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22 August 2014 @ 10:08 pm
Looking for any fics where Sam goes back in time (either by himself, with Dean, or Dean finds out and follows) like in "The Song Remains The Same" (Could be set in that ep too) and tries to fix things for Dean.

This could mean:
 --He tries to kill past him
 --He tries to stop his mom from having him
 --He tries to change the future.

Prefer no death fics, but feel free to post them for those who do enjoy that kind of story, but please make sure to label them as death fics so I don't read them.

If younger sam and dean are incorporated into the story (pref like Dean is all pissed at older dean for being a dick to Sam) that would be a huge bonus.
Thanks so much :)
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30 July 2014 @ 01:50 am
Hey guys. I'm looking for a fic I read a long time ago and forgot to bookmark. =(

It was set in season one, episode 9 Home. I remember that Dean and Sam had to vanquish the spirit of their mother who was still haunting their old house (I don't remember if she was evil or not). She was trying to keep them with her in the house or something (maybe kill them so they would be with her?). Dean was extremely broken by the whole situation.

I do remember at the end when they finally did rid the house of her spirit, John found out and pretty much lost it and yelled at Dean. Dean was a mess and there was a good bit of sobbing and hurt!Dean and Sam comforting him. I'm not really sure how the fic ended.

If anyone remembers this fic and has a link, I'd appreciate the share. Thanks in advance <3

05 July 2014 @ 02:42 pm
Hello all, I'm here looking for some stories with Sam abuses Dean:

1. They still live together, hunt together and Sam is not really evil, just always angry and abusive and can't control himself, it can be a storm of abuse or just some punch. Maybe it's because of the demon blood or Sam is jeolous or his head is too messed up that he believe Dean hates him or he blames Dean for something or simply just because he's angry, ect. I hope it's not only one time but repeatedly. Bonus point if at some point Sam feels guilty, bigger bonus for Dean's low self esteem, think he deserves it and doesn't blame Sam.

2. Pre-series mean Sam bullies Dean (with or without knowing).

3. Dean comes out and gets hurt because of a homophobia Sam

And again, bonus point for guilty!sam and Dean's low self essteem.

No possessed!sam and lucifer!sam, robo!sam is okay if Dean hasn't find out that yet. Wincest is good but bottom!dean only please. Lol this is funny since I really really don't hate Sam, just in the mood, Thank you x100000 :kiss kiss:
I am finding several fanfics these days hope anyone can help me.

1)My friend told me is Sam change the past, but only he remember, Sam and Dean have sex then Dean feel guilty and send Sam to find their Dad, but while working with John, John being crashed and raped Sam, Sam run away hunt alone few years, meanwhile Dean married the girl Cassie, Sam sometime come to visit but stop coming when Cassie pregnant, leave a baby bed for present, but the yellow eye demon get Cassie but the baby is protect by the bed, Sam occurred to save Dean and two brother reunion, Dean finally notice Sam being raped before and he is going to find out the truth.

2)After 516, Dean throw the amulet away, but Sam take it back from rubbish bin and wash it , then he swallow it then two go hunting as usual, several days after Dean notice Sam didn't talk these days, then find out Sam's throat got cut by the amulet and he lose his voice can't talk ever.
The funny thing is the amulet is used to find god, everyone think Sam already said yes to Lucifer, no one trust him, and he can't even talk to them.

3)A bigbang story, Jensen take Jared home whom is homeless, Jared has mental problem and wear a red coat in lady style.

4)RPS, Jensen meet Jared at CW sinner party, I am not quite remember who told Jensen about Jared is a slut and sleep with everybody, I think is Chris? Actually Jared's manager used Jared sleep with the director to trade or pay his debt,and make Jared think that's why he get the role. Then there is rumors about CW will cut SPN, Jared went to the senior office and offer the deal he used to do, at that time he find out his director've been lie and use him, meanwhile Chris said will tell the public about how slut of Jared. Jensen went to Jared's house, Jared ask him to take care his dogs, and his hand has a gun. Jensen finally fall in love with Jared and happy ending.

5)Jensen meet a guy who look exactly like his co star partner Jared, his name is Sean, then they have sex, but the next day the man wake up is Jared and he can't remember anything, it seems Sean is Jared's other personality. It seems a series story.

Does anyone remember?

