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1. Set after the apocalypse, Cas has fallen and is living with Sam and Dean in a house (it might have been Bobby's). Sam marries Sarah and they have gifted children due to his demon abilities, I think, if I'm remembering it right. Eventually, after many years Gabriel actually leaves them a baby that is theirs biologically, but no one birthed it. This was a series I believe. Found:

2. Cas is fallen and human, but also dying because of it and has very little time to live. He lives at Bobby's house with everyone. I remember the scene of Cas dying at night, in bed with Dean. His lungs filled up with blood and he drowned. (SPOLIER!!! Gabriel brings him back to life like a chapter later) Found:

Any help would be great, Thank you!
21 December 2013 @ 04:27 am
There was a fic I read a couple months back that I forgot the title and author of but I'm pretty sure I read it on ao3 and that it was complete. Castiel fell causing his grace to create a giant field of blue flowers. This caused Dean to have nightmares out of guilt. Castiel gets taken to a hospital where Missouri shows up to say Castiel has a new soul and like a baby his physical body needs to be held to show him love. Sam finds a girlfriend and Dean and Castiel live with them... and that's all I got! Any help locating this story would be much appreciated!
I'm going crazy to find this fic. I don't remember what happened in details, I think it's on AO3 but i couldn't find it anywhere!
It was posted before the actual beginning of season 9, and

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If you can find it, i'll be forever grateful! Thank you!

(Please mods, i tried to put season 9 stuff inside a cut, but in the preview it doesn't work, maybe i'm doing something wrong, can you put it inside the cut for me? Thank you!)

Hi All

1. Destiel, where Dean is just a good guy. Human!AU preferable, finished story preferable, always love awkward Cas. I'm open to any recs but in my head I was mostly looking for fics where Dean doesn't do the whole "am I bi?" dance and just ends up in this (fluffy) domestic story without realizing it, and if he has a freak-out/there's misunderstandings it's easily taken care of. Him having self-esteem issues is fine but I'm not really looking for heavy angst ones.

Self recs and cis-swaps welcome. Examples:  Shut Up (Put Your Money Where Your Mouth Is) kototyph or A Sketchy Sort of Love Affair by Vera (only Destiel not Debriel for this ask).

2. Ok I'm like 85% sure this was a Destiel, fallen!Cas story, but all I remember is Dean and Cas (Sam is there but in the background?) coming up from the basement and the creature (witch?) takes an ax to them and one of them steps in front of the other and gets an axe in their neck and they're basically dead except then *something* happens and then I think it turns into feelings!confessions. It's the end of a much larger fic. <- sorry that is a horrible remembering

Thank you!

04 November 2013 @ 08:01 am
Hello all!

I recall reading a story (actually, I think it might have been a series) in which Cas falls and is somehow injured, leaving him blind. Dean and Sam set him up with a house but then more or less leave him, I think because Dean is so guilty he just can't stay. The chapter/story that I mostly remember is that Cas has visions of the future and is kidnapped by some hunters who want him to give them some info. They then abandon him by the side of the road, and he's totally lost and wandering down the road until he's saved by some good samaritans.

Hope someone recognizes this - I've looked through a bunch of blind!cas fics and haven't struck gold yet.

02 August 2013 @ 08:23 pm
HI! I was hoping to get some help in finding a fic- one i remember was a favorite, but of course i lost it....

I can only really remember a picnic scene where dean goes out with his work buddies to play soccer and leaves Cas with the wives on a picnic blanket. Cas wasn't "all there" and was trying to get a recipe from one of the wives, and got a extreme fever that had Dean taking him home. Dean was working at a garage- body shop. Sam was in Hell, i think.
And one more specific request - I read a fic a long time ago that was Dean/Cas. It might have been post-Season 5, because Cas might have been fallen - I can't remember. All I really remember is that Dean and Cas were asked by some man (a friend of Bobby's, maybe?) to fix up/build a house, and they were allowed to live there while they were doing it. Eventual Dean/Cas toward the end. I think it was several parts, maybe 3 or 4, and I'm pretty sure it was on Livejournal. I thought I had it bookmarked but I guess I didn't. If you know this fic, please send it my way! Thank you!

