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28 August 2014 @ 06:06 pm
Sorry I know I posted a request earlier, but I had one more! There was this one story, I can't remember by who, about Sam as a werewolf who teamed up with hunter!Dean. It started out with Sam on the run without a pack, vowing vengeance on hunters for killing his lost relatives until Dean catches him and instead of killing him, he keeps him locked up in his motel rooms and travels around with him. After a while they start to work together on cases together, and then there's this one night where Sam is chained up in the motel waiting for Dean to get back and he starts to go into heat. He doesn't know why, but then Dean comes into the room and he's been cursed by a witch with blindness and a scent that makes Sam think he's an unmated werewolf ready to breed. It's really primal, and eventually Sam sneaks his way around Dean and has his way with him. I think later on they find out that they're brothers and that Dean is also part wolf.

It was on AO3 when I first read it, but I haven't been able to track it down since. If anyone has this saved somewhere, I'd be super super happy. Thanks!
28 August 2014 @ 06:43 pm
Hello everyone,
I was wondering if anyone has a copy or could point me in the right direction to a copy of “Fun For All” by vita_obscura1. Thanks in advance!

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28 August 2014 @ 12:06 am
Me again =)

Looking for a Sam/Dean story - this was I think a Big Bang fic from a few years ago. In it, they are teenagers (older teens I think?), and there's some kind of a survival thing that John puts them through - Sam has to stay outside in the wilderness for an extended time... That's really all I can remember. Camping, mountains, the great outdoors, and it ends up being Sam/Dean.

Ideas? Much appreciated.
27 August 2014 @ 07:02 pm
I'd like some stories where Dean puts on a little weight. I prefer Sam/Dean, but I'm open to other pairings. Kink is okay, I can check warnings on my own :-)

And I know I've read some stories where Dean is truly or functionally illiterate, not from an injury. Again, Sam/Dean preffered and anything else is a go.

Just love pickin' on Dean. Thank you, I have great faith in this com.
27 August 2014 @ 11:11 pm
Hi all! Would be great if you could help me. I'm really in a need of some well written fics.

1. Are there any fics dealing with the relationship between Bobby and John? I would love to read any fics with them together. Maybe with teen!chesters or wee!chesters (Wincest is okay for this, when the boys are adult). They can fight or have a happy time together with Sam and Dean, I don't care, just fics with Bobby and John. No slash please (only Wincest).

2. No specific here either. Just any well written fics (I prefer oneshots, but when it's a really good one, I also read multi chapters).
Classic Wincest but more schmoop then sexy times. Cuddling, hugs and so on, maybe some kind of slow sex? Any rate, but I prefer PG-13 or R for this, but as long it's good and maybe some kind of realistic (dealing with the incest theme, first time etc.). I also would love hurt!sam for this with protectiv!dean and lot hurt/comfort, but it's not a must. And bottom!Sam only please!

Thank you so much!
27 August 2014 @ 12:17 pm
Hi all,

I'm looking for "Showtime" - a Sam/Dean by Velvetine01 - LJ deleted, and not on the author's AO3 account. Is this gone forever?

So lately I have been fixating on Jensen/Dean's amazing lips --- get your minds out of the gutter, I meant like soft kissable-looking giant lips, not like good-for-you-know-what-wink-wink lips. So yes, kissing. And other cute as hell things like playful neck nuzzling and eskimo kisses and oh god the cavities.

Yes, I'm asking for recs for fluff or schmoop or whatever you want to call it. I think there's a lot of hate for fluff from some peeps, and I also struggle to like a lot of the fluff I find because certain types of it come off to me as trite and cliche -- e.g. I have yet to find a holiday fic that didn't make me groan and facepalm. I'm the grinch, I hate holidays.

I'm hoping you guys can rec a few fluffy things my way -- kissing centric would be lovely if you think of one-- that are actually cute and first-love-butterfly inducing rather than kinda making me roll my eyes at overdone. I guess I tend to like physical affection or these little tokens of love rather than TV tropes-esque grand gestures.

As far as pairing I think J2 would probably be a better fit, maaaybe weecest but the adult winchesters seem a bit too angsty and manly to get their cuddling on.... I'm open to any of those I guess.