And there are few stories my friends searching for, but I only know the name some may not even know who write it, I search & google it but most of them are deleted or some of the links is not available and hard to find:

2)4 Stories of author Feather touch, but I'd like to collect the whole stories she write, not only this four stories!
Branded Yours
Forever Bound
Collared Hearts
Children of Men

3)Damaged Verse by cherryscott | PG - NC-17 (Jared/Dean)
Morning in the Evening
Crazy Faith

4)Such A Pretty Boy
Red As Blood

5)de-age sam

I hope someones can help me please!If anybody have a copy about those deleted story please send to my email, thank you very much!
08 June 2014 @ 01:18 pm
I'm looking for any recs where someone takes care of Dean either because he's been hurt, has a concussion, nightmares- doesn't matter. They could be wiping away blood from wounds, massaging him, washing his hair, tucking him in, anything that is sweet and tender. And it can be anyone caring for Dean. If the fic is slash I don't want it to be sexual. I just need some old fashioned loving on Dean!
22 May 2014 @ 11:42 pm
I'm terrible at finding good fics so i just wanted general searches:

-Fics involving greek mythology!
-Swingers (in a relationship but date other ppl)
-Jensen's first kiss (maybe him being adorable)
-Anything where jensen or dean cry
17 May 2014 @ 12:27 pm
Hey everyone!

I am looking for pre-series fics where Dean gets badly injured (could be anything- from getting hurt on a hunt to getting hit by a car etc...) and Sam and John are genuinly scared that they are going to lose him.
I would really love for a young Sam to freak out at the possibility of Dean dying and maybe John trying to comfort him.
Bonus points if Dean and Sam had a fight before the accident happened, or Sam having said some cruel things to his brother and now feeling terribly guilty for it.

Please no death!fic or wincest!

Thank youuuu!!
15 April 2014 @ 11:51 am
What I am looking for is a specific story and I can't remember the name for the life of me. So, what I remember is that it had like over 100 chapters I think. Jared was in high school, and Jensen was a millionaire and they met at Jared's work, Jared's family was not OK with him being gay, his mother was conspiring to kill him I think. I do remember there being a trial for his brother and mother for attempted murder. Anyway before that, Jared's friends tried to frame him by spray painting on the Jensen's support group for gays building. J2 also got married and Jared's parents tried to stop it, or showed up or something. That's all I really have, I really hope some of you can help me!


21 March 2014 @ 09:24 am
Hey anyone remember this one fic where Sam is a teenager and I think dean is twenty and they move again and sam is really sad about it and cries at night. Eventually he meets this you coach who's is like late twenties early thirties who he really likes and finds out he lives next door so he always goes over and stuff and they have sex until one day dean sees them kissing an does in with a gun to threaten the guy. Ring any bells??
15 February 2014 @ 01:40 pm
1. I love established relationship fics, specifically fics where Dean and Cas find themselves doing really mundane/normal things. This time around I really want some fics about them fighting, bickering, or annoying each other. It'd be cool to see them in a hunting situation but I also love AUs. It'd be even better if Sam or any of the other side characters are just completely done with their shit. (No Sabriel or Wincest please)

2. I would love a fic about little Dean getting to act like a normal kid or teenager. I would prefer him as a little kid but I'm fine with him being older. I would really like seeing him either getting excited over something like a toy/movie/play date, him getting scared and wanting his daddy, or (most preferred) him throwing a tantrum. I'm also totally cool with deaged!Dean.
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07 December 2013 @ 09:51 am
im searching for a fic where Dean was hurt/disabeld/sick and he is on the road with Sam.
Sam get´s him a bodypillow, so that Dean can bear the pain better.

Thanks for advice!

PS Sorry, for misstakes.English ist not my language.
I'm going crazy to find this fic. I don't remember what happened in details, I think it's on AO3 but i couldn't find it anywhere!
It was posted before the actual beginning of season 9, and

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If you can find it, i'll be forever grateful! Thank you!

(Please mods, i tried to put season 9 stuff inside a cut, but in the preview it doesn't work, maybe i'm doing something wrong, can you put it inside the cut for me? Thank you!)
Hi, this is my first post on this community. I hope to do everything ok.

I'm searching for fics in which there is a BDSM relationship focused on discipline and punishment from the Dom to the bad Sub. I'd prefer if there is strong love between Dom and Sub, so the punishments are not for pleasure, only for learning a lesson. guilty!Sub willing to accept whatever the Master decides because he knows that he's been bad. Emotional!Sub scared to be sent away for his mistakes. The trasgression is not important (disrespect, brattiness, forget the rules ecc) and not specific punishments, too. I prefer spanking, caning, CBT and similar, painful but with no lasting damages. Whatever punishment can be effective on the emotional side of the Sub is okay, too. No safewording, no blood. I wish to see aftercare, even if it arrives after a couple of days to stuck the lesson better. Nothing is too harsh, so don't worry about it. Crying!Sub it's ok, for guilty, fear (not of Master but to be sent away) or pain.
Other than BDSM realtionship, it's ok A/B/O realtionship and puppy!play with the puppy punished.
I prefer J2 or Destiel (no preference for top or bottom between J2; in Destiel, bottom!Cas is better but i'll take bottom!Dean, too), but I gladly take Dean/Sam, Sam/Castiel (top!Castiel) and Dean/Sam/Castiel, too. No Samifer or Sabriel, please.

