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19 May 2015 @ 08:53 pm
I'm looking for some fics. I hope you guys can help me.

#1. Any good J2 or Wincest fics. Bottom Jared/Sam is preferred. Any length is okay, but the longer the better. I don't care of it's AU

#2. Any J2 or Wincest fics where Jensen/Dean cheat on Jared/Sam. Any ending is okay

#3. Any hurt, sick, abused (in any way) Jared/Sam fics. It can be J2, Wincest or Gen, I don't care.

Thanks for your help.
12 April 2015 @ 05:44 pm
I'm looking for a story that I read a long time ago that was centered around Sam and Dean dealing with Sam being raped.
This is all I remember from it: Dean and Sam retire from hunting from what I remember and they buy a house and Dean takes the bath out because for some reason baths are triggering for Sam. Sam had been kidnapped and raped by some creature that reminded me of and alligator-monster. And Sam has messed up feet from torture. The first part is in Sam's pov but there's and add-on that is in Dean's
I'm sorry I suck at summaries but if you can help, it's greatly appreciated!
06 April 2015 @ 11:14 am

Looking for a story were Dean leaves John and Sam and joins the military. He left so John would start taking care of Sam. That didn't work and CPS gets in touch with Dean and he has to care for Sam. Dean has a house with other members of his unit. I think Sam had Aids as well.

So I found a fic on someones delicious account that I would really really like to read;

My Heart Yearns
"Sam said he was going away to Stanford, but he actually never got into college. He just needed a reason to run away from his unnatural feelings for Dean. Two years later, Dean comes looking for him in Palo Alto, but they have no record of Sam Winchester as a student. Dean tracks Sam down to a sex house in San Francisco where the owner keeps the working boys high on a dangerous cocktail of drugs to make them more compliant to customers' strange demands. Dean has to pose as a client to get close to Sam. Sam seduces him." (comment fic)

it doesn't say anywhere what comment fic meme it was in :/


love you all xoxox
I hope someone can help me find this story. It has been a while since I've read it and I'm a bit hazy on the details. I think it was a WIP and not finished at the time I read it. Sam and Dean were at a bar and had been drinking. When they came out they were kidnapped and taken to a lab. The scientist was doing some type of experimentation and had wanted 2 young men to perform the experiments on. He did not realize that the boys were brothers at the time. This is where it get sort of hazy for me, so bear with me....somehow the scientist planted a womb inside Sam and used Dean's sperm to create a baby. This is basically a mpreg story. I can remember Dean falling to his knees and crying about the pain that Sam had to endure while the scientist experimented on him. I remember Bobby somehow finding them and being torn up about what had happened to the boys.

Any help would be appreciated.

FOUND....thank you very much, Vinylreckoning
12 February 2015 @ 03:36 am
I've been absent from the fandom for a good while & I'm trying to find a fic that I read a while ago which I loved, I've been searching google for a few days now with everything I can think of to find this and it's driving me crazy so I'm hopeful that someone here can help me.

The details from what I remember are pretty vague:

- it's an older fic I'm 90% positive
- it's either time travel or an alternate universe which Sam is sent to
- a spell or a curse which causes Sam from the present time to swap places with Sam ion the past (who also has a brother called Dean)
- I'm pretty sure the brothers from the past weren't hunters but don't quote me on that
- the alternate Dean thinks that Sam from our time is insane as he speaks about hunting and time travel and has him committed where he really suffers in the institution.
- there's a scene where Dean visits Sam at the institution & Sam begs him to him home and tells Dean they are hurting him but Dean passes it off as his illness
- he escapes and a girl called Jessica (I'm pretty sure) helps him and nurses him back to health

That's really all I can remember but I'm pretty sure that Dean in present time finds a way to communicate with his Sam in the fic too.

I know this could be any number of fics so I'll take any recommendations along these lines too.

Thanks in advance!
06 February 2015 @ 05:51 pm
Looking for stories where Castiel has to care for or protect younger versions of Sam and/or Dean. Can be de-aged or just pre-series.

Specifically looking for stories where the boys are abused and Castiel is a doctor/pediatrician and is able to care for them, but other comfort stories work too. I think I read one where Castiel worked for CPS and had to care for the boys and I would like to find more of those as well.

