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28 June 2015 @ 02:00 pm
I am looking for three things.

1) Angels as a family (Castiel, Gabriel, Lucifer, Michael, etc). Either canon (where they are angels) or AU (human or otherwise). Short or long, doesn't matter as long as it is complete. I don't mind if there is incest ("romantic" family is fine).

2) Castiel whump of any kind (mental, physical, sexual). Any where he is young and being abused by his family are great as long as there is a happy ending! Bonus if it can be tied into request #1.

3) Any fics with Castiel having a mental disorder. Any type is fine (OCD, Autism, Traumatic Brain Injury, etc). Bonus for tying into request #1 or #2.

Any pairings welcome for all.
04 June 2015 @ 02:43 am
Hi, I've never posted before so forgive me if I'm doing this wrong. A long time ago I read this story that sort of followed what was happening in canon but Dean was wrong, in the way that he didn't feel things like normal people. I think because of what happened to his mother and how he was raised. I would really appreciate you guys helping me find this story. Sorry that I don't have more information, it was in the early stages when I got into this fandom.
Also sorry if i tagged this incorrectly. Mods you can fix the tagging if I did it wrong. Thanks
21 April 2015 @ 12:19 pm
Hey guys, I'm looking for some stories where Dean or Jensen is just fucked up. I'm looking for some high quality angst in a Dean or Jensen centered story. I'm not pick about the length, and my preferred ships are J2, Wincest, DeanCas, and Cockles. I also prefer bottom!Dean and bottom!Jensen, so let me know otherwise, please. If it's RPS, please no wife-hate!
Thank you!!
10 April 2015 @ 12:05 pm
I don't know the exact details of them but this is what I can remember.

1) I think its a sequel to another fic where Sam was kidnapped but that might have just been at the beginning of the book. Sam is struggling to cope after it happens and ends up in a pyschiatric ward. He then tries to kill himself and one of the doctors stayed with him all night after it happened to try and calm him down and then Dean goes and visits him and they end up falling asleep on the couch before someone slams the door waking them up. I think Sam asks why Dean wants to take him home.

2) It's either wee!chester or teen!chester and Dean gets hurt on a hunt and John refuses to let Sam come to the hospital to see him. I think Bobby and maybe Pastor Jim or Caleb are in this story. They try and talk some sense into John but John isn't having any of it. John says something really harsh to Sam when he calls him and then I think Bobby shouts at John. Sam is upset by what's happening and I think he ends up in the hospital too.

Sorry for the terrible descriptions.

Thanks xxx
Two general story searches:

So, I was recently reading a collection of stories that all featured Suicidal!Sam, which included a few centered around Mystery Spot. I was wondering if anyone had found stories where Gabriel is shocked by how far Sam goes to try to end the loop, and stops the loop as a result? Bonus points if Gabriel has to work to fix Sam's broken mind.

In line with that, does anyone have stories where people are trying to fix Sam's craziness? It can be any form of crazy, from Hell trauma to general life issues. Fixing via talking it out or by magical dream walking are both awesome. Basically, I just love Sam finally getting the help he deserves.

btw, if you don't know what I mean by magical dream walking, check out this fic: Between the Lines of Fear and Blame by Faye Dartmouth
31 December 2014 @ 07:14 am
Okay, years ago I read this AU fanfiction where Gabriel I believe he was a lawyer and works with Sam and though being friends with Sam he meets Dean. The fic was from Deans' point of view I think. Some of the things that stood out were that Gabriel has Bipolar Disorder and was born in some messed up cult and a plot point was meeting his half brother Castiel again. There was also a really emotional scene where Dean and Gabriel fight and Gabriel goes into a depressed stage.
I really want to find it and have been having problems so please if you know it leave a post please!
Hi All,
This story was request last year and it was found, unfortunately, I forgot to save it. I can't remember the title or author. I just remember a certain scene playing out so I hope it is enough information. Here goes:

I can't remember if Sam is suffering from Stockholm symdrome or is just really mentally unstable ( gone crazy) because of Dean.

