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21 July 2014 @ 11:28 am
The first fic I'm looking for is a Wincest fic. I think it's a comment fic. John found out that Sam is going to Stanford and decides that Sam needs to be brought under control, his control, under his collar. Sam is rather disturbed by this, and Dean is all "Hell no, Sam is mine!" and tells John he knew about Sam leaving and that Sam had Dean's permission to go since Dean was going with him.

The second one was a J2 fic, this one was a longer fic, but my memories are vaguer. They're in some sort of containment center, though Jared's section includes an area outdoors. Jensen ends up in Jared's area because some of the other inmates dumped him there, I think. I know that Jared is feral and someone, the government maybe, is using him as an assassin. Jared latches onto Jensen and everyone is surprised that Jared doesn't kill him. I *think* they have sex, but I'm not sure. Jensen ends up becoming a stabilizing influence on Jared, I think through a mental bond? And then they both end up escaping. That's not quite the end but I don't remember what happens after that. Also, I have read Feral by riyku and while it is a bit similar it is not the fic I'm looking for.
-FOUND! Link is in the comments.

Do either of these fics sound familiar?
21 July 2014 @ 05:25 am
Hello, I'm looking for a Wincestiel fanfic (a PWP one-shot, basically) I read maybe a year ago, I don't remember where, the original posting date, the author, or the title. I do remember the story itself though:

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Any leads would be greatly appreciated; I've been searching for this one for a while and tried everything I can think of. You're my last hope. Thank you so much for at least reading my rambles. Cheers!
I'm hoping that ya'll's far-reaching, seemingly unending knowledge of the fandom's fiction can help me yet again.

I'm interested in well-written D/S (the longer and more detailed, the better) - possibly, ideally, from a writer who understands the whole D/S experience.

Most of the fics I've read on this subject are focused on the porn and the power trips - exactly NOT what I'm looking for. What I want is a detailed story focusing on the true heart of the experience, the trust required from both partners that uses D/S to deepen the whole relationship.

Thanks in advance for any recs you can provide.
07 July 2014 @ 02:50 pm
When I got my new laptop my bf took his back and then deleted firefox along with every single bookmark I had there.  So I'm looking for some of the Wincest fics I really liked where I can't remember the title.  Two are non-con/rape the last is Sam getting Dean back from hell.  I'm not sure how much information would be needed so forgive me if I run on a bit.

1.  As a young teenager, Sam is looking for Dean and John in the town he's in because they left on a job and haven't returned.  He finds them in a house where a demon is keeping them, the demon is weird, like the father of all of the succubi and incubus, I say father but the demon supposedly looks androgynous, it makes a deal with Sam where if Sam stays with it for a certain numbers of months participating in a lot of sexual depravity, the demon will let Dean and John go and then it will let Sam go when it's done with him, neither Dean nor John will even notice his absence.  When Sam's time is up, the demon bestows some "gifts" on him, something about how this certain curse on him will end when he finds some one that knows what happened to him but loves him anyway????  The last part though is binding his mouth so he'll never be able to actually TELL anyone what happened.  After Sam is back with his family, whenever anyone wants to have any kind of sex with him he's compelled to comply.  He also seeks it out because that's part of the curse (what the demon called a gift).  I remember the whole story but I won't go on.

2.  Sam is taken and raped by . . . I think it's like some sort of offspring of Cupid, like THE Cupid/Aros.  Anyway, it takes him and rapes him and Dean finds it and kills it.  That's actually a separate story that's connected to the story that I'm looking for, the one I'm looking for is the aftermath in which Sam now basically suffers from a fuck or die curse that the "thing" gave him and Dean tries hiring prostitutes for him and everything but eventually, they have to start having sex.  The sexualization of there relationship is actually quite smooth, like no fuss involved.  Until they finally find the old lair of the thing and find a way to break the curse.  The only way to do that though is to go back to the beginning and make it so Sam was never kidnapped to begin with, which would also end the sexual relationship with his brother.  Sam finds out that this thing had hundreds of victims, all dying and I think being trapped it hell afterward or something to that effect, so that and the fact that both Sam and Dean LIKe their new relationship they decide not to break the curse.

