You are viewing spnstoryfinders

23 January 2011 @ 05:41 pm

For those of you who are new or are still confused on how to make a post to spnstoryfinders , please take a look at all the rules and guidelines below before posting.

This post is not where you make searches, please go to the profile and click "post". All comments coming in as a search on this post will be screened and ignored.

What is required on every submissionCollapse )

Requests submitted on mobile devices and mod commentsCollapse )

Before PostingCollapse )

When PostingCollapse )

General pointers and guidelines for taggingCollapse )

If your post is rejectedCollapse )

A few new rulesCollapse )

Comments, Request Status and Sharing StoriesCollapse )

I know it seems like a bunch of stuff is repeated in this post, but that just means it's important. Please follow the rules to the best of your ability. And have fun!

All other rules are posted on the community profile page for your convenience.

If you have any questions regarding anything, feel free to ask on this post or send one of the mods a message.

Frequently Searched For Recs, PDF's/Podfics and others // Deleted/Purged Journals // Deleted stories (authors still active)
1. Usually in J2 fics it is Jared who is all touchy-feely and outgoing whereas Jensen is shy and quiet. So, I am looking for fics in which Jensen is not so shy. I just read a story Five times two. You guys should definitely check it out (Be warned for homophobia and violence, though). In that story, Jensen initiates contact with Jared, makes pornographic sounds while eating cheese souffles, thinks about having his wicked way with Jared and does things like kissing Jared on his neck and calling him baby boy (while they aren't in a relationship). So, basically I'm looking for that kind of Jensen - toppy, outgoing and seductive. Please rec me some fics with toppy!Jensen?

2. I want drunk Jared or drunk Jensen texting or calling the other while drunk. I am kinda looking for crack but anything is fine as long as the boys are drunk. One such story for those of you who are feeling down today, A Cautionary Tale.

3. For my next request, I'm looking for fics with the boys going through character bleed. Y'know Jensen feeling insanely protective of Jared or feeling depressed after filming Sam's death scenes in Season 2 finale (and vice-versa).

Bottom!Jared only, please. Bonus points for non-AU but AU is just perfect as well. I welcome all kinks and self-recs are love. Just, warn me if there is homophobia in the fic you rec. I will still read it but, I just need a warning.

Finally, I am looking for new communities to join. I am new to LJ and the Supernatural fandom here. I also don't know how communities work (It took me a day to figure out Storyfinders). I am looking for communities which are updated frequently and in which I can leave prompts. I keep reading all these comment memes (I think that's what they are called) and I want to leave my own story prompt as well. I ship J2 and Wincest. But, I respect all other ships as well, as long as J2 and Sam/Dean are part of the community too. Please rec me some nice coms to join with a small description of the workings of said community. *puppy eyes*

Thanks in advance :D
Current Mood: crazycrazy
Current Music: Imagine Dragons - I'm bleeding out

I really can't say how much help this community has provided me, really, you're GREAT! (And, please believe me, I'm not saying it so you help me.)
So, that said, ¿could you please help me find this?:

1.- Specific fin in which kid Sam is hunting with John and Dean, a salt&burn thing... I don't remember the specifics, but eventually Sam end trapped inside the coffin with the remains of the ghost. I read it in FF. So... I know is not much, but was one of the first fics I read back when I didn't have the wisdom and knowledge to save a link ar add it to avorites, you know...

2.- It's a fic in which John is in the ground, being beaten by Dean because he punched Sam (or something like that). The thing I clearly remember is that he thinks maybe Dean will kill him protecting his brother, and he's very proud of him for that. Ring any bells for you? FOUND HERE:

3.- You're favorite fics that have the brothers being raised apart, like "Relative Gold" or "With Arms Wide Open" (two very very good ones, if you ask me).

4.- Fic's with time travel, like the Fraternity Series by Fiachra Ochiern. You're favorite fics in which Sam or both brothers travel to help his father (I'd love it if John eventually find out) or help the kid versions of themselves. I already read Training wheels and Terminators, excelent one, by the way, had me laughing all the time!