I can't remember if Dean was a Ware or Serial Killer? I do remember he was wanted by the FBI and he was #1 most wanted in the nation. He was dangerously really good at killing and evading the authorities.

I do remember that the Feds either arrived at where they knew Dean was staying at but the found Sam there instead (I don't remember if he was bound or lock in the basement?). Well they took him in to the closest precinct to question him/interrogate him? I remember that Sam was either really terrified and wanted to get back or he was totally crazy and ranting? I do remember him looking at the Fed/Cop and saying " The wolf is coming, you should't have taken his cub?" I do remember all hell brakes lose in the Precinct after Sam said that or maybe a bit later?

Does this ring a bell to any one? Would really love to read again.
Thank you Guys for all your help.
20 December 2014 @ 01:23 pm
I'm fairly new at this so please be patient with me.

I'm looking for a fiction is about broken boys or very dependent boys. It can be post hell or purgatory or because of torture that make them nearly catatonic or have autism like behaviour. They can be cursed also i'm not picky as long as the have that behaviour.

A lot like this fic "Grass Is Always Greener" By: AlElizabeth
Grass Is Always Greener
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I'm still a bit shocked that magser deleted her/his journal, I was there only a month ago...

As it says on the tin, I'm looking for "Behind the mask" by magser (tall_tales was the name of the lj) - "Jensen Ackles is in the home stretch...he just has to get through four months at the worst Asylum he has ever seen and he is a fully qualified psychiatrist. What he finds there though is much worse than he ever imagined, and like an old movie playing out in front of his eyes, he finds neglected patients, lazy doctors and an injustice he is determined to put right..."

Since the journal has been purged, I cannot contact the author to ask whether it would be alright to share (maybe someone here knows something?), but I just optimistically assume it's fine and ask if someone saved the story and would be kind enough to send me a copy (and I'd totally bake you virtual christmas cookies!)! :D

Edit: FOUND fantastically fast by kruel_angel. Link in the post.
(Eesh, so many tags! Mods: I think I've got everything but I can't seem to find the tags for wing!kink or for dark!castiel. Please help me out!)

To my fellow spn brethren. Yes, yes, I know, it's me again, but I can't help it ^^
Anyway, I'm looking for two types of stories today.Under the cut for possible triggers...Collapse )
2. As the title says, I'm also looking for wincestiel wing!kink stories, because there seems to be a massive shortage of this in the fandom. I have read plenty of Destiel, Sastiel and even Wincest wing!kink, but strangely, not any wincestiel. So please help me out! Again, I will literally take anyything. I would prefer it be bottom!cas,but I will take bottom!sam or dean instead too! So please gimme all you got! :)

Thanks in advance!
26 September 2014 @ 10:52 pm

I'm looking for a specific story. In this story, Sam and Dean were separated as children. I believe Dean stayed with John or Bobby and Sam went to live with Missouri. Sam may or may not actually be mentally challenged. He and Dean meet when Dean picks up the Impala after John's death and Sam flips out on Dean.

Also, similar suggestions are also appreciated!
30 August 2014 @ 05:10 am
I'm looking for fics where Dean is mentally challenged. Anything else is fine — AU/Non-AU, pre-series/future fic, abuse, other warnings, etc — just as long as Dean is mentally challenged.

Gen or Sam/Dean is preferred.

Thanks to anyone who can help!
12 August 2014 @ 12:34 pm
Hello everybody

I'm going to be doing a long train trip soon and wanted something to read.

Does anybody know any stories where Dean has had to leave Sam with someone or in a hospital/care home due to Sam having care issues or post Lucifer taking him over.

Specific story
I know it was a J2 story. All I can remember is Jared standing in the rain outside Jensen's nan's care home begging him to come back to him.

I know it's not a lot to go on but I have seen miracles on this page.

