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Frequently Searched For Recs, PDF's/Podfics and others // Deleted/Purged Journals // Deleted stories (authors still active)
1. Jensen/ Dean with Heart Disease
2. Jensen/ Dean with asthma or other respiratory disease.
3. Jensen/ Dean with any disease that makes him really weak (It'd be awesome if people are fussing over him).
4. Jensen/ Dean with life threatening disease or something caused by accident, etc (death!fics are totally fine).

I already have read My Father's Favorite-- also All the Memories of my Former Heart and Bricks and Water but both as unfinished and that makes me sad so now I'm longing for some really goo stuff.

I hope there are more out there! I've exhausted sick and hurt dean tags as well as hoodie-time but I'm still wishing that there are  new ones and old ones I've missed!

I don't mind if it's younger Dean/Jensen or even with M/M relationship.


I am looking for a short fic I read just last week but forgot to bookmark. It was a wincest fic, Dean had a walking pneumonia but could not walk because he also had injured knee. He tried to persuade Sam to have sex with him but Sam wanted to wait until Dean' s fever broke.
It was funny and sweet. I hope someone can recognise it.
Thanks in advance

I managed to find it. It's "You're my medicine"
08 June 2014 @ 01:18 pm
I'm looking for any recs where someone takes care of Dean either because he's been hurt, has a concussion, nightmares- doesn't matter. They could be wiping away blood from wounds, massaging him, washing his hair, tucking him in, anything that is sweet and tender. And it can be anyone caring for Dean. If the fic is slash I don't want it to be sexual. I just need some old fashioned loving on Dean!
06 June 2014 @ 02:41 pm
weechester fic. I remember vaguely reading a fic about the boys when they were young.
dean was on his way back to the hotel with groceries when he is hit by a driver. I remember it was winter and Dean had a piece of glass stuck in his side. he got a bad infection and got really sick. that is all a can remember. please help me find it. I think it was on but I am not sure.
03 June 2014 @ 01:45 pm
Hey guys I have a few sick!dean requests hope someone can help
1. Are there any fics where Dean is diagnosed as HIV positive and him dealing with that. Can be AU or Non-AU
2. Any fics where Dean has a chronic illness he manages while still hunting
3. Dean dealing with chronic pain or headaches
4. Dean has Depression/Anxiety/Panic attacks
5. Dean is sick and he gets stranded/trapped somewhere
6. Dean is sick and alone (Sam is not around for whatever reason)
7. Casefic with a side of sick!dean
As you can tell im really in the mood for some sick!dean h/c but i feel like ive read a lot of the good ones. i have read a lot of whats on hoodie time.
Gen is preffered but I will take any pairing
No hurt!Sam/Sick!Sam its just not my thing
Obviously dean focused
No Death fics
Thanks in advance :)
28 May 2014 @ 09:25 pm
I have three requests i've been looking for for a while, and I thought I'd finally ask here.

1. Any fics where Dean has issues as an adult from his childhood, non-AU. Malnourishment, old injuries that didn't get to heal properly, etc. I read a few amazing fics (by roque_clasique, I think?) where Dean was essentially illiterate, and anything along those lines would also be wonderful. Sam finding out about these would be preferred.

1b. Along these lines, basically any fics with Sam finding out what Dean sacrificed for him as a kid would be great.

2. Fics where Mary Winchester either comes back to life or time-travels forward to canon times, and finds out about the boys childhoods, what they're like as adults, etc. Destiel would be awesome, but completely not necessary.

3. Non-angsty demon!Dean fics. Fluffy, humorous fics revolving around Dean being a demon. post-9x23 is great, but not necessary. Again, I love Destiel, but gen is absolutely great too.

23 May 2014 @ 12:25 am
I read this story a long time ago and I lost it. Dean was deaged by this creature and Adam was alive and part of their lives. Sam and Adam took care of him when got sick with a fever. Adam made him laugh and he got a little bit better, because 'laughter is the best medicine' or something his mom use to tell him. That's all I remember I think it was finished. I also think it was on

Thanks so much for the help!!
06 May 2014 @ 01:02 pm

its been so long since I posted here but this one is driving me nuts and I cant find it, its basically the title, all I remember is that dean is sick and he doesn't know but John Bobby and Sam know that Bobby is his dad and he knew all the time and have been watching over him from afar....pleas help me find it.
Hey all! I'm looking for fics where a doctor visits Sam or Dean, or Jared or Jensen at home. Preferably set in modern day, because it's so rare. Blizzards, other bad weather, or simply refusal to go to the hospital might bring the doctor to them. I've found a couple:

The Raven - a doctor who's actually a ghost or dead guy visits sick Sam when he and Dean are investigating the history of a hotel. It's pouring outside, roads are flooding, that sort of thing. The doctor is supposedly on-call for the hotel. One of the first things Dean says when he opens the door is, “You’re a doctor? What, from the eighteen hundreds?"