And for all of this, who knows? I'm just trying to give more specificity but all the things I've said probably have exceptions if it's really really well written, so like, don't be afraid to rec me something because I wont bite.

Just gimme your bestest ever fluff/schmoop recs, pretty please, spnstoryfinders comm! :)
Here I am again, hi awesome storyfinders!

I'm looking for Sam/Dean fics, two specifics and a general search:

1. Sam is king of hell and he breaks Dean into his role as consort/slave with extreme force. He does this in a broad variety of ways, but one thing I can really remember is that at a certain point Ben is living with Sam and Dean, there to be used as leverage to make Dean behave. Eventually Dean accidentally reveals to Sam that he had thought about killing himself by jumping/falling out of a window, and that wasn't permitted so Sam crushes Ben's skull with his hand. Other details are that Sam is really psycho, very undisturbed by all the horrible things he does. He also kind of digs into Dean's soul with his powers (I think Dean described black tendrils? it hurts), and he kills someone in their bedroom and Dean can't see it because there is fabric covering all of the blood. Ruby is there, and Bobby and Jo and maybe Ellen and Rufus are kept by Sam in the building. Eventually Dean is allowed to see them, but by then he's already almost completely broken in. He also wears a necklace that has power over him in the end which is given to him by Sam. If I'm correct it was a collar first. The collar had the power to make Dean really high and submissive, Dean finds it in Sam's study after Sam decides he doesn't have to wear it in a drawer with all kinds of 'train your dog/bird' books and a diary with how well Dean did with really psycho notes from sam with smilies and stuff (Dean gets really angry when he finds it because Sam had said that he'd thrown the collar out). Also Dean had a tattoo that got more intricate the more he accepted Sam. Lots of angsting by Dean that he still loved Sam somehow and that he gets really aroused by him.

2. Sam loses his soul and turns into a serial killer. He kills at least one of Dean's hookups and also a cat, which he throws out of the window of the car while he drives it. Dean doesn't know he does it (i think) and when Sam get his soul back he is really surprised that he still has the killing urge, although he does regret the cat. He starts killing again, and he keeps one of his victims dogs and gives the dog to Dean. Dean eventually finds out and makes sure the bodies aren't found, keeping Sam's works a secret. After that they start to have a relationship, and Dean goes downhill from there, letting Sam cut patterns (diamonds?) into his skin and being extremely jealous of the time Sam spends with his victims. He follows Sam when he goes to kill one time and nearly ruins the whole experience for Sam, but the next time he brings a camera or laptop or something to show Dean how he does it. the victim is a man and live on camera Sam offers the heart to a very emotional and grateful Dean, throwing it away carelessly because he already has Dean's heart and that's so much better anyway (or something similarly cheesypsycho). Mildly disturbing: Dean asks Sam to eat his heart and Sam cuts away a piece of his skin and eats some of the flesh over his heart then packs it with gauze. The emphasis is really on how much Dean loves Sam and how he loses his sanity, how jealous he is of Sam's victims, that it's not right, and Sam's delight in how much Dean loves him and how submissive he becomes, desperate for Sam's attention. I always got the impression that Dean ultimately wanted to be Sam's victim to be completely his but that might be my overactive imagination. I think I read it on AO3 but I'm not sure.

both fics were pretty long, and if found I really recommend them to everyone because whew are they good. Also both were bottom!Dean.

For the general search: any fic in the vein of the two I just described, emphasis on how the bond between the brothers is sick and twisted and incredibly strong. I prefer bottom!Dean but if it is really good I can read Bottom!Sam, just please warn beforehand. please no consensual (like full, 110% unmanipulated, sane safe consensual) BDSM.

Sorry or the length of this thing, and I really hope they're found! Thanks for reading this!
21 August 2014 @ 03:58 pm
I´m looking for a fic where Dean abuses and rapes Sam repedetly because Sam started the apocalypse(?).