Thank you xxxx
03 July 2014 @ 09:27 pm
Hello, I'm looking for any fics where either Sams crazy comes back after 'The Born-Again Identity' or Castiel isn't able to fix his mind. Any rating and any pairing is fine. Thanks!
Hi. I need some help finding some good fics.

1) Okay so I'm looking for particular fics that are heavy in angst, hurt/comfort, and dark. Now I was wondering if anyone knew if any fics where either Sam or Dean where with someone else but they end up dying and they are going through a hard time and it eventually leads to wincest but after all the hurt/comfort. I don't want any fics where Sam/Dean and there partner leave each mutually. I want it where they are having a hard time getting over their first lover or whatever. This doesn't have to be just Sam/Dean, it can also be J2!

2)I want some dark,evil type fics. Such as one of the brothers, preferably Dean, go dark/evil. I prefer it be some type of wincest but I don't want it to be where the other brother is completely fine with it. I want it be more dubcon and non con. Kind of like the brother is breaking the other brother into submission and what not.

3) I'm really in need of fics where it turns out the events of Supernatural never happened and it's all in one of the brother's head and their actually sick mentally. This can be wincest or gen but heavy in interactions with the two brothers and other people.

4)One of the brothers in a role of a hooker or sex slave. Preferably wincest or J2. Don't really want an immediate happy ending. I want there to be a type of struggle and distrust.

5) One of the brothers or J2 become pregnant by someone else. I want it consensual and preferably Sam being the one pregnant. This one can be wincest, J2, or gen.

6) Linked a bit it request 6. Sam or Dean get pregnant by someone else when they are with each other. This can also be J2!

Thank you in advance for anyone who can help me find this request. Hopefully you good people can find me some goodies!
19 April 2014 @ 06:54 pm
Hey, I'm looking for two types of fics!

1) I was wondering if anyone has come across a fic where, after the cage, Sam is awesome in bed. Like Lucifer taught him in the cage (whether it was non-con or not) and it just blows the mind of whomever (Dean, Cas, ext...) is in bed with him. Any pairing is fine, I just really want to read something like that.

2) Also if anyone knows any fics where post-cage Sam, totally messed up from what Lucifer (or Michael) did to him, abuses someone but doesn't really see a problem with it because it was just part of his life in the cage for so long. Any kind of abuse is fine, it doesn't even have to have a pairing in it.

10 April 2014 @ 09:38 pm
I've been thinking about a fic that I have been wanting to read again and it's driving me crazy that I can't find it.
I remember it was a oneshot and it wasn't super long. It was about wee!Sam and wee!Dean and how Sam was slightly crazy as in he couldn't tell the difference between fiction and fact. Like he would think a make believe story was real because his family hunted things that they said were real and everyone else said was not real.
There was a part in it where Sam gets in trouble at school for some kind of paper describing what he did for summer or something and he wrote outlandish stories that he truly believed were real and Dean confronted him about it at home saying they didn't do any of this stuff. Then he realizes that the things Sam described in his paper were things that he watched on television or Dean read to him or something like that. Dean realizes Sam is slightly crazy and can't tell the difference between reality and fiction and hides the fact from his Dad and fixes the problem by teaching Sam the difference before his Dad can find out.
Sorry I suck at descriptions and summaries but I hope I wrote it clear enough.
13 March 2014 @ 11:01 am
Hi guys!
So, here's the thing. I'm kinda new to this whole SPN finders community thing, and i was hoping that you guys can help me find some new fics that i can read.

1)I'd like to read fics about Sam getting kidnapped AND tortured by anyone or anything. Whether it be a ghost or some creature or even a hunter looking for revenge, etc.

2)Fics about Sam being raped by anyone (But not by John or Dean) and if the fic talks about the aftermath of the rape, that would be even better and much appreciated.