Growing Pains - a doctor is fetched for injured Sam in Chapter 11 of this pre-series story. John stays with Sam while Jim goes to find a doctor and bring him to the motel. (Dean in otherwise injured and thus, temporarily out of the picture). One of the first things the doctor mutters in way of a self-introduction is, "Hal Birdstrom, freshly kidnapped from County General. Is this my patient?"

There was also one I can't seem to find in my bookmarks wherein Sam and Dean were both injured and broke into some kind of animal hospital or something. Pre-series, I think. It was from the "doctor's" POV. Sam was stitched up on the table first, while Dean held the doctor at gunpoint. True, it's not exactly a home visit, but it was a unique situation and I liked it. I get tired of reading about normal clinic/hospital/office visits.

Other situations might have: mob doctors, doctors that "won't ask any questions", field doctors, mad scientist doctors, EMT park rangers, Jared or Jensen as the doctor (outside a hospital setting), and more.

Any other fics like these out there? Any rating, wincest or not, self-recs, Jared and Jensen fics welcome. I'm open to pretty much anything. Thanks!
Not looking for anything specific... just new fics with:
- John being an asshole / horrible father.
- Dean falling apart after Sam leaves.
- Hurt/Sick/Depressed Dean

I would prefer wincest (Sam/Dean) - No John/Dean unless it's included in a dub-con/non-con situation which would go with John being an asshole.
(* Although just Gen fics are fine too!)

Anything where Dean shows up bloody or battered at Sam's door or where someone calls Sam and he finds out how bad Dean really is since he left.
I feel like Dean is (despite his anti-chick flick attitude) a total nurturer and would probably be lost for what to do with himself after Sam is gone.

TLDR; Pre!Series/ Stanford-Era Hurt-comfort with Sam and Dean and maybe some asshole!John.

:P Just another excuse for Dean whumpage.
Current Mood: probably too many tags sorry x)
Alright, I read this fic years ago, so what I actually remember from it is very thin but here it is :
It's not an overly long fic, maybe 2 chapters.
It's from Bobby's POV and it starts when the boys are teens. They had always been extremely close and Dean was seriously sick and weak. Sam had been trying to find ways to keep him alive or cure him for years and as the years go, they grow closer and closer, taking codependency to a whole new level, each time Bobby sees them, it's got worse than the previous time. After a while, they break all contact with Bobby for years to the point where Bobby doesn't know if they're still alive or dead, the hunter world is full of different rumors about those Winchester boys. One day, years later, he's on a hunt and this man comes in and Bobby watches him from a distance because there's something vaguely familiar about the guy that he can't pin point. He hears the guy introduce himself as Sean to someone and he just knows that this guy is Sam AND Dean, that the boys somehow found a way to FUSION. I think Bobby mumbles under his breath something along the lines of "Well, I guess you did find a way to keep your brother alive after all, huh Sam?" at the end.
Does anyone know what I'm talking about? It was an amazing fic!
Thanks for your help.

19 January 2014 @ 04:09 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam and Dean kill the Pagan God or drive it away from Burkitsville in the episode Scarecrow and they become gods tied to the town. They can't leave and they develop powers. Sam starts taking it all in stride, and the town worships him. But Dean keeps trying to find ways to leave so they lock him in a house using wards. Only, now he can't get enough sunlight, which with his new powers is deadly, so he becomes really sick. I think in the end, Dean accepts whats happened, and it might have been Wincest but I'm not sure. If anyone knows what I'm talking about, and would please let me know, I'd really appreciate it! :)
Read this fic last year and somehow lost the link. 

I remember it involved sick/injured Dean and Sam crossing paths with a female original character who owned a bar/restaurant. She ends up hiding/putting them up in rooms above the bar and closing the bar with a phoney excuse to hide them.  Another random memory of the fic is the ofc in a frigid bath trying to cool down Deans fever. 