If you know of any stories where Castiel has to gain wee!chester trust and comfort them that would also be awesome. Thanks!
I read an awesome story called Instinct by NixBlaque and was wondering if there were any more stories similar to it. Without going into too much detail the main parts i am looking for are: Dean/ Sam, not brothers, Dean rescues creature Sam, if Slash I would prefer bottom Sam. Any suggestions would be appreciated.
Sorry  if it is not specific enough.
Link to Instinct if anybody wants to read it.
Hey, so I'm looking for fics where John has to choose between his boys. I would like fics where they are kidnapped or something, and John has to choose which boy dies or gets tortured or something like that, I'm not really looking for Death fics though! I've read a few like this but they're not really what I'm looking for! And I DON'T want fics with rape or sexual abuse.

I'm also looking for fics where the Boys travel back in time, to see their younger selves, I've also read a few of these but I haven't found any I really liked..

If anyone has any fics to rec that'd be awesome!
And please NO wincest or destiel!
27 September 2014 @ 10:07 pm
I am looking a specific story that puts the boys and John in an alternate universe. It chronicles their lives from their first motel night until the boys start hunting of their own accord. John drinks heavily, and initially Dean is responsible for keep Sam fed and quiet. As time goes on, John starts beating Dean, but Dean takes it so Sam doesn't have to. Then one night Sam stands up to John for Dean, and after both being beaten bloody, they escape to New York City. Dean gets a job at a garage and sends Sam to school.
23 August 2014 @ 11:17 pm
Are there any stories where Mary is not the loving, nurturing sacrificing, devoted mother? I will take anything except Wincest or Slash.

Also, are there any stories where both John and Dean blame Sam for Mary dying? I would love to see them be really abusive towards Sam throughout his life but I will take anything.

Thanks in advance!!!!
19 July 2014 @ 01:26 pm
Hi everyone

I read a story many years ago and it's just popped up in my head and now I want to read it again, so here is what I can remember.

* I'm sure it was on
* There are a bunch of guys who take Sam.
* They get Dean to do jobs for them.
* One of the jobs I think was to kill someone and then give them a finger from the dead guy but Dean doesn't kill them, just gets the finger.
* I'm sure another job was to get a diamond ring.
* They made Sam go get the items from Dean and the bad guys would shoot at them if they took too long.
* Dean noticed that Sam was looking worse each time they met.
* I'm pretty sure it was long

I hope someone can help me

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15 July 2014 @ 12:54 am


I'm travelling soon and won't have internet connection for a while. So, please, help me out!

I'd really like long stories, J2 or Wincest. Shy, insecure, sick Jared or Sam. I'd love if someone could point out stories where Sam/Jared is in love with a clueless Jensen/Dean. Also, any stories where one of them is a celebrity and the other is a normal person from the public. If Sam/Jared is being abused by his parents or boyfriend.

To be honest, just recommend good and long stories. I'm not picky and I'm desperate to find good stories to read while I'm away!

Sorry for the general request and thanks in advance!

Mods: sorry! It's ben a while and I'm not used to the tags anymore...tried my best!

21 June 2014 @ 03:19 pm
Hello again,

I'm looking for a type of fic where;

1) Castiel is upset over the way Dean treats Sam, whether abuse is present or just implied.

2) Sam is hurt (mentally, physically) or is suicidal and Dean doesn't seem to care/notice, but Cas does.

3) Dean loses patience with crazy!Cas (season 7) and treats him badly. Sam is the opposite and cares for Cas.

Whether Dean realises what he's done or not doesn't matter too much. Also, these do not have to be Sastiel, though that's always a nice bonus, so any pairing is fine.  Please no AU's (like human!verse, Cafe fics, etc) though Canon AU is fine.

Thanks so much!!
22 May 2014 @ 02:14 pm
I have had a REALLY bad 4 months and I need LOTS of cheering up. What you can do to help with that is to recommend as many h/c, angst Sam (or Jared) stories you know (gen only please but I will take any and all ratings)!!! Share with me the ones where Sam is SO injured, you don't know how he is going to survive. Share the stories where your heart is breaking apart right along with his. Recommend all the abused Sam stories you keep reading over and over again. My motto is the more Sam hurts (physically and/or emotionally) the happier I am!!! Also the longer the story is the happier I am!!!