Please no wincest and, if there's slash, please be it with female characters.
Well, nice day and thanks for the help!!!
05 February 2014 @ 05:51 pm
I am really hoping someone can help me locate this fic. I tried posting this before several months ago and no luck. I’ve added and changed a few things in this post to hopefully jog someone’s memory. I would really appreciate any assistance in locating this fic. Thank you.

Dark!Sam - self-loathing Dean (still not found)Collapse )

affliction: alcoholism, attribute: evil!sam, attribute: dark!sam, attribute: possessive!sam, attribute: jealous!sam, attribute: protective!sam, attribute: stalker,

genre: hurt/comfort, genre: au, genre: dark!fic, genre: dean chooses sam, genre: angst, genre: wincest, genre: ust; position: bottom!Dean; pairing: dean/sam, character: dean, character: sam,

warning: attempt at suicide, warning: non-con, warning: abused!dean (sexual), warning: abused!dean (physical), warning: abused!dean (mental), warning: abused!dean (emotional), attribute: sam's point of view
26 December 2013 @ 07:43 pm
Hi guys,
This is the first time i'm posting here, hope I do it right.
I'm looking for a specific J2 fic in which Jensen wakes up drunk in the night, naked, with a bag of greasy breakfast of burger and fries maybe? He goes with the bag to the living room to find Jared. Then I remember he climbs onto Jared's lap naked, opens the bag and hisses at Jared, "where are the buns Jared?" Jared kisses him and can taste the sesame seeds from the buns that Jensen already ate.
Anyway its adorable and I hope someone can help me find it.

Hi everyone,
I love this fandom, and every last one of it fans! I need help finding a fic. that I read a long time ago, and can't seem to find.

Jensen has been abused in one way or another during his time on every TV show he's been on (emotionally, physically, sexually). He has severe PTSD, and uses drugs, and other self-harming tactics to cope, and to deal with his past abuse.

When he joins the SPN cast and meets Jared feelings develop between the J's, but Jensen is severely damaged but wants to be a stronger, and better person for Jared and eventually tells Jared about all the abuse. I remember Jared feeling overwhelmed, and torn between being happy that Jensen finally starts to tell him his painful past, and physically ill from Jensen's sometimes awkward, and sudden outburst of all the ugly things he went through.

I also remember that Jensen actually believed he wasn't worthy of love, friendship, or even being in Jared's company, and that he was very vulnerable and the story made me cry.

Oh, and Jared has a fight outside of a movie rental place with an old abuser of Jensen's, because the CW star starts calling Jensen a whore, and slut. I think the old abuser actually was with another CW star that he was currently dating, and Jared felt sorry for the new boyfriend and eventually helped that actor out of his abusive relationship with the unknown abuser. If I remember correctly Jensen and the other abused CW star both end up living with Jared. Also, Jared gets physically, and emotional ill himself from neglecting his own needs and putting Jensen's first all the time.

I hope someone remembers this story because I can't find it:-D

Current Location: Bed
Current Mood: Excellent
Current Music: Come Away With Me by Nora Jones
I'm looking for stories with Sam/Dean or J2!

I'm super into gender switch stories where preferably Dean is turned into a girl. But I'll read Sam as a girl too.

Any of these elements are fine:

Drunk boys
Boys pining for each other secretly
Fics with plot, not only porn! ( tho porny fics are great too)! I want too see an emotional side.

What I really want in this story is cunnilingus. I don't think I see a tag for that. For example..dean turns into girl and Sam goes down on her..Kwim?

Eventual full sex.

Do you know if there is any stories in this ballpark out there?
08 May 2013 @ 05:13 pm

sometime ago I started reading a fic about a verry dark mean Jensen who rapes an inocend Jared. It although dealt with the aftermath, when Jensen rely realised what he had done to Jared. And how Jared lived with this experience like suicied thoughts and self harm.