I think Gabriel came to Sam´s rescue. Dose anyone knows the story?
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21 August 2014 @ 01:49 am
Hi everyone! I would like to read some nice J2 (or Wincest AUs) sports fics, in which one of both of the boys are professional sportsmen. Soccer, football, baseball, racing, whatever... I'd just like the stories to be well-written and enjoyable, maybe some of your favourites.
Thank you very much!
Hi, there: New to the community, posting for a friend who has searched far and wide for the fic described as:

So, Sam goes out in the night to wait for Dean's annual return. When Dean shows up they are together, naturally. Sam ponders the twenty-four hours they will have while he waits. There is mention of the Underworld, as well as the deity involved.

We know that it is not Zanne's "Persephone is Bleeding" or my "Persephone, Redux."

Searcher has tried a wide variety of search terms over at AO3 with no joy. Any and all help would be appreciated.

Thanks in advance!
I just discovered that velvetine01 has deleted her journal. Any chance someone here knows if she's moved to another site or if
any of her stories are available anywhere?
She wrote three great ones, one moving from the pilot through the years with developing wincest, another with others seeing the wincest before they do, and one short with Sam/Ellen that blew me away.
19 August 2014 @ 08:14 pm
I'm looking for:
1. Specific Sam Winchester fic - Where Mary is alive and Sam remembers his life as a hunter. Sam while a teenager now has continued to hunt monsters, one of which attacked him making it look like suicide. So his parents now don't trust him, his brother is worried and decides to follow him out the window after he made his escape through it yet again (he does this quite a bit I think). I think eventually Dean starts to believe him and they start to hunt together (but again I'm not sure)

I'm also looking for some other fics that I've posted before - but didn't really get a response for -

General Wincest/J2 fics - looking for any: (I like bottom Jared/Sam more, although I won't say no to bottom Jensen/Dean)
2. Mpreg, A/O/B, Werewolf/Knotting - the longer the better, but I'll take anything,
3. Time Travel - fics like - The Time-Traveler's Brother by gretazreta but any is fine,
4. Merman - where one or both boys have/get tails,
5. Tron - any fic but more along the lines of Tron Legacy,
6. Sam with wings - growing wings (nothing to do with Lucifer) &

7. AU fics that include Jess dying and Dean not coming to Stanford like he did in the pilot.

I know this is a lot but If anyone can help me find some of these that would be great, Thanks in advance.

Hi. I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam kept Dean from going to Hell. I've been searching for the fic for a couple years and haven't been able to find it anywhere. I can't remember the title or author, but I believe it was on livejournal. In the fic Sam made a deal with a demon to keep Dean safe. He had to get Dean to a specific location (I believe there was a circle involved somehow) and to do this he told Dean there was a hunt. In reality they were hunting the demon Sam made a deal with (or a cohort of said demon). This demon took Dean somewhere and used him as a cagefighter (Dean was still human I think). As Dean was fighting Sam was embracing the powers of the demon blood in his veins. He became a hot-shot powerful leader of a group of demons.
Sam and Dean eventually meet, but Sam doesn't remember Dean at all. Dean ends up going with Sam and Sam's band of demons somehow. I think Sam starts remembering Dean and this makes him angry.
As I said, it's been a while since I read so the details are kind of vague. I remember loving it and would really like to read it again. Any help would be appreciated.
17 August 2014 @ 10:43 pm
All I want is some fics where Dean/Jensen just worships Sam/Jared's ass. I'll take anything. The smuttier the better ;)

(I'm also open to weecest and underage but please only ones where Sam/Jared is at least 13...I mean like unless they're REALLY good and I should deff consider reading them...)

Thanks a bunch!
Love you guys! ~Michelle xoxoxox
17 August 2014 @ 10:32 pm
Hi all,
I've read so many fics that I'm finding it hard to find really great fics that I haven't already read - you know those really amazing ones that make you go "wow"? Can you please rec me your favourite fics in the fandom? Like if someone was to ask you what is your favourite fic, then what one or two fics would you pick over all else?

Anything goes, I'll read the warnings, I'm just hungry for really well-written fics. Thank you!!