3.  Sam trades his voice for five years to get Dean back from hell.  I'm surprised I can't remember the title.  Basically Sam has to not talk, nor communicate in written word for five years to get Dean back, if he does either, Dean will be sent back to hell permanently.  He only gets a little it back at a time, year one he gets Dean's body, year two his heart starts to beat and he starts breathing, year three he wakes up but he's just sort of vacant, he doesn't speak and Sam has to lead him everywhere, feed him and make sure he uses the bathroom, then year five, Dean is all there but Sam has a whole 'nother year in which he can't speak but when Dean isn't around he gets anxious and needs to be with him and eventually sex happens.  Anyway, there's art work in the fic.

Y'know while I'm thinking about it, I THINK there's another fic, not wincest but about non-con.  I have one I've saved that is about Sam hating his birthday and telling Dean that it's because on his sixteenth he was raped by a friend of John's.   Now, I don't know for sure but I THINK there was a follow up fic where John find the guy and kills him . . . I think, not sure.  Thought I'd throw that in there while I was at it.

Sorry about the rambling and thanks so much in advance!
Here again from thewincestlibrary, any help in finding these requests would be great :)

1. Any wincest coffee shop aus?

2. Your favorite fics/one shots set before season 3? I.E. seasons 1 and 2, not preseries.

3. I have been looking for a certain fic for a long time and i just can't find it! I was wondering if you have any idea: Sam and Dean were driving around the country like normal, but they were running from the FBI, i think it was in season 2, It would go to the point of view of the FBI sometimes, Sam always wanted to kiss Dean in public and they were in a diner and Dean looked like a homophobe so Sam kissed him and they like made-out, impala sex... ringing any bells? it was bottom!sam! idk...

4. I was wondering if you could help me find a fic I have forgotten the name of? It involved Sam suffering from anxiety after hell (maybe after his wall broke, I forgot). Dean and Sam move in to a neighborhood and Sam gets a job as a mechanic. Dean always makes him sandwiches and drops them off for him. There is also a scene where they go to a Superbowl party and Sam has a panic attack that Dean helps him through. No worries if you can't find it. Thank you so much!

5. I was looking for a fic i read a while back. It was BDSM with dean as the dominant one. Dean can't really tie sammy down for safety reasons and possible monsters finding them so he uses stuff like a belt and lays if gently across sammy's arms and makes sam pretend. idk really. it was hot.

Thanks so much again!
19 June 2014 @ 01:21 pm
I'm looking for the fic where Jared is a school teacher but also owns a BDSM club. Jensen is a pupil at the school where Jared works. They end up together. The J2 relationship starts when they are away on a school trip to a camp.

It also has Misha in it who ends up in a relationship with JDM.

Not a great deal to go on but I'm hoping someone knows it. 

Found in comments.
Does anyone know the title to this?

Possible Tags: Object Insertion, maybe enema, etc.

Not sure if it's J2 or Dean/Sam, but will simply use Dean/Sam in description. I'm leaning towards J2. Read it on AOO but I can't find it looking through the tags.

Dean allows Sam as an apology to use his hole as much as he likes for a full day. I thought it was Twenty Four Hours by Mayalaen, but I distinctly remember a scene where they are going to make dinner and Sam stuffs Dean with grill utensils.
Hey all,

Looking for the fic "Shattering the Cage" by chokeonirony whose journal has been purged.  I'd love a copy of the fic, or to know if the author is posting under a different name, or if the author prefers their work to no longer be shared.  Thank you!


I'm looking for any fics that deal with subdrop and aftercare, but strictly bottom!jared/sam and only J2 or Wincest :)

Actually, any bdsm fic that you'd recommend...please, do!

In fact, I am also looking for any kind of good lengthy fic with the same pairings as before...Thanks so much for the help :))

18 May 2014 @ 02:54 am
I'm looking for a Wincest BDSM fic where Dean is the sub and has a flashback to Alistair or Hell without Sam noticing. Then when it's noticed, fluffiness and cuddles.
Hi guys,
any of you know of some good, well-written and well-researched Wincest or J2 fics that deal with subdrop and aftercare? Either of the boys going through it is fine.
Thanks a lot for your help!
19 April 2014 @ 09:51 am
I'm looking for a story, I'm 99% sure it's Jared/Jensen and Jensen is a hooker. Jared is a high powered guy and goes into the hotel room to find that Jensen has been delivered to him bound inside a trunk/suitcase. There's a small possibility the roles are reversed, but I'm not totally sure.
13 April 2014 @ 01:28 pm
In this story, Dean is beaten and kidnapped outside a bar (betrayed by a redheaded female truckdriver, if memory serves), then taken to a secret location where he is traumatized into becoming a submissive sex slave and taught that he is no one, nothing (captors do their best to wipe his memory of past life). Sam eventually finds him and poses as a wealthy investor looking to buy one of the sex slaves (Dean). Eventually they escape, destroying the 'training school' in the process, but then there's all that submissive training to undo in Dean's head.