Any help finding this much appreciated!
27 December 2013 @ 09:39 pm
Hi! I think I've been trying to find a fic where John told wee!Dean not to eat something just before he went to hunt. When he comes back, he finds out that Dean understood he wasn't allowed to eat at all, and now he's sick. I've looked for in ffnet and in this community without luck. There is a scene where Sammy bring him soup, I think, and guilty!John helping him to eat because Dean is so weak he can't do it by himself.

Someone help me please??

Sorry about my english!!! I'm from Spain ^^

Thank you for your time!!

kisses :-*
I'm looking for fics where Sam or Dean are sick in the company of the enemy. Meg, Lucifer, Crowley, Dick Roman, Lilith, Ruby - it doesn't really matter as long as everyone is in character. I read these fics, and I'm looking for more like them:

Half Past Dead Summary: Sam and Dean are both sick, but while buying medicine for them, Dean is abducted by Meg. There are some people you can sure do without when you have the flu...

An Unlikely Partnership Summary: When finding a way to release Dean from Purgatory Sam gets an epic case of the flu. Crowley's is forced to take care of him... He does so grudgingly and with much complaint.

Whoever the enemy is doesn't need to outwardly care that Sam or Dean are sick. In fact, if they're in character, they probably don't. I'm not really looking for slash but self-recs are welcome. Thanks!
07 December 2013 @ 09:51 am
im searching for a fic where Dean was hurt/disabeld/sick and he is on the road with Sam.
Sam get´s him a bodypillow, so that Dean can bear the pain better.

Thanks for advice!

PS Sorry, for misstakes.English ist not my language.
06 December 2013 @ 03:14 pm
Is there a fic that exists where Dean has HIV or some other illness that requires him to take a ton of medication? I'd like to read that. Sam—or whomever—making sure he takes all his pills would be a nice bonus.
06 December 2013 @ 12:49 am
Hi, everyone!

Most fever fics take place in a motel or at Bobby’s. I looking for ones where Sam has a fever while kidnapped (A+ if these are found), or during a hunt or something. While something is happening. Fever fic with plot. The only one I’ve come across is “Catch Your Death” and it was amazing. I prefer longer fics, but I’m not picky. Wincest is fine (in fact, after Catch Your Death, I’d consider having sex with a fever a unique situation). “Fevers & Visions” was pretty funny and sorta unique, but it mostly took place in the motel and hospital.

If it’s really hard to find fics to fit this specific bill, sick fics in unique situations are acceptable, as is fever!Dean. Doesn’t need to be a fever specifically, I guess. I just like them, especially when the vulnerability of a fever entirely clashes with a situation in which you need to be at your strongest. Like during an abduction.
Hey you awesome guys!

I'm looking for a fic in which Dean is a teenager and has some kind of brain seizure or bleed or stroke or something?
I'm pretty suret it belongs somewhere in the Brotherhood AU, because I remember a scene with Caleb and Dean. Deans seems to be fine and suddenly just collapses with Caleb not knowing what is happening and what to do? Propably major Caleb & Dean H/C occures after that (I'm a sucker for that ..).

I searched the whole Brotherhood site and googled and looked through the tags here. But I cannot find it or overlooked it. :( Or is it just my imagination running wild and this fic does not exist?

Thanks for any help or hint in the right direction!

Possibly found in the comments! Thank you!

I read this one a while ago and wanted to reread it, but it's gotten lost in my abysmally-organised and massively huge bookmarks folder:

It starts with teen Jensen coming into hospital with not much hope and a brain tumour (he's got poor co-ordination/reflexes etc. because of it). In the ward he meets happy-go-lucky teen Jared who appears to have nothing wrong with him and is the only other patient.

As the fic progresses, Jensen learns that Jared got HIV/AIDS from his first/only boyfriend and is shocked by how much hope he still holds.

They start to fall in love and Jared persuades Jensen to go in for the surgery, even though it is quite risky. Jensen draws hope from Jared, goes through with it and pulls out the other side completely fine.

Ending SpoilersCollapse )

My Google-fu has failed me and I can't find it in any of the obvious locations. Is the above description enough for someone to help me?

Thank you!