Edit - Found! Freedom Hangs Like Heaven
18 July 2013 @ 08:13 pm
Okay, I been looking for this fic for a while, but looking through my browser's history has yield no results. I only remember a tiny bit of it and I don't know if that is enough to locate the fic.

Details: At some point Castiel has become human. Dean is endangered and the only way to save him is if Castiel's grace is restored. So Cas makes some kind of deal with Heaven to get the grace he needs to rescue Dean. After the rescue is complete, one of the angels (Zachariah?) tells Sam that  Cas was only given enough grace to find & rescue Dean (and possibility heal Dean); once Cas used all that grace, Cas would be effectively human again. The angel then goes on to say that they knew that exact amount of grace to give Cas for his rescue because of what happened when Cas broke Dean out of Hell.

The whole conversation between the angel and Sam might have taken place at Bobby's house.

Found: It's Forgive you? forget you. the end... by caz2y5.
09 June 2013 @ 07:02 pm
I think I've been patient enough, trying to look for them myself, but...

Are there any fics out there dealing with the events at the end of the season eight finale from an outside pov? Or that have at least some focus like that

Spoilers for s8Collapse )

I'm sure this podfic is at least a year old and more than an hour long. It's set in the future, but I'm not sure if it's a 2014!Cas or AU. This story is almost completely Cas'. I believe Sam said yes to Lucifer and Dean went off to find/kill him. When Dean leaves Cas, he's lost without him. He wanders and comforts himself with alcohol and drugs. In his journey, he's staying in an apartment. There's an religious woman who believes this is a test God has given to Cas.

I thought the title was something like Thursday's Angel or Angel of Thursday, but I haven't been able to find it under that title, reader, or author.

If anyone can find the podfic or the text version of this, I'd be so grateful and promise to bookmark and back it up for the next time my mp3 player dies on me.

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23 May 2013 @ 08:41 pm

1. I'm looking for some fics where Castiel has recently fallen (maybe quite angsty), but don't end up with him and Dean sleeping together on the first night he falls. I prefer destiel or gen. *I don't mind it if they do end up in a relationship, I just don't want that to be the main part of the story to be smut*

2. I'm also looking for something where for whatever reason Cas wears Dean's clothes *gen or destiel*

3. Fics that include Dean, Sam, Bobby, or even the angels acknowledging Castiel's worth and actually being grateful for how much he's done and given up for them.

4. (Not sure if this even exists) Fics in which Sam and/or Dean see Castiel with one of his brothers (Balthazar,Gabriel,Michael) and he acts differently to how he does when he's around the Winchesters. (Like more comfortable or something/less serious)

5. Cas being considered one of 'Bobby's boys' like Dean and Sam are.

6. Any fics were Dean and Sam say 'I love you' or something along those lines. NO WINCEST I purely want platonic brotherly love.

7. Sam and Dean being really protective of Cas for whatever reason. *gen or destiel*

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22 May 2013 @ 09:24 am
I'm searching for a specific fic I'm whic Cas has fallen and is blind. He lives alone and has psychic visions ehich he uses to help hunters including at one point Dean when Sam goes missing on a hunt. I think he was also kidnaped by a gang or some drug dealers to get some information from him.
hi folks,

I'm not sure if such exist, but if so, I'm hoping you can direct me to stories where Cas, having fallen (at some point, for some reason), is now human, but due either to depression, recovery from injury, or simply not understanding the necessity, really isn't taking care of his human body - becoming overweight, not learning new skills, etc., and Dean has to chivy him off the couch and get him moving.  I'd especially like it if it focused on things like fitness and general health, but any other aspects are game too. This can be the focus of the story or just a part of a larger development. Basically I want to see Dean helping Cas overcome inertia in terms of becoming human, especially the most basic physical parts of humanity.

