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Hello everyone,
I´m looking for fic called For The Love of Jensen Ackles, but can´t find it anywhere. It´s J2 fic with Jensen as a fat ugly duckling. It´s been searched for and found here before, but that was years ago, and all the links are invalid now. Does anyone have a current link or perhaps a PDF copy if the author is still willing to share?

I´ll be also grateful for any other fic recommendation with similar topic. Recently, I read Lost and Found, amazing fic featuring overweight Jensen in a fat capm, and now I´m craving more stories with chubby Jensen.

Thank you:)
05 April 2015 @ 05:53 pm
I've just reread the Holy!Dean Verse and was looking for simpilar fics where Dean is maybe placed in charge of angels or given some holy task or responsibiliy. I've alread read Named and On the Wings of War. Despite all the listed stories being Dean/Cas, I have no preference about pairing, as long as it's dean centric, please,and complete!
23 March 2015 @ 07:35 pm
Does anyone have a pdf file of Wolverines, Wendigos and Winchesters by SciFiNutTX? I have been unable to contact the author about it, so I'mhoping someone else can help me.

Also looking for one of When Worlds Collide by elfinblue, if anyone's got that, too.

Can anyone help me, pretty please?

AN: I think I got all the right tags, but sorry in advance if I hit a wrong one. I'm on a tablet and it's surprisingly hard to hit the right words on a touchscreen, lol!
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Current Music: Billy Boyd - The Last Goodbye
11 March 2015 @ 07:29 pm

There were three fics that I read at various points in time and despite combing through my bookmarks, I can't seem to find them (probably because I have too many bookmarks...).

Anyway, the first was a Destiel fic alternate season 4/5 sorta deal. At some point, it's revealed that Dean is God or something of the sort and he has to seal the gates of heaven to stop the Apocalypse. There's a scene in the end where he's about to sacrifice himself and he's telling Cas to let all the angels know that he's closing the gates for good and whoever wants out of Heaven needs to go now. Cas figures out that he plans on dying to finish his mission and begs him to "let it go" (but i don't remember what 'it' was in this fic).

The second story is also Destiel, I think. Dean and Sam were hunting something in the beginning of the story and Dean's supposed to be protecting Grace (or something - I'm fuzzy on the details) and ends up swallowing it, thus gaining all sorts of powers and whatnot? That's all I really remember for that one.

The final one is Wincest non-con. Apparently the author wasn't a big Wincest fan but was tasked with writing a Wincest fic anyway and wrote one where Sam was possessed and rapes Dean. The story opens, I believe, with Sam handcuffed to the bed by Dean but he doesn't remember why or what happened. Dean's skittish and uncomfortable around Sam (as one would imagine) but still hunts with him. I think Sam figures out what he's done once he sees bruises on some part of Dean's body. I believe there also may have been a sequel? Pretty sure I read this one on (And it's not the story where Sam and John were possessed and raped Dean as Hands and Fist under Dick Roman's control.)

05 March 2015 @ 11:42 am
I read this fic a long time ago, but basically Dean has someone show up with a child. This person explains that she can't be a parent to the kid any more. Leaves the kid with Dean, who has to explain it to his dad and such. They keep the child and later learn that the child's mother didn't have the best home life and I believe she ended up dying in a house fire. Dean was a teenager in this fic.
Seems I haven't bookmarked this one, but I'm pretty sure the title had the word "water" in it, and it was on the order of 50 thousand words.

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01 March 2015 @ 08:28 pm
I'm usually not into Wincest, but I'm compiling a list of read-worthy Wincest fics and I'm looking for a fic I read a while back. I put it on my to-read-again list but I must've misplaced it.

It starts off with Sam and Dean reading the books and Dean going on about how there was no subtext. But then he found a Wincest website and asked the fans which book was the most 'Sam/Dean-y'. And like half of the people said 'Pilot'. And then Sam and Dean encounter a monster which takes the shape of the person they're attracted to the most, and Dean's took the shape of Sam and Sam's took the shape of Dean. Then they defeat the monster, kiss, and have sex. Lots of sex. And more sex. Like, half of the story's just porn. Dean was almost always top. Sam topped once because he wanted to prove to Dean that he can also top.