Thank you for your help.
01 May 2013 @ 06:10 pm
I was just looking for a bunch of fics with Sam where he gets depressed or tries to run away or exhausted and severely sad or something and ends up breaking down, and John sort of calms him down and reassures him of his place in the family or something along those lines. Anything from drinking to bullying to sam hiding an injury cause it's "his fault" to suicide is fine (as long as it's not a death fic)
I'd prefer in character stories, so no complete asshole John but he can be nasty.
Any big brother cute Dean stories too are fine.
I really just want any teak jerker sam fics, and maybe some wee!chester "I should've died instead of mom" sam with good john and dean.
09 March 2013 @ 02:57 pm

Bonus points for Dean taking care of him, destiel, and/or pukey!Cas

Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

10 February 2013 @ 04:14 pm

I'm looking for J2 or Wincest fics that fit the list below. Any rating, either AU or non, any kink except non-con, mpreg or scat/watersports. Details under the cut.

Read more...Collapse )
31 December 2012 @ 07:00 pm
Basically I'm looking for fics where
  • the boys are strangers or are barely acquainted (ie. friends of friends, ride the same subway, work in the same giant corporation, you get the idea)
  • one or both of the boys has never been intimate with a guy
    • maybe he's bi/gay-curious
    • doesn't matter if he's "heterosexually active" or completely virginal
  • the boys randomly meet up at a bar, a club, a party, a concert, somewhere with excessive alcohol consumption
  • one or both of the boys have heavily imbibed
  • they hook up
Simple as that. 

I would prefer a story that builds from there, but I suppose I can live with PWP.  :P

  • no AU
  • no knotting
  • no creatures (ie. incubus, vampire, were-whatever)
  • no magic or mind-control
  • no mpreg
  • no dub/non-con
05 November 2012 @ 10:04 am
I started reading a story about J2 pairing, where Jared gets drunk and is found in bed with and ex-girlfriend by Jensen.  The boys are engaged, but Jensen runs out and breaks things off.  My power flickered with a storm, and I lost the page before I could save it.
29 October 2012 @ 01:18 am
1)So there's this vid on youtube that I love and its basically sam and dean constantly drinking and then doing each other. To me it seems like the brothers are basically getting drunk so that they can use the alcohol as an excuse to bang. lol That said, after watching it about ten thousand times I decided, I NEED A STORY OF THIS!

So what I am looking for is any fic (the longer the better) where it is kind of their unspoken thing to drink and then fool around or have sex, only they both kind of know what they are doing, they just haven't faced it yet. It would be amazing if their relationship progressed further than that and even more amazing if their first time together is also in the story. Please rec me anything along those lines! :D

2)Also, in the midst of moving across country, there were a couple days I spent in hotels and on couches while waiting for my apartment to be ready for me to move in and it kind of hit me that technically I was homeless for a few days there. D: so weird! (Obviously its not the same as actually being homeless but still) Of course, that led me to wanting some homeless Jared stories.

I really prefer homeless Jared over Jensen please and also only J2 for this request. I have read a lot of homeless Jared before so there is a good chance I'll have read the common ones but still, please rec me anything and everything!

Thanks guys! :D

(link to the video I mentioned if anyone is interested=
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
09 October 2012 @ 01:27 pm
I'm looking for a specific J2 fic, I think they met at a boarding school. I think Jared was sent there because of his behavior and they were around 16-18ish, I can't remember for sure. There's one specific scene I can remember, Jensen came to Jared's house I think for a holiday break from the school and they ended up getting really drunk and having sex on the kitchen table. I vaguely remember Jensen bottoming, but I could be wrong. Jared's grandmother was the one who saw them. I can't remember much else.