Should have bookmarked this story - didn't. Any direction is much appreciated.

FOUND (see comments): Phantisma's Broken!verse - on her LJ page or on AO3 (members only).
10 April 2014 @ 02:08 am
Im hoping to find some dubcon or noncon of any pairing from the following characters:

Dean, Sam, Castiel, Crowley, Lucifer, Balthazar

I specifically need some noncon Lucifer/Sam. Preferably with Sam as the bottom XD
I forgot to mention in an earlier post that i also like Lucifer, but i figured i'd just write up a new request.
I prefer dubcon, but i think noncon works better for Lucifer and Sam.. or for any character being possessed.

I especially like first-time fics, bondage, teasing, threesomes, light torture, cross-dressing, name calling, possession, possession-masturbation, the boys getting ruffed-up or man-handled (ect)
Also, please dont refer me to underage fics, they just dont do it for me.

So thanks everyone in advance! You guys are awesomeee<3
There's a specific J2 story I have been looking for that I lost track of. It involves kink and d/s.
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14 March 2014 @ 08:43 pm
I read this fic, The Drop, and it left me craving similar fic, where maybe Sam acts as a dom for Dean without the sexual aspect, or just Dean and after care. I want the focus to be the after care, not the scene, though. Pairings are all ok, but I preffer them in this order: Dean/OMC, Dean/Benny, Dean/Cas, and lastly Wincest. All sugestions are welcome. Thanks in advance!!
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15 February 2014 @ 11:20 pm
I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago that I can't find. It was submissive!Jared/dominant!Jensen. The way things worked in the world of the story was that submissives offer themselves to the dominant they want to claim/take them by kneeling in front of them, and if the dominant wanted them they would rub the submissive's face against their froth, and then decide later if they wanted to keep them or if it was just a one time thing. Basically, Jared has wanted Jensen for years, and eventually can't hold himself back any more and offers himself to Jensen, who claims him. I also think there was an older, more experienced submissive that also wanted Jensen, but I can't remember their name.
If anybody could help me find this, I would be super duper grateful!!
Olive C:
15 February 2014 @ 04:48 pm
Anything with the general theme of Jensen being coerced/forced into porn and a couple of specific ones:

1. Jensen takes a job not knowing it's for hardcore porn (he was taken there by his agent who owes the company money or something). Some of the porn is J2, some J3. (I may be mixing this next part up with another fic..) In between filming days, Jensen is kept under lock and key by Jared who plays hardcore sex games with him whether he wants to or not. (This one found in comments!)

2. All I remember of this one is one scene where they bring Jensen into a warehouse with a manky filming scene set up in the middle of it and he really doesn't want to do it. Maybe it involved dogs? Or multiple men? I don't remember what Jared's involvement was in this one, whether he was part of it or made it easier for Jensen or took him away or what.

He may or may not have been underage in either one, I don't recall, but I added the tag just in case.
dirtywrong (dirtywrong) has deleted her journal and I'm hoping someone has her stories saved or knows somewhere else to find them? She writes hardcore, dark, BDSM, power play type stuff (primarily J2) just to give you an idea. Anyone know why she deleted? I hope she doesn't mind her stories being shared.
08 January 2014 @ 10:52 pm
I'm looking for a fic from quite a while ago, not sure where I read it. The details: Jensen is a sub to Jared and Jared puts him through a session involving him trying to keep himself up over lighted candles. Afterwards Jared leaves him at the scene but Jensen is much more affected than he thought and I think Jensen tries to avoid him afterwards.


edit: fic found in comments! On blindfoldspn, so you'll need to be a member.
08 January 2014 @ 08:11 am

I am looking for stories where Sam/Jared basically tops from the bottom. (I have a thing for bottom jared/sam just taking what he wants rom Jensen/Dean :3) They can be PWP, or a long fics. As long as the story you recommend has Sam/Jared topping from the bottom in It anywhere will be satisfied.