Does anybody recognize the story?
21 February 2015 @ 01:47 pm
non au is amazing but i can never find long (80k+) fics! so please give me any you know
14 February 2015 @ 09:58 am
Hey guys, I'm new to the destiel side of the fandom so I'm asking for a few recs to sample before diving in. I'm looking for well-written, fairly in character stories. Self recs are welcome. Please only rec top!Dean.(I'm assuming that at least some fics with that dynamic exist, of course.)

Thanks in advance.
Sometimes I read awesome stories on LiveJournal that have no AO3 link or PDFs. I could copy and paste everything into a Word document and create my own PDFs, but I figured I'd ask around about a few specific fics first and maybe even find some gems... and if anyone knows how to download fics, that would be amazing. Reading them is great, but sometimes authors delete their own work. I've been collecting my favorite fics lately to ensure I can always read them.

1. I'm looking for the PDF of Instinct by highermagic. Or an AO3 link.
2. Anything by K Hanna Korossy or KKBELVIS, two of my favorite authors. I love love love their stories, but I can't find PDFs anywhere.
3. What is Always and Everywhere by portraitofafool, an apocalyptic AU in which Sam is a werewolf gladiator and Dean is crossing the country in search of him.

4. And, hey, any amazing recs or self-recs that have PDFs. I prefer lengthy Sam or Jared-centered fics, nothing too dark, wincest okay, bottom!Sam or Jared, and minimal Cas. But I'll take all suggestions, and others on this board will have other tastes. I also love sick fics!

29 January 2015 @ 11:42 am
I remember pretty much everything about this fic since I read it several times, but I can't find it anymore. It's about how Jared's parents died when he was a kid and he went into the foster system, where he was abused by several different sets of foster parents. He then gets put into the care of the Ackles family, who work on a farm. I think it was split into two different parts, the first one with Jared settling into life on the ranch and getting caught in a flash flood after running away, and the second beginning with Jared attempting to kill himself after Jensen gets mad at him, finishing with him and Jensen finally becoming an official couple at the end around Christmas.


I was reading a fic called "No Such Thing As True Love" by TheCreator on Archive of Our Own website. The author regularly updated and has last posted chapter 29 on 11/29/14. Then the updates email I usually get just stopped. The author regularly updated once a week at least. No warning of any kind to leave or stop. The story and author is just gone from AO3 archive. Anyone know anything about this? I have searched on google and I am not having any luck. I even researched on AO3 and come up with nothing.

[I will explain summary here and such]Fandom: Supernatural

Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Gabriel/Sam Winchester, Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Gabriel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Ash (Supernatural)
Additional Tags: Teacher Castiel, Firefighter Dean, Teacher Gabriel, everyone's alive bitches, Alternate Universe - Human, soccer coach sam, Photographer Sam, Banter, cas and gabe aren't related, Eventual Smut, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Alternate Universe- No Supernatural, Dirty Talk, Panties, Emotional Constipation


AU where Gabriel is a cynical high school drama teacher who doesn’t believe in true love. Will the new soccer coach Sam be able to change his mind? All the while, Cas is trying desperately to get the attention of local firefighter Dean Winchester. Craziness is sure to ensue!

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04 January 2015 @ 01:30 pm
Hello guys!

I'm trying to recall the title of a specific J2 fic and failing spectacularly. In the story, Jared fall upon hard times financially and moves into a big house with roommates Jensen, Danneel, and Misha. Jensen and Danneel are a couple in the story initially but they don't last long. After a while of living in the house, Jared realizes that something is off with Jensen and he finds out that he has multiple personalities - one being very flamboyant that also makes sure everyone knows about his attraction to Jared. There's another personality who's a bit more reserved and shy that I think had feelings for Misha. Danneel breaks up with Jensen after finding out that Jensen's personality was in control and slept with Jared. And I think Jared felt really guilty about it because he felt as though he raped Jensen since he wasn't in the frame of mind to give consent.