3)I recently read this AMAZING fic called "The Long Way Home" (Which you should probably read if you already haven't) and it was about Sam having HIV. So if someone knows about any other fic with Sammy having any kind of STD, then please tell me about it :D

4)And finally, I'd like to read fics about Sam (Again!) being depressed, bipolar, suffering from PTSD, having panic attacks, anything about self-harm, or ANYTHING related to mental illness (You name it).

And that's it. Thank you in advance :D

P.S: I'd really appreciate it if the fics were multi-chaptered and long. And please NO incest or WIPS.
24 January 2014 @ 09:13 pm
Dean has been through more than enough to drive him a bit off the edge, the whole upbringing as a hunter, hell, people he's let name it. So:

I'm looking for any fics that involve Dean in a psych hospital, whether he is actually mentally ill, on a case,sane but misdiagnosed, or put there by an evil character.
03 January 2014 @ 11:22 am
Hi there. I read a fic recently, and now I can't find the link or remember the title or author.

In the fic, Sam is in an institution. Amelia is his psychiatrist, and I *believe* it mentions Ruby (Dr. Rubenstein) as a previous therapist. Sam's extremely unstable and has committed some violent crimes, and Dean may or may not be real. I really want to find it again, so if you can remember anything about it, please let me know!

Insane!Sam or Dean fic recs are also welcome :)

Edit: Found in comments!
11 December 2013 @ 06:14 pm
Hey People!

So i'm currenty studying for Finals, (Yay College) and I was preparing an Essays about the Kansas-Nebraska Act on 1854 when a scene from a story i read a year or two ago popped into my head.

I remember that Dean was mentally challanged either due to a curse or a head injury, but I remember a specific scene where Dean was asking Sam if they were from Kansas, but he kept saying "Kans-ass" and it annoyed Sam for some reason. And then i remember that he was obsessed with a TV show or something...

Anyway if someone could post the link to this story that would be great!

Also any other story with Mentally challanged Dean would be great to.

Thanks in Advance!!!!
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09 October 2013 @ 09:58 pm
So I've been kicking myself trying to find this story, and it's a no-go far - so some help would be great!

basically, I found it on LJ, I think, and the tital was in Latin. I think it might have started with an F or a T. It was pretty long, from what I remember, and set in season 7. Basically, the entire premise was that Sam was continually hallucinating Lucifier as well as developing a fixation with doing things in threes. Things like three showers a day, only eating dinner before five, always doing laundry on Saturdays, I think, even if they were in the middle of a case. In the beginning on the story, on a case, he ended up getting burned while on a hunt for a witch. He ended up grabbing a red-hot medallion and the words, something religious in Latin, got seared onto his palm.

There's an entire scene of the Winchesters buying pens in a Staples, basically, and Sam being super picky about it - how many black pens vs. blue - and it not being played for laughs.

At some pointt some point, Sam was kidnapped by Crowley and chained to a pipe in some warehouse, arms above his head. Crowlery tortures him a bit, but the thing that bothers sam (and Lucifer) more is the fact that there's a puzzle/crossword book laying crumpled on the floor).

Pairing were sort of a back-seat, but I remember that there was wincest and maybe implised Lucifer/Sam?

Thanks for the help, guys.
05 October 2013 @ 10:32 am
Hey guys! So a while back I read a fic on AO3, I think, and it had to do with 'gender-confusion' in a way. Dean and Sam weren't related, but Dean still lost his mom at a young age. He lived with John repairing spaceships(?) and his entire life he believed he was an omega. He has depression, and attempts suicide, I think, and they send him to a hospital which tells him that he's an alpha. I think his roommate is Cas, and he has an obsession with a plant (?).
He meets Sam, who is there because everyone thought he was an alpha because of his height, but turns out to be a beta.

Thanks for any help!
Greetings and salutations people!  Okay, looking for two types of fics today

1.  stories where Sam is autistic and

2. stories where Jo is all into Dean and Dean is... not.  It can be wincest or general (though I prefer the reason is cause he's into Sam).

Thanx peeps!