I prefer no incest of any kind or RPF, but I'm good with other slash, mild het, or gen.  I've seen up to the end of S8, so spoil away. :)  I'd prefer it not be significantly AU (ie. Cas was never an angel, Dean was never a hunter, we're all in high school, etc. Spinning off after a series event to show the boys settling down or taking a different path is fine, though.)  Humour, angst, or other, it's all good!  I'd especially appreciate stories that don't get recced a lot, are new, or are underappreciated, as I've combed a lot of similar themes here and on AO3 already. Self-recs and crossovers welcome.

Thanks in advance for whatever you come up with! :)
05 April 2013 @ 02:47 pm
I'm looking for fics where Demon!Dean andBoyKing!Sam rule hell together (Wincest stories ) it would be awesome if they have Cas as there pet/slave
I've been procrastinating on studying searching for a fic I just got a craving for, and I can't for the life of me find it!

It was about recently-fallen and depressed(?) Castiel who broke his foot, and so he got prescription pain meds for it. Dean, worrying about what he saw in 2014, puts his doses on a very strict schedule.

It might have been Dean/Castiel, but if not, then it would be completely Gen.

For more specific details:
Dean never tells Sam about why he's so worried about the drugs, so at some point Sam gives in while Dean is away and gives Castiel extra meds. And at some other point Dean and Castiel get into a fight so Dean storms out, and while Castiel is alone he manages to get to the pill bottle and ends up ODing (Dean comes back in time to save him, though).

Thanks for any help!
Anything where (fallen) Castiel has an eating disorder, and Dean is caring/worried

Please no slash and no AU


This is a general fic search.
I was wondering if anyone knows of any fics where Castiel has an eating disorder of some sort and Dean is worried/caring.

Specifically - Cas has just/recently fallen and become human and dean, Sam (and Cas) forget/don't realize that Cas needs to eat now, but don't realize until something bad happens eg. Cas collapses (anything along those lines)
Please NO SLASH or AU.
02 February 2013 @ 07:58 pm
I've looked for these stories everywhere and haven't managed to find them yet. The 3 specific fics are a few years old, I read them back when season 4 was airing before getting out of the fandom for a while and losing the links, so hopefully someone will remember them.

1. J2 fic. I don't remember much but I do remember that Jared had just moved to a town for some reason where Jensen was like the recluse, no one really liked him, and it was because people thought he was a witch. Jared ends up becoming friends with him, and then finds out that Jensen really is a witch, and then the town proceeds to find out and Jensen has to leave, blaming Jared, the only one who knew. - Found!

2. SPN fic. I think it was gen, and it was really short, like a snippet. Castiel had fallen for Sam (who was a bad guy at this point, obviously) and was leading an army for him against Heaven to help him get back his brother, who had been taken. It might have been implied wincest as well, but I think it was gen. It was also primarily from Castiels POV I believe, though Sam was in it as well.

3. J2 fic. I honestly don't remember much about this fic except for the fact that it took place in Dallas, where Jensen I believe was some sort of businessman who had made it into the news alot. Jared might have been a businessman as well, or maybe an athlete, and it was a big deal when they came out together as a couple, but people loved them more or less I believe. They were both more or less local celebrities.

4. General request. Does anyone know of any de-aged Dean fics where he's only de-aged to like a teenager or something instead of a little kid like most de-aged fics? Around 13 or older, and if he had to pose as Sam's little brother now that would be awesome. He can either keep his adult memories or not, and if he doesn't it would be awesome if he realized who Sam was without Sam having to convince him too hard, but it's fine if he doesn't realize it until Sam convinces him.

Thank you in advance if you can help me out :)

♥, Rin

Ok, this was Dean had cancer and so they hole up for a bit and he gets chemo and mostly what I remember is the whole thing was just kind of matter-of-fact toned. Dean doesn't lose his hair and it mentions that except for check-ups having cancer isn't ever really brought up or mentioned again in their life. I remember Sam and Dean but I can't remember if there was John, so I'm assuming it was early S1. I read it on an LJ.

-----> Found: Silver Earrings by wave_obscura

Cas falls (from heaven) and then his body falls apart because angels weren't meant to live in human bodies (or some reason like that.) He gets sick and the fic ends with him dying. At one point Dean asks why only Sam & Bobby (they are staying at Bobby's) can help him shower,etc and Cas says it's because he doesn't want Dean to see him like this. I think near the end he goes for a drive with Cas (even though Cas is too weak for it at this point) and they (finally?) kiss. Cas says at one point he doesn't regret falling. They may have shared a bed. Dean POV, I believe.