I am sure I have read a lot of your recs but please rec away. It is always good to re-read great fics over again. Also self-recs are welcome (I don't know why anyone would have a problem with self-recs). Bonus points for Dean (Jensen) being an AWESOME big brother (at least by the end of the story)

So start reccing!!! THANKS!!!
21 May 2014 @ 10:33 pm
so a while ago I read this au fanfic and in it Sam was in an abusive relationship with Lucifer and Gabriel was a bartender who was trying to protect Sam - can any of you help me find it?

update: found in comments
26 April 2014 @ 10:08 pm
So I read the story Suspicious Mind by lizzypaul and I was wondering if there are any other fics like it. So basically I'm looking for any fics where people suspect that Sam is abused. Gen would be preferable and maybe have it be pretty lengthy? Maybe the CPS can get involved? So anything like that would be awesome, Thanks!
19 April 2014 @ 06:54 pm
Hey, I'm looking for two types of fics!

1) I was wondering if anyone has come across a fic where, after the cage, Sam is awesome in bed. Like Lucifer taught him in the cage (whether it was non-con or not) and it just blows the mind of whomever (Dean, Cas, ext...) is in bed with him. Any pairing is fine, I just really want to read something like that.

2) Also if anyone knows any fics where post-cage Sam, totally messed up from what Lucifer (or Michael) did to him, abuses someone but doesn't really see a problem with it because it was just part of his life in the cage for so long. Any kind of abuse is fine, it doesn't even have to have a pairing in it.

28 March 2014 @ 01:15 pm
Hi there guys!

Yesterday i was on YouTube and i saw this amazing fan-made video that's actually more like fanfiction.
You can check out the video right here
So, my question is, does anyone know if there is any fic based on this video?? If not, then do you guys know about any fic with similar plot (Sam being secretly a werewolf until something bad happens)??

That's for the first request. My second one is also inspired from this video
The video kinda reminds of the amazing fic "Beneath the skin" (Which You should definitely read if you didn't read it yet) But are there any other fics with the same plot (The shape-shifter using Dean's face while abusing Sam) ??

Thank you all in advance :D

P.S for the mods: Ummmmmmm, i'm not pretty sure if i got the right the tags or not. So if something is wrong then i'm sorry :/

I really can't say how much help this community has provided me, really, you're GREAT! (And, please believe me, I'm not saying it so you help me.)
So, that said, ¿could you please help me find this?:

1.- Specific fin in which kid Sam is hunting with John and Dean, a salt&burn thing... I don't remember the specifics, but eventually Sam end trapped inside the coffin with the remains of the ghost. I read it in FF. So... I know is not much, but was one of the first fics I read back when I didn't have the wisdom and knowledge to save a link ar add it to avorites, you know...

2.- It's a fic in which John is in the ground, being beaten by Dean because he punched Sam (or something like that). The thing I clearly remember is that he thinks maybe Dean will kill him protecting his brother, and he's very proud of him for that. Ring any bells for you? FOUND HERE:

3.- You're favorite fics that have the brothers being raised apart, like "Relative Gold" or "With Arms Wide Open" (two very very good ones, if you ask me).

4.- Fic's with time travel, like the Fraternity Series by Fiachra Ochiern. You're favorite fics in which Sam or both brothers travel to help his father (I'd love it if John eventually find out) or help the kid versions of themselves. I already read Training wheels and Terminators, excelent one, by the way, had me laughing all the time!

Please no wincest and, if there's slash, please be it with female characters.
Well, nice day and thanks for the help!!!
09 March 2014 @ 09:37 pm
Hi guys I'm looking for fics where John or Dean kill Sam either on accident (i.e. a car crash) or on purpose (can't save him), they don't even have to be the ones to do it, but they should be directly responsible for it in some way (i.e. sending him out unprepared for a hunt, driving him to suicide) . Whether Sam comes back or not is fine, really I just want massive amounts of angst.

