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22 October 2014 @ 12:53 am
Are there any stories out there where Mary and John are resurrected with Samuel Gwen, Christian, Mark, and Johnny Campbell? I will take both Mary and John or just one of them, even more of a bonus if it is Destiel.
18 October 2014 @ 11:03 pm

I really want to read something where Dean just leaves because of Sam's and John's argument and him being stuck as the middle man trying to appease them both. I honestly am not liking sam or john much so bashing the is okay. If John and Sam finally realize how selfish they've been and how much Dean has given up would be great. If Dean never talks to them again it'd be fine with me as well. If somehow it turns into a destielwell... you've just made my week. No wincest please and no dean/jo I don't like her very much.
Hey everyone!

So I have two searches today

1) I've started reading Destiel recently and I was reading this fic: Angels of a feather and this fill on the Spn kink meme and I was wondering if there were any similar fics to that. Fics where Dean manifests wings and ends up displaying in submissive ways to Cas who's a dominant angel, showing his interest as a mate who tries to fight it at first, but ends up claiming him anyway. Or even the other way around, with Dean showing dominant displays and Cas being a submissive angel.
Basically, I just really want to read any stories with a growly, possessive Cas (or Dean) who sees the other as HIS and gets all jealous and possessive any time someone looks their mates way and so sets out to claim them (wing!kink, grace!sex, angelic bonding?) so everyone will know who they belong too ^^

2) I was also wondering if you guys could rec me your favourite priest!recs please. I don't mean stories where the boys just dress up as priests and they end up getting down and dirty ;). I meant fics where both the boys, or one of them, are ACTUALLY priests, and the other sets out to woo them or seduce them away from the church.
Fics I've already read: Waterstains by Leonidaslion, A Thing for Collars by Phantisma, Have you seen him whom him who my soul loves (J2) by veronamay, Forgive me Father by kiraynn. I have also checked out all the recs at J2 recs.


Thanks guys! :)
16 October 2014 @ 10:16 am
Hey Guys,

There is this story in my help that I keep rememmbering glimpses of, but I can't seem to find it.

As for the pairing I am pretty sure it was Dean/Castiel, but it is possible it could have been J2 as well.

I don't remember much of the plot, but it was in a A/B/O world and Dean and Castiel worked at the same business I believe. Dean was an Alpha and Castiel was an Omega. Sam was in the story as well and I believe he was a Beta who greatly supported Omega equality.

Anyways, I remember the upon first meeting one another, Castiel hates Dean because of his prejudiced towards Omegas. When I say prejudiced I don't mean it in hatred way. Dean in this story was raised in a way that made him believe that Betas and Omegas belonged in the kitchen or taking care of the children while the Alphas worked. He even gave same trouble about wanting to go to college to get a better job. Dean wanted Sam to settle down with an Alpha that can take care of him. He is very stern in his belief of this.

Eventually (After a while), Dean and Castiel start to get along, even though they have a hard time because Dean is kinda stuck in his way. I don't remember the events that lead up to them becoming a couple.

I hope someone can find this! Thanks in advance!
15 October 2014 @ 11:00 pm
hey guys! so, I'm looking for this fic I'm sure I meant to save but apparently didn't (story of my life). I'm a little hazy on the details, so bear with me. as far as I remember John got resurrected (by God?) to deal with all the lost souls (ghosts?) that were left over following the apocalypse. Dean's finally dating Cas, Sam's mourning Gabriel, who he's been secretely in love with and John's bewildered.