I was also hoping someone could rec fics either Sam/Dean or J2 where there's like an evil/mean bitch type girl or guy, maybe an ex, who is either trying to break them up or getting in the way of them being together. Like Sandy's character in "There's a Hole in Me, Just About the Size of You" by sweet_lyri. Thanks!
First request here, hope I do this right---I'm looking for a story I found originally at Fanfiction where Dean wakes up from being drunk and finds Sam beaten. Dean searches for who did this to his brother and eventually realizes it was him. Can't remember what Season it is related to. Thanks!
14 August 2012 @ 11:52 am
I'm looking for a specific AU J2 story that I read a while back. In it, Jensen is a veterinarian and Jared is a student. Jared brings in a bunch of stray kittens that he found ( I hope I have that detail right). Jared is living with Sandy across town, but starts bringing his dogs to Jensen's clinic. The J's end up together and there is a sequel/timestamp where they move to CA because Jared gets a job offer. There are a few scenes that I remember:

--Jared sends Jensen a Christmas card with a picture of him, Sandy, and the dogs (of course, Jensen is jealous of Sandy).

--There's a party for Jared's graduation and Jared gets very, very drunk. I think he ends up sleeping it off at Jensen's house and there is an almost kiss (or maybe a kiss)

--When the J's get together, Jared takes Jensen to the lake he used to visit with his family all the time. They also stop at a diner and get Jared's favorite dessert.


FOUND: Keep Coming Around

Please tell me someone remembers this story!
Current Mood: hungryhungry

Hi all! Title says it all.
I honestly can't remember if this was a full fic or a short comment-meme-fic, and I can't find it in my bookmarks (if I ever bookmarked it at all).

Basically, Jensen hates surprise parties, but of course Jared throws one for him anyway and he gets wasted. I think the story started out with the morning after, with Jared being woken up by a pissed Jensen.
That's the most I can remember.

Any help appreciated!!!

17 July 2012 @ 04:22 pm
I've been looking for a spesific wincest style songfic. From what I remember it had Sam and Dean trying to tell each other how they feel by songs. Singing, playing songs on a radio etc. The fic also had a songlist that listed all the songs used in the fic. I remember one scene where the boys were drunk and walking home from bar and Dean (or Sam) started singing Abba's Take a chance on me. If this rings any bells, could you please tell me what fic it was or point me in the right direction where I might find it. Thanks in advance!
Hello everybody.  This is my second time here, and i hope that some of you resourceful people around will be able to help me find a wincest fic i read a while ago. I must confess that it was a long time ago (like2 or 3 years ago), and since then i've never been able to find it again. It's driving me crazy, because it was so awesome, and i didn't had the right mind to save it then!  Had all the angst, hotness, love&tenderness i crave in a fic. I don't know if the author got deleted or she (he) deleted her (his  work). The most important details i remember are these: the work was definitely on samdean archive. Ffor a long time Dean was harboring feelings for his little bro and he was feeling very guilty & afraid that Sam will leave him if he ever found out. Sam was in highschool, was kinda shy, they were staying somewhere in some  rented house, and John was gone hunting. I remember that at some point Dean dragged Sam with him at a party (college party i think). Even before they entered the party, some girls admired Sam and cooed over him saying he was very sweet, like a puppy:). After they arrived at the party, Dean found himself a girl and proceeded in charming her, meanwhile Sam received a drink from a girl, never knowing that drink was spiked with something. I remember that he didn't knew why he was feeling so funny and he found himself talking to a plant, while the girl kept stroking his hair saying he was very sweet&innocent. When Dean found him he realized what was happening, yelled at the girl and dragged  a loopy Sam somewhere to a room, trying to calm him, all the while comforting him saying that everything will be alight. I remembered that he hugged Sam, he helped stand next to a door, and from then on, the things progressed and Dean ended up giving his brother a blowjob. I remember  that Dean wanted it very much, couldn't helped it all the blaming himself that he was sick&perverted that he took advantage of his brother. After, he helped Sam and they've gone home. Still, Sam couldn't forget (as drugged as he was) and wanted more and more. I don't remember if Dean's feelings were returned before all of this, but Sam begun to pressure Dean in giving in. Dean broke down once or twice (can't remember well) by giving another blowjob to Sam ( permanently thinking how much he wanted Sam but still blaming himself), and then guilt won and he cut him off completely. Despite all of this, Sam still insisted until Dean broke down. I remember it was so very angsty and hot, underneath all of these the love,tenderness& protectiveness of Dean burned so bright. *sigh*
Wow, such a long rant.