Wincest or gen is fine, pre-series would be amazing.

15 February 2014 @ 12:43 am
Hello! I have a few requests, none specific, mainly with a Sam focus. If another character isn't mentioned, presume I mean the request is a fic like that involving Sam! Any pairing or rating is fine. I think I have done this request right, please let me know if I need to amend anything.

1. Language fics. Where at least Sam, if not Dean and others, speak two or more languages, and the use of extra languages is some sort of plot point. Can be real or made up languages.

Examples would be Sam picking up Enochian from Lucifer, or Sam and Dean with their own private language, or well, anything.

2. Powers!Sam. - I know there are hundreds of fics out there with this theme, but I would like to be recommended the best of them, hidden ones that you feel don't get enough readers. Any type of power is great.

3. Crossovers. With Naruto, Sherlock, Harry Potter, Star Trek(Any Star Trek series), True Blood, Game of Thrones(Even good, well written others which aren't listed here). In fact, I was re-watching some of TNG recently, with how the Q flick in and out and can seemingly bring anything they want into existence, I've always had it in my head that they are some renegade faction of angels, possibly following in Gabriels footsteps(And thusly failing, just pretty much staying how angels tend to be). Please don't tell me that I'm not the only one who had this thought, and please let there be some fic exploring it! Any characters in this

4. Missouri fic? I miss her. She was great.

5. Abused!Sam. Any at all, I have checked through the tags, but I am interested in more, please! (Would love if it were combined with any of my previous requests, particularly the language)

6. Drugs! Drug use. Sam preferred, but also by anyone else.
I started looking for an old series I really wanted to re-read but can't find it on or the author's current LJ ... pretty sure the author was phx69 and the series started with a fic called "Behind Closed Doors" ... the description was something like "they left him behind to keep him safe" ...

I'd love to re-read this series - anyone know where a copy might be hiding at?

Mods - been FOREVER since I posted here and tried to follow the rules and tag like a good girl - hopefully I did okay?
11 December 2013 @ 12:30 pm
Heyy guys,
I'm looking for a story that I read a long time ago. I'm pretty sure it was on I thought I knew the title but when I went to look for it it turned out the story I thought it was, was something else. So, this story is about Sam when he is younger/a teenager. He is kidnapped buy a couple (a man and woman) and they both abuse physically him physically and sexually. The part that I really remember is the couple move out of the house/run away and leave Sam and their dog behind at their house. An animal rescue worker goes to the house because of reports of a dog and finds Sam upstairs in the house beaten and half conscious on a dirty mattress and nothing else. I can't remember a whole lot that happens before or after that but if you can help that would be awesome. Please and thank you.
19 June 2013 @ 05:05 pm

Am looking for a few fics but cannot remember the titles.

Some of what I an remember of these fics are:

- Sam in the (mental?) hospital - being tortured with Drugs and electricity - a nurse takes pity on him - Dean finds her and she helps him find Sam - they meet later in a bar while she is looking for a new job.

- Sam in an asylum - in a padded room with the ball gag - Dean is allowed to stay with him but cannot free him unless its to feed.

- One of the brothers is tortured - they recuperate at Missouri's.

- one of the boys is kidnapped - at the end Bobby takes them to a bike/car show.(Sorry cannot remember more of it).

- Any other Sam - Dean - Gordon fics that are Hurt/Comfort/protective (torture would be a bonus).
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13 October 2013 @ 03:27 pm
Hi guys! I'm looking for a few types of fics:

1. Fics about Sam and Dean having some sort of empathic or telepathic connection.

2. Fics where Dean is very possessive/overprotective of Sam and it scares Sam.

3. Fics where the boys are one soul in two bodies/soulmates.

4. Fics where Dean abuses Sam mentally, emotionally, or physically. Whether he realizes what he's doing is awful and stops or not doesn't matter.

I've read a lot of fanfiction in my day (*waves cane*), so I'm hoping to find something I haven't already read.