And also, I've been looking for this story Bdsm story,
1. It either was J2 or Wincest
2 Dom Jared/Sam/Castiel topping dean/Jensen from the bottom
3. Top Jensen/Dean only please

And thanks in advance

25 December 2013 @ 11:57 pm
Hello all, this is my first post in this community so please forgive any errors.

1). First off is a D/s fic I read a while ago that I've been looking for forever. Jared is a first time sub who is treated badly by his Dom, but doesn't know it because he's so new. His Dom gets invited to a party at Jensen's house, and he puts a collar on Jared without Jared really understanding the significance of it. At the party, the Dom slips Jared some roofies or some other date-rape drug to 'loosen him up' and takes him downstairs. Meanwhile, Jensen is talking to another Domme when her sub comes up and safewords (I believe the safeword was 'arctic') and explains that the sub in the basement doesn't seem to be enjoying what is going on. Jensen runs down there and finds Jared on a St. Andrews cross, clearly not liking what the Dom was doing. Jensen gets him down and helps him through sub drop, and that's all I remember.
FOUND!: Do It For Me

2). Secondly, this is a sabriel fic with Artist!Sam and I think Musician!Gabe. Gabriel crashes his car on a snowy mountainside after taking a wrong turn and is knocked unconscious. Sam lives alone in a cabin up on the mountain, and his dog alerts him to Gabriel's predicament. My memories of this one are a lot more vague. I remember Sam being almost agoraphobic, and that he painted high-dollar pictures in his basement. He also had a walkie-talkie that he used to keep in contact with an over protective Dean that was sheriff in the little town by the mountain. I don't remember it mentioning hunting of any sort, so if it did it was brief and in the past tense. Gabriel was human, also.

Both of these searches are specific, but if you have anything like either of these I'll gladly give them a try!
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14 December 2013 @ 08:08 pm
Hi, all! I'm going on a long car trip in 2 weeks, and I'd love some new podfics to keep me company.

I really love A/B/O, D/S universe, and slave fics, and I haven't found podfics of those kinds of stories (Stuff like Prime, Shift Change, Sex Corps 'verse). I read J2, Destiel, Wincest, J2M, Jensen/JDM. I prefer bottom/omega/sub!Dean/Jensen, but Jared/Sam/Misha/Castiel would be ok if that's what's available.

I personally am not looking for something where Jared or Sam (or etc.) would be the abusing partner (ie, Jared would rescue slave!Jensen, not buy him to continue to abuse him). I DO already have "A Kept Boy" podfic, and "A Monster by Any Other Name" podfics. :)

If you know a longer A/B/O, D/S universe, or slave fic that does not have a podfic, I still wouldn't mind the rec. I love hanging around the kink meme, but I'm craving longer stories than the (excellent) comment fics, and I can always read it online/download a pdf for the drive.

If there are no A/B/O etc. podfics, hurt/abused/tortured/sick Dean or Jensen are also great.

I appreciate anything you can find!
10 December 2013 @ 09:31 am
I remember the author described it as "messy and disorganized but otherwise consensual", I believe. Sam and Dean had kind of fallen into a D/s relationship. I remember specifically a scene where Dean called Sam because he needed his permission to come, and a scene where Sam expressed frustration that Dean only seemed to listen to him when he was "going to get an orgasm out of it". Any help is so very much appreciated!
08 December 2013 @ 12:21 pm
I remember it was a little oneshot where Sam leaves Dean a list of things to do and what clothes he's supposed to wear that day. I specifically remember Sam either telling Dean he couldn't go to he bathroom or Dean just assuming as much, but there was a part where Sam told Dean over the phone he could go as long as he stayed on the line with Sam. Then Sam picked out the clothes Dean was supposed to wear at the bar later and told him to flirt with a woman and meet her out back, but when she got there Sam was with Dean? Then Sam told Dean he'd done good today and promised to reward him.

Help is greatly appreciated!
23 November 2013 @ 06:46 pm
Just as the subject says, I am looking for stories with J2 and Misha all together. It can be just a plain poly relationship or a bdsm one. If not that, I want wincestiel with the same stamdard (poly or bdsm). Now, what I don't want in the story is bottom Dean/Jensen :P I am looking for Jensen/Dean to be the Dom if it is a BDSM story. Jared and Misha or Sam and Castiel can be switches or submissive doesn't really matter. I hope someone is knows I story like this cause I just saw this picture of the three of them and now all I want is a really good story with all three of them together! Thanks in advance!
Hi, this is my first post on this community. I hope to do everything ok.