-----> Found: full of sparks by glassyskies

Thank you!!! I know, neither really have that much to go on, but anything that rings a distance bell.
I'm looking for a fic I had on pdf but it got deleted and I can't remember the name. In it, Dean works at his family hardware story with his mother (his parents are divorced and Sam lives in California), he ends up meeting cas after Cas has moved into an old house in need of a lot of fix up, Cas is quite a recluse, and Dean ends up delivering all the stuff to him and then they become tentative friends. Cas is working for Zachariah, who is actually paying for Cas to live in the house and everything. Cas and Dean both have a thing for each other, but Cas has amnesia from a few years earlier, and a sense of debt to Zachariah that causes problems.

It eventually ties into canon in that Mary is a hunter, and the Campbells are hunters, and the Supernatural books exists, which they find on accident at a convention in which case other characters like Anna and Kali and maybe even Gabriel make an appearance, as the AU world and the canon world start to converge on each other.

I hadn't finished reading it, but I do need it if anyone can help me.

UPDATE: Found.
10 December 2012 @ 06:26 pm
I have a craving for stories where Cas is caught and interrogated by the police and for some reason is unable to just fly away (maybe he's fallen or there's something blocking his angel powers?) Dean and Sam may or may not be with him.

Was also wondering of there are any fics out there where the cops that are chasing the Winchesters put all the evidence together and come to the conclusion that the Winchesters aren't serial killers -they're vigilantes (which is what I would think the evidence would point towards, with the killings always starting before the boys enter the town, and ending when they leave).

On that note, are there any stories where the Winchesters are vigilantes? Or where they kill human evil instead of or as well as the supernatural kind.

Thanks :)
(This is my first time posting, so I'm not really sure whether I've done it right?)
17 November 2012 @ 11:52 pm
 Well I'm losing my mind trying to find this fic- Where Sam!Lucifer some how gets a hold of Cas near the era of " The End" and they end up watching the Earth burn. There was a point where Cas kinda told Lucifer was gonna kill Dean ( I think it was in front of him because he said something along the lines of "make it quick"). It sounded like Castiel was tired of everything and was confused almost; he often used "Sam" to talk about Lucy. I also remember it was kinda short around 1000 words at most. Please help end the madness! Thanks for any help that can be given!
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14 November 2012 @ 05:49 pm
Some time ago I found on tumblr conception that Castiel is Crowley's son, angel of darkness and prince of Hell. There are any fanfiction using this idea? I really don't care about pairing
10 November 2012 @ 02:14 pm
Hello everyone out there!

I really loved Cas' behaviour in season 7 after he took Sam's mental pain and it reminded me of someone with autism.

Now I want to know, are there any Fics out there with Castiel havin autism or asperger? I don't care if it's AU or sets within the serie, I just really want an autstic Cas! I don't care if it's slash or gen or even het, as long as there's no heavy man/woman action. And, to be honest, if it's an AU I would really like to see Gabriel in this fic, too, but that's just the icing on my cupcake!

It would be great if youcould help me! Thank you.
04 November 2012 @ 07:38 pm
Hello! I'm looking for hurt/comfort Destiel slash fics.

I'm not interested in AUs where they're not hunters. I'm also not interested in wincest.

Castiel as a fallen Angel is, however, quite intriguing...

Thanks for the help!

(I didn't include it in the tags, because it's not a requirement, but if the stories are PDFs, that would be awesome!)