NB: Incidentally mine are Safest Place To Hide and Bright Lights Of Disturbia if you're interested.
13 August 2014 @ 08:40 am
Looking for a specific fic.  The thing that stands out about this one was that there was a good portion of it where Sam is living at the Roadhouse, and hunting with Ash.  Sam has changed his name to Jesse so that Ellen, etc. don't know he's a Winchester. The story starts out with the 3 Winchesters hunting together, then Sam & John fight about something and Sam leaves to hunt on his own.  Dean stays to hunt with John.  I think it ends up Sam/Dean.  I didn't read it on AO3 - probably LJ or FF.  Also, it's not new - it's been awhile since I read it.

I don't need a link - I just need a title as I'm sure it's sitting on my hard drive somewhere.  Thanks!
1. Cas accidentally (or unaccidentally) interupting Sam and Dean having sex.

2. Someone (anyone) finding our or knowing about the brother's relationship.
11 August 2014 @ 11:51 pm
Hi :)
I've just recently watched season 6 again, and in episode 2, 'Two and A Half Men', the whole episode just seemed rather.. domestic to me. It seemed as though Dean was the Mama bear protecting the kid, while Sam was the Papa bear, and comes to the rescue. So, I was wondering if there are any such fics out there where the whole story seems very domestic? Bonus if Sam happens to rescue Dean (and the child if there is one). Thank you! 
10 August 2014 @ 11:01 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic I saw over a year ago on one of the knotting comms I think, but obviously now it escapes me. As, regretfully, does the title. This one was I think RPF, but may have been SPN AU. Dean/Jensen is a psychologist or something and has a bet with another person that he can convince a younger Sam/Jared that he's naturally supposed to have sex with dogs. Good times. Anyways, I think he spends a lot of time drugging Sam/Jared while he's sleeping and, of course, in the end succeeds with his nefarious scheme. Sound familiar to anyone?

* Found - link in comments.
Kind of a weird request, but I'm looking for fics - gen, wincest, J2, self-recs, anything - where one of the boys is captured, tries to escape, and preferably gets hurt before/during recapture. I suppose they could also be hurt before/during capture in general. I prefer the hurt to be severe or long-lasting, but it doesn't really matter. If you guys could rec some fics and say which chapter the hurt occurs in, I'd love you! Here are some example of what I've found so far:

Collared - After being sold to Dean, Sam dislocates his shoulder in chapter two. Incomplete fic.

Love Hurts - After being kidnapped, Sam has a seizure in part three due to the drugs, runs down the stairs, and falls in the process. Then he's recaptured. Pretty dark fic, just to warn you. NC-17.

That Stockholm Thing - After being kidnapped by Jared, Jensen is shackled and subsequently reveals an infection around his ankle in chapter two. It's quick, it's not during escape, but its hurt and genuine concern nevertheless.

I also remember one where Sam is kidnapped and drugged to force a vision out of him, but then he gets a fever, attempts an escape, but it doesn't go so well... I don't remember the name.

Any more out there, guys? Thanks in advance! Please name chapters/parts, if works are long...
Hello fandom :)
I'm looking for something with Sam having his soul back and feeling guilty for tons of bad things that Souless!Sam did to Dean.
Bonus if Dean just shruggs it off and comforts Sam.
Thank you you all.
Hi guys, I'm looking for a specific dark!fic titled "After the Flesh". There was a PDF of the fic, but the authhor deleted her account, and with it, all of her fics. I'm hoping that someone has the PDF and is willing to share?

Here's a summary:
Dean knows he's not sane anymore, Cas saved him from Hell and burned the demonic influence out of his soul but Dean still has all his memories of Hell both on the rack and off. When he gets back & finds Sammy being lead around by Ruby he comes up with a plan to stop the apocalypse but first he must convince Cas to Fall and Sammy to give into Azazel's power. Only then can Lilith be overthrown and Hell gets a new King.

09 August 2014 @ 11:28 pm
Look for a Specific Wincest. Where Dean as feel's for Sam and Sam as no idea.

Anyway what I can remember Dean and Sam are in Impala looking for a hotel etc. Cause Dean's feeling guilty for having feelings for Sam, he's been trying to hide it by picking fights with Sam.

* They find a hotel and Dean makes Sam get his own room, Sam who of course doesn't know why Dean's mad at him.