EDIT: Turns out it was unrelated Wincest, so I changed the tags.
17 November 2013 @ 07:17 pm
I'm looking for any fics where a teenage (or older) dean calls, or asks, for John while he is sick and calls him daddy accidentally because he is scared or too sick to notice. Thanks!
Hi guys! I've been scowering the internet for these kinds of fics. I dunno. I've really been craving them for a while now!I've read most of Neonchicas and Muffy Morrigan's and I loved them! I need more O__o.

What I'm hoping for:

1. Sick, Injured and Hurt Dean, preferably with hospitalization.

2.A REALLY worried, caring and protective Sam. I'm fine with John or Castiel but Sam should be the number one worrier.

3. There are lasting and permanent effects.

4. Memory loss or going crazy is fine but I'd love it if Dean was aware half the time and just wants to get out ^_^

Thank you so much! Self Recs are also welcome!
09 November 2013 @ 01:51 am
I'm looking for a fic I read on Dean is the younger brother and Sam is off at Stanford. John keeps telling Dean not to call Sam because Sam doesn't anything to do with them anymore, so Dean starts to believe that and that Sam doesn't even miss him. When Sam does come to visit them Dean is really sad because of what he's father has told him. Sam notices and gets angry at John when he finds out what he said to Dean.

Dean then becomes really sick, I think they take him to a hospital? Can't remember how the fic ended.

Any other fics where Dean is the younger brother are also welcome:)

EDIT: Story is called "DAMAGED" but it seems to be deleted..
I can't remember the name of it and I can't remember if I read the end of it or not but somehow I lost it before I could save it and I was wondering if anyone could help me out.

It was a teenchester fic where John left Dean and Sam with a female friend of his while he went on a hunt. Dean was just getting over a bad illness and was still a little rundown.

I remember the woman's son had died maybe a year prior and she was going to offer Sam and Dean up to this monster of some sort (was it a demon?) in exchange for her son back. Dean and Sam catch on to her plan and try to run away but Dean is suffering from vertigo or something and is very dizzy and can barely move. I can't remember how it ends though. (found in comments)

AND  while I have you guys, do you have any good gen AUs to recommend?
Hi guys! I am looking for the fic Broken Heart by hansons_angel. It's a pretty old fic wherein Dean's got the rheumatic fever when he was young and all. I haven't read it actually but I am dying to! I already have visited the link but it's only sent via e-mail and the thread seems to be inactive. So if someone could share this fic, I'd really appreciate it. Thanks a lot!

EDIT: It's already been found! A wonderful person uploaded this for us! :)
30 June 2013 @ 11:17 pm

Specific Fics:

1) This involves Sick!Dean. In this fic, Dean has a digestion problem and Sam finds out eventually. There's a scene where Dean explains he went for tests and that he failed the radioactive sandwich test. That's all I can remember at the moment...

2) Gabriel makes a vessel for Castiel; he goes through the trouble of finding the best items to make the vessel. In one case he buys two precious gems for Castiel's eyes and that Gabriel had out priced Crowley for the very same gems (or that he bought them from Crowley).
# Found! Hallelujah!

3) Leviathan is influenced by Castiel's emotions for Dean and they sort of love him in a twisted way. They force Dean to swallow black goo which makes Dean yearn for them; there's a part where it's written that he's thirsty and nothing quenches his thirst.
# Found in the comments!! Yay!

4) Dean goes to hell and comes back as a demon. Sam accepts him however Ellen and Jo don't. I think they managed to exorcise Dean once but he crawls back out again and Sam offers his body as a vessel for Dean because he does not want to be separated from his brother again. Later Ellen and Jo exorcise Dean again however this time Dean and Sam's essence were twisted around each other and they both sank into Hell. I think Sam's body died as well.

General Fics:
a) Catboy Dean or Jensen please. (They can be feral and then tamed, outright shy and have their owner/caretaker be protective over them.)

b) Are there any fics where Jared or Sam get turned into a Moose?

c) Fics with Dean or Jensen turned into dogs (that are not a small or lap breed).

d) Bobby being fatherly with the boys, especially Dean.

e) Dancing Dean/Jensen fics please :D

Gen or slash is fine.
J2, Destiel and Debriel is awesome.
Warn me please if it is Wincest of any kind.

Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: A/C noises
26 June 2013 @ 11:55 pm
Hi guys, I'm looking for wincest stories centred around hurt/comfort. One of the brothers is injured or sick and recovery and comfort follows. Thanks peeps! 
01 June 2013 @ 05:22 pm
I'm new to LiveJournal (I made this account just for this post) and I really enjoy me some Dean angst. I'm only looking for gen fics though so please no slash or het pairings and no Wincest please. Any length, though I have been reading a lot of One shots and drabbles lately.