Hi everyone,
I love this fandom, and every last one of it fans! I need help finding a fic. that I read a long time ago, and can't seem to find.

Jensen has been abused in one way or another during his time on every TV show he's been on (emotionally, physically, sexually). He has severe PTSD, and uses drugs, and other self-harming tactics to cope, and to deal with his past abuse.

When he joins the SPN cast and meets Jared feelings develop between the J's, but Jensen is severely damaged but wants to be a stronger, and better person for Jared and eventually tells Jared about all the abuse. I remember Jared feeling overwhelmed, and torn between being happy that Jensen finally starts to tell him his painful past, and physically ill from Jensen's sometimes awkward, and sudden outburst of all the ugly things he went through.

I also remember that Jensen actually believed he wasn't worthy of love, friendship, or even being in Jared's company, and that he was very vulnerable and the story made me cry.

Oh, and Jared has a fight outside of a movie rental place with an old abuser of Jensen's, because the CW star starts calling Jensen a whore, and slut. I think the old abuser actually was with another CW star that he was currently dating, and Jared felt sorry for the new boyfriend and eventually helped that actor out of his abusive relationship with the unknown abuser. If I remember correctly Jensen and the other abused CW star both end up living with Jared. Also, Jared gets physically, and emotional ill himself from neglecting his own needs and putting Jensen's first all the time.

I hope someone remembers this story because I can't find it:-D

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06 September 2013 @ 09:54 pm
Hello, darlings!

I'm looking for any kind of fic where Dean has an eating disorder, or problems with weight/eating. I would like for it to be destiel, but I don't mind if it's not exactly an established relationship.

I am also interested in fics where Dean suffers from a mental disorder, of any kind. Pairing preference is the same as mentioned above.

PDF's are also welcome.

Thank you, lovelies.
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18 July 2013 @ 10:30 pm
I know I know I just made another post looking for fics but this thought just came to me.

Are there any fics where Dean suffers from anxiety? Or has an anxiety attack? Or anything related to it like a mental breakdown or such?

Dean centric preferably, with no incest/wincest though

but Destiel encouraged!

04 July 2013 @ 12:52 pm
Hi, I'm looking for fics set in mental hospitals/mental wards.  I'd like for them to be gen and not case fics, the boys are there because they need to be there.  It can be for any mental health issue (depression, breakdown, post Hell reactions, etc.) I've gone through the warning:mental illness tag, so more recent fics are preferred.  The fic can be about either of the boys but Dean is preferred.

Thank you in advance!  And, mods, I do hope I got the tags right.
28 June 2013 @ 03:42 am
Hey everyone,

There is a (I believe) Untitled fic that I think was done for a meme somewhere that was extremely kinky and dark and potentially trigger-y that was J2 + JDM and also Misha. Because it's trigger-y I'm posting the everything I remember behind a cut so read at your own risk!Read more...Collapse )

Thanks in advance!! :)
Hi, I'm looking for a few things. Are there any J2 fics out there based on the movie How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days? I think that would be really cute and funny and I've been looking and haven't been able to find one.
I'm also looking for J2 fics that are really pet centric. A lot of focus on Sadie and Harley and/or Oscar and Icarus and bonus would be how they played a part in forming the J2 relationship. I'd also read really good gen for this and I've already read Man's Best Friend and How Jared Met Jensen: A Love Story in the Key of D (For Dog).
Finally, I'm looking for any fics about disabilities, including but not limited to mental disabilities, physical disabilities, brain injuries, mental illness, non-verbal, visual disabilities, hearing disabilities, learning disabilities, ect. J2 is preferred but I'd read wincest for this also.
Thank you in advance for your help!
I am looking for any and all stories that have Sammy as slightly mentally ill or damaged in some way and dean has to take care of him. Season 8 fics are okay as well.

Don't have a preference for Wincest or Gen... don't matter!

Rec away!