Gen only for all of these, please. Thanks!
10 October 2013 @ 11:49 pm
I'm looking for any story where Dean is possessed and hurts Sam; there's one I specifically remember reading that I can't find and I really want to read it again.  It was set during season 1 I think, and when Dean 'woke up' from his possession he was in the Impala on the side of the road.  He called Sam and left a message saying he thought he had been raped because he was bloody in certain areas and when he got back to the motel he found Sam tied to the bed and terrified of Dean because possessed!Dean raped him.  Anything like that I would love to read though I would prefer if it had a happy ending!

Um second, anything with hurt/sick!Sam and protective!Castiel/Gabriel or any other angel if you can find it.
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08 September 2013 @ 01:27 pm
I've been looking for this fic for a while but I don't remember the author.  Here's what I do remember:

- Sam was kidnapped when he was a baby by Azazel
- He was rapped and abused regularly by demons and humans
- The first time he met Dean, they had sex
- Dean has a daughter by Cassie and she's as powerful as Sam
- Sam has a lot of scars on his body

I hope somebody will remember this fic... Thanks!

ETA - Found in comments! Thank you!
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31 August 2013 @ 04:28 pm
I'm looking for a fic, gen I'm pretty sure where Sam was being whipped either by Crowley or Dean with Crowley watching. Crowley was warning Dean to be careful of what they do/say. I remember Crowley being impressed by Sam by not making any noise. I think it was about 20 lashes or something.

Fic found in comments!
29 August 2013 @ 03:22 pm
Hi guys,

Can anyone help me find some fics where Dean meets the Sam who remembers hell from 6x22? Would prefer Gen but will take slash....just really craving some interaction (preferably hugs for the poor guy) between Dean and that part of Sam's psyche.
13 August 2013 @ 11:50 pm
1. I was hoping you guys could give me all/any fics you have where Dean is really angry or drunk or cursed and hits Sam. Hits or punches him. But afterwards he feels really bad and guilty. A lot like:
Sam can be scared or feel betrayed or angry or something. It could be only one part in a long fic, or it can be the entire fics focus. preferably pre-series but I'll take any season. self recs are very welcome. please please please!!! I am desperate!!! Thank You so much!!
2. Similar to above, only someone else hits/punches/hurts Sam or tries to and Dean gets really protective. Like if John hots Sam, or they are in a bar and someone tries to threaten or hurt him and Dean gets all up in their face and stuff.
Wincest or Gen
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09 July 2013 @ 01:30 pm

I'm looking for a couple of fics I had saved, but I've lost them Sam was left alone with John (because Dean was kicked out/went to college/joined the army) and Dean finds out that Sam has been being severly abused by John, both physically and mentally. I remember in one, Dean was in the army and his army buddies helped find Sam and look after him, whilst being on the run for John, and in another, or possibly the same one, John had cut Sams fingers off on one hand?                        

08 July 2013 @ 07:26 pm
I'm looking for a noncon fic where Meg possesses Sam, acts all sluttish and does all kind of sexual stuff like having sex with a group of men/gangbang (one of which i think was a hunter) I remember that one of the men decided to not go with it because he saw the helplessness in Sam's eyes.
28 June 2013 @ 11:44 am
its a pretty lengthy fic where Dean and Sam is a d/s relationship but Dean goes overboard with Sam. Like Sam did not want Bobby to know about this type of their relationship. If i remember correctly, Dean broke that trust and somehow Bobby found out about it. Dean was also progressively getting more violent. I think the readers found out that there was something that caused Dean to go this far. Thanks for your time~

Found!- Fic under comments Author:flutternutter
28 June 2013 @ 02:25 am
Hi there,
I'm looking for wincest or gen fics that deals with the events in season 6 and 7. There doesn't seem to be alot if at all in my searches. Perhaps i'm looking in the wrong direction.I thought there would be alot of writing material considering the potential but where is it??? More info on link

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25 June 2013 @ 08:42 pm
I hope someone can help me. I’m pretty sure it was a Sabriel fic. My details are a little hazy because it’s been some years since I’ve read the fic but the things I remember are:

Gabriel works at the family bar/bistro. Dean and Cas are together and happy. Sam’s in a relationship with Michael, an abusive relationship. Gabriel is in love with Sam. I remember a scene where Michael takes Sam to the family bar but Sam is forbidden to talk or look at anyone, including family. However, he talks to Gabriel and when he gets home Michael gives him a black eye for it. In bed Michael is really rough with Sam, and he never uses lubrication.