Other fics that i'd be glad to read are the ones with a bad Dom/Alpha and a damaged Sub/Omega who thinks to be useless and craves to serve another Dom/Alpha better. I'd prefer a slow relationship between the two, with Dom/Alpha caring and loving and Sub/Omega slowly becoming more confident. Discipline is good, too, but nothing harsh that could ruin the Sub/Omega's progresses. Dom/Alpha has to know his boy's limits.
I'd prefer only J2 for this (with Sub/Omega!Jensen, if it's possible and caring Dom/Alpha!Jared) or Dean/Sam relationship.

Third type is lighter. I'd love to see Sam as the big brother for once, so deaged!Dean fics. No loss of memories, Dean conscious to be the big brother but willing (after some time or right away) to be taken care of by Sam.

Specific fic is a spanking fic. I seem to recall that the boys were in a relationship and Sam made a mess in the hotel room he and Dean were staying while his brother was gone, and he didn't put the salt lines, so when Dean came back, he spaked him and at one point he handcuffed him for something (struggle or because he told him to stay quite and he didn't) and Sam started to cry while getting the handcuffs because he hated to be handcuffed. I also remember that Dean tells Sam something like "If you wanted a spanking, you could have ask instead of made such a mess" after punishment is over. I thought to have it bookmarked, but obviously i was wrong >.<

Sorry for bad english, i'm italian and i did the best i could! Hope you guys can help me! Thanks in advance!
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03 November 2013 @ 11:13 pm
For the past week now, my sister has been in the ICU at a children's hospital - So right now, I'm craving some hurt/comfort!boys. Preferably with one of the J's being very protective over the other and mother-henning. :) It doesn't matter the extent of the injury - just that they're in the hospital for it, maybe even for an extended period of time? My only MAJOR request are:

2) ONLY J2 (Jensen/Jared)
4) WARN ME IF IT's A WIP? :(

The longer the better! My favorite is probaby hurt/sick!Jensen and super-protective/or/guilty!Jared.

Please and thank you!
13 October 2013 @ 07:34 pm
I remember most of this story - I think I've read it six times but right now, for the life of me, I can't find it or remember what the heck it was called. This is what I remember:

Jensen is a college freshman(?) and he wants to lose his virginity, so, he goes to a club and meets Jared. The two of them hit it off and go back to Jared's place and hook up. In the morning, Jensen wakes up before Jared and leaves because he's just counting it as a one-night-stand - even though they both really got along.

Before long, Jensen finds out that he's pregnant and goes to find Jared but realizes the club is closed and he wanders around Jared's neighborhood for hours - pregnant, confused and stressed out. Eventually he goes to a coffee shop for orange juice or something and runs into Jared there. Something happens and Jensen starts crying.

Some other parts I remember are:
+Jensen has an asshole dorm-mate.
+Jared is an author/writer
+Jared is $$$ rich.
+Jared has more than one car.
+They move in together.
+Jared goes with Jensen to his parents house and it isn't pretty.

Please help me find it! :(

Hi everyone,
I love this fandom, and every last one of it fans! I need help finding a fic. that I read a long time ago, and can't seem to find.

Jensen has been abused in one way or another during his time on every TV show he's been on (emotionally, physically, sexually). He has severe PTSD, and uses drugs, and other self-harming tactics to cope, and to deal with his past abuse.

When he joins the SPN cast and meets Jared feelings develop between the J's, but Jensen is severely damaged but wants to be a stronger, and better person for Jared and eventually tells Jared about all the abuse. I remember Jared feeling overwhelmed, and torn between being happy that Jensen finally starts to tell him his painful past, and physically ill from Jensen's sometimes awkward, and sudden outburst of all the ugly things he went through.

I also remember that Jensen actually believed he wasn't worthy of love, friendship, or even being in Jared's company, and that he was very vulnerable and the story made me cry.

Oh, and Jared has a fight outside of a movie rental place with an old abuser of Jensen's, because the CW star starts calling Jensen a whore, and slut. I think the old abuser actually was with another CW star that he was currently dating, and Jared felt sorry for the new boyfriend and eventually helped that actor out of his abusive relationship with the unknown abuser. If I remember correctly Jensen and the other abused CW star both end up living with Jared. Also, Jared gets physically, and emotional ill himself from neglecting his own needs and putting Jensen's first all the time.

I hope someone remembers this story because I can't find it:-D

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Hey guys, so I was wondering if you guys would help me find some destiel or even gen fics where Cas says or does something so hurtful to Dean that he actually starts crying or just gets really visibly upset. I'd prefer it if Cas felt guilty about upsetting Dean but it's not necessarily a requirement. :) I'd prefer if the fic was completed, thanks!
28 July 2013 @ 01:05 pm
Hey there!