If anyone could help me find this awesome story again, I'd appreciate it greatly! :)
18 December 2014 @ 03:13 pm
I am looking for help from all you wonderful people out there to recomend some awesome fics. This is a general search for really good, long fics (at least 60K + words please). I am going on a long trip for the holiday and need something new to read. I have gone through a lot of amazing fics and verses, but they have been generally short. So I am looking for somethign that will keep me reading for hours!

I am cool with both Supernatural fics and Supernatural RPF and even cross overs. Any gene is cool to, and can be gen or slash but please no femslash unless it's in the background or a side character not a main part. Just please anything that is well written that is over 60K words. Pass along your favorites or self recs.

Thank you so much for anyone who can help point me in the direction of awesomeness.

PS. went crazy on the tags sorry
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08 December 2014 @ 10:24 pm
I'm new to Wincest and I would really appreciate some good season 9 and/or 10 slow build fics. Season 8 is good too.

I'm not looking for anything real specific. I am not limited to anything. I'll read anything just as long as it's good. The only real preference I have is top!dean or bottom!sam but even that doesn't really matter. I'd love to read some great Wincest fics so I can appreciate the ship a lot more than I do now. As much as I love it, I don't want >Destiel. Thank you :)
06 December 2014 @ 08:40 pm
Hi guys, can anyone please help me find good low self esteem Jensen fics? I don't care if it's J2 or Cockles or another pairing. I'm not too keen on gen, A/B/O or mpreg, and I like longer fics. Thank you!
05 December 2014 @ 12:49 pm
I'm sick home from work today and have a sudden craving for human Sam/Gabriel AU stories ... High school, College, Coffee shop or whatever other scenarios you can think of. I have never read one before (always stuck closer to the SPN universe) so you can rec whatever you want .. I definitely won't know it yet. Destiel as a pairing on the side is totally fine. I would love lighthearted and longer stories with at least 20,000 words but will take and devour anything I'll get.

Thanks so much in advance!
25 November 2014 @ 08:08 pm
I'm looking a novelization of Supernatural tv. And no, not SPN novels, but retelling of SPN from pilot episode to the lastest episode.
Is there someone who made this kind of fic? Please help me!
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
24 November 2014 @ 08:29 pm

I feel like I've read all the good fan fics out there- I need help!

I'm looking for well-written multi-chapter, angsty, hurt!Dean fics with lots of brotherly love (AUs are my favorite- I like plot twists that take me by surprise!)

Please no angels, no destiel and no sexy business :P (doesn't have to be gen, just no sex scenes)

To make it easier for you, here are some specific things I'd like:

  1. Permanent injury

  2. Bullied!Dean, abused!Dean

  3. Weechesters

  4. Pre-series hurt!Dean

  5. Dean hiding injury or abuse

  6. Permanent injury due to torture

  7. PTSD (not hell related tho)

  8. Domestic fics

23 November 2014 @ 08:31 pm
You always hear about the common ones (which are all fabulous) and I'm starting to think I've red all the J2 fics! So please rec me less known fics? Long ones are preferred.
Hey guys! So I was just wondering if any of you had read any fics that were crossovers with the TV series Psych. Timothy Omundson (who plays Cain on SPN and Carlton Laisster on Psych) is one of my favorite actors and I'd really love to read any avaliable fics that combine these two shows in such a way. If there aren't any fics that specifically focus on Cain, idk, possessing Carlton or something, then just Psych crossover fics in general would be fun. Kurt Fuller (who played Zachariah) also stared as a main character on Psych, so it would be funny to see if some people connected those two characters in their fic(s) as well.

I don't care what pairings the fic might include, and short/long fics are just fine. WIP's are okay too!

Thanks! :)
31 October 2014 @ 02:44 am
Hi guys,
Can you please rec my any good fics with goth boys? I've only read a couple, so I probably haven't read any you've got to rec. I don't care about the pairing, can be any - J2, Destiel, Wincest, rare pairings, anything! Any length is good, but I prefer longer ones if you have them. I don't care much about themes either, though I'm not really keen on A/B/O or knotting fics.

(Also, any goth boys art you could rec would be great, especially if it's Goth!Jensen. Google is not my friend there!)