I really hope someone can help me find this story. I’ve been searching for days.

FOUND: Thanks to Wolfish_Willow.

Lucifer not Michael.
24 June 2013 @ 09:14 pm
I just came across this story at an old Dean H/C meme and was wondering if there were any others like it -

I'm looking for stories where a lot was put on Dean's shoulders as a child and Sam finds out. Maybe Dean was emotionally/physically abused as a child and Sam finds out later. I always thought that comment Dean makes in DSOTM about when John found out Sam ran away was telling and would love a fic that mentions it. Please no sexual abuse. I'm open to those roles being reversed too if need be and it being Sam who went through this and Dean finds out. But anything h/c and schmoopy where they discuss this issue would be amazing. I just love stories where Sam takes care of Dean for once. So if anyone knows of fic that fits such a generalization of Sam being the temporary big bro, I'm more than open to reading it!
11 June 2013 @ 09:22 pm
Please try to avoid any fics with major non-con, but I'm looking for any fics where either Sam or Dean are abused, or both are. They can be au or non au. It can be even boys raised apart(those always interest me)

thanks in advanced!
Hi Friends!
I need your help again and I hope you can help me.

1) SPECIFIC ALPHA DEAN FIC- I read a specific alpha Dean story long ago. It was awesome but I have lost it.

Here's what I remember about the story.

(i) Sam discovers that he is not an alpha like his father and brother and leaves under the mistaken assumption that they are disappointed with him.

(ii) He also loves Dean but is too scared to tell him.

(iii) Sam arrives at Stanford and lives with his good friend Jess who is a beta and extremely protective of Sam.

(iv) Sam was sexually harassed by alphas in the campus during his heat.

(v) Dean arrives at Stanford, drives off the alphas and claims Sam as his mate.

(vi) John learns about them and is supportive.

(vii) The fic has mpreg Sam.

(Viii) The story is part of a verse.

Can you please help me locate it?

FOUND - SAFE AND SOUND by hellesofbelles THANK YOU vinylreckoning!!

2) ALPHA DEAN/BETA OR OMEGA SAM RECS - Can you rec me your favorite alpha Dean and beta/omega Sam fics? Any story is welcome as long as it has possessive alpha Dean claiming or wanting Beta/Omega Sam as his mate. Fics where Sam discovers himself as an omega or beta and falls for his alpha brother is welcome too.No non-con or extreme underage fics please.

Thanks you so much:))
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05 May 2013 @ 11:47 pm
I remember reading a fic at where Sam went missing and Dean went looking for him. Dean found him at an cabin all tied up and being tortured by lucifer. As a gift for releasing him, Lucifer grants Sam's wish of repenting by torturing him. At the end, Lucifer healed everything but Sam was pretty much broken.

Found! in comments . It was Gratitude on Links down below
24 April 2013 @ 11:01 am
The first fic is an Au J2 fic, It's a Tarzan type fic. You'd think this would be easy to find but I've looked through the tags here, at J2-recs, spnkink_meme and others but still can't find it. Jensen is on an island and Jared comes he doesn't speak to Jensen (that I recall), it's sort of dub-conish in that Jared just kind of starts touching Jensen and Jensen doesn't really know what to do and at first tries to stop Jared and talk to him but eventually gives in. It was short and I think it might have been from a prompt? Not sure though.
FOUND! Link in comments

The second I think is wincest, could be gen. Dean is taken to an alternate universe after they're trying to hunt a djinn. In the AU Dean goes to the motel and finds that Sam has been beaten and hurt, he goes to help but sees that Sam is scared of him. Turns out Dean is abusive to Sam and I think Dean is a serial killer, not a hunter but I could be mixing that up with something else.
FOUND! I found it buried in my bookmarks The Cancer Inside by purplehrdwonder

The third fic is wincest, Sam I think had either brain damage or some kind of mental disability. Dean took care of him and John is aware of their relationship, not entirely ok but understanding. There's one scene in particular that I remember -->read more...Collapse )

Hope someone can help! Thanks