* Dean's in his own room and breaks the TV and head's out of the hotel room and see's Sam as left Deans bag outside his room for him. This makes Dean feel bad and he whats to make it up to Sam and try not to take his angry out on him.

* Dean go's to Sam's room and panic's when Sam isn't there. Sam shows up.

* They share Sam's room, then there's a fight, Dean kiss's Sam, Sam leaves Dean freaks out.

* Sam comes back after he and Dean talk on the phone.

The summary was something like - They had been fighting none stop.

I read it on
09 August 2014 @ 06:52 am
I'm looking for a specific AU Sam/Dean fic that I read years ago and I don't think it was on this site.

To save their lives because they were constantly being attacked, Sam accepts a deal to go darkside and joins a brotherhood based in California. He ends up being second-in-command under some sort of vampire, but not like the type Sam and Dean hunted before. While Sam is supposedly evil he is not rampaging around killing everyone.

It's been several years since Sam has made this deal, and Dean has been in downward spiral. He has beeen drinking to much and not being that careful in his hunts. Just as he falls into a drunken stupor outside the Impala Sam shows up. Sam has been watching Dean's decline and decides to bring him to Sam's apartment as his "guest". Sam has a slave who keeps Dean company while Sam is out doing his work. The teenage boy grew up in the 80s and has stopped aging, as part of his agreement to join the brotherhood.

Sam and Dean start a sexual relationship and sometimes the teenage boy joins in.

Dean spends most of his time working on the Impala and trying to find a way to save his brother. He discovers the boy has the ability to send people back in time for a very small periods and people can change the past. He is terrified that the higher ups will find out. He warns Dean not to try to use this power because they would probably both be killed in a bad way.

One night Dean, Sam and the crew go out to dinner and Dean finds himself enjoying himself with these people. They are not the monsters he thought they were. On the way out, they are attacked by hunters, including Jo and Bobby. The teenage boy is shot and they are not sure if he will survive. Sam finds Jo, tortures her and gives her the chance to live if she joins them. Then Sam returns Jo to Ellen and Ash at the Roadhouse, where they have to make the choice to either kill all the other hunters at the Roadhouse because they will kill Jo or help the hunters kill Jo.

When they get back to the complex, Sam's boss is there. They know what Dean and the teenage boy have been doing about trying to change time. Sam's boss uses his powers and takes Dean to a future if Sam didn't make the deal and the world is a disaster. It turns out Dean made a deal with when Sam died to try to get him back and he and in turn the people around him are much cruler. Sam's boss doesn't want this type of a world, he's living well in their world and so are many others. He wants Dean to accept Sam's decision but to stay with Sam because Sam needs Dean to stay sane.
08 August 2014 @ 02:34 pm
So first I'll start out with saying that I only work in; Destiel, Sabriel, Wincest, J2 and Cockles.

And now to the fic: I'm looking for a fic where they already are in a relationship but havn't had sex in a while . Maybe one of them is busy at work, maybe just tired. But something that makes them forget their partner. It doesn't matter how the other one reacts to this. Maybe they try and "win their partner back", maybe they cry and angst alot.
I don't care if it's an AU or canon.

Thank you for your tme :D
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07 August 2014 @ 10:23 pm
I hope this post is ok. I have never read an A/B/O story before and I see them all over the place and I was wandering what the big deal is. I am hoping that you could rec me some of your favorite ones.

I only really read J2 and Wencest, but I am not picky about the rest of the characters.

I really would like something that explains what is going on, and doesn't assume that the reader knows.

I puffer plotty stories over lots of porn.

Happy endings only please!

Please and Thank You!!!
I want to read fics where Jensen/Dean is the confident experienced partner and Jared/Sam is the nervous virgin or just the less experienced partner and Jensen/Dean guides Jared/Sam through everything. Basically I just want puppy!lovesick!Jared/Sam and Super Confident Jensen/Dean.
07 August 2014 @ 04:09 am
So i just saw (warning) this and i was wondering if there are any fics with bloody kisses or something of that area. I'll take anything
I don't think guilt is a kink but I (For some reason...idk) love reading it in fics.
So I guess what I'm looking for here is anything with J2 or Sam/Dean feeling guilty over something (preferably something to do with the other man). I especially love it in hurt/comfort fics. I know it's an odd request ... but I'm sure there are tons like this I haven't read! If anyone has anything for me, thank you in advance!