OMG, FOUND IT!!!! It's here : (i don't know why crappy lj won't allow me to post the link directly). SO HAPPY! And apparently (now i remember) it was a verse as you can see here To bad the author deleted her journal, now i remember the angsty, terrific story continues from there *sigh*. Thanks so much to everybody who looked and pointed me to the right direction. Group hug
Current Mood: giddygiddy
30 June 2012 @ 02:54 pm
Avast people of the LJ community,

Today I'm in the mood for just everything Misha/Jensen! 

What I really want:
-AU's of any kind
-High School AU's
-College AU's
-Threesome ((With Jared preferably))
-I prefer Top!Jensen but I'll take what I can get ;D
-Long fics, short fcs, epic fics whatever!
The ONLY thing I DO NOT want is MPreg stories....

Just gimmi my boys getting it on....

All suggestions welcome :3


Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Aftermath - Adam Lambert
19 June 2012 @ 10:35 pm
Hi, I'm desperately trying to find this story based on "It's a terrible life".
Castiel works as Dean's secretary at the Adler Industry. He works like a robot, wearing the same clothes everyday and not speaking.
Dean is curious about his silent worker and tries to help when he discovers Cas living in a very bad and dump neighborhood. However Cas asks Dean to not worry about him because he is a hopeless case. Every months? Cas has to report to Zachariah about his behaviour.
The nasty man tells Dean the truth: Cas is drug and alcool addict who worked for Zachariah some time ago with the same job Dean does now. He had a nervous breakdown but Zacharish could not fire him to not put shame on his company.
I remember Cas eats the same soup and ice-cream everyday to a little cafe and Dean feels sorry for him.
I know the plot is not very clear but can you help me?

Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: Fly away
30 May 2012 @ 07:40 pm
I know I will kick myself when someone finds this, but I lost it and it's driving me crazy.

Jensen gets drunk in the afternoon at a friend's house (pretty sure Chris, Tom, and maybe Misha are there). When he leaves to go home, he takes someone else's bike (I think it may be a tandem bike). He proceeds to run over Jared, they spend time together but wait to have sex until Jensen sobers up. It was schmoopy and semi-cracky, but a really fun read.
Anyone know this one?

EDIT: found in comments!
29 May 2012 @ 10:23 pm

I'm looking for some J2 non-au where the boys or one of the boys are driven wild with curiosity from all the talk and fanfic from the fans thinking they are together and decide to or convince the other to sleep together to see if there is any truth to all the looks and touches that fans pick up on as their true love. Afterward there is an awkwardness between them because they are shocked that they actually liked it and don't want to admit their true feelings. I want them to get together in the end though. Neither of them should have any previous experience with guys, completely hetero then turning for each other would be good.

The same sort of storyline would be okay of the boys were drunk or high and 'woops' they had sex and liked it. But are awkward about it after.

I read some like this ages ago back at the start of the show and now I can't stop thinking about it again so any old or new fics would be awesome! Thanks!
Current Mood: happyhappy
Hey there,

I'm looking for a specific story, fairly recent I think as I'm pretty sure it's set in season 7, where Sam is cursed/poisoned temporarily and is in a lot of pain, so the boys hole up somewhere till he's better. And Dean has clearly got a problem with drinking - there's description of his hands shaking when he's trying to help Sam out and he's embarrassed/ashamed about it and has to have a drink before he can carry on.

There's a particular bit I remember where Sam stops Dean from drinking, says he misses him and can he just spend ten minutes with his brother without the alcohol.

And then they play Mad Libs.

I've looked everywhere and for the life of me can't remember who wrote it.

(I seem to remember it being exceptionally awesome, so if it's you, very good job!)

Thanks in advanced! Any help with this is greatly appreciated.