thanks in advance!
12 October 2014 @ 10:32 pm
It's a bit older. Angels are known to humans. Castiel is a strange angel who comes to work at Bobby's shop and becomes friends with Dean.
One day a car he's fixing up falls on one of his wings.
He stays with Dean because "there is no one" and Dean replies something like "there's me."
Dean helps him recover, includes him helping Cas groom his wings after Castiel is having a hard time with it and yells at Dean when he misconstrues something Dean says as mocking. Dean gets Cas' oil on his face and Cas tells him to wash it off immediately but Dean leaves it on, and Castiel cries.
Naturally, they get together in the end. I'm not sure if it's a series, it was so long ago that I read it. Please hit me with a link if you know it. I'd love to read it again. Many thanks.
I'm looking for a fic where Sam and Dean are bounty hunters of a sort, rounding up rogue angels that have escaped from owners and turning them into the authorities. They find Castiel and Gabriel and instead of turning them in they help them to freedom. I'm almost certain it had Destiel and Sam/Gabriel, and a bit of Castiel whump.
I'm pretty sure this was an abandoned WIP but its an AU, I think pre-series or Stanford!era (or at least Sam is at Stanford), and Dean is called out to help some hunters with a case. It takes place in the desert and Dean is called because he knows Enochian really well. There's like rings around something, and each ring has Enochian guarding it. At one point Dean manages to get through a ring but it brings up (bad) memories; other hunters take bets on who can go farthest (whose the toughest); one of the hunters was Gordon. Anyway as they get closer to the center Dean starts to remember this guy Castiel, whose the love of his life. At some point they get through the rings and Zachariah was the one keeping him trapped (in a cave or below ground?) I remember the place floods but Dean and Cas get out and they end up in the hospital. When Dean wakes up - I think he has the burn on his shoulder and is extremely tired but is otherwise ok - he pushes to get to Cas's room and an OMC hunter tells the doctors to let him.

Other random parts I remember: there was another hunter about Dean's age who Dean used to have a crush on but he's married, and one scene (chapter?) is from his POV thinking about this and that he cares a lot about Dean. (Who I think was called - or he called Dean - Slick or Ace or Lucky.) During the story we find out Dean is in charge of making fake IDs for hunters (this OMC could have been better at it if he had more patience.) (I think he also had an extra insurance card that Cas uses?) I also remember - there may have been two hospital stays - but the OMC is calling all these hunters out (Bobby, Rufus, Jo, Ellen, OCs, etc) to help him rescue Cas and Dean - with his low self-esteem - expresses surprise and the OMC is like "duh, of course, if you love Cas we want to help." (Dean may have tried to call Sam for help and didn't get an answer right before this.) OMC was also worried about this Cas guy being good enough for Dean.

Not 100% sure but I think it was on A03.

Thank you so much for any help!


Found -- You are all that I adore by jenny_wren
07 October 2014 @ 11:13 pm
This is driving me crazy because I remember a lot of what happens but I can't find it.
Cas goes to Sam (when he is alone) for advice on courtship but he doesn't mention it is for Dean. Meanwhile Dean is trying to fix the impala and keeps finding Cas's feathers around Sam when he's not there and he is jealous. Then Cas gives Dean a part for the impala as a gift and then I don't remember it clearly, I think there was a misunderstanding and Cas though than Dean did not want him and it was Sam's fault but dean fixed it and it all ended well. Oh and I think it was Sam's POV but I¡m not sure.
If please someone could tell me the name of this fic, it's driving me nuts.
Thanks in advantage.
06 October 2014 @ 09:26 am
Hi everyone,
first time posting, but I hope you can help. My computer keeps dying on me and this is one of the stories I've lost because of that. I had started reading, but can't remember the title, author or even specifics from the summary. I've tried finding it, but haven't been successful. Perhaps this will sound familiar to anyone?

It's an AU in which angels live close to humans - I think the Winchesters are hunters and there's a hunter community, too. Dean is in high school and Cas is home from college. There is a lake that Michael Novak gave Mary Winchester permission to visit, because it's on Novak land, and after Mary died, Dean keeps going there. When the story begins, he's there and takes a walk in the woods, running into Castiel (who might be nesting?). He tries to run, which is why Cas chases him down and claims him by biting his neck. Michael then talks to John Winchester about the consequences and hands Dean a book with some rituals/traditions on what's going to happen from now. I remember that Dean got introduced to the entire Novak family as Cas' intended, and that Dean is angry because Cas ignores him, even though Cas invited him to meet the family.

Thanks in advance!