I'm on a hunt for stories about Jared (or anyone really) being concerned about Jensen's weight loss.

It could be because he's been sick, stressed, depressed or whatever the situation.  I just want some serious concern by friends or family.  Maybe some tears?  I love a crying Jensen, not gonna lie!

It can be AU or Non and if it's J2 that's a huge bonus but as long as there is some concern for Jensen and his health in the story, I'll be happy!
The two fics I'm looking for are hurt!Sam(obviously) and I hope someone can help me ifnd them quickly.  I've been looking for them for a long time and if you help me I will love you forever.

1) I don't remember what season it was in but I think it was season 2.  Anyway Sam was kidnapped by a monster(don't remember what) and he was tied up in a basement that had a bad leek and it was storming.  When Dean and Bobby find him the water is high eough that he almost drowns and that is pretty much all I remember.  Oh and it also contained awesome!Dean and Bobby with hurt!and-possibly-sick!Sam

2) Set in either season 1 or 2.  Sam fell down a mine shaft on a hunt(I'm thinking it was for a wendigo) and ended up with a concussion.  It took Dean a long time to find him and Sam was out of it and possibly sick.  I honestly don't remember much more so I hope someone can help.

3) Sam got hit by a car and was left on the side of the road.  Dean found him and he knew Sam was dying so he stayed with him and cuddled right there on the side of the road.  After Sam dies he comes back (temporarily) as a ghost to talk to Dean before he moves on.

Sorry if any of these are really vague but I haven't read any of them for a while.

Oh and please recommend any hurt/sick!Sam from either season 1 or 2!
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18 July 2013 @ 10:30 pm
I know I know I just made another post looking for fics but this thought just came to me.

Are there any fics where Dean suffers from anxiety? Or has an anxiety attack? Or anything related to it like a mental breakdown or such?

Dean centric preferably, with no incest/wincest though

but Destiel encouraged!

17 July 2013 @ 10:51 pm
Looking for any kind of destiel fic where Dean's fear of flying comes up again.

no wincest please thanks!
I'm looking for two specific fics this time!

1) Jensen and Jared are kidnapped by a crazy fan that thinks they are Sam and Dean.  I remember that he makes Jensen carve his name into Jared's arm and rub salt into it so that they can get food and water but the cut I THINK ends up getting infected and Jared almost dies before the police find them.  This was J2 and I'm pretty sure it was a journal.

2) Sam and Dean get in a fight-don't remember what about-and Sam walks off to cool down.  It's winter or something and their stuck in a blizzard.  Sam ends up getting attacked and raped.  He tries to make it back to their motel but can't and Dean goes to look for him.  When he finds Sam he has hypothermia and since they can't get back to their motel he takes them to a shelter.  I can't remember much else but I', pretty sure it's gen and on

3) Anything where Sam or Jared has an allergic reaction to something or has hypothermia!  Wincest J2 or Gen are fine with me.

Edit: Stories 1&2 are found!  Links in the comments!

I also am looking for a new story but I'm too lazy to make another entry so I'll just add it here.

It was on and their was no pairing.  It was set in late season 1.  Sam comes back to the motel alone and hurt when he had been investigating with John.  The two had been attacked and John was almost killed but Sam used his powers and saved John.  John left him to go to a bar and I think Sam had to walk back to the hotel with broken ribs.  When John comes back he and Dean get in a fight in which John calls Sam a freak and Sam hears...I can't remember much else.  Oh and if there are any other stories where John says/does something to hurt Sam then feels guilty about it I would love to know about them!  I don't however want stories where John is a bad dad and intentionally hurts Sam!  I just want guilty!John and hurt!Sam fluff!
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29 June 2013 @ 01:21 am
Okay so I'me looking for this specific fic. It's teenchesters and Sam is in love with Dean but feeling really neglected and he starts freaking out and crying at night. One night Dean finds him and the next day he convinces their dad to like, keep them in one place for a while. So Sam gets involved with basketball and Dean works at a garage, but there's this older guy (20s-30s) who is the athletic manager who starts to hang out with Sam. They're neighbors so when they start hooking up, one day Dean sees and gets really angry and tells Sam that there's a difference between someone who loves you and one who wants you.I remember a part where John thinks Dean should give Sam the talk and stuff at one point~

Any general fics with confused/sad teenchester sam is welcome too!