Can I add to this? I love LOOOONG stories.
I'm looking for any fics that have Dean showing Cas how to fight, shoot a gun, or anything like that. It could be fallen!Cas or he just wants to know how. Genfic or Dean/Cas, but no wincest.
Thanks in advance.
09 October 2012 @ 12:14 am
I read this fic recently, in the past weeks or two months (but I don't think its a "recent" fic, actually). All I am remembering about it right now is that it ended kinda sadly, but with an open-ending of hope? Cas has fallen and become human and he struggles with it, but at the end, he wants to go off and "find himself" and become his own person apart from Dean (not dependent on Dean or having who he becomes based on Dean). He wants to travel and mentions going off to India and, in comments, the author had said that she imagines he went work with elephants (I think this was alluded to previously in the fic) and did other work and came back home to Dean a few years later and they both were in a better place, having come into their own and matured/grown, and were ready to be able to be together, not broken or trying to put each other back together. And she said she imagined that Cas had had all these adventures and maybe Dean bought him a hang-glider for a present one day lol. I think I read it on Dreamwidth?

I've just been gorging on Dean/Cas fic all summer and I'm sure I bookmarked this or saved a pdf of it but I cannot for the life of me find it! I can't remember the author or anything else about it so I hope someone can help and remembers this fic too? I want to re-read it and rec it to a friend ;)

ETA: Aaaaand after much more looking, I've found the fic. In case anyone else wanted to know, it's Objects Defined by haruslex:
22 September 2012 @ 09:27 pm
I've been trying to track down a story where Castiel has fallen (all the way?) and is pretty much human. He's been living in a crummy little apartment and having "relations" with the land-lady. I remember him also taking up smoking.

The boys come across him (I don't remember if they knew he was there or not) on a hunt and end up crashing with him and such.

I remember the hunt being related to a group off ghosts (teenagers?).

Any help would be much obliged.

Edit: Found! - Perceptions
10 September 2012 @ 03:48 pm
I was wondering if there are any stories that have to do with cas getting addicted to prescription painkillers, or really any other kind of drug as long as it's not something as hardcore as like cocaine, with dean and sam helping get back on track. I'd prefer destiel but gen or any other pairings are totally fine, oh and happy endings please! oh and preferably not end verse stuff because i've already read most of those, thanks :)
I know this may be difficult to find but I'm looking for any fics that have the either one or both of the boys as demons or evil but I don't want any non or dub con at least not between the boys please. Wincest is prefered but I would also give my life for Cas to be involved somehow, whether in an evil!team free will kind of way or destiel, sassy, wincestial, or gen. Fallen, evil, etc Cas is fine. So basically evil/demon!boys with Cas being involved with them in some way. I know it's kind of a hard request to fill but I'd appreciate any help, thanks :)
09 June 2012 @ 09:21 pm

I'm looking for a story in which Dean was a girl (born female). It was some kind of AU, but I can't remember if they were ever hunters or just retired. I think Castiel had fallen (or maybe he was always human?).

It was Destiel and Cas decides to take Dean(na) out on a proper date (and asks Sam, of course). And then he takes Dean(na) out for a picnic and she wears her only dress and I think she braids her hair. It's a very sweet thing, mostly so because Deanna never really allows herself to be feminine/girly.

Does anyone know what I'm talking about? I'd really like to read it again!

Thanks in advance!
28 April 2012 @ 06:05 pm
Hi!  There's this fic I read a few months back wherein Castiel was trapped within his own memories, and was slowly being eaten away by them as an example to other angels who considered rebelling against Heaven (or something).  Sam and Dean (who are now dead) manage to find him and take him back to their own Heaven, where they have located other hunters, their parents, etc, and are helping other people find their loved ones, while also fighting off angels who don't think the human souls belong there.  

Lots of Castiel anger and angst, eventual slash with Dean, and for the love of god I can't seem to find this fic again!  I don't remember the name or the author, just the premise.  Any help is appreciated!

FOUND IT, thanks everyone!

eta: unstrikethrough'd for your convenience!  lord, this place has more rules than customs...
I know this was asked for relatively recently but I can't find it to save my flipping life:

AU. Cas is a fallen-ish angel traveling around 'fixing' things on the sly. Runs across Dean, a preacher's son (John if I remember correctly), who is mostly a handyman, or at least does a lot for his dad's church. They strike it off immediately, partly because Castiel 'knows' something is about to happen to Dean (Dean's upcoming death via... Car crash?), partly because of Destiel. Honestly cannot remember if it was a rewrite of canon or a complete AU. I know the story was something like a two to four week timespan and Dean's death was ice/car related, like a tree through the windshield or something.