Edit: found, see comment
05 October 2014 @ 02:21 am
this fic is set directly after the fall and basically cas can't (or doesn't want to) find dean and sam so instead goes off and works with these two sisters for a long time. one of the sisters is around sam's age and the other one is a lot younger (12ish i think). at one point the sisters spilt up when they're working on a case (young one stays with cas, older one goes off by herself) and the older one runs into sam and dean and starts working with them and eventually they all meet up and work together. also i think throughout the story cas is being chased by angels but i could be wrong
04 October 2014 @ 11:40 pm
I'm pretty sure I read it on AO3 but can't seem to find it. Cas was underage (maybe early teens?) and Dean the babysitter was late teens I believe. Dean gave Cas a backrub because his stomach was sore from eating so much chocolate, which then led to him seducing Cas, first in the living room, then in the upstairs bathroom. Does this fic sound familiar to anyone?
In this story Gabriel is brought back to life it is set after the 7th season I think. I do know it was once on archive of our own but now I can't find it.
29 September 2014 @ 03:28 pm
so the fanfic im locking 4 starts with cas at a lagoon and dean coming over to him
i remember that cas thinks that dean is going to fight with him cause even though they r both angels they fight 4 different partys

like there are no humans but angels with just 1Wing (or wingpair)
and lucifer coruptet them and made them his army and gabriel (or maybe balthazar though that possibility is like 3%) took the other "lower angels" and banfrt them together and sam and dean are his generals and cas fights in michaels troops and they r fighting over who gets heaven

anyway dean is like in love with cas and is trying 2 court him but cas hasnt noticed that and is prepared 2 fight but dean just jokes with him

i also remember that cas wings r black or charcoal and gabriels r red
and that sam is together with gabriel and i think there is even a flashback gabriel has 2 a talk with god when he gave him a lolypop and started gabriels sweettooth

also its either a realy song fic or a series though i lean more towards series

anyway loocking 4 this has been driving me crazy cause it is a couple of years old at least 2 and ive been loocking 4 at least 6 months and google has let me down on this count (but i found some other cool stuff)

and i know Eve was not yet in the show but i cant remember if it lucifer was already trying 2 get sam 2 b his vessel and it was ignored or if he wasnt yet released so i dont know where in the cronicles it should b

im sorry if i didnt tag it right but i'm only confident in the things that i tageed and not in other stuff
I've seen several recs of a destiel (+side sabriel) au fic called "The Profound Proposal" but can't find it at any of the old links. If the author doesn't object to people reading it, is there a chance that anyone has a current link or a copy?


Summary: The Proposal!AU Dean Winchester is a gruff, pushy, no-nonsense executive editor in chief who, upon learning that he will lose his Visa status in the US, wrangles his socially awkward but incredibly brilliant assistant Castiel Novak, into a complicated marital hoax to avoid deportation. While immigration agent Henriksen is set on capturing them in the web of lies they have spun, Sam tries to use his lawyer status to his advantage and get the agent off of his brother’s back. But it seems as though Sam just gets into a mess of his own in the process.

Link to the first chapter via the wayback machine: here
26 September 2014 @ 06:43 pm
Sam and Dean and Cas are all in a relationship. Sam knows that Dean and Cas have sex without him and do other things without him etc. when Sam goes to a bar to hang out with Cas and Dean he notices that everyone there is a couple and Dean/Cas is the couple, leaving Sam out. Sam thinks it's best to leave.
I'm looking for two fics:

1) Sam gets captured by lucifer and tortured but castiel offers to switch places with sam (or tries to rescue him and gets caught himself while sam gets away) and gets tortured and probably also raped by lucifer. He's also fed demon blood by him until the boys rescue him

2) This is a domestic fic probably after season 8 with fallen!cas who has ptsd and panic attacks. There's a scene where he gets one in a shoe shop while shopping with dean and people are staring at him until dean gets there and calms him down + gets him out of there. There also a scene where dean is frustrated with cas' situation and punches a tree until his hand bleeds and sam tells him to get it together to help cas get better. It was a wip when i read it but it's probably finished now

Thanks in advance c;
25 September 2014 @ 03:48 pm
Hello everyone! I'm looking for fics where Dean is in (or was in) an abusive relationship with an omc. I prefer it to be physical abuse, but I'm not too picky. It can be au or sometime in established canon, as long as it's more than a one night stand. I really like the idea of seeing Dean in a domestic setting while all this is happening. The longer the better, but I'll read one-shots too. I also prefer no wincest, but I love Destiel. Sam is great though, so if he makes an appearance like in a brotherly role, that would be okay too. Other than that I don't care what's in the fics, but please no major character death. I've looked through all tags and I'm finding it difficult to find stories like this. Any help is appreciated!
25 September 2014 @ 11:28 am
I read this fic ages ago and cant for the life of me seem to find it again.