1. I love fics where Sam realizes what Dean has had to give up to give him a relatively normal childhood (by their standards). I read one recently where Sam has dreams of when they were children and sees that Dean gave him all the food and hid him from the CPC, there was also another one where Sam realizes that Dean eats so much because he had to go hungry a lot when they were kids.

2. I also have a soft spot for fics were Dean has abandonment issues and Bobby comforts him. Also where Sam sees what him leaving for Stanford did to Dean.

3. Any Smart!Dean fics I haven't read would also be great. I like the ones where he gets accepted to university but doesn't go cause he has to keep the peace between John and Sam.

4. Sick!Dean or Drugged!Dean would be awesome, especially if he becomes really honest or fevered and has hallucinations.

5. Any Bunker!Fics with Dean nesting or cooking.

Any gen Dean angst is fine really. I am also looking for some Delicious accounts to go through so if there are any with a lot of Gen fics I would be really grateful for a link. Thanks!
26 May 2013 @ 12:24 pm
I don't really know how to start this, so I'm just going to jump in. Fair warning, this list is long. Also, I'd just like non-Wincest fics.

1. crying!Dean fics. I don't care why he's crying, I just want him crying and Sam or John comforting him.
2. Dean or John is deaged and Same has to take care of them.
3. blind, deaf, hurt, or sick!Dean with Sam taking care of him. I don't care if how hard the injury is or how sick Dean is, if he's been blind or deaf since birth, if it's permanent or just part of a curse.
4. protective or smart!Sam. Just something where Dean or John realize that Sammy isn't little anymore.
5. girl!Sam. Because I'd bet she'd be awesome, I'd prefer Dean is still a boy, unless
6. doctor!Sam. At least have taken some classes, and how'd that would affect their hunts.
7. Crossovers with Criminal Minds (with a focus on Sam and Reid) or SuperWhoLock crossovers. Any kind. Though a focus on Sam, the Elventh Doctor, and Sherlock would be loved.
8. Sam as teenaged father please, or Sam with a daughter.
9. Sam realizing he's gay or bi, and John and Dean's reactions
10. Sam going back just mentally and impressing everyone with his knowledge, or physically and everyone wondering what the hell happened to make him like this.
11. abused!Dean. Any kind, but I'd like the main on it to focus on his recovery.
12. teen!Sam getting addicted to any kind of drugs or starts cutting.
13. teen!Dean getting an eating disorder or being raped and a focus on his recovery.
14. Basically any Castiel/Sam fics that don't meet any of these requirements. No porn unless it's part of a much larger story.

22 May 2013 @ 11:39 am
Hi Friends!!
I hope you'll find me with following searches.

1)FICS WITH HURT/SICK DEAN AND AWESOME PROTECTIVE SAM- Can you please rec me fics where Dean is the one hurt, sick or falling apart and it's Sam who's taking care of his big brother? I am craving fics where Sam is taking care of Dean. In short..fics with awesome protective Sam and a hurt Dean. Any fic is welcome as long as there's no slash or wincest and there's a happy ending.

2)SCHOOMPY GENERAL FICS - Please rec me the happiest and fluffiest fics about Sam and Dean. Fics that'll make us go awwwww. Fics of any genre is welcome as long as there's no slash.

Thank you soooo much:))
Current Mood: happyhappy
29 April 2013 @ 10:15 pm
Hi!! I am looking for a weechester fic where Dean is sick, had a very bad cough. I don`t remember if John just got home from a hunt or what but he was very tired. He wanted to sleep to "charge his batteries". So he asked Dean if he could keep quiet and to try not to cough. In the morning, little Sam woke John up and Dean was gone. John found Dean in the Impala where he slept during the night because he didn`t want disturb his dad. John felt bad and guilty but told Dean that he did good and made Dean happy. It was adorable..
I am flying to Prauge in 2 weeks and would love some fics to read on the plane and since i dont have internet on the flight i would like fics that are in pdf form so i can download them.