Examples I've read are:
+ Sam feeling guilty for bad things that happened to Dean while he was at Stanford.
    Or fics with misunderstandings leading to guilt.
+ J1 hurts J2 (onset/offset) and feels super guilty about it.
+ Sam going back in time and realizing everything Dean did for him as a kid - thus feeling guilty for unknowingly taking advantage.
+ John pushing Dean too hard in a punishment after he's been sick, making Dean even sicker.
+ Dean covering for Sam and getting punished for it (guilty sam)

     ( my delicious tag for #guilt)
06 August 2014 @ 11:26 pm
Hi :) Here again from twl/tjl, any helping finding these two fics would be really appreciated.

1. A j2 AU where jensen is an advertising executive and jared is really free spirited and has a dog grooming business out of his van and misha is a cross dresser (I think the title have something to do with a month maybe November?)

2. A Wincest/Weecest fic I can’t remember where I found it or what the title was. Sam wants Dean, and Dean wants Sam as well but Dean doesn't want to give in to his desires. So then basically Sam tries to seduce Dean in all kinds of ways, but Dean doesn't give in. Then, Sam pretends to clean the place they were staying in at the time (when he really just needed an excuse to bend over and show off his butt) and Dean snaps and I think he screws Sam over a coffee table or something.
First request: Do you know any Wincest fics where Sam accepts or takes on the role of boy king? Not necessarily him being Lucifer or his vessel but coming into his own powers.

Second request: I'm pretty sure I've read most of known mafia!jared fics but I'm craving for more. It doesn't have to be him in a mafia but in any position of power where he is feared and dangerous and mostly not a very nice person

Preferences: bottom!Dean and bottom!Jensen

Thank you :)
04 August 2014 @ 11:25 pm
I am searching for a specific fic that I believe to be on either the Kinkmeme or Blindfold. Dean is cursed to be really small (6 inches?). He goes with Sam to a pub and has problems with the beer glasses. He is placed inside a hollow dildo inside Sam. And, possible a different fic, is put onto a sex machine, which is shrunk with him, but them Sam can't get Dean of the machine.
Please help.
03 August 2014 @ 11:25 pm
Hello all! :)

I really love amnesia fics, and I am looking for some recs on good amnesia stories. Particularly looking for three types of fics:

1. The memory loss leads to some sort of misunderstanding or general confusion.

2. The amnesia leads to two people realizing their feelings for each other or getting together (Castiel loses his memory, and wakes up thinking he is already in a relationship with Dean or something like that.)

3. One or multiple people lose their memory and it is a challenge to figure out who they really are.

I am interested in anything that fits into one of these categories, in Supernatural or in RPF, any pairing or gen. I just really love this sort of story and would really appreciate anything I can get along these lines.
02 August 2014 @ 11:35 pm
Hey all! I would love it if you wonderful people would once again help me find a fic.

From what I remember, Sam and Dean are at a bar, maybe the Roadhouse (?), and Sam is trying to work up the nerve to tell Dean about his... less than brotherly feelings for him. Only Jo, and then Cassie, show up and both start flirting with Dean. A depressed Sam leaves, walking back to the motel he and Dean are staying at.

Either Sam buys a dildo along the way, or he has one already... I don't remember. Either way, he uses it, imagining it's Dean, and then feels even worse when he's done because in the end, it wasn't really his brother.

Unbeknownst to Sam, Dean actually returned his feelings and was... I think trying to make Sam jealous because he suspects Sam feels the same way and wants Sam to admit it. But what really happened was that Dean asked Jo to show up and flirt, and Cassie turning up was just a coincidence. His plan backfired, and Dean just thinks maybe Sam doesn't feeling the way he thought. But he realized Sam seemed depressed since Jo showed up so he leaves to make sure Sam is ok, arriving back at the motel in time to see the tail end of Sam using the dildo and calling Dean's name.

Thanks everyone! You think with all that, I'd be able to remember the how to find this fic...