Somebody please, PLEASE tell me what this fic is. Google/Bing-fu has failed tonight, along with tag-fu.

ETA: Found by nikkiwhitecraft: I Got Soul but I'm Not a Soldier by starandrea.
31 March 2012 @ 09:26 pm
I'm new to the fandom, and have been devouring fanfic like crazy. I'm hoping you can help me find more fics featuring my favorite tropes:

1.) Hurt!Cas, whether angel, fallen, or human. I'd love to see fics with the boys patching Castiel up, and taking care of him as he slowly heals. Gen or Slash (any configuration) is awesome. BAMF!Hurt!Cas is a nice bonus, as is protective!Sam

2.) This trope is common in my other fandoms. Hoping to find it here. Because of a misunderstanding, or misscommunication Castiel keeps an important fact secret, which ends up biting him. Ex: fallen!Castiel doesn't tell Dean he can't heal himself, and gets hurt during a hunt. human!castiel overhears bitching about increased food bills, and decides he probably doesn't actually need to eat...that sort of thing. Gen or Slash cool.

3.) Any fics featuring the boys an Castiel with Bobby, especially where Bobby is protective of Castiel. Hurt!Castiel and a Dean slow to forgive would be extra nice.
07 April 2011 @ 12:57 am
Could anybody point me to fics where Fallen!Castiel or NowHuman!Castiel (still not sure if these mean the same thing) tries human things for the first time? Such as driving, or ice cream, or human pain, or love. Am open to any kind of rating and pairing, and I have a thing for angsty things, but I'm taking whatever you guys can find me. XD
26 March 2011 @ 04:15 pm
Haven't posted here in a while but I'm running out of things to read so naturally, I ran here. ^^

Pretty general requests this time around. But apparently I'm in a dark mood... =/

1) Dark/Demon!Dean with fallen or falling!Castiel. I want Dean to really be affected by being in Hell... almost like he belongs there more now. So, lotsa angst with the demon-y factor there but I like a fluffy ending. ^^

NO dub-con, non-con, het and preferably no bottom!Dean...

2) Again with Dark/Demon!Dean but this time with Sammy. No wincest please! Any and all AUs where they aren't brothers. I've read what's written of 'A Monster By Any Other Name' and I love it soo much! That doesn't have demon!Dean but it's a great example of an amazing 'not-brothers' AU (recommend it to anyone who hasn't read it btw!). Same as above, angst but schmoopy fluff is great towards the end too!

NO non-con, het... umm maaybe if the story is great then a touch of dub-con can be fine. And like always, bottom!Sammy pleease. ^^

01 January 2011 @ 01:24 pm
Does anyone know of some really good Castiel/Lucifer stories? It seems to be a fairly new pairing and i can't seem to a lot of stories on it, and the ones i did find were short, only one page. Big plus for human!Castiel/Lucifer. I remember reading one like that where it was in the future and fallen Castiel bumps into Lucifer after getting separated from Dean. THANKS SO MUCH!!! 
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22 December 2010 @ 11:52 pm
Hey there! I was wondering if anyone here knew of any stories in which Cas was already fallen before he meets Dean, or any where Cas is a demon, not possessed by one, but, like he himself is a demon.

I would be eternally grateful if anyone could help me out.
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23 December 2010 @ 07:26 am
Okay, so, my girlfriend has demanded Cas!whump fics, and there's a specific one I remember that she might like, but the memory is a little hazy.  It was Dean/Cas, long(ish), had falling!Castiel in worsening states of health and, IIRC, there was a lake that Cas' grace had fallen into and he had to be baptized in the lake to get it back.  Zachariah was in it too, I think.