So give me your favorite hurt!dean, sick!dean, hurt!jensen, abused!jensen or sick!jensen fics, preferably longer ones. If they have protective!jared or sam in them, that is a huge plus:)
thanks guys!
16 April 2013 @ 09:00 am
Hi all.
I am looking for a story where Dean/Sam are no longer hunters (not sure but Sam may have gotten hurt). They find a little place to settle down and Dean finds a job in a local plant nursery.
While visiting Dean at work at lunch, Sam finds Dean to be sick (he collapses). Turns out he has the chicken pox.

Does anyone know where I can find this?

Any help appreciated.


That's the one!!! Thank you so much. Link in comments!
15 April 2013 @ 10:52 pm
I am looking for any fic in which Dean was born premature and was very weak for the first few years of his life.
also if you can give me any where dean was adopted by john and mary and he didn't know.

I'm looking for a particulair story that I can't for the life of me remember the title off.

Spoilers for fic behind the cutCollapse )

Thanks in advance! :D

P.S. Of course any suggestions that have something similiar (Fan of Chuck's books stalking the boys) is more than welcome too! :D

Found!:D thanks a lot!:D
Hallo everyone,

I searched for this story for the last few hours but I can't seem to find it and it drives me kind of crazy! Maybe you can help?
Here is what I remember:

- pairing Sam/Dean
- the boys and Bobby are estranged because of Sam's and Dean's relationship
- Sam and Dean live in a house
- one day Sam calls Bobby for help because Dean is ill and in the hospital
- Sam is still kind of unstable from his time in the cage and barely copes with his daily life without Dean's support
- Bobby moves in with Sam for some time to help him with the situation
- after some ups and downs Dean is released from the hospital
-the story was probably a big bang fic, but I'm not really sure about that

Any ideas?
Thanks for help in advance

Edit: FOUND! Link in the comments.
01 April 2013 @ 11:32 am
This might sound weird
Are there any fics that have Sam pranking Dean but it goes wrong and Dean gets hurt/sick?
Or Sam pranks Dean without realizing that Dean is sick or hurt and it makes it worse?
Or Sam says something as a joke and it hurts dean.
I don't want Sam to intentionally hurt Dean. Just want brotherly banter with a side of hurt/comfort.
Gen or wincest.
Can be J2 also.
19 March 2013 @ 04:50 pm
I'm looking for the following types:

1. Dean self-harming and Sam or John don't notice at first until it gets really bad.

2. Dean gets de-aged and Sam is really protective of his little, big brother.  Preferably a longer fic with Dean as a kid for a long time.

3.  Sad sick!Dean stories where Dean almost dies and Sam and John and maybe Bobby too.  I would prefer for Dean to go unnoticed or neglected  before they find out he's sick.

4. Dean finds out he has powers and he is in more trouble than Sam because of it.  Or maybe he kicks some ass with his new powers

I would prefer gen, but slash would be fine as long as it is not wincest.
24 February 2013 @ 05:25 pm
Hey Everyone,

So I have a memory of a fragment of a story and trying to figure out what it is is driving me crazy. What I remember is this: I believe it was an AU fic with Sam and Dean living in a condo and both attending the local college. They've either stopped hunting or are doing normal life and hunting (I'm not sure which). Sam finds Dean in his bedroom ill, possibly with a seizure or an extremely high fever. EMS is called and take Dean to the hospital. I think he is diagnosed with some form of cancer. Any thoughts? I also feel like the story had something to do with dragons being the key to curing Dean's illness...

09 February 2013 @ 02:16 pm
Sabriel AU:

I remember that Sam and Dean lived in a world that knew about the angels, and there was a definite difference, where the angels lived over the humans, but it wasn't terrible conditions. Sam and Dean lived in an angel-populated city, where very few humans lived, and if you were human, then you had pretty big connections. I believe Dean/Cass was in there, but Castiel was overseas for some reason. Dean got sick, and Sam couldn't pay the rent, so he started working in this bar where humans served the angels drinks and sexual favors. Sam meets Gabriel at the bar, but I don't think Gabriel made him do anything. Also, I believe Sam got cornered into doing something with another customer, but Gabriel steps in. If anyone could help, I'd be most thankful!

Gen Request:

I want something where, like the above, angels rule over the humans. It could be like the Sabriel AU, but I want something where there is a war or something between the humans and angels. Maybe the angels are sick of waiting for paradise, or something....
Burnt Shadows is a good example of this.