Thank you!
10 October 2014 @ 02:13 pm
Hey guys!
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K Thanks!

PS Mods, we need a season 10 tag please. Also, couldn't find sam's demon blood addiction in the tags... Thanks!!
04 October 2014 @ 02:10 pm
So I remember reading this fic a while back and I want to revisit it, but I can't remember what it was called or who wrote it and it doesn't appear to be in my bookmarks.

The premise is that Jared is an actor on a sci-fi show who gets in trouble for physically assaulting someone and gets sent to prison, and Jensen is his roommate. I remember Jensen has a broken leg, and for both of them to get out, Jensen has to legally become Jared's slave or something, and they have to have sex in front of a judge.

It's later revealed that Jensen was actually undercover for some human rights group when he got arrested and he leaves and makes Jared own up to all his ignorance and bullshit and then they live happily ever after.
03 October 2014 @ 02:58 am
Apparently, fall makes me all nostalgic and introspective, and I'm really hankering for some long, slow-burn, angsty first-time Sam/Dean stories. I loved dollylux's Ballad of the Invisible Boy and runedgirl's 143 Alice Grim Lane. I know there have to be more out there like that.

Dark stories are fine - the more angst the better - though I'd prefer there not to be noncon between the boys, and I'm not a big fan of mpreg. Depression, self-harm, AUs, hurt/comfort, it's all great, and I kind of like it when they're brothers. Please, no deathfics that involve either Sam or Dean dying in any kind of permanent way (because I just can't handle that much sadness).

Any favorites along those lines? I would be forever grateful.
26 September 2014 @ 11:01 pm
So, I'm an idiot and I didn't bookmark this really good fic that I came across. I was hoping someone here would help me find it. I haven't read this fic but, I know it is a J2 version of the Hamlet set in modern day. Jensen plays Hamlet. Jared is his best friend who is in love with him. And unlike the original Hamlet, it's got a happy ending in the epilogue. There's Jeffery Dean Morgan in there, somewhere, too. There was a lot of angst and the fic was long - maybe Bigbang length but, I don't know if it was written for the spn_j2_bigbang. I think it was but, I'm not sure. And that's about all I remember of the fic. I know that's not much to go on but, there can't be too many J2 fics based on the Hamlet, right? Does this ring a bell in anyone's head? Any help would be appreciated. So, if you know of a fic based on the Hamlet, please leave a link to it in the comments. It might be the one I'm looking for.

~~Thank you in advance~~
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25 September 2014 @ 09:03 pm
Hey guys I'm hoping someone can help me
I'm looking for a J2 fic I read a long time ago but now I can't find it
It J2 version of Baby Boom,in the fic Jared is unexpectedly left a baby girl by a relative(Cousin i think),He then moves to a small town and lives in a big house where he meets Jensen who is his neighbor come handyman I think,I remember there being lots of other characters we know and I remember there being a fare at some point as well
I hope it can be found,thanks in advance
09 September 2014 @ 10:31 am
I'm looking for a story where Jared is a parent to a child (not sure if it's twins) and he works in a hotel where I think Matt Cohen is his boss and comes onto him. The child is at the hotel with Jared and I'm sure Sandy helps Jared look after him/her.

Jensen walks into the hotel and sees Jared (I'm thinking the child is Jensen's?) and helps him. I also think that Jared's landlord is very creepy and chases Jared for rent.

I think Sam and Jeff also help Jared but details are very hazy....

If anyone could point me in the right direction, I'd be really grateful.

Many thanks

FOUND: Link in comments
07 September 2014 @ 03:20 pm
Today I hope someone can find a fic that I have spent over 6 months looking for via searching my browser's history.

Details: At some point after Cas met the Winchester brothers in canon, he removed his grace and was reborn as a human. When he is a teenager, he meets Dean again but has no idea who he is. Meanwhile, Dean owns a business and has been living in Cas' hometown for a while. (In fact, their first meeting occurred because Cas rode his bike near Dean's business, which was either a mechanic shop or a salvage yard.) At some point during the fic, Cas regains his memories as an angel and possibly starts a relationship with Dean.

I'm pretty sure that I read the fic on AO3 and that the fic was long & complete.