Basically Dean transfers to a pre space-mission compound? so that he can continue to work with Sam who's hoping to be chosen for this mission. Castiel is, I believe, the first person he meets when he arrives. He doesn't really initially like Dean.

Cas has been augmented with special arms that make him stronger, possibly better eyes... and at least one or two other things. Cas was a soldier at one point.

Castiel's room mate is Kevin whos a student/cadet also hoping to be chosen for the program.

Deans an engineer/mechanic?

Benny is there, so is Jess I think.

The mission is funded by The Company?! Or something like that. I can't remember.

Anything you can do to help! Much thanks.
24 September 2014 @ 11:10 pm
Can't for the life of me find this fic, but I'm hoping I can get some help here!

I'm looking for a oneshot high school AU with the typecast Castiel as the trodden-on outcast, and Dean as the popular asshole jock who bullies him. It was in Cas's POV, and Dean often made extremely homophobic jokes at Castiel's expense. Gabriel was in it, too, to stick up for his little brother and commiserate with Cas about how Dean is definitely a doodyhead poopstain.

Then Cas gets an invite to meet some place at school(I think the locker room?), either from Dean explicitly, or from—I am more sure, but not 100%, that it was this one—a secret admirer(who turns out to be Dean). Cas figures out that it's Dean in advance, though, and shows up to make a fool of him, thinking that Dean is just being a prick about Cas being gay, so Cas may as well return the favor.

Then it turns out Dean never realized how terrible he was being, and all the bullying was the only way he knew how to get Cas's attention, and his feelings for Cas were sincere. So Cas breaks Deans fragile little heart, but, happy end for Destiel, Castiel somehow finds it in himself to forgive Dean, and they hook up(I think. Maybe they ended up as friends, but the fic definitely ended on a positive note.).

If it helps, I remember that at the time that I read this on LJ, I seem to recall that the author's journal's theme was predominantly an eye-searing yellow(I think?) with pink highlights(I think?).
24 September 2014 @ 09:50 pm
Hello! I'm looking for a fix where Castiel is a merman/mermaid.I can't remember the plot but I do remember that Cas had a penis in his tail area, I don't think a lot of fics have that. haha. Anyway, it was Dean/Castiel. Thanks!
21 September 2014 @ 12:11 pm
I've been trying to remember enough clues about this fic to ask for help for 2 days, so here goes. Dean is woken by a strange angel (I think in a female vessel) who tells him that Cas is trapped in Hell and Dean is the only being who can get to him for a rescue. There is something to do with the fact that he will be there physically not just as a soul and what that would mean if he fails and he and Cas are both stuck, and that the only help the other angels can give is getting Dean into Hell. I'm pretty sure Sam is asleep through all the explanation and Dean decides to go without waking him up, and I'm certain that if Sam does wake up, Dean doesn't tell him what is going on before he goes for the rescue. And I think when Dean finds Cas in Hell there is something about proving he is the real Dean and that the way Cas is chained up is important (possibly that is why Dean has to be the rescuer?) It is also probably a Dean/Cas fic.

Any suggestions?
19 September 2014 @ 08:06 pm
Hi everyone, I'm looking for a destiel fic where Castiel is human and hunts with the Winchesters. He's the righteous man instead of Dean, so a lot of the stuff that happened to Dean happens to him- he makes a demon deal when Sam dies and is given a year before he's dragged down to Hell for forty years (I think he's pulled out by Anna). He and Dean eventually get together once Cas gets out of Hell. One part that I remember is when Sam,  Dean and Cas are talking to Becky and have to pretend they're fans of the Supernatural book series for some reason, and Becky is quizzing them on stuff that happens in the books. She asks when Castiel fell in love with Dean, and Castiel says "Instantly" and is really embarrassed.