24 June 2013 @ 09:14 pm
I just came across this story at an old Dean H/C meme and was wondering if there were any others like it -

I'm looking for stories where a lot was put on Dean's shoulders as a child and Sam finds out. Maybe Dean was emotionally/physically abused as a child and Sam finds out later. I always thought that comment Dean makes in DSOTM about when John found out Sam ran away was telling and would love a fic that mentions it. Please no sexual abuse. I'm open to those roles being reversed too if need be and it being Sam who went through this and Dean finds out. But anything h/c and schmoopy where they discuss this issue would be amazing. I just love stories where Sam takes care of Dean for once. So if anyone knows of fic that fits such a generalization of Sam being the temporary big bro, I'm more than open to reading it!
26 May 2013 @ 12:24 pm
I don't really know how to start this, so I'm just going to jump in. Fair warning, this list is long. Also, I'd just like non-Wincest fics.

1. crying!Dean fics. I don't care why he's crying, I just want him crying and Sam or John comforting him.
2. Dean or John is deaged and Same has to take care of them.
3. blind, deaf, hurt, or sick!Dean with Sam taking care of him. I don't care if how hard the injury is or how sick Dean is, if he's been blind or deaf since birth, if it's permanent or just part of a curse.
4. protective or smart!Sam. Just something where Dean or John realize that Sammy isn't little anymore.
5. girl!Sam. Because I'd bet she'd be awesome, I'd prefer Dean is still a boy, unless
6. doctor!Sam. At least have taken some classes, and how'd that would affect their hunts.
7. Crossovers with Criminal Minds (with a focus on Sam and Reid) or SuperWhoLock crossovers. Any kind. Though a focus on Sam, the Elventh Doctor, and Sherlock would be loved.
8. Sam as teenaged father please, or Sam with a daughter.
9. Sam realizing he's gay or bi, and John and Dean's reactions
10. Sam going back just mentally and impressing everyone with his knowledge, or physically and everyone wondering what the hell happened to make him like this.
11. abused!Dean. Any kind, but I'd like the main on it to focus on his recovery.
12. teen!Sam getting addicted to any kind of drugs or starts cutting.
13. teen!Dean getting an eating disorder or being raped and a focus on his recovery.
14. Basically any Castiel/Sam fics that don't meet any of these requirements. No porn unless it's part of a much larger story.

19 May 2013 @ 12:07 pm
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I remember reading a long wincest fic, it was in season 5, and ruby was still alive. Dean and Sam were at odds. Sam found a D/s store and bought a beginners bag. He gave it to Dean and told Dean to think about it. Dean called Sam on the phone and told him to lie on the bed with the lights off. Sam did. and Dean put the collar on Sam, and said it starts when Dean says, and ends when Dean says. Dean tied Sam up and "whipped" him and Sam got hard. and after a little while they had really hot, rough sex. Then Dean felt really guilty and took the collar off Sam. Sam was sad, Dean said they needed some time apart, but Sam didn't leave the town. Dean and Sam were crying a lot. After a couple days or so they got back together and had more sex. ;) around there they captured, tortured and killed Ruby. There is a scene in a diner, Sam isn't aloud to talk, and Dean feeds him. Sam is tied up. then they stopped the apocalypse, and Dean and Sam were going to ask to marry each other or something... I think thats all the details i can remember. it was on lj and it was bottom!Sam thanks!
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Hi y'all !

I'm looking for some really really really saddening J2 fics!
I prefer long ones, but the length doesn't actually matter.
I'm fine with self harm or attempted suicide tics, but I'd rather not have death fics.
The ending does not have to be happy.

(Rating doesn't matter)

Thanks in advance ! xxx
25 April 2013 @ 02:18 pm
Hey anybody know the fic where jensen belongs to jeff, but jeffs wife is jealous so jensen is not allowed to be touched. Jared is playing a card game with jeff and finds jensen. Jared is an alpha; mated to misha who is an omega; but misha is okay with bringing Jensen home. Jared gets jensen home and there are a lot of issues, like jensen hiding in a closet. Oh and jensen hasnt been touched in so long by jeff he is actually touch deprived when jared gets to him and Jared has to touch him and have sex with him in order for him to be okay again. Jensen is really sick and crying becuase of the fact that he is an omega that hasnt been touched. Help please?
05 April 2013 @ 10:46 pm
Hey anybody know any good fics where Jared is an important business person and Jensen is the husband/boyfriend that is home alone missing his lover? I just want some sweet Jared realizing he has been ignoring Jensen. I am totally okay with different background setup as long as there is Jared realizing that he has been ignoring Jensen and trying to show Jensen that he does love him.

Extra Points for:
Jensen trying to cope with being ignored and not succeeding.
Jensen constantly trying to get Jared's attention, but Jared not realizing it.
Crying Jensen!!!!

Any Kink! Mpreg, Knotting, anything like that is okay!