PS: I'm also looking for any recs where Cas is reborn human after he has fallen. The fics can be gen or Destiel.

Edit: The fic I was looking for has been found. It's By the Unseen Light by yellow_pomelo aka melo. Links - LJ, AO3.
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Hi! Hope you guys can help me out. I'm starting to run out of things to read on public transport and am looking for long (ie. more than a one-shot; not that picky about word count) Dean/Cas fics. Gimme all your favourite Dean/Cas or Cas-focused big bangs, minibangs, reverse big bangs, etc etc. please!

- Dean/Castiel, though any fic with a focus on Castiel would be awesome.
- Bottom!Cas if there's sex
- AU fics <333

Thanks so much in advance :)
17 August 2014 @ 10:32 pm
Hi all,
I've read so many fics that I'm finding it hard to find really great fics that I haven't already read - you know those really amazing ones that make you go "wow"? Can you please rec me your favourite fics in the fandom? Like if someone was to ask you what is your favourite fic, then what one or two fics would you pick over all else?

Anything goes, I'll read the warnings, I'm just hungry for really well-written fics. Thank you!!

NB: Incidentally mine are Safest Place To Hide and Bright Lights Of Disturbia if you're interested.
Pretty much always been a Wincest woman, with occasional forays into J2. Lately, however, I'm feeling a need-to-read gen fic - well-written fic, with a strong plot, intriguing themes, the boys' authentic voices, etc. Canon or AU, the longer the better. (Stories with a strong subtext of UST would be especially appreciated. The UST tag on this site focuses too much on the 'S' and not enough on the 'UT' - my opinion.)

My only caveat is that the boys and their interaction (with a case or a problem) are the center of the story - rather than. for instance, an epic romance with another character.

I am not at all familiar with this type of SPN fic. So, in your expert opinions, where should I begin? Please recommend specific stories and/or writers.

Thanks so much - ya'll are The Best!
      I humbly beg help locating a fan faction which i somehow misplaced on my computer!  I do not know the title or the author.  I can describe the plot as much as I can remember, however.  After Sam left for Stanford, and John, of course, abandoned Dean, waving all the red flags of a lifetime of unforgivable neglect and emotional abuse against his firstborn.  Dean decides to continue hunting under the tutelage of his some-time stepfather, and full-time research assistant Bobby Singer.
      When Dean winds up tracking through the countryside, in pursuit of some creature or other, he quickly deduces that he has shifted into another dimension, with no clue as how to return home.  After retracing his steps, and no visible yellow brick road signs, Dean is left with the survival training his father beat into him at a young age.  Reduced to distant recons and nightly raids for clothing and food scraps, Dean realized everybody here possesses rather large wing-like appendages.  Furthermore, Dean's brief recons have uncovered a very dark picture of a "culture" comprised of a two-caste system.  The winged people are the "upper class" warriors, while those without those appendages are at the lowest of lower class (a.k.a. slaves), doing all manual labor in the fields, and serving in houses, and maintenance in towns. These lower castes appear to have had their wings brutally hacked-off by warrior sadists during some sort of ceremony to empress upon them their new lot in life.
    Nauseating recon totally over, Dean hauls ass away from these mutilating sickos.  While trying to quietly steal some provisions from a isolated manor far, far, away from that disturbing village, Dean is overpowered by a black-winged and totally hot homeowner called Castiel.  After the "What the F*** are you? questions and manhandling inspections, the reality of the shit storm hits.  Castiel seems to be a rather intrigued, enlightened, and chill angel, who would never tattle on Dean's alien differences.
     Since Castiel is something of a eccentric hermit to his own kind, he decides to hide Dean in his upstairs apartment, providing him with food, clothing, and a bed until everything can be sorted out.  With no one else to interact with, Dean and Castiel become closer, sharing stories of their lives and adventures from their different realities.  Dean expresses his horrific shock when he learns that the "slaves" are in fact warriors who were bested three times in combat and mutilated to prove they are worthless to Michael's armies.  After many talkings-to Castiel about the needless cruelty and sadism of such practices, Castiel agrees with Dean that these practices are atrocities.
    After much planning Dean convinces Castiel to travel back to his reality, where life is far from perfect, but still better than this bullsh*t! Even so, neither man knows the direct route back to the field Dean crossed over through, so they enlist Castiel's brother Gabriel to gather intel on areas strange animals are spotted roaming.  When they have the nearest coordinates, Michael decides he wants to challenge Castiel to blood combat to prove who's the better warrior.  Dean, of course, is of the school of "screw this noise" but Castiel cannot back down without loosing face.  Castiel looses to Michael two times and almost lost a wing on the third before Dean's message sunk through his thick angel head.  He hauls ass after Dean to his reality and leaves all that pointless deadly pea cocking reality behind.  Time to start a new life where being a warrior means actually battling evil and protecting those who cannot defend themselves. Castiel can find true self-respect with a smoking hot righteous man!
21 July 2014 @ 08:08 am
I have no idea where to even look for this...

