a WIP. -Found! It's Open Book by pineapplefan

2. Also, with the holidays coming up, I've been trying to find some good Christmas fics. I've already read The Christmas Spirit by Noxbait, but that's a good example of what I'm looking for (the longer the better, and I love hurt/comfort)! I'd love to hear your recommendations! - only gen please!

Thank you!

 
 
 
08 November 2016 @ 12:15 am
Hey there! So I've been over in the fandom of Teen Wolf getting my Sterek on and thought it was time for some good ole J2! I'm looking for some fics with Alpha Jensen with Jared as his Omega/Beta and if there is some mpreg then that would be awesome. Would like 20,000+ word count, please. I would appreciate any help you are able to give, I'm up for oldies but goodies and newer fics also. Thanks guys!
 
 
My search is based on a quote from the hunters who kill Sam and Dean in Season 5. "You wanna spend the rest of your life knowing Dean Winchester's on your ass? 'Cause I don't."

- I'd love any fics based around Dean's apparent reputation in the hunting community as a scary motherfucker.
- Fic about both/all the Winchesters' reputations is cool, too.
- Outsider POV and genfic would be great, though not necessary. :)
- No incest, please.

Thanks!
 
 
07 November 2016 @ 05:08 pm
hi everyone, it's been awhile. today i'm requesting some christmas fics, since it's right around the corner, and since christmas, being my favorite holiday, i was hoping you all could share your favorite fics. I don't mind if it's fluffy or sad, anything involving Christmas and i'm happy :")


Me being picky though, i do very much so prefer bottom!jared or sam, but switching is okay too as long as it's equal
 
 
My memory is not very good on this one but I know that Harry met the Winchesters before Dean got dragged to Hell and was helping Sam and Bobby to find a way to stop it from happening. They found out some myth about the Master of Death being able to walk into Hell and get souls out and Harry told them that he knows how to contact the MoD if they can't find anything before that happens. Teddy is mentioned as Harry's godson.
So after they obviously fail and Dean is dragged to Hell, Bobby and Sam turn to Harry and he tells the he is the MoD and kills himself in order to go to Hell. Bobby and Sam are supposed to look after his and Dean's boddy. Harry gets Dean out and then runs away or apparates away because he is afraid of rejection (there might have been something going on between him adn one of the brothers, I think Dean).
The Winchesters go looking for him cause they don't care Harry is weird and MoD and I think here it ends and continues with a sequel. They save a kid from some witches and recognize some amulet or bracelet (or somethin else) they saw on Harry before and realize this is Teddy (Harry told them his godson had that amulet/bracelet). Harry comes after Teddy, they have a reunion and I don't know what happens next. I also don't know if this was on fanfiction.net, archieveofourown.com or here or somewhere else.

EDIT: Found the answers
 
 
07 November 2016 @ 12:46 pm
Hi! I looked for a while but didn't seem to have much luck.....I am looking for stories where Dean turns into a large cat (something sleek and predatory like a cougar, or panther). He usually turns into the cat when Sam needs protecting or when he's feeling vulnerable. I'm not looking necessarily for him to be a werecat (don't really want him to have any cat like features when he's human (cat eyes or purring sounds when he's happy). Would like for him to just turn into a cat, do what he's got to do and then turn back. Of course Sam knows about it. Can be caused by a curse, or a spell (perhaps Mary cast it on him when he was young so he would be able to protect himself). Anything on this line would be fantastic. Please no WIPs or Destiel. Wincest or Gen is great.

Thank you in advance for any recommendations you can offer.
 
 
 
Hello wonderful community. I was wondering if I could request your assistance in finding a specific story. I just read a story (Find and Seek by K Hanna Korossy)that had Dean stuck in a small space with dead bodies and rats where he later reveals why he doesn't like/fears rats. It reminded me of another story that I recall liking and would like to read again but alas, I have been unsuccessful in locating it.

The specific story I am searching for has a young Dean(and a very young Sam) hiding in some cabinets and Dean being nibbled on and bothered by rats but the whole time he stays quiet even though he's freaking out. The boys may have been hiding from CPS or some bad guys, I can't remember. I also think (but not 100% sure) this part of the story may have been told via flashbacks.

Any assistance you can offer in locating the story would be greatly appreciated.

I would also like any stories that have Dean or Jensen dealing with claustrophobia. Do not have to be stories where he's buried alive or locked in a casket. Can be just a tiny closet or a crawl space or whatever. Please no WIPs or Destiel. Wincest, J2 or Gen is fine.

Thank you in advance!

Specific story found-thank you!

Still looking for recommendations for my other request. Thank you again in advance.
 
 
06 November 2016 @ 11:08 pm
Hello everyone!

Does anybody have a PDF of micamonroe's Discovery fic???

Summary: After Sam went into the pit with Lucifer and Michael, Dean was lost and broken. He returned to a place from his childhood where he had experienced true happiness. Dean wasn't prepared to discover a mute young man with no memory and a protective cat at his destination. Dean decided to concentrate his efforts on saving the lost boy who desperately needed him. In the process, Dean secretly hoped to save himself. Would their emotional journey together lead to love or heartbreak?

Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
I read it on AO3 ages ago. It's a high school AU where I think Cas was in theatre group. Students could send in requests for songs and the members of the group had to perform them. Cas and Balthazar got a request to sing Agony from "into the woods". I also remember something about Dean taking cas's artwork and hiding it somewhere.
 
 
I'm looking for J2 AU that I can't find anywhere :/ and unfortunately I don't remember that much about it. All I know is that:
- it wasn't very very long (maybe between 8k - 20k)
- the boys were together for some time already but something was very wrong between them - a lot of miscommunication, I think one of them thought they other cheats on him (I don't remember if he was right or not), they were arguing constantly and were very unhappy with each other
- their friends were I think Mike and Tom
- the fic had happy ending, they get back together and figure out stuff between them
- I think they went to a cabin or somewhere with their friends or they got stuck somewhere together - anyway, the situation forced them to make up

Is that sounds familiar?
 
 
05 November 2016 @ 05:30 pm
I am looking for J2 fics with Hot Mess Jared...

Maybe his childhood messed him up, an injury messed him up, psychological trauma, drugs, loss of a loved one... whatever. Just want him to be a complete lost cause.

And Totally Together Jensen. He's got it all... maybe money, but not needed. He's emotionally healthy and put together.

Maybe he helps Jared, maybe he doesn't know how to deal with Jared. That doesn't matter.

Just a long as they are together in the end.

ps... i don't really care about physical sexual positions, but i prefer jared be the more bottom-y submissive person in the relationship dynamic.