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A while ago I read a great fic (I think it was a WIP verser) about Dean, Cas and Sam being retired from hunting and living together in an ordinary town. Dean has problems with an old leg injury and while working in a bookshop he falls down some stairs and decides he needs a guidedog. Sams's not quite right (after Lucifer?) and frequently forgets where he is, so he wears a laminate with Dean's contact info around his neck. When Dean goes out of town to get the dog, Cas comes and stays with Sam for a while. There were no pairings.

Does anyone know what I'm talking about? I would be so grateful!

ETA: Found in comments, it's the Fusion Verse by ratherastory.
01 May 2013 @ 01:34 pm
I've been trying to find a story that I read and loved for a few days now, I know which one it is but for the the life of me I can't remember the name of the author or the name of the story to find it again...

The fic starts with Sam at Stanford, he lives with Jess I'm sure and then he disappears. I can't remember correctly if she calls Dean and John but somehow they all get in touch and they begin to try and find Sam. When they do find him he's quite insane and confused & has a damaged arm/hand. As the story progresses they find out that an angel showed Sam the future (where Jess and John died) and he left to try to change that. As a result of this Sam sees both timelines, the one where everyone is alive and the one where Jess and John died so he has difficulty distinguishing between the two...

If anyone knows which story I'm talking about I'd be very grateful if you can link me :D
08 April 2013 @ 09:42 pm
My computer crashed and I’m searching for the following fics that I lost the links to! Hope someone remembers them! Thank you!

1- Jared is shy and watches Jensen swimming from a distance. Jared lives Jensen gifts like coffee and cookies.

2- Wee!chester story. Dean does not like newborn Sam. He tries to get John and Mary to take him back to the hospital. Dean finally starts to love Sammy after he saves Sammy’s life when the baby stops breathing. I remember a part in the end with Dean trying to move Sammy’s baby crib into Dean’s own room. It was too heavy for him to move so Dean climbs into the crib with Sammy instead.

3- Jared is in a mental hospital. Jared can’t sleep because the bed is made wrong. Jensen works there and takes care of him.

4- Jared and Jensen get stuck in an elevator. Jared has claustrophobia and freaks out. Jensen tries to calm him down. I think it was set at Christmas time and that’s why it takes ages for anyone to rescue them.

5- Wee!chester story. John thinks Dean has been stealing painkillers to sell. John spanks Dean before finding out that Dean really took the pills because someone had hurt him. John feels guilty and looks after Dean. I remember a line where Dean asks his dad who would want to buy some stupid pills?

Thank you again if you can help!
20 March 2013 @ 08:29 pm
Hey guys, I've been thinking of this story for a couple days and I thought I knew who the author was but I think I was wrong or it has one of those ambiguous summarys.

Soooo, I figured you guys would be able to help. I read this a couple of years ago and it was a story about Jared or Sam, I'm not sure but I'm leaning towards Jared, is in a mental hospital. I think Jensen is an intern or something working at the hospital and he meets Jared there. Jared is pretty normal for the most part but every now and then he gets a little off and he holds his hads to his ears and hums like he's trying to drown out something. Someone explains to Jensen that Jared's sister died and he hears her in his head and that's why he does that. I think I remember it being a WIP at the time and it had been for a while but the majority of the story was written. I don't remember the specifics but I know at the end Jared was at a bridge about to jump to either get rid of the voice or to do what the voice says when Jensen find him and tries to stop him.

Please help! I'd love to give this another go.
I'm looking for any good AUs with Castiel and Dean being either:

1-In a mental hosptial/hosptial
2-At highschool
4-One/both have a disability (Preferably Castiel but I'm not botheres)

I don't mind if they are/are not hunters/angels etc. Any other characters are fine (But no OCs please) and any pairing bar Wincest/Angelcest etc. are okay.