I think it was Jared who's a doctor at a clinic that specializes in heart repair: if your heart is damaged by a break-up, the death of a loved one, even just extreme stress or something, the doc will open you up and sew the damage with specially chosen string or gears. There's a serial heart-stealer who's going around grabbing half of peoples' hearts, and Jensen gets his stolen. A cop is investigating Jared as a suspect, but he ends up giving Jensen half of his own heart because he's got a crush and Jensen's heart is too mangled to survive half on its own. Also Misha is a homeless? at least openly uncaring about where he spends his days guy who hangs out int he neighborhood and at the clinic.

Thank you! Adore this fic. On the subject, anything in the ballpark of this, fics where the heart can be interacted with, in any fandom, would be sweet. I know of two in Torchwood that I'll give if anyone cares.
15 July 2014 @ 12:54 am


I'm travelling soon and won't have internet connection for a while. So, please, help me out!

I'd really like long stories, J2 or Wincest. Shy, insecure, sick Jared or Sam. I'd love if someone could point out stories where Sam/Jared is in love with a clueless Jensen/Dean. Also, any stories where one of them is a celebrity and the other is a normal person from the public. If Sam/Jared is being abused by his parents or boyfriend.

To be honest, just recommend good and long stories. I'm not picky and I'm desperate to find good stories to read while I'm away!

Sorry for the general request and thanks in advance!

Mods: sorry! It's ben a while and I'm not used to the tags anymore...tried my best!

13 July 2014 @ 04:46 pm
Hey, all! I'm looking for two kinds of fics.

Bodyguard fics:

I just finished Who Watches Over Me? by nyoxcity, which is almost 100,000 words and is absolutely amazing. Jensen, an ex-navy seal, guards Jared, a movie star. The details and emotion make it really believable, and I was sad when it ended. So I'm looking for more. I did find The Bodyguard by rozabellalove, but couldn't really get into it. If anyone knows of more fics, especially those off AO3 (which has a pretty good search function + tags), I'd appreciate it!

Awesome RPF:

Like the Back of My Hand by dimpleforyourthoughts is seriously THE best RPF I think I've ever read. It's 127,000 words and is the start of the Touch verse. The year is 2107 and all human touch has been outlawed. In a nutshell, Jared has never touched another person, while Jensen not only touches behind closed doors but also has a personal library of banned books and music. In a world where people die to hold hands in the shadows, to steal just one kiss, Jared and Jensen collide one night in an alley and embark down a dangerous path.

Burn the Land and Boil the Sea by nyoxcity was also pretty good at 54,000 words. Jensen owns and captains a charter vessel, while marine biologist Jared and his team charter the vessel.

So I'm looking for more amazing RPF. The less of Misha, the better, just for the sake of focusing on Jared and Jensen. Slash/Wincest and mpreg fine, self-recs welcome, the more lengthy and detailed the better. The only things I don't really go for are werewolf fics. The whole a/b/o hierarchy never really appealed to me, though the lengthy Instinct fic by highermagic is an exceptional fic anyway.


I'm looking for a fic I read a long time ago.