17 September 2014 @ 05:29 pm

This was years ago, I read a wonderful fic where Dean and Cas drove to cabin with Sam and I think Ruby was there. And they kept wondering why the TV didn't seem to be working properly. Turns at it was all a dream and they were trapped there by a demon (?). Cas worries that he is not real.

Thank you. I appreciate all your help!

Wasn't sure on the tags, but they were basically in a coma
16 September 2014 @ 08:52 pm
Hi guys, I'm looking for a specific fic I read before I started bookmarking, so I imagine it's at least a couple of years old. Here's what I remember.

It's a J2 college!fic. Jensen had been assaulted when he was younger and it had screwed up his ability to make romantic attachments. Instead he turned into a massive slut. Jared is walking home from a party one night when a guy he'd never met before (Jensen) pushes him up against a wall and goes down on him and leaves as quickly as he appeared. The Js meet again somehow and start to fall for each other, but Jensen's inability to form attachments causes mega-angst. Christian Kane features quite heavily as Jensen's best friend who hates that he sluts around.

The general fics I'm looking for are:
I love the fic Waves and I think what I love about it is:
a) Dean's homophobia and fear of being out of the closet means he publicly denies Castiel in a really humiliating way, absolutely crushing Castiel;
b) How Castiel self-destructs afterwards; and
c) How there's a crap-ton of angst as Dean slowly has to win Cas back

So fics with any or all of these themes would be much appreciated. Any M/M pairing is good, I ship 'em all. I don't like WIPS or A/B/O.

Thanks guys, you're the best!
14 September 2014 @ 10:11 am
Anyone know of any places where I can put prompts and writers will write them. Like I give an idea of a story and they'ok take it and write it. I have a supernatural fic ideas that I can't write out but I'm sure someone could take my idea and do a fantastic job writing a story about it.
13 September 2014 @ 11:14 am
I've read the wonderful Across the Divide by Bookkbaby and I would like to know if there are more Dean/Cas fics that deal with Jimmy?

It can be anything from dealing with consent issues to just acknowledging that there's another person involved in their friendship/relationship.
12 September 2014 @ 07:11 pm
Hi, I'm looking for a specific Dean/Cas pre-slash story where Dean is teaching cas life lessons and these interactions are annoying sam because they don't see how they're flirting with each other. The scene I remember the most is cean putting on dancing with the stars because cas likes to watch it, then makes a comment about how he thinks cas could dance like that, sam asks why, dean is like cause he is graceful cause of being an angel. Sam points at cas who keeps spilling the food he is eating down his clothes which is when dean removes cas' shirt and sam gets frustrated and leaves
Thanks for the help
07 September 2014 @ 03:20 pm
Today I hope someone can find a fic that I have spent over 6 months looking for via searching my browser's history.

Details: At some point after Cas met the Winchester brothers in canon, he removed his grace and was reborn as a human. When he is a teenager, he meets Dean again but has no idea who he is. Meanwhile, Dean owns a business and has been living in Cas' hometown for a while. (In fact, their first meeting occurred because Cas rode his bike near Dean's business, which was either a mechanic shop or a salvage yard.) At some point during the fic, Cas regains his memories as an angel and possibly starts a relationship with Dean.

I'm pretty sure that I read the fic on AO3 and that the fic was long & complete.

PS: I'm also looking for any recs where Cas is reborn human after he has fallen. The fics can be gen or Destiel.