Any other AUs or true!form Castiel that you guys like are fine as well, so please send them in :)

If you have any Charmed Crossovers with Eric Bragg please drop me a link

Any length, any rating :)
09 March 2013 @ 07:33 pm
Okay, so today I'm looking for fics that involve Dean/Crazy!Cas. By crazy Cas I had in mind fics that take place when  Castiel was still in the asylum and for the few weeks before going to Purgatory when he was nucking futs, but if you have any other stories like that that you'd like to recommend I'd take them happily. Preferably I'd like some NC-17 fics just because the idea of crazy Castiel and Dean going at it both amuses and arouses me to no end, lol, but I'd take anything really.

Also, are there any fics out there that go into greater detail about Dean's "Dude, on my car, he showed up naked, covered in bees." comment just because it sounds too hysterical not to write fanfiction about. :P Thanks a ton for any and all help and I look forward to seeing your guys recs!
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28 February 2013 @ 07:54 pm
Hiya guys, so I'm looking for stories where Dean is evil (or a demon) and wants to control and own Sam and keep him safe even if Sam doesn't want him to. Preferably wincest but gen is great too. (Only Bottom Sam in wincest please) Bonus if Sam ends up completely dependant on Dean; really eager to please, ultra obedient etc. No Dark!Sam though please unless he's been mentally deaged/damaged by it all or something like that and doesn't realise it's wrong.
Thanks in advance!!
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I'm looking for the origin of a specific fic that I have saved under the title "Almost". Unfortunately the title isn't uncommon enough to turn anything up at a Google search. The first paragraph is:

"The doctor called him Sam, with a quiet, shy tone to his voice. He was a nice enough man, although maybe a little too self-conscious to be a caregiver. His hair was dark and he had glasses that constantly had Sam playing a game he liked to call 'spot the smudge’. Sometimes it was right in the middle of the lens or he’d have half a thumb print off to the side."

Summary (by myself, not the original one): Dean turns up at Stanford only to admit himself to a mental hospital.

I would like to know who wrote this and what the original posting site is since I'm pretty sure that some formatting got lost while copying; also that way I can leave a comment for the author.

The request is probably too easy for you guys, but it would still be awesome! :)
27 January 2013 @ 07:42 am
I would have promised that i bookmarked this fic but when i wanted to reread it last night I couldn't find it. Now it is driving me crazy, and i hope i remember enough of it so someone knows what i am talking about.
 In the story, Jared is still living with his parents, because he has some kind of  mental disability ( but i don't think the writer described it that way). He also works as a gardener for Sophia who lives next door to Jensen.  Jensen works for a company, and one day happens to ask Sophia about Jared who is working in her yard. Jared ends up telling Jensen that his yard isn't happy with him, so Jensen hires him to fix his yard (Jared can hear what the plants want and how they feel).
I remember more but i don't want to ruin anything important for anybody else.
Thank you in advance to anyone that manages t interpret this and find out what i am talking about.
p.s. Please excuse my horrible spelling and punctuation.
p.s.2. I hope i tagged this right.
10 January 2013 @ 06:20 pm
I read a story sometime last year - Dean & Castiel were the main characters and I'm pretty sure it was slash. It was an AU, kind of post-apocalyptic. I think Castiel was (and had always been) a human. He had some mental issues, and he and Dean lived together. For at least part of the story Dean was in a wheelchair, but had surgery and was fixed by the end. I think he had been a soldier? I remember he had to play a kind of lottery to qualify for the surgery. Also there was some question of Castiel being taken away because of his mental illness, but Dean was protecting him.

Sorry, that's kind of vague. I might be confusing two stories, actually. Hope someone can help!

Jensen works in a Christmas Decorations Store (yes that is all they sell, year round). Jared is mentally challenged/autistic, and physically abused by his mother. He comes into the shop to see the pretty baubles. Jensen hears the abuse/sees him thrown down the stairs. Jared ends up in the hospital; Jensen takes him home with him. Jensen builds a 'Winter Wonderland' in his back yard; to help Jared have a happy Christmas.

ETA: Fic Found. PDF Available in 'Deleted Journals' List. It's The Christmas Wish By PignAPoke
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22 November 2012 @ 11:20 am
Happy Turkey Day Everyone!!