FOUND: What Might Have Been by Jassy Thanks to chellexxx for the link!
30 July 2014 @ 06:18 pm
Hi, I am new here so hopefully I post ok. This is a very vague search. I lost a large number of podfics due to an ITunes glitch. I remember little about the fic besides that it was high in angst and it had Wincest. It was a longer story and the boys took a long time getting together.

The one perfectly distinct par I remember is the song played in the podfic it was "If I" by Galia Arad. I liked it enough that I downloaded the song.

 Does anyone out there remember the fic?  
30 July 2014 @ 12:09 pm

I'm looking for a Sam/Dean story that involved Sam getting tattoos, a lot of tattoos. He started out with one, and then added to them over the course of a year (I think?) in different places, wherever they were for a hunt, until they covered a lot of his upper arms, etc. Dean doesn't know about it, until he finally discovers it one night.

27 July 2014 @ 08:43 pm
Hi all,

I'm looking for recs of a particular kind. I'd like Sam/Dean - but that starts out just Sam being in love with Dean, Dean knowing that Sam's in love with him, and being protective of his (Sam's) feelings but not reciprocating them until later in the story - just taking care not to hurt him. Any length, age, etc, is fine.

Thanks in advance!
black_dahlia63 wrote a story called "Dawn of the Dean...Reloaded" based on the Dawn of the Dead remake.  The original livejournal page was deleted and I found the first chapter via Google here, but I can't find any additional chapters. Does anyone know if the author wrote more chapters and if so where I could find them. I already looked and black_dahlia is not listed in the deleted authors page. Thanks to anyone who knows anything about this story. It's one of my favorite films and to combine it with Supernatural seems awesome. 
Hi all,

I'm looking for an old favourite of mine, a Sam/Dean fic, which told the story of their relationship through the years. It was quite lyrical, but the one scene I can vividly remember is Dean freezing on day in the kitchen, when Sam comes back from a run and is drinking from a carton of milk. I think it might be the moment Dean realizes he has feelings for Sam?

Any ideas would be much appreciated.
1)I just read Wolfpack verse by Tabaqui and I thought it was refreshing to read her/his interpretation of Dean and Sam, as they were both depicted much darker. I liked that. After all those boys are in fact canonical serial killers and they sure had a difficult childhood. I'd like to read something along the lines of Wolfpack, something that shows the boys scarier and darker. Any recs?

2)Another thing is that this story had an outsider's point of view and I think that's a nice way to explore characters, I always liked finding out what other people were thinking about the Winchesters, because we know them with all of their history and emotions while I'm sure they're kind of scary for the people they meet. Two expertly trained fighters; tall, dark and strong professionals, that's gotta be scary or leave an impression or whatever. So do you know any good stories that have an outsider's POV (doesn't have to be throughout the whole story)?

4) I liked The Benders. And I'd like to read something where the boys are up against human foes because like Dean said monsters I get, people are crazy.

I don't care if there's Wincest or not and I don't care about the rating.
I was wondering if there are any stories out there that starts with having Jared/Sam as a bottom and Jensen/Dean as a top; then something happens to Jensen/Dean emotionally, physically, or just hurt!Jensen and needs to be shown love and Jared/Sam wants to show Jensen his love for him by switching positions. Though, after the switch, they realize it was a blessing in disguise with the switch, they never thought would strengthen their relationship..
22 July 2014 @ 09:02 am
I really don't remember much about this story, so I don't know if anyone will be able to help me find it. I think it is around Sanford or pre-Sanford era. And from what I can remember of the story, I think Sam's face was scarred during a fire (cannot remember the how or why of it, sorry). The only thing that I can remember is that he and Dean are on a beach and they make out in front of some girls who were making fun of Sam. And Dean tells him how beautiful he is. I think Sam is ashamed of his face and tries to hide behind a hoodie most of the time. I could have it backwards in who I'm thinking about with the scars. Sorry, that I can't give any more info, but this is all I can think of for now. Any info would be appreciated and thanks in advance.

22 July 2014 @ 10:35 pm
I'm looking for Wincest and J2 recs that are long, and the relationship slowly develops. Can be any scenario, any setting. I read Doors Of Time by felisblanco, and I want a story like that. Any J2 recs are welcome, actually, but nothing kinky.