ETA: FOUND in a flash in the comments.

I need your help again :( Dead-freakydude deleted her journal, and I really liked one of her fics. The title is "I liked it". It's basically pwp, drunk!jensen unexpectedly sneaks into Jared!s apartment, rims him, then fucks him (first time). I would really-really like to have that story, so hot! Please, someone help? :)

Thank you!
07 May 2012 @ 01:01 am
Basically I'm looking for a fic where Dean is involved in AA.

In my mind, Dean is so clearly a screwed to hell alcoholic, with all these problems, and just imagine the paiiiin, of like Deeeean actually being able to discuss his angst anonymously. And like trying to not be such a screw up with his blatant drinking problems.

Gen fic would be fine, although if there is a pairing I'm all about the Dean/Castiel.
I read all ratings, but no Wincest.

I don't know if there is anything out there like this.
I didn't even know this comm existed until about 20 minutes ago.
So if anyone finds anything that would be awesome!
1. Demon!Dean fics. I don't want him to be in hell, though... preferably fics where he comes back from hell wrong. 

2. Stories right after Sam jumps in the pit. Dean trying to cope, lots of caring!Lisa please :D I prefer something with a plot, if at all possible :)

3. Stories like the Angelwings 'Verse where Dean or Sam is forced to do something really horrible and this causes lots of self-loathing and angst.

4. Low self-esteem!Dean; crying!boys

5. Stories where one of the boys gets lost and the other one is looking for them. I don't want them being held captive somewhere, I want them to be looking for the other brother while the other brother is looking for them.

Please, no slash for any of these requests.

Other than that I have no other squicks and I am ignoring the ones that I do have :)
31 March 2012 @ 05:16 pm
I am looking for drunk!Dean fics :)

I'm not looking for alcoholic!Dean stories, more specifically, stories where he's actually drunk. Sad!drunk, schmoopy!drunk, angry!drunk, funny!drunk, whatever. Drugged!Dean is also good :)

One-shots are preferred but not mandatory.

Also, I recently read a story where Dean was a drug addict. Does anyone have any recommendations dealing with that topic? I'd prefer hopeful endings. They don't have to be happy, but I don't want it to end badly or without any hope of resolution. I'd love multi-chapter or one-shots for this request.

Please no slash :)
22 March 2012 @ 08:47 am
I'm pretty sure it was the sequel to another story. Jensen and Jared are in college. Jared, who is super smart, is younger than Jensen. In this story, Jensen turns 21 and starts going out with a crowd who likes to drink a lot. Since Jared is younger, he can't take part in that. Jared has a study partner, who is interested in him and Jensen gets jealous.

Does this sound familiar to anyone?

ETA: Found! Link in comments
20 March 2012 @ 11:04 am

I am looking for a specific J2 fic that I read on sinful desires. I believe that J2 used to be a couple, but somehow the network made them get married. I know that Jensen starts to drink more and more till finally Jared and Jensen's family have to force him into rehab. I think Jensen takes a swing at Jared and says some really horrible stuff to Jared also I believe Jared becomes executor of Jensen's finances. I think the two get back together at the end once Jensen is out of rehab.

Hope someone can recognize this story and thanks in advance!
15 February 2012 @ 08:15 pm
OK, So it was my birthday yesterday (yes on valentines!) Give me the gift of amazing SPN fics?

1. A master/slave (with Castiel as the master, preferably) relationship. Maybe in a 'verse where slavery is normal (eg. like @HigherMagic's demon buying in her one fic). Can contain any kink EXCEPT mpreg.

2. Highschool AU fic, where Castiel is bullied. Would like for it to include drug/alcohol abuse, self-harm and depression.

3. Something totally awesome/different, that you really love. Must have pr0n! PWP is more than welcome.

Oh, and please nothing lower than R ratings.
Sorry if I overtagged.
Current Location: South Africa, Johannesburg
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
14 February 2012 @ 04:02 pm
Does anyone know if Down the Rabbit Hole and its sequel are available anywhere? I originally read it on Sinful Desire. These stories are about Alcoholic!Jared. The first one is told from Jensen's point of view and the sequel covers the same time period, but is from Jared's point of view.