Barring that, rec me your favorite Cas!whump fics!  Physical, emotional, psychological, not picky over here.  I thank you, and my girlfriend thanks you.
18 December 2010 @ 12:46 am
I've been wracking my brain trying to remember where I read this fic, and figured I should appeal to outside help. I remember the following:

- it's a long/long-ish fic, but I can't remember if it was written for any Big Bang/general challenge
- it's a slow going, complicated Dean/Cas fic, in which Dean is in angry, furious denial, and Cas silently, angrily waits 
- Cas has either fallen or is very, very close to falling already 
- Gabriel gets involved at one point, and turns Dean into a woman for his purposes, which involve girl!Dean posing as a call-girl in a plan to steal something from a Mafioso-type guy (who had angel-warding sigils around his place, therefore Gabe couldn't get in on his own); their plan was for Dean to knock the guy out as soon as possible, but it fails miserably and (s)he gets in trouble; an (almost?) de-powered Cas rushes to help, and Sam can hear Dean being in trouble over the microphone (s)he's wearing. 

Thanks for any help!

== ETA ==

Found! The story was Immigrant Song bytrinityofone 


18 April 2010 @ 04:42 am
Could someone help me find a fic?

It's an AU. Castiel has fallen and he was reborn as Bobby's son. I think he was about the same age as Dean and Sam.
Ring any bells? Please?
12 April 2010 @ 08:11 pm
I'm looking for a fic where Cas has fallen and Dean takes him to get an anti-possession tattoo. It's D/C, can't remember if it's pre-slash or actual slash. It was very descriptive and very sensual. It would have been written before season 5 started. I think it was a one-shot though it might have been part of a larger fic. May have been on

Sorry so vague, any assistance would be appreciated.
08 April 2010 @ 10:51 pm
I trolled though the tags, and if there were links I missed them. I am looking for fics that feature a darker Castiel, either he has fallen, become a demon or always was evil. If they are Dean/Castiel fics that would be even better, but gen or other pairings are welcome. Thank you in advance.
08 March 2010 @ 05:46 pm
I have recently had a craving to read a certain fic that, of course, I cannot find anywhere...

It's a long one, with a fallen Castiel who learns how to hunt with Dean and Sam.  It starts with Jesse, the Angel of Death, coming for Cas, but she gives him a week before she'll "find" him.  Cas decides to fall instead and while at first he stays with the Winchesters he then goes off on his own.  Later, Ruby (who is not evil), Sam, and Dean find him being tortured by a demon.  He should be dead, but somehow he and Dean are connected and he doesn't.

It's a fairly long fic, and I think it's finished, but there might be one or two parts left when I last read it.

Any help would be appreciated!!  Thanks!
06 February 2010 @ 11:54 pm
Hi I search some fic about  fallen!Cas.
About how he lost his power and get weaker becomes human (can handel it)  and Sam and Dean take care of him ...(can be slash ;) )
No fic in which he is already human and no future!cas fic.  And no happy lucky fic plz :)  Dark!fic plz !

I would also love a fic about Dean or Sam (or someone else) give him drugs.!! :)
27 January 2010 @ 09:05 pm

Hi it's been a while since I've been in fandom so I'm looking for Castiel fics please,

1) Any Dean/Castiel or Sam/Castiel MPreg with Castiel as the one who's pregnant.

2) Any evil!Dean/Castiel fics, with Castiel not evil just as he always is or human/fallen. Preferrably just dub-con or consensual please.

3) Any high school AUs that feature Castiel as a major player, preferably as part of a slash pairing.

4) Dean/Castiel fic where someone/something has a major obsession with Castiel, can be human, demon, angel, anything.

Apart from that if there any completley awsome Cas fics anyone has to rec I'd be really grateful thanks, slash or gen would be win :) Thank you.

24 January 2010 @ 08:56 pm
I'm looking fo fics with Dean, Sam, Cas and Ruby traveling together; I've read a few like this and it's such a fun idea that I'm dying for more!! Altought I think the situation sort of lends itself to Dean/Cas & Sam/Ruby it's not a requirement so gen, het & slash is fine. I'm down with fallen!Cas & not evil!Ruby (as well as Angel!Cas and totally evil!Ruby) but as long as all four of them travel together, (on and off or contionously, I'm not picky) I don't really care about anyones allignement or allegiances except when it pertains to the plot.

Thanks in advance!