With Sam and Dean, I want emotional scenarios, and I don't mind if there's trauma and some darker themes. I want the best long fics out there.

I know this is vague, and self-recs are welcome. Just give me good, long Wincest or J2 fics. Preferably no other significant characters, or OCs that stick around for long periods of time. 
Hi, I'm searching for a few type of stories.

1) Stories focused on touch starvation, in which one character hasn't been touched gently from a long time/has never been, maybe because he has abusive/absent parents or something, and when he has a taste of a gentle touch, he can't get enough. I'd prefer if it started as friends and then there's a development to lovers. I'd also like if they eventually start a D/S relationship, but that's not important. I'd prefer a long fic with lot of angst, hurt/comfort and fluff.

2) Stories in which there's the recovery of an abused/mistreated sub. It can start mid-realtionship, or from the very beginning. I love any tipe of story with this premise, but I'd prefer one in which the sub is either sure to have deserved what happened to him or unable to trust the new dom because of his past. I'd also like focus on the discipline part, but that's not important. I'd prefer a long fic here, as well.

3) Stories dealing with insecurities for one/both characters (about their relationship, or themselves, or whatever else) and how they get through them. Happy ending.

4) Stories in which there are huge misunderstandigs that lead to angsty situations, like someone thinking the other cheated on him, or that he wants to break up, or really, just about anything. Happy ending here, as well.

ONLY Jensen/Jared, Dean/Castiel or Sam/Dean. Greatly appreciated (but not important) if in 1)-2) Jared/Dean/Sam are the subs/ones touch-starved and in 3)-4) Jensen/Dean are the insicure ones.

Thanks in advance to everyone!
21 July 2014 @ 11:28 am
The first fic I'm looking for is a Wincest fic. I think it's a comment fic. John found out that Sam is going to Stanford and decides that Sam needs to be brought under control, his control, under his collar. Sam is rather disturbed by this, and Dean is all "Hell no, Sam is mine!" and tells John he knew about Sam leaving and that Sam had Dean's permission to go since Dean was going with him.

The second one was a J2 fic, this one was a longer fic, but my memories are vaguer. They're in some sort of containment center, though Jared's section includes an area outdoors. Jensen ends up in Jared's area because some of the other inmates dumped him there, I think. I know that Jared is feral and someone, the government maybe, is using him as an assassin. Jared latches onto Jensen and everyone is surprised that Jared doesn't kill him. I *think* they have sex, but I'm not sure. Jensen ends up becoming a stabilizing influence on Jared, I think through a mental bond? And then they both end up escaping. That's not quite the end but I don't remember what happens after that. Also, I have read Feral by riyku and while it is a bit similar it is not the fic I'm looking for.
-FOUND! Link is in the comments.

Do either of these fics sound familiar?
Are there any fics of Sam dying preseries for one reason or the other?

Are there more stories that are like in where Sam is the only hunter in the family?

Another Sam fic only this time I would like post attempted suicide fics. As in the aftermath of suicide where Sam didn't succeed.

Wincest fics where the boys struggle with the relationship because they are brothers. They are in the relationship, or about to start one, and they do want it and want it bad however the fact that they are brothers isn't something that they can let go for whatever reason. It can be either Sam or Dean or both.

This one is a bit more general but I would like fics that handle canon divergence, in short terms I want AUs from a certain point. Such as Sam not choosing Stanford, or Sam listening to Dean at the end of season 4 and not going with Ruby, or hell even Mary not going into the nursery that night or anything else like that.

Thank you everyone.
18 July 2014 @ 07:42 pm
Hi all,

I been really in the alpha/beta/omega stories but I keep finding ones where omegas are treated lower than dirt. So I was wondering if there is any stories where omegas are treasured. Like they are god gift to the world or something like that.

Also is there any dean/sam/castiel  relationship fics  where dean and castiel are courting sam because they love him and want him to be a part of the relationship.

And while I'm here is there any Dark!Dean/Jensen fics where he's a crime boss and he meets Sam/Jared and woo him and they fall in love than some angst happens than there's a happy ending.

Bottom!Sam/Jared only Please
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