I'm searching for fics in which there is a BDSM relationship focused on discipline and punishment from the Dom to the bad Sub. I'd prefer if there is strong love between Dom and Sub, so the punishments are not for pleasure, only for learning a lesson. guilty!Sub willing to accept whatever the Master decides because he knows that he's been bad. Emotional!Sub scared to be sent away for his mistakes. The trasgression is not important (disrespect, brattiness, forget the rules ecc) and not specific punishments, too. I prefer spanking, caning, CBT and similar, painful but with no lasting damages. Whatever punishment can be effective on the emotional side of the Sub is okay, too. No safewording, no blood. I wish to see aftercare, even if it arrives after a couple of days to stuck the lesson better. Nothing is too harsh, so don't worry about it. Crying!Sub it's ok, for guilty, fear (not of Master but to be sent away) or pain.
Other than BDSM realtionship, it's ok A/B/O realtionship and puppy!play with the puppy punished.
I prefer J2 or Destiel (no preference for top or bottom between J2; in Destiel, bottom!Cas is better but i'll take bottom!Dean, too), but I gladly take Dean/Sam, Sam/Castiel (top!Castiel) and Dean/Sam/Castiel, too. No Samifer or Sabriel, please.

Other fics that i'd be glad to read are the ones with a bad Dom/Alpha and a damaged Sub/Omega who thinks to be useless and craves to serve another Dom/Alpha better. I'd prefer a slow relationship between the two, with Dom/Alpha caring and loving and Sub/Omega slowly becoming more confident. Discipline is good, too, but nothing harsh that could ruin the Sub/Omega's progresses. Dom/Alpha has to know his boy's limits.
I'd prefer only J2 for this (with Sub/Omega!Jensen, if it's possible and caring Dom/Alpha!Jared) or Dean/Sam relationship.

Third type is lighter. I'd love to see Sam as the big brother for once, so deaged!Dean fics. No loss of memories, Dean conscious to be the big brother but willing (after some time or right away) to be taken care of by Sam.

Specific fic is a spanking fic. I seem to recall that the boys were in a relationship and Sam made a mess in the hotel room he and Dean were staying while his brother was gone, and he didn't put the salt lines, so when Dean came back, he spaked him and at one point he handcuffed him for something (struggle or because he told him to stay quite and he didn't) and Sam started to cry while getting the handcuffs because he hated to be handcuffed. I also remember that Dean tells Sam something like "If you wanted a spanking, you could have ask instead of made such a mess" after punishment is over. I thought to have it bookmarked, but obviously i was wrong >.<

Sorry for bad english, i'm italian and i did the best i could! Hope you guys can help me! Thanks in advance!
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15 November 2013 @ 05:09 pm
All my google searches failed and I don't know what to do next, so I'm here. I read this story a long time ago. I think it was from one of kink memes.

In this story, because Jared fucked through many female PAs, his company (partner?) decided to hire male PA, Jensen. At first, Jared objected this, but when they met, Jensen was very toppy and dominant and made Jared want to be submissive and bottom for Jensen. Jensen tormented Jared for days until and he finally fucked Jared at his office. I remember Jensen called Jared when he was at meeting and talked dirty and Jared became incredibly turned on and felt helpless.

If you know this story, plz help me to find this. I have no idea where I start for search. Thanks in advance.
29 October 2013 @ 04:00 pm
Hello, I'm looking for any human AUs where Cas is a sub? (preferably Dean's but any MC is okay!) More specifically, I'm looking for longer porn-with-plot fics if you have them :)

I've recently read a whole bunch of brilliant sub!Dean ones like Carry On and Keep Looking for Water but sub!Cas is still more my thing... and bottom!Cas too if possible. But I only know of A Rite of Passage so I'm craaaaving any others if they're out there!
27 October 2013 @ 12:23 pm
I'm looking for a really old Sam/Dean bdsm fic called Tough Love by atana_blackfox, that I read a long time ago. But it seems to be gone. Anyone have a copy they can send me? If the author doesn't want the story shared, please let me know.
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27 October 2013 @ 01:08 am
Hey guys, I'm trying to find a fic that I read a long time ago but I just can't remember the name or where I read it. It was about sam and dean going undercover for something and both pretended to be dom's in a club but dean was really sam's sub and he was having a hard time pretending to be a dom. I think they were trying to a kill a ghost or something and dean starts thinking he is getting old and sam needs someone younger.
Thanks in advance!
18 October 2013 @ 01:48 am
I am so embarrassed to ask for this.....there is a kinkmeme done several months ago called "warmer"...I can't find the link please help me
07 October 2013 @ 02:27 pm
I'm looking for any fics in which Jared teaches Jensen about BDSM, trains him to be a good sub, teaches him what the lifestyle is supposed to be about. Preferably set in a 'verse in which BDSM is not the norm and AU, but anything is fine, I just really want to see that teaching element.