Please! Please! Please!....And thank you!
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19 March 2013 @ 09:44 am
Hi! I am in a mood for some sad wee-teenchester. Is there a story where John promised to be there (game, school play, movie..)but he never showed up leaving Dean sad? The end could be sad or happy doesn`t matter. Thanks!!
Okay, so this is my first post, forgive me if I do this wrong.

1) The first thing I'm looking for are some fics where Sam and Dean are in high school. I don't want A!U, to be clear. But any thing else is fine really, I'd prefer it if they were on a hunt in town and they had to stick around because John was out finishing it up or something but yeah. It'd also be really good if they're were some fics like this with an outsider POV, the teacher POV's are usually pretty good. (NO WINCEST PLEASE)

2) Secondly, I just want crying, sad, miserable, hurt Cas. Who doesn't?! But yeah, and then Dean comes along and makes everything better. Bonus points if Castiel is crying on his shoulder at one point. I know this might make this a lot harder, but no destiel, please? I mean like romantically. Dean/Cas as best buddies is totally fine and absolutely awesome.

3) Lastly, any fics that are outsider POV's of the boys. I'd absolutely love you forever if it was just some random stranger who saw them while they were kids and the story centers around that, but an outsider POV of the boys when they're older would be great too.

4) I've never read something like this so I'm not positive that it even exists, but I'd love an outsider POV of Cas. Even if it's the outsiders POV of Cas and the boys, that's fine, I'm just really, really craving this right now haha! I think I deserve it since I aced three tests this week!

Anyway, that's all. Thank you so much for your help in advance! x
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1) Fics where Sam is the one on the receiving end in Asylum of Dean's anger and gun.
2) Kind of related to number one. Dean's gun in season 8 Southern Comfort was loaded.
3) Fics where Dean hits Sam and Sam is scared of Dean/hurt because of it. Not like regular beatings but more like in Bloodlust or Born Under a Bad sign with one of Dean's random pissed-off-at-Sammy punches.
4) Dean says something emotionally abusive that makes Sam cry/seriously depressed. I'd like it if Dean felt guilty about it, but not necessary.
5) Fics where they're having sex but Dean is emotionally constipated about it and Sam feels used.
6) Fics where Sam commits suicide/tries to because Dean has been ignoring him or leaves him, thinking it is what Dean wants.

I'm fine with Wincest or gen, but no fics that include non-con or are WIP's please. Thanks a ton to everyone who responds! :D
Hey guys, so I'm kind of on a "gang up on Sam" mood. Could you guys recommend some fics where say, Sam and Dean get in a big fight and Dean says or does something that really hurts Sam's feelings? Extra brownie points if he makes Sam cry. I'd rather Dean wasn't abusing Sam or something. Maybe they get in a fight and Dean takes a swing or something but no actual full on beatings. I'd like Dean to feel super guilty about hurting Sam. Wincest, gen, whatever is fine.

I got the desire for these types of fics from this spnstoryfinders post ( so if you wanna read some to check it out because there is plenty of good recommendations. :) Thanks in advance!
14 January 2013 @ 10:18 am
I have made a similar request before but I was so thrilled with the results that I wanted to try it again :)

I am looking for tearjerkers with with happy/hopeful endings. Please no death!fics! I'm not up for that kind of pain! (And I'm at my work desk, I need to be able to keep up my poker face!)

But other than that, I'm good with nearly anything. Some specifics to maybe narrow things down a bit:
  1. Multi-chapters are strongly preferred
  2. I love AUs (though not necessary)
  3. I love the brotherly relationship
  4. My favorite era is pre-series to pre-season 3 but again, this is a very broad search so I won't say no to anything that is post-season 2.
  5. And if John is featured in it heavily, I prefer that he be portrayed as either neglectful or an a-hole (not that I don't love John or anything, it's only that I prefer a focus on the brothers' co-dependency without having a third party to rely on.)
  6. Hurt!Dean, hurt!Sam, doesn't matter- it's all good :)
  7. And last, please no slash :)

Thank you so much for any help!
08 December 2012 @ 05:24 pm
1. (FOUND! by the lovely de_nugis, thank you!)
it's Sam/Cas, and I remember practically the whole thing, but I cannot for the life of me find it! >.>

It was future!fic, and Cas as he was in late s7 was living alone in a little house in the country, where he was a beekeeper. I think the house was yellow but I might be wrong. Sam came to visit him with a balloon for him and he noticed that the gate was off its hinges or something like that. it was really beautifully written and there was some mention of how Sam was comforted by how Cas was always in the same places when he came to visit... He made really bad lemonade with way too much sugar if I remember right, and I think Sam pretended to like it. Cas wanted Sam to stay longer but Sam said he had to visit Dean.