I was looking for a specific story and I know you are the perfect people to help me.

I think it was called "My Autistic Son" It was about Sam being autistic. I remember there was a part where Sam freaked out at the store banging his head on the floor.

I think he hated the color red and could'nt stand to be touched. I think he liked his hair being towel dried and brushed though.

I'm hoping someone can help me here, I have spent hours lookibg through posts here abd on google.

Thank you!!!



The autistic son of mine - by kimsboy82
21 November 2012 @ 05:16 am
Hey guys,

I'm looking for any non-AU fics where Dean refers to either Sam or Cas as his boyfriend to a third party for the first time. Sam/Cas is of course thrilled by this turn of events.

Conversely, something where Sam/Cas denies that Dean is their boyfriend would be good too. Dean is hurt, but they only denied it because they thought the title would just make Dean uncomfortable. Everything is cleared up with a happy ending preferably.

I'm also looking for a specific J2 fic where both Js have mental illnesses. Jensen, I think was moving out on his own for the first time. Jared's father(who was abusive) owned the building he moved into.

11 November 2012 @ 02:54 pm
I'm back again, looking for Sam/Dean fics where Sam has some kind of disorder? It doesn't matter if it's preseries, or something that's been developed since/because of Dean's death or his own venture into hell, or whatever. OCD, self harm, suicidal!Sammy, ptsd, eating disorder, whatever you've got, I'll take it. 

The longer the fic, the better!
Preferably not mpreg, and not on
Thank you!

Sorry if I've missed anything
10 November 2012 @ 02:14 pm
Hello everyone out there!

I really loved Cas' behaviour in season 7 after he took Sam's mental pain and it reminded me of someone with autism.

Now I want to know, are there any Fics out there with Castiel havin autism or asperger? I don't care if it's AU or sets within the serie, I just really want an autstic Cas! I don't care if it's slash or gen or even het, as long as there's no heavy man/woman action. And, to be honest, if it's an AU I would really like to see Gabriel in this fic, too, but that's just the icing on my cupcake!

It would be great if youcould help me! Thank you.
03 November 2012 @ 01:21 am
I have been craving some fics that deal more with Dean and/or Cas after Cas takes on Sam's broken mind, at the end of 'The Born Again Identity.' I really am intrigued to learn more about what Cas saw/experienced during his mental breakdown. 

I am hoping that there's a slight AU where Dean either refuses to leave Cas in the hospital and takes him with them or goes and visits. Even Codas are fine. I just haven't had any luck at all trying to find anything! I am fine with gen between Dean and Cas or slash. I just want to have the story either from one of their POVs or directly related to them. Thanks!
18 October 2012 @ 11:56 pm
Hello everyone,

1) More than a year ago, I read a fic... can't remember the author or the title of the story, but in it, I think Sam wakes up in the past where he's just a kid, but he has all his memories from when he was a grown man. Dean is younger than him, but I think there is something mentally wrong with him, I think he even has seizures. I remember that they lived with Mary, but she wasn't such a good carer, and Sam always took it upon himself to look after Dean when this happened, I think Sam was even a bit violent toward Mary..... I hope someone can help me find this, I really liked that story.

2. This one is vague and a bit difficult... ok, A LOT, since it's been months since I read it, but can't remember the author, or title... but what's worse, I can't really remember what it was about either... the only thing I remember was that it had Sam and Dean, it was a one shot, it was posted on Hoodie-Time community (pretty sure) and the most important thing is that it was the SWEETEST and I mean SWEETEST thing ever!!! I try and try to remember more about it, but all I remember are the feeling of awww OMG AWWW!! So what I would appreaciate all you nice people out there, if you could please point me to the sweetest thing you have ever read that included the brothers, don't care genre or whatnot... hopefully I can finally find it that way, cause really... I mean, the sweetest thing you've read? easy... right?


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