Edit: The fic I was looking for has been found. It's By the Unseen Light by yellow_pomelo aka melo. Links - LJ, AO3.
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07 September 2014 @ 02:19 pm
Hi, I'm looking for a fic where Omega Dean adopted his son Castiel which is thought he is an omega and is raised that way and later Castiel and Dean find out he is an Alpha and they mate tho I remember how Dean has some problems taking an alpha because of problems with his biology.
04 September 2014 @ 09:17 pm
Hi, I'm looking for a certain Destiel fic and here's what I remeber about it:
1. The boys and Cas are investigating a town where people suddenly start singing their secrets/feelings
2. Dean sings a version of "Halo" to Cas
3. It's told from Sam's POV, but it's not first person
4. It's part of series
5. Pretty sure I read it on LJ
If someone could at least give me the title, I'd be thankful. An actual link would be even better.
03 September 2014 @ 03:04 am
I have read this fiction sometime ago but I cant remember what the name is and I didn't bookmark it. All that I remember is that the Castiel that was in season 5 episode 4 who had no angle power's and did a lot of drugs and drinks had died. He wakes up on a empty street in River Grove and the year is 2006 ( season 2 episode 9). He has no memory of how he got there. He runs into Sam who tells him to run because he is being chased by croataons. The two of them go to the doctor's office in town. Castiel still has no powers but can tell when someone is infected. They kill the demon and when everyone leaves Castiel goes with the Winchester. I think that was the first chapter. The only other thing that I remember is that when dean was captured and being held in a cabin as bate for someone to kill same Castiel is the one that saves dean. Does any of this ring any bells? Please help
31 August 2014 @ 02:53 am
The fic I'm hoping to find is a take of the film Doc Hollywood, with, I believe, Dean crashing the Impala and having to stay around while he repairs the damage to car and fence and meets Castiel.

I swear the fic exists but I can't find it to save my life. And I'm afraid I remember no more details from it as I'd not read it before I lost the tab. I'm really hoping this fic does exist and that I've not just been making stuff up in my head..
Thanks for any suggestions!
29 August 2014 @ 11:33 am
I'm moving house and it is super stressful, so I'm looking for upbeat fics with happy endings to read in my fleeting moments of spare time.
I'm after casefics where BAMF!Dean saves the day using his smarts. Doesn't have to be extremely long fic or purely casefic. Bonus points if its scenarios that are very close to canon, like noticing patterns other hunters don't, and sneaky stuff like tricking Eve into biting him etc... I think I've read too much hurt!Dean fic lately and I really need aggressive protective Dean. I'm cool with angst and show-levels of pain etc, but the happy endings are an absolute must. Nothing ambiguous, no 'happy if you squint' etc. Stories which really highlight how intelligent, cunning and skilled Dean is. Other character's POV (Sam, Bobby, Cas etc) on Dean is great, as is outside POV, cos we all know Dean doesn't see that in himself. Self recs are a-okay with me!
Please no: permanent injury, death!fic, blind/deaf/illiterate!Dean, non-canon AUs (canon-divergence is fine)
I strongly prefer slash of the Destiel variety, but will happily take Wincest or Gen fics too. Please no het fics, but mention of ex-girlfriends and whatnot is fine. For any fics which include sex: top!Dean only please.
27 August 2014 @ 05:16 am
During the time Castiel is pulling Dean out of hell, and repairing his soul, the two of them fall in love, but when Dean woke up, he had forgotten Cas and their relationship. Then Cas started trying to make Dean remember.
Hello everyone! I am killing myself on that one. It's AU. Castiel meets barista Dean and Cas left is phone number on a napkin. They start to see each other but Dean is always the one making efforts. I think he moved town to follow Castiel who was promoted. Dean left everything for Cas and I think that Cas cheated on him. That was the final straw. Dean left him and Cas started to search for him, realising his actions and regretting everything. Dean sent him back the napkin with the phone number. Please tell me you know this fic!!! Thx!
Hi! Hope you guys can help me out. I'm starting to run out of things to read on public transport and am looking for long (ie. more than a one-shot; not that picky about word count) Dean/Cas fics. Gimme all your favourite Dean/Cas or Cas-focused big bangs, minibangs, reverse big bangs, etc etc. please!

- Dean/Castiel, though any fic with a focus on Castiel would be awesome.
- Bottom!Cas if there's sex
- AU fics <333

Thanks so much in advance :)

So, I'm looking for a specific fic, For the Love of Jensen Ackles, and I can't seem to find it anywhere. The web address for the links I've found on other LJ posts doesn't seem to work anymore and I'd really love to read it.