Spoilers behind cutCollapse )

Hopes this sounds familiar to someone.

Current Mood: sicksick
19 January 2012 @ 11:48 am
Hello! I would really appreciate your help.
I would like a fic where John is mean to Dean because he is drunk. John can stay mean or choose to start behaving better. Other stories including rps are fine as long as dean/jensen is being negatively affected by the drinking of those he loves. No wincest please! Dean/Jensen abuse would be good.

05 January 2012 @ 09:27 pm
 I'm looking for a certain fics :D

1. Wherein Dean have one-side love for Sam but Sam realize his own feeling and loves Dean back

2. Wherein Dean is  flirting with someone or the other  way around and Sam is jealous but keep deny that he's not, but then he cant take it anymore and BOOM! Wincest happen :D

3.Wherein one of the boys be all clingy to the other

4. Wherein Sammy is drunk and confess his feeling to Dean ( or the other way around)

oh and self recs are welcome too :'3

many thanks ^^~
06 January 2012 @ 12:51 am
Does anyone know any drunk!Sam or Dean stories where the drunk brother confesses to having unbrotherly feelings? 
Don't care about the rating but happy endings please. Self recs are welcome :)

Thanks in advance
So, I usually try to avoid sounding so dramatic but my life lately has been incredibly hard. to be honest I'm cracking a little under the pressure and lately supernatural and spn fic is really the only thing that actually distracts me. For that reason I was hoping that all you wonderful people can help me find more to read! You have never disappointed yet, so here goes! 

(also i hope i got the tags right! mods please help if i messed up!)

here's the request!Collapse )
Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,
Current Mood: sadsad
27 November 2011 @ 08:04 am
Has anyone written a fic about high!Dean?

Specifics behind the cut.

Read more...Collapse )

And while I'm at it, any de-aged!Dean recs are welcome. Just whatever your favorites are, although I'm partial to more drama and angst and less baby issues. Thanks guys. =)
I'm looking for a specific fic I apparently didn't bookmark:

The story is really about Dean going through the 12 steps of Alcoholics Anonymous. I can't remember if the story starts from when he decides to enter rehab or during the story he backslips and ends up in rehab again. In this, John is also an alcoholic (and/or addict) and Sam is becoming/is a lawyer. This story is AU but follows canon in terms of backstory - Dean helped raise Sam, etc.  During this time he becomes friends and then builds a relationship with Cas, his neighbor. Cas is raising his nephew, whose mom is also an alcoholic and/or addict. 

The story really delves deep into each of the steps. I believe Bobby was his sponsor, and near the end he becomes one to someone else. 

I don't remember who the author is but she talked about her experience working in rehab. I think I read it on LJ but I may be mistaken.

(Also, I just discovered this community and it's awesome. Thanks!)
25 November 2011 @ 08:31 pm
Looking for a story I'm almost positive was on It was multichapter, but the chapter I'm remembering involved Sam drunk-emailing Dean from his laptop in the Impala. I think it took place in s1-2, because he was still heavily mourning for Jess and drunkenly begging for reassurances that she'd loved him. Also, his spelling was terrible (and hilarious). Sorry I can't remember more.
05 October 2011 @ 11:25 pm
Hello everybody! I hope i've come to the right place to ask this. I am new to this community and i would appreciate some help finding a fic that i've read a year ago involving Jensen&Jared. I looked for it everywhere and still nothing. The only things i remember about it is that Jensen and Jared were working together on Supernatural and Jared was secretly having a crush on Jensen. On the night of his birthday, a drunken Jared lights a candle, mistakenly uses a wrong spell (borrowed from the set, i think) and wishes for something. The next day, Jensen is nowhere to be found, and he wakes himself as a cat. I remember though that i laughed many times while riding this fic, especially when Jared was making fun of Jensen when he was playing with some toy that Jared bought from the pet store. Later on, it proves that the spell was something from a egyptian goddess related with cats or something...But in the end there's still sex and everything is ending happily...Please, help?! Any pointing to the right direction is truly appreciated...:). Thank you
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: Jay Gruska Oregon Town
10 September 2011 @ 09:20 am
So there was a story on MSN yesterday about a Moose in Sweden who got drunk and basically had to sleep it off in somebody's front lawn. (Apparenlty he had eaten a bunch of fermenting apples from a nearby tree.)