Here is what I remember:
-J2; Jensen was a hooker, Jared was his pimp (though we don't find out til later on that he is actually a cop); starts out with dark!Jared though I think he turns good at the end
-It started with Jensen being taken to Jared's house (perhaps he didn't bring in enough money?)
- Jared makes a deal with some club so Jensen has to go work there
-Jared has a strict no drug policy; the new club they are at force Jensen and the other hookers to take something

I don't remember much else but hopefully someone can find this for me!

Also looking for any other abused!Jensen stories and/or hooker!Jensen? Any recs are appreciated!

Thank you!
02 July 2014 @ 10:00 pm
Hi guys, I am looking for lengthy (over 10K or mutli-chaptered) Jared/Jensen non-au fics. I have read so many au fics but not many non-au. The fic can be non-au but au (like if the guys are weres or something) or deviate from non-au after a certain point. I would prefer it if the fic is set during the show. But, rec me the fic even if it takes place after the show ends.

Also, my preference is bottom!Jared. But, since I am looking for plot rather than porn, I will take bottom!Jensen too. Just, drop me a warning. And please mention it if your fic has any homophobia in it. I just like to be warned about it, is all.
All kinks and other warnings (even death fics) and self-recs are welcome.

Thank you, in advance :D
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27 June 2014 @ 08:34 am
Hi Everyone,
I've been looking for a story I read awhile ago and have had no luck and hope you can help. It began with Sam going back in time from a later season (my guess would be somewhere after 5) to season three. Cas had sent him back to change history and right his wrongs. Sam starts having seizures that also show him memories and each time he loses more clarity/sanity. He starts thinking that things that had already happened the first time in the alternative reality (for example there was a scene with Jo and Ellen) he'd experienced them were happening in his current reality. He doesn't understand why it's happening and Cas appears a few times to talk with him. His seizures become more intense and frequent and it ends very sadly (I won't say because of spoilers) where season 3 would have ended with an alternate ending.
The whole time Dean is there trying to help Sam and trying to find a solution.
Please please help me find it.
26 June 2014 @ 12:16 am
So this is a fic that I've read several times that I wanted to read again, but it's been deleted. It was called You're the Light In My Stormy Seas by beckalooby, where Jared is in an abusive relationship and Jensen runs a call centre that helps gay abuse victims.
Hey Guys!

This time I am looking for this A/B/O fic, or at least I believe it is.

As far as I remember, the story was about Jared, who believed that he was completely human and some random turn of events that I don't remember led to him being kicked out of his home or maybe he ran away instead?

Anyways, after some time being homeless in the wilderness he comes across a child in the middle of the forest and ultimately becomes the child's caretaker.

I think that in this story that werewolves were publically known of, I think...

I also recall Jared coming across a pack of wolves that are extremely friendly to Omegas and basically worship the ground they stand on. Jensen is the Alpha of this pack.

The pack takes Jared and an introduces him to there ways which Jared is completely confused and overwhelmed by. He also figures out that he is apparently an Omega. I remember this story being a long one and Jared taking a very long time to accept that he was an Omega.

If a could summarize the plot, I would say the story is about Jared finding out he is an Omega and him coping with it, and Jensen's angst about his missing child (which later in the story we figure out that they died because he left them in the forest, Jared, saving one of them).

I hope someone can help me find this.

Thanks in advance!
22 June 2014 @ 11:58 pm
So I haven't been reading in the SPN fandom for a while, but I really am interested in coming back. However enough time has passed that I really could use plenty of recs for good fics. So what I'm asking is for awesome recs for long(or decent length) fics with pretty good plot and characterization. It can be AU, it can be canon, established relationship, first time, A/B/O, creatures, whatever is fine by me! Just rec me your favorite fics.

My main ships: J2, Wincest, Sabriel, and Samifer

However I don't really want fics with non-con, drug issues, prostitution, abuse between between any of the ships I just mentioned, or Major Character Death. While I enjoy darker fics, those are things that I generally wind up avoiding.

Please, Bottom!Sam/Jared. That's my preferred way and I'm not really in the mood to try anything else right now.
18 June 2014 @ 06:33 pm
I'm looking for a fic I read years ago. I remember Sam and Dean living in a small town and owning or working in a auto repair place. I think they had quit hunting or they were doing it very rarely.