Also, if there are any other J2 fics that feature Jensen being bullied by Jared/Chad/whomever (like Pretty Enough) or Destiel where Dean is being bullied, I'd greatly appreciate it!
21 August 2014 @ 10:47 pm
pleeeaaaase rescue me from becoming crazy.i am looking or a fic,where cas was hurt or tortured.he was saved and dean and sam were carrying for him.i remember one scene:they were in a diner and dean ordered coffee and cas did too.but he didn't like the taste,so dean put sugar in it.its not much i know,but its driving me crazy for sure.thx very much for trying.
Hey Guys!

I've been on the look for this story that had Dean in this biker gang (or maybe some other type of gang?). Anyways, he meets Castiel who is a libarian (I am not entirely sure about that detail though). I think that they end up hooking up, maybe at a bar or something and get into a relationship.

Something Castiel gets kidnapped by one of Dean's gang rivals, Alistair I think, and when they finally rescue him he isn't the same. Soon, it turns out that the abuse the Alistair put Castiel through change him and his way of coping through it was violence.

I wasn't like normal domestic violence because in this case it was mutual. Castiel copes with his abuse by being more rough and aggressive with in all facets of there relationship, especially sexually. Castiel would urge Dean to be as rough as possible with him during sex leaving bruises and hand prints over his body, slamming each other against the walls and even hitting each other sometimes. Dean was initially against being that rough with Castiel, but he was slowly losing him so he went along with it.

Dean's friends start to notice this change in there relationship when they start seeing Castiel with bruises and hand prints over his neck, initially believing that Dean is abusing him. Several times during the story they make comments to both Dean and Castiel about how they are abusing each other.

Other than that, I do believe that Dean ended up getting locked up because he got framed for murdering someone he didn't actually murder.

There is also a small possibility that this story could have been J2
I recall reading this on Archive of Our Own (It might be on LJ as well) and this story also had a verse and was complete or at least this part of the verse was.
And also, I am 100% that this was completely top!dean with no switching present, or at least written.

Thanks in advance!
(Couldn't find the Abuse tag)
I am looking for a specific fic that I saw a few years ago that involved non-con, due to the dark content of the story I'm putting the request after the cut.

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I am looking for hurt/comfort fics with Dean and Castiel, or J2 where one of them suffered any form of abuse or was hurt in some way and the other one takes care of them and deals with the after math, or one was abused in the past and the other helps get them past it. Can be gen or slash, any length or rating.

The stories I have found so far for this are Jensen Ackles Doesn't Exist by Xenodike, Coming Down on a Sunny Day by Maychorian, and Last Resort by Choosetolive and DreamsofSpike,
19 August 2014 @ 02:12 am
Hey, guys! I've lost a fic and I'm hoping you all could help me find it. Here's what I remember about it:

1) I'm almost certain that it's hosted on AO3.
2) It's a long fic, multi-chapter. I also remember it having multiple parts, or at least multiple epilogues.
3) It's Destiel, but a slow burner: they don't get together right away or even soon into the fic. Dean, at least, spends a lot of time coming to terms with his feelings for Cas.
4) In the very beginning of the fic, the boys are working a case. Dean finds a toddler boy in someone's home who is being abused, and the boy only has one hand. Cas is able to communicate with the boy with his angel powers and Cas enables Dean to legally adopt him by doctoring the paperwork in the system.
5) The boy calls Cas "Tad," which is "dad" in another language. It's super sweet.

Any ideas???

hi guys

I'm looking for a fic where Dean wake up few years in the future (in a motel room I think) and discover he is in a romantic relationship with Castiel. (he discover later they are married)
I think it's fallen!cas (but it was way before season 9 and even before season 8)
I remember Dean is having a "gay panic"
Sam is awesome in this and try to calm him down and tells him to be nice with Castiel because Cas kinda lost his Dean (future!Dean) and he (past!Dean) act like a dick to him.
I remember that it's really hard for Cas, he is hurt that Dean push him a away a lot.
Dean is acting as his future self is not really him.
I remember that Cas hide his ring a bit but not sure.
But finally Dean accept the thing and come to like this intimate relation with Castiel and yeah he admit he is in love with him.
I remember Sam and Castiel find a way to send him back in his time (and of course the future Dean is back to his time too) (or maybe it happen itself because there's a lot of fic like that and I may mix things together sorry :p)
I'm sorry it's blurred it's been a great while and I think it's well known fic but I searched for months and I can't find it, please help?
Thank you very much !
Have a great day/night :)

Oh and it's NOT :
The story of you and me :
neither it is : The day the world went away: (it's similar and it's a great fic btw I rec it to you guys!)
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17 August 2014 @ 10:32 pm
Hi all,
I've read so many fics that I'm finding it hard to find really great fics that I haven't already read - you know those really amazing ones that make you go "wow"? Can you please rec me your favourite fics in the fandom? Like if someone was to ask you what is your favourite fic, then what one or two fics would you pick over all else?