Bottom/Sub!Jensen only!
04 October 2013 @ 07:11 pm
Hello everyone, I need your help again.
I'm looking for what i think is a dom/sub story, where Jensen's father is a wealthy man who hires Jared (who is a professional master?) to teach jenses a lesson, or set him straight, as he was really spoiled and didn't fulfill his obligations. I remember they had to live together, and Jensen had to obey Jared when they were at home, or face consequences from his father.
I hope I haven't butchered the plot too much, does anyone recognize this?
thanks in advance

eta: found, in comments
01 September 2013 @ 07:51 pm
Hi all,
there's a fic I'm trying to find for a friend who doesn't have an LJ. It's an established relationship Jared/Jensen. Jensen is Jared's sub, and has had a fantasy, to be shown by Jared to someone else, subbing. The fic starts (?) with Jensen blindfolded, on his knees, while Jared welcomes Misha in to watch. Later Jared makes Jensen look at him and at Misha, and tell them what he wants to be done to him.

Thank you so much!
24 August 2013 @ 07:06 pm
Hi :)

I'm looking two specific fics:

1) Sam and Dean decide not to have a sexual or romantic relationship, even though they want it, if I'm not mistaken because they decide they're too big a part of each other's life as it is. It could have been part of a longer fic, I just remember this scene where they talk about it, I think they were getting out of the Impala at a motel. May have read it on ffnet, a while back. If this sounds at all familiar, please tell me. I may be getting points wrong.

2) Jared is this fantastic dom, but Jensen figures out he secretly (?) wants to sub.


3) Any and all fic involving praise kink would be appreciated. Any pairing, no pairing, whatever you've got - bring it on. I've been looking for it for weeks, and only found very few. Points of the praise is not for sex or discipline, but that I haven't found for any fandom.
22 August 2013 @ 12:28 pm
As far as I can remember this was an all human AU where Dean is Cas' best friend. Cas had just broken up with his boyfriend and was feeling very hurt so Dean comforted him by domming him so that he wouldn't have to think anymore. However, the d/s relationship is platonic (or, at the very least, non-sexual). It was on lj or dreamwidth I think.
08 August 2013 @ 05:29 am
I wish I remembered these stories because they were terrific but I can't so if you don't mind helping me...

The first story I want to find again, I'm almost positive was from It was Dean, John and Sam centered and I think it was case related. Dean got hurt during the case, wound up in a hospital (same as Sam?), John came to check on them (I think) and basically it dealt with John's neglect to Dean or something like that. One thing that may help was that the doctor working on Dean (he needed surgery or something) had a similar issue with his own dad that happened to work in the hospital or was retired, I can't remember.

The second was bdsm (maybe in the spnkink meme?). I think it was J2. Jensen was an actor and Misha was his agent and he wanted to work in something new, movie wise and decided to do something with bdsm but he's never done it before and Misha thought it'd help if he went to a club? Jared was a dom there and decided Jensen was a sub even though it was his first time and Jensen didn't know. (Found in the comments)

Last specific story is a crossover with Criminal Minds. It was a long WIP in with Dean, Sam and Spencer Reid as the main characters. Dean was god's will, Sam was wrath, and Reid was something else. Castiel played a decent part, in the beginning Reid and his team got attacked by demons and Reid was able to recite some Latin to exorcise it. I tried looking for it but it seems to have been deleted? Anyone know what happened to it? (Link to Google docs below)

The general search is any crossover, general, or Wincest that's heavily focused on Dean. Angst is fine, happy ending is OK but not a requirement. I prefer to avoid major death fics, WIP unless it's long/frequently updated, Mpregs, etc. Sorry for the long requests, hope anyone can help me. Much appreciated in advance guys.
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04 August 2013 @ 11:40 pm
I've been hunting around for some fics where Dean effectively tops from the bottom. All the fics I can find are generally synonymous with top=dom and bottom=sub and that's not quite what I'm looking for.
So if anyone has any recommendations that would be lovely! Dean/Cas or Sam/Dean would be lovely. :D