The one major thing that I remember is that only Sam could touch Dean, if someone else touched him he would go "blank" and Sam had to recite some sort of spell or something to make Dean normal again. I think Dean had a scar or a mark of some kind because of the curse. I'm not sure if some witch had done the curse in Dean or if Sam brought Dean back from hell and that was the cause of Dean's curse. As I said it's been years.

Hope someone recognizes this :D
18 June 2014 @ 05:19 pm
I'm looking for some fics where Jensen or Dean takes an overdose.
I'm also looking for some long Jensen or Dean-centric stories with a lot of hurt/comfort
Pairing can be J2/Wincest or gen.
Thank you
05 June 2014 @ 03:17 am
Hi guys, I've asked for this before but it was buried in with other requests, so I'm really hoping someone can help me. I'm looking for longish fics where the boys are together and break up for any reason - distance, infidelity, arguments, misunderstandings - any reason at all. Then years later they meet up, one or both of them are with someone else. I love tons and tons of angst with a happy ending. Any pairing at all, I'm a multi-shipper - J2, Destiel, Wincest, anything. Bonus points if it involves them cheating on their partners with each other.

I'm not keen on mpreg, were-beasts, creatures, gen or strong BDSM. I love AU, but I'll take non-AU if it's good.

To give an example, Back To December is an amazing J2.

Also, anything where one of the boys breaks the other one's heart. I love The Other Side Of Shacking Up as an example (also a J2). Loads of hurt and pain, the more, the better, as long as it has a happy ending.

Non-con, underage, pretty much anything except what I listed above is great.

Thank you!


I'm looking for any fics that deal with subdrop and aftercare, but strictly bottom!jared/sam and only J2 or Wincest :)

Actually, any bdsm fic that you'd recommend...please, do!

In fact, I am also looking for any kind of good lengthy fic with the same pairings as before...Thanks so much for the help :))


well, I'm searching for a specific fic I read a while ago, the details are a bit hazy, but I do remember that Crowley somhow stumbled over Deans kid, a girl with the same green eyes as Deans (also: I think Castiel was the other dad) and helps her out - I think she got lost in the mall or somethin like that.
Anyway, the kid really takes a liking to Crowley and wants to befriend him, inviting him home etc... Dean's not a fan of this but slowly but surely he and Crowley accept each other. I'm not sure, but I think Gabriel also played a part in this story: maybe he was the kids Godfather, or it had a Sam/Gabriel pairing. This certainly was a longer fic, maybe even a verse (I think there were timestamps?)
so I'd really aprecciate help finding this fic as it was quite lovely and warm and fluffy :)

on antoher note: do you guys know any other fics out there dealing with Crowley and kids?
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It's been a while since I read this, but I remember really liking it. I can't remember if it was posted here on LJ or AO3.

From the plot I remember  Jared being disowned by his parents and his boyfriend broke up with him when he found out that Jared was pregnant. Jared and Jensen meet when Jared's car breaks down near Jensens farm/ranch and he helps Jared by taking him to his ranch/farm and taking care of Jared and the eventual baby even though it is not biologically his. There must be something else as well but this is all I remember of the fic. It was quite long.

I would really ally apreciate any and all help.
Hi gang! I'm looking for a specific J2 - Jared and Jensen are the perfect couple but then Jared starts to work for his dad and his personality starts to change. He starts cheating on Jensen with women. He beats up Jensen really badly, I think he falls through a glass coffee table or something like that. Jensen leaves him, and Jared marries either Sandy or Gen, I can't remember which one. Sandy/Gen is not a very pleasant person. After that I'm all mixed up as to which is this fic and which are other fics. But hopefully this sounds familiar to someone?

I'm also looking for any J2 fics where the Js are together, then separate for any reason (infidelity, arguments, misunderstandings, long-distance, etc) and when they meet again, either one or both of them are with someone else and there's plenty of angst.

I'm also looking for angsty AU Destiel. My favourite angsty Destiel is And This Is Enough by camui_zuuki and dream_0f_flight if that gives you any idea of what I'm after. Tons of angst to make you cry.

Thank you!