Dean was in the hospital, semi-comatose and possibly paralyzed, unaware that Sam was there, and Sam had to accept that this was never going to change. He hadn't been accepting this until now, but then he did, and he went to live with Cas. And I think there's a scene at the end where he cried in Cas' arms and yeah. It ended on a hopeful note for Sam and Cas (but not for Dean so much).

2. I'm a lot vaguer on this. All I really remember about it is that Sam hated having his hair cut, and the fic involves Dean cutting Sam's hair for him, and Sam crying. It might have been season four and Sam hadn't had a hair cut since Dean was away? Or some other reason, I think Sam hadn't had his hair cut in a while because Dean hadn't been doing it for whatever reason. (it was definitely older than anything where that reason could've been Purgatory, I think no later than s6). I remember Dean was really tender and loving and Sam cries while the haircut happens... It may or may not have been Wincest.

Thanks! <3
20 October 2012 @ 07:26 pm
heyy! i was looking for a specific story, i hope you can find it! sam is 14 i think.
SO... Sam was in a school play but john needed him on a hunt, they argued and john yelled something really hurtful to sam, and sam went into his room and cried. then on the hunt they split up the find a black dog, john wen tone way and sam and dean went another way. dean said something really hurtful to sam and sam got really hurt and vowed he would never cry again, they found the black dog but john and dean got knocked out, sam went after it himself, he found it, and lurd it into a cave then he cut its head off but he was stuck in the cave and he had to butcher it to get out. john and dean found him. and were horrified, but sam was okay. they went back home and over the next few weeks they notices sam was cold and distant so they took him to pastor jim's and in the chapel sam spoke to jim while dean and john eve's dropped. and he explain the jim, then yelled at dean and john and jim was very disappointed in john and dean and then they went to sam and were like "i love you! come back to us!" but sam said he would never be the way he was again. when they were packing to leave jim's sam talked to dean and said he "lost his soul" and dean vowed he would bring sam back and they hugged.

well thats all i can remember, i hope you can find it, it was on i can't find it :( so please send me the link or something! thanks!
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heyy! so i have been looking for this one, i lost the bookmark. :/

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I hope you can find this i was really looking for it!!! and if you can give the link that great! if not thats okay too! just the title or author is fine. i think it was on so thank you!!!
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18 September 2012 @ 11:14 pm
Heyy! well i read a certain specific fic where sam is 14 and he is alone in the motel bathrrom and he is cutting. but he doesn't realize how far he went until he passes out. dean comes home and brakes down the door and sees sam lying in a pool of his own blood with a hunting knife and wrist bleeding. but he knows sam did try to commit suicide he just went too far. so he takes care of the wounds and sam wakes up on the bed and dean asks why and thats all i remember. so please can you find this one? and others like it? i lvove stories where sam cuts and Dean catches him and sam cries and dean is supportive and stuff! yeah... especially teen!chester(not necassary) 
also are there any teen!chester stories where dean kissed the top of sams head or sam's forehead. or any fics like  -Shower by WaitingForNoExit I love it!!! when they are so close and sam is cute and dean is sturdy but wavering and he kissed sam's forehead not wincesty! yeah, any fics like those. any at all.
Gen. no slash or het of any kind. unless its just Dean getting laid by some anonymous hot chick. yeah. only season 1,2 and Teens. sam 14 or older. no stanford. thanks :) 
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17 September 2012 @ 06:50 am
1. I am in search of your best broken!Dean fics

- Preferably not dealing with Hell PTSD
- No slash
- Happy/hopeful endings
- Dark is good
- crying!Dean is awesome :)

2. Fics where Dean or Sam is keeping a secret from the other

- No slash
- No canon secrets

3. Fics where either Dean or Sam have had a major disability (blind, deaf, paralyzed, etc.) their entire life but then are (supernaturally?) healed and they must readjust to life.

- No slash

Thank you all so much :)
Hey Guys! so i love fics where sam dies for a couple minutes and dean does cpr or mouth-to-mouth or something of that nature to bring him back, especially if they talk about the mouth-to-mouth part.
or dean thinks sam is dead but hes really not, and hes crying and hit rock bottom. then sam comes back and dean is all happy and stuff. yeah i love it.
Also can you tell me of any fics where sam is really cold and they have to huddle/cuddle together to keep warm. or they have to take of there clothes and huddle/cuddle. especially dean, i love shirtless!protective!dean!!!
please nothing in season 3or4 and only when they are on good terms in season 5. no wincest or slash please. no pairings of any kind, only awkward moments. if dean or sam die, they have to come back. and nothing too short please. and nothing that takes really long time to read. so do you have any stories like those? i would really appreciate it! thanks! all other things are aloud, like suicide, self harm, and all that bad stuff. any other possibilities as well.
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 I´m looking for two different kinds of rps-fics to detract me from RL :

1) sad ones: fics, in which Jensen breaks down/cries; preferable long fics and no major character death

2) funny fics: fics which cheer you up/make you laugh/smile (maybe sth like Family first by Miss_Lv; the pups are adorable!)