Thanks for all the help, guys!
07 February 2013 @ 06:08 am
I'm currently trying (and failing) to fight off a cold and high fever. To make myself feel better I want to read about Dean in a similar situation. I'm looking for fics where a fever is causing Dean to act out of character, e.g. maybe he tells Sam how much he loves him, maybe he dances around a motel room. Basically something amusing that Sam/Bobby can tease him about later if they want to! xD

Crack preferred and gen ONLY please. 

Current Mood: sicksick

Ok, this was Dean had cancer and so they hole up for a bit and he gets chemo and mostly what I remember is the whole thing was just kind of matter-of-fact toned. Dean doesn't lose his hair and it mentions that except for check-ups having cancer isn't ever really brought up or mentioned again in their life. I remember Sam and Dean but I can't remember if there was John, so I'm assuming it was early S1. I read it on an LJ.

-----> Found: Silver Earrings by wave_obscura

Cas falls (from heaven) and then his body falls apart because angels weren't meant to live in human bodies (or some reason like that.) He gets sick and the fic ends with him dying. At one point Dean asks why only Sam & Bobby (they are staying at Bobby's) can help him shower,etc and Cas says it's because he doesn't want Dean to see him like this. I think near the end he goes for a drive with Cas (even though Cas is too weak for it at this point) and they (finally?) kiss. Cas says at one point he doesn't regret falling. They may have shared a bed. Dean POV, I believe.

-----> Found: full of sparks by glassyskies

Thank you!!! I know, neither really have that much to go on, but anything that rings a distance bell.
23 January 2013 @ 06:00 pm
I'm looking for any story where both Dean and Sam have been hurt and Dean is overlooked until it is almost too late. No death fics or Wincest please.
An example of what I'm looking for:
I can't believe I didn't save this fic! My memory from it is not the clearest but hopefully you can help me anyway. :)

Dean and Sam are in the same school. Dean had been injured in the previous hunt and fails to hide the injuries  from a concerned teacher. The teacher contacts the school nurse because she wants to get Dean checked out and when Dean refuses they begin to suspect that he is being abused, possibly by John. 

Then I think CPS comes in there and they all try to convince Dean to get him looked at and he finally lets them. I think he has injuries on his shoulder and back? Not sure. They keep saying stuff like "It's ok Dean you can tell us, you dont have to protect your dad."

Then, because they think he is abused they hold him down and  gives him a sedative OR checkes if his been sexually abused too (its one or the other can't remember).

Later John comes there and Sam is also there and then Dean starts vomiting because he gets migraines when hes stressed out?
Down remember what happend next.  Dean tries to protect Sam during all of this. 
25 November 2012 @ 05:32 pm
Hi all, I saw a fic request yesterday that reminded me of a fic I REALLY want to re-read. It was a J2 fic and where one of the boys (I'm 95% sure it was Jensen) was suffering from cluster headaches.

I think it was and AU story where he already had the headaches when they met and had to explain to Jared just how debilitating they were, and that there was something in there about how he'd have them at the same time everyday for about a year.

I can't remember much else about the story, I think I was just traumatized by the knowledge that this absolutely horrific affliction actually exists.

Cluster headaches

Thank you for your help.

Found - How Many More Times
12 November 2012 @ 11:29 pm
Hi all, I've been fighting a cold and lingering cough for weeks and it's got me craving dean with pneumonia fics. I've read quite a few but I'm always hopeful something new will show up. I need dean being run down, ill, possibly being taken care of by someone? because he's not taking care of himself. Bonus points for hospital stays and intubations. In other words, the sicker the better. I'm not adverse to any pairings, wincest, J2's or au's. I've found myself reading more hurt sick Jensen lately, so they would be appreciated as well. Thanks so much!
23 October 2012 @ 10:01 pm
Hello Everyone,

I thank you all for your efforts in finding people's most wanted fics.

There's this fic I read a while ago... But er... I know that Dean was hurt or sick and in a hospital, and I only remember one single line... Sam thought or said "He's my life" when a... nurse? asked him what Dean was to him. I can't remember if it was Slash, or just brotherly love.

Is it too vague? I so hope not... I can't find it anywhere, even when I tried some key words in google... :-(

Please help!
All I can remember about the fic is that whenever Dean got hurt, sick or was in danger in any way, Sam would turn into a grown man and protect him, and that they found this out when Dean was sick. John was involved somehow and Dean was still very young. Thank you for any help with this!