Anything goes, I'll read the warnings, I'm just hungry for really well-written fics. Thank you!!

NB: Incidentally mine are Safest Place To Hide and Bright Lights Of Disturbia if you're interested.
Hi all!

First I was wondering if there is any Steve Rogers/Dean Winchester (additional people to the ship is fine) fics out there. I've already looked through A03 so I was wondering if anybody had any from LJ, tumblr, etc. (Videos are appreciated too.)

Second, I was wondering if anybody had a copy of the Destiel video "Can't Pretend" by July8thprod? (It's set to the music "Can't pretend" by Tom Odell)

Thank you so much!
16 August 2014 @ 05:48 pm
Hi guys!
I’m wondering if there is some fics about Castiel becoming human and have to learn all this mundane people things – like sleeping, eating, pain, emotions etc. Just not, you know, all that “2014” stuff with drugs and orgies.
I’m looking for gen fics, but Dean/Cas ok too. (Please not PWP or wincest).
15 August 2014 @ 11:12 am
Hello everyone!

Today I'm looking for two specific stories:

1) The pairing in the first story was Dean/Castiel. Their relationship developed very slow, especially when it came to sex. There was this scene, where they finally wanted to sleep with each other and Dean bought condoms. Sam saw the condoms and came to the conclusion that Dean planned to cheat on Cas. Dean had to tell Sam, that he and Cas were about to sleep together for the very first time. Sam was flabbergasted ;)
FOUND!! Link in comments.

2) Another Dean/Castiel story. The fic was about Dean trying to hide that he is gay troughout his entire life. Sam knew about it all along, but didn't tell Dean. In one scene Teen!Dean was holding hands under the table with another boy. At the end Dean and Cas were together and Sam finally told Dean, that he knew all along and that Dean didn't have to hide anymore.

Any ideas? Thank you so much for your help in advance!


I already went through almost all the tags, but I am looking for a story where I only remember two certain scenes and nothing else. But I know the story exist :)

Scene 1: Dean/Jensen bring Sam/Jared and himself to another pack where Alpha Misha/Castiel only accepts them if Dean submits to him, which does happen just to give Sam/Jared a safe pack to stay in. Sam eventually mates with an older wolf/leopard...something.

Scene 2: Dean/Jensen and Misha/Castiel find out Dean/Jensen can get pregnant, but when they find out it's too late and he loses the baby/cub. It takes awhile before he becomes pregnant again.

I know it isn't much, but I hope someone recognizes it and can give me either the link to the story or author or title.


Thanks in advance.

12 August 2014 @ 05:46 pm
Hey guys - back again, so soon, I know. I have another specific fic request if you'll oblige me.

This one is set back during the season six finale (without going into too many season spoilers, we have here Godstiel). I believe the fic starts directly during the finale. Godstiel actually does something to Dean to make him the new Mother of All, and his body goes through some internal physical changes. Lots of hurt!Dean and emotionally!vulnerable Dean. Sam, Bobby, and Dean hole up at Bobby's place I believe where Godstiel visits Dean nightly with the intent to impregnate him with his children, new species of monster I believe - or not new? One of the kids is a vampire or werewolf or something, and the pack (or vampire nest or something) actually come to protect Dean while he's pregnant. Some of the sex scenes might be construed as non-con, but there are definitely some dub-con scenes.

Not sure if this was a WIP or complete. Either way, I'd like a link, darlings.

While I'm here, any links for your favorite vulnerable Dean fics? Bottom!Dean preferable, but general angst and hurt/comfort is of course welcome.

Sharing is caring. Thanks in advance guys. <3