I prefer:
- main character: Jensen
- slash (any pairing); but bottomJensen

I already checked the recent posts on this page and the mentioned fics, but maybe there are more?

Please excuse my english! I kinda suck at it!
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07 September 2012 @ 04:38 am
Hey everyone, I am feeling so down at the moment and I'd really love if it anyone can rec me some long fics in which there is sadness, destruction of self esteem, whump, angst, misunderstandings, despair and so on going on with the J's or those Winchesters.  For instance, Just One Breath by Kee is exactly what I mean.  Happy endings are a must, along with no major character death.  Everyone else can die though, that's fine. 

I have really been through this site and others thoroughly, so I know most of the famous ones, but then the other day someone rec'd, 'The Incremental Breakage of the Last Tenuous Strands' by Smash86 and I'd never heard of it and of course, LOVED IT so I'm holding out hope that there are fics out there I haven't devoured. 

Preferences are as follows, but seriously, if it's going to make me cry then I'll be thrilled to give it a go. 

Epic/Long length.
No Major Character Death.
J2 and Wincest only.
Self rec's totally welcome.
Happy Endings are essential.
AU's are fine. 

Thanks in advance.  You guys are a great fandom. 
04 September 2012 @ 04:39 pm
Heyy, I'm new at this so i'm sorry if i got a few things wrong!!! I've been looking for a few certain stories. please no wincest, or slash, other than that everything goes!!! and please no abusive John. neglectful!John is fine, Strict!John is also fine. please no deathfics, i guess except for #4, but he has to come back in the end. and nothing in season 3 or 4 and no soulless!sam please. and nothing thats really short, but also nothing that takes you like days to read,(i know I'm picky!)

1. Dean is between 16-22 and sam is between 12-17, around there. and someone, like a teacher, calls Child Protective Services, or the police. and Dean is Sam's legal guardian, and he gets all protective and angry when people accuse him or PaPa Winchester of abusing Sam. of course happy endings, and no wincest or slash please. and no AU's. thanks. something kinda like "The Art Of Balance by SciFiNutTX" i love that one.

2. pretty much anything with fatherly/brotherly Dean to Sam. legal guardian would be awesome! but its not completely necessary. you know something were dean has to go to a parent teacher conference, or has to talk with Sam's principal, or something. again, kinda like"The Art Of Balance by SciFiNutTX"

3. I would also love if Sam goes into the foster care system for a little while, and he gets a bad home, but dean and john get him back.

4. i would like to read something in the 1st, 2nd or 5th season. Sam temporarily dies, and dean does mouth to mouth (NOT wincesty) and Sam comes back, and Dean is like crying and hugs him. or sam temporarily dies and Dean kisses him on his forehead or on the top of his head. (again NOT wincesty) but of course sam comes back to life like 2 minutes later. 

5. It would be nice to read something, in the beginning of season 5 after The End 5x04 where Sam has an awful nightmare and he wakes up with a gasp or screaming and has a panic attack.

6. i also would like to have a motel fix up, but Sam's in A LOT of pain, and Dean feels bad about it(of course) but they don't go to the hospital, its just in the motel. and nothing in seasons 3 or 4

okay! well thats it for now i guess. i think i got all the tags, but like i said, i'm new at this. so thanks all!
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I've been on a Candle_Beck binge, and my sould feels like it's been dragged through razor wire. Well written irresistible razor wire.
So dear SPN Story Finders community, please help me. I'm looking for some really heart wrenching, angsty, sad, sob worthy wincest stories that have a happy or at least not miserable ending. I am more of a Dean!wump kind of girl, but I'll take anything.

Or your favorite wincest stories.

Thank you all for your time and your kindness in sharing with me.
23 August 2012 @ 11:22 pm
hello everyone!
  I am looking for a list of stories with subjects as
        a.) in which Sam starts hunting solo and Dean and John are unaware. any timeline is okafirw 
        b.)while in Stanford Sam is hospitalized with a very serious disease (for ex. Cancer) and everyone finds out and explodes
        c.) the fire that killed Mary never happened meaning they never became hunters but Sam finds out and keeps it a secret until Dean finds out.
                          Please everyone no Wincest or J2. and if possible but not a real requirement try to avoid romance (i'm okay with it if there isnt)

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30 July 2012 @ 06:20 pm
Hey, so I just got done reading this right here:  and was kinding wanting to see if anyone knew of any other stories along these lines? Where Sam or, Jared even, is maybe a little sensitive or stressed or something, and breaks down, cries, gets majorly upset when Dean or John get onto him or yell at him? Lol, I thought that was the cutest thing. ;D