Also if there are any fics like the one where Dean gives Sam an oral fixation by buying him candy and the like, so where Dean (or Sam) "trains" the other to have a pavlovian response without the other noticing that'd be great. I haven't managed to find any in my past months of searching. Hopefully this isn't too vague? 
This was a multi-part story, I think on livejournal but I can't find it! Dean freaks out every time he's tied up because of what happened with Gordon. Sam works on overcoming that with him. And sex happens.
17 July 2013 @ 03:32 pm
It also had Sam and Victor and Benny. Cas is Dean's sub and Dean likes to share with his friends. The fic is all about Sam and Victor and Benny using Cas while Dean's also there, cooking dinner and watching movies and stuff, keeping his guests entertained. But at the end, Dean puts Cas to bed and Cas gets a little pushy, without anybody else around.
10 July 2013 @ 07:36 pm
Most BDSM fics will feature or at least mention a safeword, but I rarely see it actually being used. It's there for a reason, after all. I would love to see some stories where a scene gets taken a bit too far and one of the people involved needs to safeword out. Followed by schmoopy aftercare and angst, of course.

I also have a special fondness where one person should have used a safeword because they were uncomfortable/in too much pain/no longer happy with the scene and they don't because they are worried about disappointing their partner. And then said partner realizes something is wrong and stops it and then again we have the aftercare and angst.

All slash pairings are loved--those featuring Cas or Misha are especially appreciated. Thanks in advance!
06 July 2013 @ 12:43 am
i can't seem to find this fic anywhere! it's set during season 8, not episode specific. takes place in the men of letters bunker. it starts with cas pacing around and being really agitated and dean orders cas to sit down and wait for him to come back. dean goes to the kitchen or something but he gets distracted talking to sam and it takes him awhile to get back, but when he does, cas is still sitting exactly where dean left him, and he's totally calmed down now and just kind floating in subspace.

dean looks after him and doesn't take advantage or anything and in the morning he explains to cas about d/s and asks cas if he'd like to try that and they set a date to hook back up and having d/s sex. they don't do anything really hardcore, and no s&m, just d/s, and it's pretty schmoopy.

anyway i really liked this fic and i thought i'd bookmarked it and i really hope it hasn't been deleted or anything! can anyone help me out?
02 July 2013 @ 07:58 pm
I'm looking for a Stargate crossover that I read years ago and didn't save. It was actually the first Supernatural fic that I read, way back before I had even heard of the show.

It was a BDSM/Slave fic. Dean was captured by/sold to John Sheppard and taken to an island to be trained as a pleasure slave. Cam Mitchell was one of the trainers, Daniel Jackson was either a slave or a trainer, Rodney McKay was Sheppard's slave/sub. It was pretty long, and there was a sex scene in a cave. I think that it ended with Dean/Cam. I don't know if any other Spn characters were in it because at the time, I didn't know who anyone in Spn was.

I really hope someone knows what this fic is. I would love to read it again.
02 July 2013 @ 07:00 pm
Hi everyone! I'm looking for a fic I think called Smoke and Mirrors? I don't remember it's j2 or wincest, either way it's bottom Jared or bottom Sam. It's mainly about some organization kidnapping Jared/Sam andJensen/Dean training Jared/Dean to be a sub. Ring any bell?
Any fic similar is welcome, too!
Thanks guys!
28 June 2013 @ 11:44 am
its a pretty lengthy fic where Dean and Sam is a d/s relationship but Dean goes overboard with Sam. Like Sam did not want Bobby to know about this type of their relationship. If i remember correctly, Dean broke that trust and somehow Bobby found out about it. Dean was also progressively getting more violent. I think the readers found out that there was something that caused Dean to go this far. Thanks for your time~

Found!- Fic under comments Author:flutternutter
25 June 2013 @ 06:29 pm
I'm looking for any and all stories involving one, two or three of the following.

1. Orgasm Denial
2. Forced Orgasm
3. Ruined Orgasm

Can be J2, J3, JDM/Jared, JDM/Jensen, Sam/Dean and/or with John or any of them mixed with anyone else. Just want the story to be mainly about or involving the above.

Thank you!
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