So of COURSE I had to think of Jared when I saw the piece.

Basically I'm looking for Jared passing out on Jensen's lawn/couch/bed/kitchen floor etc. I'd prefer happy! drunk and J2 and not maudlin drunk where there is super angst.

Drunken confessions of love (because Jared could never work up the courage or thinks Jensen isn't interested) are loved.

I know these are out there somewhere especially with all the college fics.
04 August 2011 @ 03:49 pm
Are there any AUs where Dean goes to get Sam at Stanford at the beginning of s1, but Sam won't come with him?
OR where Dean doesn't go to get Sam at all.

I'm also looking for a specific fic. It dealt with alcoholism. It was an AU where I think Dean left John and Sam (maybe to go to college?) and then Sam catches up with him later, by that time Dean's an alcoholic. I think it was wincest.
John might have been an alcoholic too... not sure.
30 July 2011 @ 08:37 pm
Does anyone remember a story which just to be politeCollapse ) It was way back in the beginning.

Thank you.

Current Location: Australia,
Current Mood: curiouscurious
19 July 2011 @ 04:59 pm
I read a series of J2 ficlets a couple of years ago. I'm pretty sure it was one of those "Five Times. . ." In this particular one

ETA: FOUND! I actually stumbled across this one while reading another fic by the same author!

The Sexcapades of horny!drunk!Jared and giggly!drunk!Jensen

(spoilers under the cut)Collapse )

Does this sound familiar to anyone?
Current Mood: happyhappy
18 July 2011 @ 03:43 am
Description under the cut - non-con.

Read more...Collapse )

Found in the comments!  Thank you!
1) Are there any stories where the other people/things/whatever, in the fight think Dean (or I'll take Sam as well, but I prefer Dean) is way under-qualified to win the fight but Dean (or Sam) totally come out on top? (eg: bringing a knife to a gun fight and the guy with the knife winning)

2) Are there any stories where something that ordinary people with apple-pie lives normally do that scare Dean/Sam/John (eg: About half-way down into the story, there's a part about Sam wanting to be a vet ) Kinda like a normal-human version of "Demons I get, people are crazy"

3) Anything where Sam or Dean are high on medication (that they needed to take because of an injury or illness) or drunk and they have hallucinations or they ramble on about very random stuff that doesn't make sense what-so-ever. Then the other brother has to look out for loopy!boy. I want a humorous story, little-to-no serious stuff in it. (sorry if this isn't clear, I don't exactly know how to explain it properly)

Please and Thank-you

PS: I'm still looking for this story (sorry mods, if this isn't allowed)
09 June 2011 @ 10:21 pm

Hey guys,

here I am again, needing your help ;-) 

So I was reading all the bodyshot-fics at J2_recs, which were really great. 

Now I am wondering if there are any Bodyshot fics invoving Sam and Dean (or maybe also Truth or Dare fics).

If someone knows any I would be really exited to read them!

Thx again folks!


Current Mood: creativecreative
08 June 2011 @ 02:36 am
1. Dean/Jensen or Sam/Jared struggling with alcoholism.

2. An ex-roommate of mine OD'd in the park just last week and I feel like the circle has finally closed. At least for me. So, anyway, give me the grittiest drug fics out there. I've read A Good Man is Hard to Find too many times already but something similar would be perfect.

Thank you!
Current Location: Finland
Current Mood: relievedrelieved
Current Music: Miles Davis - Kind of Blue